Not to blame

Chen Yucheng had never been so nervous before.There were more than 4 comments on the latest chapter update. He didn't know which one was Mo Xinxu's vest, let alone where Mo Xinxu saw it.

"I don't look like any of them, but I feel like all of them, damn it." Chen Yucheng hastily sent a message "Today's stop update explanation" and muttered on the table, "If this continues, I will go crazy."

Chen Kuangcheng wrote a martial arts novel, with a lot of fighting, a plot that does not follow the routine, and plump and outstanding characters. From the beginning of the serialization, it has now firmly established itself as a great god on the entire network.Chen Kuangcheng didn't sign the contract, and as a resident feedback website, he would share [-]/[-] with him instead of [-]/[-] with the contract.He seldom pays attention to the data, but is gradually pushed to the top by the website, and he is very careful about what he does.

Let’s interact with your peers, the fans of the two families will pinch each other, step on and compare, "How can your family hold your thighs so well, balabala", "Obviously my family is the senior, why do you disrespect people so much? It’s so hot that it can refresh the screen and be careful to penetrate the center of the earth as soon as possible.”Write an author's message, "This author talks too much and he's not a great person, how can you fans him" triggers a lot of comments, don't write an author's message, "Your wife is so cold and so funny in the text than leaving a message Not even saying a word can really pretend.”The general recommender suspects that you bribed the editor, that there are too many gifts and suspects that you are swiping votes, that you click high and scold you for fucking data, and that you are bought by fanfare.Chen Yucheng seldom reads the book review area, it is really a mess, only clicks and gifts are the places that make people feel happy.

Both the long comment area and the fine comment area are hosted by people from the website, and it is relatively quiet here, that is to say, some people who start a war will be hung up by the administrator for the sake of popularity.Chen Yucheng didn't bother to read those, so he clicked directly into the latest comments.

Most of the first few comments a few minutes ago were watery, "Come on, update quickly", "Why is the male lead so good", and then he saw a long comment half an hour ago.

The comment was really long, and after he clicked on it, he was shocked by the dense words.But he didn't feel "It's so long, will it look tiring", because the first sentence at the beginning of this long review made his heart beat hard.

"Although the author's most popular book is not this one, I like this one the most among all the books. The intertwined passionate emotions of the hero and heroine are unique and charming, as if they have the pleasure of destruction."

Chen Kuangcheng wrote this book with the most painstaking efforts, but also with the most painstaking efforts.His heart skipped a beat, and he couldn't wait to read on.

"I like the style of this book so much. It seems bright and reserved, but it is warm and depressing. I even couldn't breathe in the middle of the book. This kind of handling makes me afraid to touch the next page, but I am eager to turn around .”

Chen Yucheng didn't notice it, and his breathing became heavy.

"The male protagonist looks decent and powerful, but he is so eager to have the posture of a strong man because of his inner weakness and inferiority complex. He relies on the appearance that others fear him and have to cling to him. In order to maintain these, he has tried his best Mental strength. The growth of the so-called male protagonist praised by many readers in this book did not actually make him a success, but made him more and more breathless like the hand holding his neck. Although the female protagonist knew it, there was no way to make him He was rescued from this morbid cycle. She couldn't find the value of being needed in this relationship, so she became gloomy every day, and many readers abandoned her."

Chen Yucheng held his breath.

"But she is the only ray of light for the male protagonist. A person who knows his heart is too important for such a high-ranking character, and he can't even be summed up in love. He can't explain the other party's love for him. They redeem each other and give up each other. This is a regretful and morbid love, a temperature that two lonely souls can only see but cannot touch."

Chen Yucheng slumped on the computer chair.

I don't know how long it took, this article was edited and refined, and a reminder came from the station letter.He clicked on the reply column and thought for a long time——

"It really said exactly what I wanted to say. I wanted to get to know you."

Then, a text message came to his cell phone.

"I just finished reading your novel, and the comments seem to have been refined"

The sender shows, Mo Xinxu.

Some people may not understand Chen Yucheng's feelings. For a writer, understanding what he is expressing is simply the greatest recognition and praise for him.Chen Yucheng seemed to have caught the driftwood suddenly in the sea, and almost couldn't wait to get along with this person who could touch his soul.

Chen Yucheng was bored in class, so he wrote letters to Mo Xinxu. "You said I want to add a character, you should help me out."

"I quarreled with Lu Fanjin again. I really don't understand why that girl is so angry all day long, and she doesn't talk about it after asking. What do you think you will do with such a girlfriend?"

"The physics old man always asks me, it's too late to sleep."

"The last time I climbed over the back wall of the school, I shaved a big hole in the school uniform trousers."

Chen Yucheng's handwriting is always very sloppy, as if he is very happy, and he is about to fly when he writes.He and Lu Fanjin were probably arguing these days, and they didn't eat together at noon, so Chen Yucheng had to go up to the fourth floor to find Mo Xinxu for dinner.

"Xiao Mo, let's go." Chen Yucheng went around to the back door of Class [-], "Your name sounds like a kitten."

Chen Yucheng is tall, and the school basketball team loves to find him, but he refuses to go anyway.He stood tall and blocked the door, and his expression didn't smile very much, like a door god.Mo Xin Xu chuckled, took the packed bag and followed him.The two of them went down the stairs together, and when they met Lu Fanjin coming up, Lu Fanjin looked at the two of them with a complicated expression, and said to Chen Yucheng, "Come here."

