seriously ill

Chapter 13

It's not clear when it started, but the moment Jung Ho Suk realized he was in love with Min Yoongi, he knew he was screwed.

He still remembered that it was an autumn afternoon, Min Yoongi wore a black scarf, which made his skin fairer.

The sun is very good, and the leaves of the sycamore trees on both sides are dyed golden. When the wind blows, a few leaves will swirl and fall.

Sunshine, leaves, autumn wind, and him around are like a beautiful dream.

Zheng Haoxi walked slowly beside him, the once familiar road was so special that day, full of excitement and anticipation, his heart was beating restlessly, and his breathing was out of rhythm.

"Min Yoongi." Zheng Haoxi called him softly.At that time, I didn't like to use the phrase "Brother Yoongi" to let myself understand the boundary between the two.

"Huh?" Min Yoongi replied lazily, turned his head to look at him, his black eyes seemed to hold a clear lake, which made Zheng Haoxi a little distracted.

He hastily withdrew his gaze that would reveal his thoughts, and pretended to be casually falling on a silver car stopped by the roadside.

"Have you watched that movie recently? "The King's Man", I heard it's very popular."

"I didn't read it. What are you talking about?" Min Yoongi asked casually, without paying much attention to it.

"A story about a king falling in love with an actor. But that actor is a man." Zheng Haoxi glanced at Min Yoongi out of the corner of his eye, trying to see his reaction clearly.

"Oh." Min Yoongi's expression didn't change much, obviously he didn't have much interest in the subject matter of this movie.

"What do you think..." Zheng Haoxi repeated in his mind, he wandered and practiced no less than a thousand times, and when he finally persuaded himself to ask for an answer, he still hesitated.

Min Yoongi didn't rush him, and waited for him to finish speaking.

Speak out!Speak out!Don't you just want an answer?You'll know right away, you should say it!

Zheng Haoxi kept pressing and urging himself in his heart, despising his worthless self.

Jung Hoseok secretly took a deep breath of air without Min Yoongi noticing.

"What do you think of homosexuality?" Zheng Haoxi finished speaking in one breath, feeling like he was relieved of a heavy burden.

"Huh?" Min Yoongi obviously didn't expect that Zheng Ho-seok would ask himself such a question, he was taken aback for a while, but he still thought about it seriously. "This~ it doesn't matter, as long as it's not me, it feels disgusting."

A gust of cool autumn wind blew by, and the leaves fell one after another.

Tears that secretly fell were streaked with tears, and suddenly became cold.

"It's okay if you don't have to be yourself. It feels disgusting." Min Yoongi's words were like a nightmare that couldn't be shaken off, a depressive pain.

"Zheng Haoxi, Zheng Haoxi." Zheng Haoxi opened his eyes, and a tear flowed hastily.

I was a little baffled by Zheng Haoxi's sudden tears: "What's wrong with you? Are you crying?"

Jung Hoseok suddenly wanted to hug Min Yoongi, but held back.

Min Yoongi wiped away the tears for Jung Ho-seok, "What's wrong? Did you have a nightmare?"

Don't do this again!Don't be so nice to me!

"I'm fine." Avoiding Min Yoongi's gentle hand, Zheng Haoxi stood up and went into the bathroom to wash up.

On the way back, Min Yoongi was driving the car, and Jung Ho-seok watched the receding scenery outside the car window in silence all the way.

In fact, he was not such a lively person. The real him is quiet, rational, hard-working, and has clear and firm goals. Over the years, he has been working hard towards his goals. He has never been disappointed in himself, but fell down. Min Yoongi's feelings.

From that day on, he had clearly understood the future direction of him and Min Yoongi, but he still turned into a sweet and addicted waste.No matter what Min Yoongi does or says, he is like a magnetic field, tightly attracting his gaze.

If he is kinder to himself and gentler, he will sink deeper, become more desperate, and it will become harder for him to let go.

A kind of snow rice cake that I wanted to eat when I was a child, but my parents always refused with various excuses.

For this reason, I have made a lot of noise, made a lot of noise, and begged hard, but until the end, I still didn't get my wish.

Later, unconsciously, the thought of it gradually disappeared.

He used to think that he had grown up and matured, so he shouldn't show such a fanatical expression on those children's things.Or because it has been too long, I am finally tired and don't want it anymore.

But later, he realized that he just didn't like it anymore. Even if he could buy a whole box of that cheap gadget and let himself eat as much as he wanted, he didn't want to touch it anymore.

Because he doesn't like it at all.

He thought that his one-sided feelings for Min Yoongi would be like this, which would slowly deteriorate, then weaken, and finally disappear completely.Finally, one day, Min Yoongi will change from that unspoken secret to an ordinary good friend, and will never occupy such a special place in his heart.

Min Yoongi drove the car with one hand, put one hand on his lips, and looked at the silent Zheng Haoxi from time to time.It has been two hours, and Zheng Haoxi has not said a word.

What's up with him?Not quite right in the morning, are you hungry?

Min Yoongi stopped at a rest stop on the highway.

"Let's go eat something first." Min Yoongi got out of the car.

Zheng Haoxi only wanted a small bowl of soup, and he obviously lost his appetite.The two ate something casually, and when they left, they found that there was a small game hall in the rest station.

Min Yoongi usually doesn't like these things, but he still pointed to the racing game and asked Jung Ho-seok next to him, "Do you want to play?"

Zheng Haoxi gave a disdainful "cut" and started bragging again: "Are you confident that you can beat me?"

Min Yoongi was amused by Zheng Haoxi's expression: "You are quite arrogant!"

In the first round, Min Yoongi easily defeated Jung Ho-seok.

"It's too suspenseless." Min Yoongi won easily, so he didn't think it was interesting.He stood up and was about to leave, but was grabbed by Zheng Haoxi, "Play another game!"

Zheng Haoxi's expression was unwilling, and finally he was no longer as dull as before.

"Forget it, it's all a child's game."

But Zheng Haoxi didn't listen to it at all, he had already invested in the game coins and concentrated on choosing a car. "Play another round!"

Min Yoongi glanced at Zheng Haoxi, smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth, and sat back again. "Then play the last game."

At this time, he didn't seem to realize that this sitting was for eight hours.

In the following day, Min Yoongi was stalked by Zheng Haoxi with all kinds of shamelessness and nonsense, and he stayed in this game hall abruptly. Without a drop of water or rice, the two of them played until the sky. black.

Shooting machine, catching dolls, racing cars, street fighters, shooting, every item in this small game hall, the two played back and forth no less than 10 times.

Zheng Haoxi has been chattering next to him with a high-decibel voice all day long, and when he gets excited, he will hit his arm hard twice. When it is over, Min Yoongi only feels a little pain in his right arm .

When Zheng Haoxi got into the car with five or six dolls in his arms, he was still raving excitedly.But not long after the car got on the highway, he leaned against the seat and fell asleep with the smile still frozen on his face.

Min Yoongi shook his head helplessly, and the white SUV drove them away quietly in the dark night.