Lime Flavored First Love

Hello, Shiro.

Hello, I am Yu Hua.

This is a letter from me to you about everything you know or don't know about me.

Shinok, this is the surname my father gave me—in terms of blood, I can only call him this—Yu Hua, Yu is my mother’s surname, and Yu Hua is the name she gave me.

This name was chosen when the lies about love hadn't been revealed, my parents were still "in love" and my mom took the name with joy and without taking it too seriously - because she decided it wouldn't be too long Evan· Shinnok, my father will marry her, and Evan will rename me by then.

I think this love lie should not be very secretive, because all the direct descendants of the Shinnok family are not afraid to show it off to me.

My mother is a female Beta, I think she is pretty, but what stands out is her professional achievements.

She took the position of the head professor of the Royal Laboratory with very young qualifications, and was selected by Ivan's faction to be in charge of Project 1 of a certain secret project.

This project has been declared a failure, and all experimental materials have been destroyed.But at the time, the project was hot and had a good chance of success.

Project 1, which my mother was in charge of, required a lot of experimental data. At first, the data came from animals, then from execution prisoners in various prisons, and then, living people were needed.

Yes, many experimental projects require living volunteers.However, the degree of danger of this project is uncertain, and the level of confidentiality is too high. Even if the risk of leakage is not considered, it is difficult for non-professional volunteers to complete the experimental requirements.

Yiwen had contact with my mother because of the project. After the project encountered a bottleneck, as the person in charge of family interests and a talented businessman, he naturally noticed my mother.

For the first half of her life, my mother's life was only study and experimentation. She fell into Ivan's love trap easily, and even signed the "Volunteer Agreement" without much effort from Ivan.

Once the project is here, the leader can be changed at any time, and living volunteers who are absolutely confidential and understand the project are rare.

Yiwen used the promise of love and marriage to lure my mother to voluntarily become a live experimental product of the project.According to the optimistic estimate at the time, as long as valid data is collected from my mother, the project will be completed soon.

During the few times I was able to see my mom, she wore white at first, then a softer hospital gown.She always told me about Ivan, about their love and the life of the family of three in the future.She also asked me to talk about the decoration of Shinnok's house, and other people she needs to know in the future... I was too young at the time, but as long as I said a little bit, she would be very happy.

However, over time, my mom started to change.She had become visibly thinner, her skin had shriveled, and her hair had turned yellow and dry.She also stopped talking about Ivan to me, or discussing love, and she became silent, as if dumb.After that, she started cursing.

Curse me, curse Evan, curse the damn project.The pain and the changes that had happened to her made her curse everything, and I know what broke her the most was the realization that Ivan didn't love her - I've seen her screaming that she regretted it, that she was going to break the deal.

Ivan was right behind me, watching calmly, and ordered my hands to be pulled from my mother's.My wrist was purple, but my mother was paralyzed to the ground by electric shocks. I watched Ivan walk up to my mother and said calmly: Don't be self-willed.

From this day on, I understand that all fantasies about "home" are conspiracy.

It was also from this time that Yiwen no longer took the initiative to bring me to see my mother.

But if I ask someone to take me there, he won't stop me.Probably my mother and I are insignificant in his heart. If he doesn't satisfy me, he will inevitably hear my crying.

My mother died on the bench.

I... can't detail her death here, the memory of it is like a red blood spot in my brain, or a swirl, everything is hazy.

What happened was that I got to the place where I met my mother, but I didn't see her.There are no security personnel stationed inside the laboratory. The electronic pass on my body allows the security system to let me go. I am in the activity area of ​​Project 1 and keep walking in the corridor.I hear familiar voices, see a door, and push it open.

Everything unfolded in front of me, and the blood flowed to my feet.

That's all I remember about my mother.

Sero, I was not born of love, but of deceit.I guess I'm sorry for treating you the same way... but Evan has the benefit of deception and I don't.

Maybe cheating is in my genes, but Selo, I want to use it to get love in you.

I thought I shouldn't believe in love.

My mom was a good example, love is terrible, it drives people crazy.

However, after I met you, I found that it was too easy to germinate feelings.Even, since you will only stay in my life for two months, I have no time to hesitate.

You showed up at Blue Ocean High School, Sero, you are a nobleman through and through.Your appearance is too superior, your aura is too arrogant, your excellence supports your uprightness, no one can fail to notice you at a glance.

At first, I just noticed you.

But you helped me drive Ilya away, you guarded the gate for me, and you borrowed my notes.

All of this is unintentional, but this is the only goodwill I have gotten in my life.

It's impossible for me not to fall in love with you, can you understand?

I hate Elijah, he used to pull my hair and stomp my cheek.I hate Evie, who proclaims her legitimacy with a smiley face, and talks about my mother as an "experiment".I hate Evan, he almost did a murder.

Sai Luo, I left voluntarily, and was also "exiled" to W area.I used to stay in Shinnok for a long time, Evie and Ilya regarded me as a thorn in the side, Ivan's real wife regarded me as an air that was not threatening enough, and Evan.

He sees me as a genius, the heir to my mother's genius, and the next elite of the Royal Lab.

He can't expect me to be some kind of experimental product, but he is delusional that I can use my talent and willingly work for him.

I also said to him without fear, "Don't even think about it."

This pedigree sucks, and the environment I grew up in sucks, and I hate Shinnok and think they owe it to me.I firmly occupy the status of the "eldest son" of this family and enjoy the resources that a "genius" would have. I am resisting and taking unnecessary revenge.

Cyro, I've told you this before, but I want to say it again.

I hate Evie, I hate Ilya, I hate Evan...I hate everything, but I like you.

I hate everything, but I like you.

Because I like you, all the things I hate and what I hate become less important.

I have no way out, Shiro.Shinnok means nothing to me, and I mean nothing to them.

I have not been loved.

Maybe my love scares you, maybe you think it's too much.I'll try to hold back a bit.I know you're mad, but I'm sorry, no one taught me how to be close to the person I like.

If only you could like Beta, I would never lie to you.

My mother left me a candy box when she still believed in love. I have eaten all the candy, and now it contains all the things you gave me.

Notes I copied from you.

The band-aid you gave me. (When I was in the W district, I sent you two times, and you refused)

The chick scrunchies you gave me.

Lime scented hand cream.

Sai Luo, I have too little, and the only thing I want is you, so I will desperately grab it.

I did a lot and never thought of giving up.But I thought that you are a very powerful person. If you don't want to, even if I try my best, it will be difficult to catch you.

I don't know how to make you willing.

Actually I could do another operation, if you like Omega.

I will also try to have a baby.

Can you... love me?

Another: I was so happy when you said you would marry me.I'm still a little worried that Evie will come over again and say something, making you think that I'm with you because of the interests of the family.Thinking about it now... I was worried too early, you probably won't marry me now.

...No way?

I don't need your help, I can handle Ivan by myself.I don't care about family interests either, I only care about you.

I really want to get married.