Chen Yucheng said with a playful smile, "Miss finally cares about me?"

Lu Fanjin didn't even look back, and went down the stairs.Chen Yucheng was a little puzzled, so he nodded with Mo Xinxu and chased him down.

Mo Xinxu's fingers holding the bag slightly tightened.

Chen Yucheng followed Lu Fanjin to the edge of the playground, and Lu Fanjin cut to the chase: "What's your relationship with Mo Xinxu?"

"Ah?" Chen Yucheng was stunned, "Friend? You know him from the school radio station, don't you know?"

"Of course I know that he met from the school radio station. Don't you think you two are getting too close? I'm your partner. You write love letters to him every day, accompany him to eat, bring him water, help him put on clothes, and talk to him. Lol, talking on the phone when I go back to the dormitory!" Lu Fanjin's eyes turned red, "Chen Yucheng, do you think I'm a fool?"

"Are you crazy?" Chen Yucheng's goosebumps were about to rise, "What is a love letter? Fuck, are you disgusting? What are you talking about?"

"What did I say, what else can I say? Do you know that Mo Xinxu is gay? If you don't believe me, you can ask him yourself. If he doesn't like you, can he keep the things you wrote in a small box like a treasure? The manuscripts for your radio station column are handwritten, right? Mo Xinxu is the reviewer, right? He handed in printed electronic manuscripts. Do you know where the manuscripts have gone? Your dormitory is close, you If you don't believe me, go to his pillow and look for your manuscript and your letter, he sleeps with his arms around every night!"

"Don't fucking talk about it!" Chen Yucheng subconsciously felt that something was wrong, and quickly told her to shut up. "What's the fuss, how many people are watching!"

"You can protect him quite well." Lu Fanjin rubbed his nose with his fingers, and his voice was nasal: "Chen Yucheng, let's break up."

"...Huh?" Chen Yucheng's mind was buzzing, and he almost couldn't stop.

"I said, let's break up. You go and live with him, I don't want it anymore." After Lu Fanjin finished speaking, he turned and left.Chen Yucheng was dumbfounded, and didn't even think about chasing after him. After a long time, he slowly lowered his body and squatted down, his eyes were blank.

Have tinnitus.A thin trace of voice rang out very tenaciously.

"...Chen Yucheng, Chen Yucheng?"

Chen Kuicheng raised his head in a daze, and managed to make out a figure from the whiteness.The man bent down and pulled him up with great effort, and Chen Yucheng was dragged away by him, half leaning and half leaning.

"I broke up." Chen Yucheng said.

"..."

"Lu Fanjin said she didn't want it anymore."

Chen Yucheng's voice became smaller and smaller, and finally he felt a little wronged, talking to himself like a child.

"Where did I do something wrong, can't I change it...Why, I don't want it...."

Mo Xinxu was waiting for him at the top of the stairs, next to the window, facing the playground, he saw that Lu Fanjin said something to Chen Yucheng emotionally, then turned around and left, Chen Yucheng was stunned for a long time, then squatted down, Did not get up.As delicate as Mo Xinxu was, he quickly guessed what was going on, ran downstairs, and finally dragged Chen Yucheng, who was nearly two meters away, to the dormitory.

Chen Yucheng really liked Lu Fanjin very much, and he was hit so hard by the split that he seemed to have lost his soul. When he first saw him, he seemed to be in a trance and didn't recognize him, and now he doesn't know if he recognized him or not.This old man was like a dead dog all the way, and he refused to leave when he got to 301, saying: "Mo Xinxu is in 301."

Mo Xinxu, "...what are you doing in my dormitory? You live on the fourth floor."

Chen Yucheng entered 301 without saying a word.Mo Xinxu was a little flustered, and followed behind him. There were two people in the room who had returned to the dormitory after eating. When they saw Chen Yucheng coming in with a face full of wind and rain, they thought he was here for a fight, and shrank their necks: "You, you , what are you doing here? Don't you have a good relationship with Mo Xinxu?"

Chen Yucheng gave a jolt and regained consciousness a little.He looked at Mo Xinxu and asked him, "Which bed do you have?"

Mo Xinxu paused, "...Second bed. What did Lu Fanjin... tell you?"

By now, Mo Xinxu was basically sure that the conversation between the two of them just now definitely had something to do with him.Otherwise, Chen Yucheng wouldn't find his dormitory as soon as he came up, could it be...

Chen Kuangcheng knocked on the edge of the second bed.The second bed for eight people is on the upper bunk, and Chen Yucheng saw at a glance that Mo Xinxu's quilt was folded squarely, which was a bit taller than other people's tofu cubes.Chen Yucheng glanced at the two people who were frightened into quails, and said in a deep voice, "Xiao Mo, come out."

Chen Kuangcheng turned to the toilet, dragged Mo Xinxu into the cubicle, and locked it.

Chen Yucheng took a deep breath, not feeling the smell of the toilet, and asked, "Is my manuscript with you?"

"I know you just wanted to save face for me." Mo Xinxu was a lot shorter than him, and his back was against the brick wall and his neck was tilted back at a large angle to meet his eyes. It was difficult for him to make a sound because his neck was too bent. up. "I like you, but I didn't want to break you up, and I didn't want you to have mercy on me or something. I know you like her very much. As long as she gives an order, you and I will have a direct relationship." Old and dead have nothing to do with each other."

Mo Xinxu tried her best to smile, her eyes were slightly red.

"But who do I like, is it something I can control myself?"