[Tutorial] When the strategy is in progress

Mian took a bath quietly, and the shallow hickey marks on her neck quickly dissipated. She changed into the pure white dress when she came, and prepared to leave as quietly as when she came.

The mirror in the bathroom was still stained with mist, which turned into water stains and slid down. The eyes of the black-haired girl in the mirror were also misty, and her unfocused pupils were like white-gray fog in the morning. His expression was so pale that it was close to nothingness, and the whole world reflected in the mirror became quiet.

It feels like something went wrong, every thought becomes extremely slow, I thought about something, and the content of thinking became a thread that was slowly torn apart, tearing up the entire complete thought inch by inch, time passed slowly and slowly fast.

Mi never imagined what would happen if the world did not exist in the first place. This idea is absurd and unrealistic, but from the day Mi broke the original track, or she was born as a semi-indigenous person, she All order has been disrupted.

There is no longer such a voice in my mind, the mechanical indifference, and the funny and funny words in the strange tone, all disappeared.

With the sound [Mary Sue system integration is complete. 】

Mi didn't understand at first, no, she just pretended not to understand, she clearly understood the words of farewell contained in the dark, but she pretended to be stupid because she knew that she was powerless to stop it, she has been like this since she was a child, thinking that she was not positive Accepting that sad things will never happen, she who was pampered and brought up has no choice but to escape from the disappearance of Tong.

The machine that reverses everything and returns the world to the correct causal cycle is an item inside the system, which cannot be obtained except for the highest authority, but Mi got it. At that time, she finally understood why she was able to take out this item.

A system does not allow the existence of two independent consciousnesses. In order to keep Mi alive and gain authority to correct the world, Tong chose the most decisive way to disappear in a place that Mi Yong could not touch. Mi did not even know whether he was destroyed or still existed. .

Mi is the second consciousness of the system. Now she has the power to control the entire system. Everything that is restricted and prohibited by the system has been displayed in the most clear way in front of her. Mi understands what the system has hidden from her. What finally understood Tong's painstaking efforts, and now she didn't know what else to do besides standing here in such a daze?

Now she has the power of the whole system, but she is so humble and insignificant, the kind of pain that is not obvious, small ringing in the flesh and blood, she can feel that she is rejecting this news, so all perceptions are dulled, It still doesn't hurt.

She got it.

She knew she was just a nuisance disrupting the world line.

She knew what she was doing was meaningless.

She knew that she had lost her authority in the most stupid way.

Before everything started, when she was a little girl, when she was crying and running in the burning house, Mi, who belonged to a complete human being, was already dead, she couldn't escape, caught fire The ceiling collapsed on her, her small body was burning with fire, howling hysterically.

The one who saved her was Tong, who was bound to her body with the power of Bai Mian's soul. He exhausted all his strength to save her, repaired the shocking body, and sent her to a distant place where she would never be found. , sent to the Angel House, and then Mi, who was filled with life by the power of the system, became the second consciousness of the system without knowing it.

She is no longer a complete human being, but a body with both flesh and blood and system power.

She should have discovered it long ago. When she traveled through space with a ten-year-gun bazooka, she clearly passed through the space-time tunnel as an entity, but in the copy of the system, her body would be broken into numbers in an energy state. She should have discovered it long ago. unusual.

All the changes in her appearance are not due to her own development, but are sculpted by Bai Mian's mold carefully followed by Tong. Everything about her is overlapping with that of her mother. She realized that she was not normal, and used a lot of effort to perfect her appearance bit by bit according to Bai Mian's growth stage, so when she regained her body, although her hair had grown, her appearance was still the same , so after staying here for so many years, her appearance has not changed in the slightest.

She looked like a girl of about seventeen.

Because after graduating from high school, Tsunaji and the others left, and Mi left to go to college, the system without energy supplements was finally unable to modify her appearance.

Tong has been protecting Mi in his own way from beginning to end, and until now Mi has finally denied the existence of his entire consciousness. Does this mean death?Does this mean that she killed Tong?

Mi was still quiet, she looked at herself in the mirror, the girl with indifferent expression and exquisite eyebrows stood there, her eyes looked like a rainy night after a rainy night, confused and covered with thick mist.

Mi felt that her whole body was very dry, because she couldn't shed any tears.

She didn't dare to think if she really killed Tong, the people who accompanied her when she was a child, and her closest family members, mentors, friends, and people she relied on, because she didn't listen to advice. Desperate as she lingers here indecisively.

When Mi looked at herself in the mirror to put an end to her thoughts, when she turned and left the bathroom, the whole world had changed.

Her room... No, it's not her room anymore. There is no trace of her existence in this bright and tidy guest room, and there is no half of her belongings. It is as clean as if no one has ever stayed in it. Mi feels her body It was so empty like a shell, she walked out of the room in a daze.

Messy thoughts grew even more messy weeds on the barren ground, which was so lush that it almost covered the sky, and when the wind blew, it produced deep and shallow lines, which didn't reach the bottom of my heart, but made people panic and uncomfortable.

Mi was walking in the corridor of the castle, and there were people passing by in twos and threes holding documents. After all, it was close to the boss's office and residence. To be seen by everyone how favored she was was once a heartwarming thing for Mi, but now, she stands in the corridor and looks at those passers-by who stare intently as if they didn’t see her .

She didn't want to evade, eager to vent, she wanted to do something and say something, but the people stopped by her stopped and looked around strangely, because they were contacted by Mi, who did not belong to this time and space. Forcibly controlling their memory and thoughts, they completely ignored the existence of Mi. She could see her when she stood in front of her eyes, but she was not important, so there was no need to think or keep it in her heart. Even the impression that there was a person standing here was not Will blur quickly before reaching the nerves.

