Not to blame

After treating the wound, Chen Yucheng lay on the bed with empty eyes.Li Cheng and Xu Yang left first, and Luo Luo accompanied him.Chen Yucheng asked: "Where is my mobile phone?"

Before Luo Luo had time to delete the text message, he hesitated and said: "In my place, stop playing before you recover from illness."

"Bring your phone."

"What kind of mobile phone did you just get off the operating table?" Luo Luo was a little anxious, and Chen Yucheng asked back: "Are you hiding something from me?"

"..." Although Luoluo felt guilty, he tried his best to keep his expression steady, "No, what are you thinking?"

"I don't know you yet?" Chen Yucheng raised the volume, "Bring the phone!"

Luo Luo didn't hold him back, and took out the phone and handed it to him.Chen Yucheng first looked at WeChat, Mo Xinxu didn't add him back; then he looked at the text messages, most of them were unread spam text messages, such as the first test of mobile games without deleting files, xx activities first come first served, and traffic charges reminder message.One has been read, it was sent by the editor in charge.

Luo Luo carefully watched Chen Yucheng's face, he didn't see any expression fluctuations, and his eyes were lifeless, which made people more worried.After Chen Yucheng calmly read the edited text message, he went to check the call log. Among a bunch of missed calls, one of them was answered. The call lasted more than four minutes.

He was just about to ask who it was, when the phone rang suddenly, and Chen Yucheng saw that it was his mother.He glanced at Luo Luo and answered:

"Hello, Mom?"

"Son, your school called mom and said that your recommendation quota has been cancelled. What's going on? They also said that you were reported for homosexuality..."

"..." Chen Yucheng was silent for a while, "I just found out."

"What's the matter, tell mom?" Chen's mother was about to cry, "You can't have an accident, son, the school said you haven't gone to class for a long time, what's the matter?"

"...Mom, listen to me." Chen Yucheng took a deep breath, "I am indeed gay."

Luo Luo was startled, and stood up from the stool with a swish.Chen's mother shouted in disbelief: "How is it possible? Impossible, son, you will never like men, it's too disgusting, son, have you been stimulated by something?" She became anxious again, "If you If you dare to be with a man, I will sever ties with you, and you will not have my mother from now on!"

Chen Yucheng still didn't know how to answer the call, so Luo Luo snatched the phone over and shouted: "Nurse! Come here!"

He didn't ring the emergency bell, so no one would come at this time, and Chen Yucheng's condition is still good.Luo Luo winked at Chen Yucheng, then picked up the phone.

Mother Chen asked anxiously: "Son, where are you? Don't scare Mommy..."

"Auntie, I'm Luoluo." Luoluo said with a sigh, "Chen Yucheng was anxious to call you as soon as he came out of the operating room, but I didn't expect you to call first. That's it, Chengzi... a while ago... um, I found that I lost interest in girls, so I took a test and found that I was born gay...Auntie, have you heard of hormone levels? Simply put, it is born with it, and we can't move it the day after tomorrow. Oranges are a bit Can't think about it, he thought homosexuality was too disgusting, he couldn't accept it, so he committed suicide... well, he just came out of the operating room and stabbed his heart with a knife... Wait for me to send you a photo."

Mother Chen looked at the photos and didn't reply for a long time.Chen Yucheng was exhausted and had already fallen asleep, his sleeping face was pale, his brows were tightly furrowed, and he seemed to be unhappy in his dream.As the evening approached, Luo Luo was awakened by the vibration of the mobile phone, and picked it up in a daze:

"Lolo? I'm Aunt Chen....Since it's born, there's nothing anyone can do about it. It's life that counts. Tell him not to do stupid things. Even if you can't accept it, don't be too violent. Mom is fine...he Just don’t overthink it.”

Luo Luo woke up suddenly, and replied with a smile on her face: "Auntie, you are so kind, but his mood is still very unstable. I hope you can persuade him more. In fact, homosexuality is not a big deal. Many people are homosexual now. Personal life has nothing to do with being a man or a woman. Some men and women live together and end up with broken shoes and wild seeds. Don’t you think it’s a blessing or a curse? Children and grandchildren have their own blessings. Let him go his own way in the future! "

After hanging up the phone, Luo Luo heaved a sigh of relief.Chen Yucheng didn't know when he woke up, and looked at her quietly.Luo Luo made a grimace, "Old man, you owe me such a big favor this time, how are you going to pay it back?"

Before Chen Yucheng could speak, Luo Luo said again: "Oh, by the way, Lu Fanjin came looking for you a few days ago and asked me to scold you back. This little bastard is looking for bad luck..."

As soon as Mo Xinxu got out of the airport, there were three or four missed calls on his mobile phone, all of which were from Mo's father.In the text message, he said that he was divorced, but the mistress ran away, and the property was in trouble, so he and Mo's mother were still living together, hoping that he would come back and continue to live.Mo Xinxu declined, and he cursed again. Mo Xinxu really couldn't handle his face, but he came back because he had both his student status and household registration in City A.He just got into the taxi, when a text message came to his phone: "Is it Mo Xinxu?"