Mi felt that she was being forgotten and exiled by this world.

Deciding to see her was not a matter of hesitation, she just thought about it and did it. She was in a trance, and her whole body seemed to be turned upside down. Apart from some fixed memories, she couldn't think of other more profound things in her mind. Not moving the beautiful memories, immersed in the confusion of whether Tonghe has been forgotten by the world.

She pushed the door open, and the people in the office didn't notice her, or found out, but they were affected by the world that corrected back to the track and ignored the discovery, stood at the door in a daze, and turned around and closed it after a while She walked through the door very slowly, as weak and heavy as a seriously ill old man. She wanted to walk as far as a world before stopping at that person's desk.

He buried his head in the documents with a focused and serious expression, as if nothing around him could attract his attention.

"." Mi's voice was dry, and his words were full of helplessness and loneliness, but the man didn't respond to her, as if he couldn't hear Mi's call, he was doing his own thing seriously.

In an instant, Mi felt a great sadness welling up from the bottom of his heart, a tornado shattered his paralyzing numbness, and Mi grabbed his hair hard to maintain a stable mood.

On the table, a group photo of the family members shimmered in the sunlight. The person sitting on the main seat, his companions, and Elena standing next to Spedo, this photo is very good, everyone It's rare that they are all here, and they all have such a happy appearance. Mi lowered her head and stared at the photo. Her figure has long been replaced by others.

How long are you going to lie to yourself?

"Haha...ha..." Mi pulled the corners of her mouth and showed an ugly smile, her eyes full of sadness were clearly about to cry, but she forced herself to smile hard, and let out a series of crying laughter, A self-deprecating irony.

The black-haired girl finally turned around and ran away from this quiet office. The door made a loud noise after being opened vigorously and slammed against the wall, and then closed the door tremblingly. The owner of the office was still focusing on the documents, Nothing could arouse his gaze.

Mi stumbled and ran out, staggered and fell a few times, got up and continued to run, her mind was empty and there was no voice that would comfort her, she died in her world, and the culprit was her .

Miduo hopes to have comfort and enlightenment at this time, telling her that it is not her fault, but she who was abandoned by this world can only wait for all her hopes to rot in the dead silence, with a strong sense of guilt hanging over her head like a cloud, overwhelming her. Not being able to breathe, the emotions surging in his chest washed away his reason and his trembling heart defense again and again. Mi had already lost everything he valued most, and the guilt was her again.

If it wasn't because of her, how could Tong have come to this point?

If it wasn't because of her, how could Tong choose to annihilate himself?

If it wasn't because of her, how could Tong die?

No matter what she can't be called back, no matter what she can't atone for her sins, should she continue to live in this world that has abandoned her with peace of mind?Living in this world waiting for a hundred years of redemption?

No, she couldn't afford to wait.

Without Tong, she is nothing, too fragile to be vulnerable.

The sound of water rang in the bathroom, and the cold water falling from a high place soaked her dress. Mi was powerless to think about whether what she wanted to do was right or not. After refilling and then going home, she was terrified of being alone and in pain, living every minute of such a luxury under the rebuke of her conscience and the backlash of her emotions.

As long as I think that I killed Tong, as long as I think that I am no longer accepted by the world, such a she should have died long ago, she is not a human being at all, why should she continue to torture herself like this?

That's right, she should have died a long time ago. Her life was originally given to her.

The cold sharp object flicked past the wrist, and then the sprayed blood gradually stained the floor tiles red with the water flow, and the blood melted in the water diluted into light and spread out around, and the wet white dress was also stained with patches. blood flower.

The temperature of the water gradually increased, and the hot water kept rushing towards the bloody wrist. The black-haired girl lying on the ground looked at the ceiling quietly, and slowly showed a relieved expression as the blood drained. The blood-red liquid Scattered everywhere, Mi began to feel cold, dizzy, tired, and his lost life gathered on the running system.

She forced her eyes open to maintain her last consciousness, and sank into the water, her pale face submerged in the water, she sank into the deep sea of ​​consciousness, feeling the separation of her body and soul, giving power to the system by burning her soul, then System, is it possible to be pulled back by the energy when the second consciousness disappears, just like pulling back the props that belonged to the system.

If she dies, is it possible for Tong to come back to life again? The rebirth of consciousness does not require life. As long as she dies, the highest authority will naturally return to the first autonomous consciousness. Then, is it possible for Tong to be alive? come over?

The long-lost digitalization reappeared, and the light blue light turned into a huge swarm of fireflies, flying away one by one.And the ring that belonged to this world and was supposed to stay here disappeared along with Mi's finger digitization, and the ring that was supposed to stay left along with Mi.

The subjective consciousness and the mind were dusted together, but the eyes were still holding on to the last will and tried hard to open. The uncontrollable system moved with time and space, and a loophole appeared when it could not be protected. For a while, some important props All poured out, scattered to other places along with the dark tide surging in time and space.

The pain from landing on the back became slight and insignificant. Whether it was the things I saw or the voices I heard, it was as if they sounded in another world. The consciousness seemed to be lost soon, but the cold body Suddenly felt the long-lost warmth and joy, and the relaxation released from the soul was like basking in the sun, which only made people want to fall into a deep sleep, and the black eyes that had lost their spirit finally reflected into the other pair of eyes at the last moment.

Staring blankly at the other person's outline and anxious expression, he smiled laboriously, his voice was hoarse and weak, and he had a childlike dependence.

"Outline."

Mi could no longer say what happened next.

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