Mo Xinxu replied: Who are you?

The other party replied:

Lu Fanjin.

Mo Xinxu stared at these three words for a full minute.This person who should have disappeared from his life suddenly reappeared, giving him an ominous premonition.Sure enough, Lu Fanjin's second text message followed:

Did you break up with Chen Yucheng?

Mo Xinxu thought for a while, and neither said yes nor no, she just asked her: "What did you want to ask me for?"

"Chen Kuang's underwriting quota has been cancelled, and now the whole school knows that he is gay. I wanted to contact him personally to ask what happened, but Luo Luo answered the call. She said that Chen Kuang was in the hospital and almost died. , I wonder if you broke up with him. He is not easy to be influenced by others, but he likes you very much. "

Mo Xinxu was shocked and didn't recover for a long time. Lu Fanjin's next text message arrived again:

"I beg you, go see him for me, okay?"

When Mo Xinxu arrived at the hospital, Luo Luo just went out.It was Li Cheng who called him out, but Chen Yucheng was still asleep in the ward, the lunch box was placed by the bedside, and there was a cup of warm soybean milk beside it.Mo Xinxu pushed open the door of the ward and went in. Chen Yucheng didn't wake up, but moved uneasily.

Mo Xinxu walked to his bedside, Chen Yucheng lost a lot of weight, his hair grew a little, his beard grew a little, and his skin became whiter.There was a hot lunch box and soy milk on the table, and his medical record card hung beside the bed.

Mo Xinxu bent down and picked it up to read, it read:

Chen Yucheng, male, 18 years old, blood type O, checked in on January 1, main diagnosis: right calf anterior tibial artery and vein injury, other diagnoses: right calf sural nerve injury, right calf small saphenous vein injury, right calf gastrocnemius muscle, Soleus muscle injury.

Added on January 1: severe depression, obsessive-compulsive tendencies, and mild anxiety.

Added on January 1: Multiple longitudinal incisions about 26 cm in length and horizontal incisions about 10 cm in length on the left front chest, with sharp skin margins, deep under the skin, and slight pollution.

Added on January 1: The patient had an allergic reaction to the penicillin skin test.

Mo Xinxu watched it over and over again, and when her eyes became sour, tears were about to fall.As soon as he sniffed, Chen Yucheng woke up in a daze, opened his eyes and saw Mo Xinxu, and was stunned.Mo Xinxu held back tears, tried to smile, and asked him, "Are you hungry?"

Chen Yucheng shook his head, stared at him intently, and did not speak.Mo Xinxu sat down, opened the lunch box, scooped up the rice with a small spoon and cooled it down, and fed it to Chen Yucheng.Chen Yucheng ate it in one gulp, and he didn't even want to swallow it. He bit his tongue hard in his mouth, his scalp numb from the pain and he almost didn't cry out.

"It's true..." he said.

Chen Yucheng swallowed the meal with the blood coming out of his mouth, and Mo Xinxu hurriedly found a water bottle for him.Chen Yucheng didn't let him look for it, but grabbed him and squeezed Mo Xinxu's arm:

"You've lost weight." Chen Yucheng said, "I miss you..."

Mo Xinxu finally couldn't hold back and shed tears.

When Luo Luo arrived at Li Cheng's place, he searched for a location for a long time before finding them in an abandoned underground garage.Li Cheng was dressed in black, with big fly-like sunglasses covering most of his face. When he saw Luo Luo coming, he handed her a life-or-death look and asked her to put it on before entering.After Luo Luo went in wearing glasses, there were four or five masked muscular men in the room wearing pants, and a naked woman lying on the ground, with red and white mixed between her legs, was filthy.Luo Luo pinched Li Cheng: "Did you ask me to come and see this?"

Li Cheng was pinched by her and yelled, "This is the woman who messed with Cheng Zi! Oh, it's also Cheng Zi who is not cruel. Last time, this girl stabbed the video of his partner, but Cheng Zi saw that she was a woman." She just said a few words and didn't do anything, but this woman sued the school all the way to cancel Chengzi's quota, and even messed up Chengzi's novel website."

"Then what are you doing now?" Luo Luo asked.

"Come back all the time, don't you like poking videos, 5p high-definition no-horse download at will, is it awesome enough? I also made a few backups to send to her relatives, friends, and school groups. Oh, by the way, in order to let this bitch stop, I also added some ingredients. Pure ice, it’s difficult to deal with, and it’s honest, coquettish and profligate. It’s a pity that you didn’t come to see it. My daughter-in-law even commented on it remotely, and it’s really sao. "

Li Cheng shrugged, "It's just that the dose is too pure, she won't be able to live without her for the rest of her life. But it's okay, at least I saved my life and didn't just play to death. My wife is pregnant, and it's been four months. I have to do good deeds." , not to kill.”

Luo Luo, "...you might as well give her a knife." She said, and laughed again, "But it's really cool. Just now, I was so heartbroken seeing Cheng Zi's miserable state, and now I feel a little better. I even want to sing folk songs."