Lime Flavored First Love

Yu Hua felt that Sai Luo was watching him.

It can't be called observation, more precisely, this kind of gaze should be called "examination".

Sai Luo seemed to be seeing him for the first time, and before that, he had never looked at him with such eyes.It was strange but not cold, and it contained a kind of sharp inquiry. Yu Hua could vaguely sense what Sai Luo's purpose was, so his heart trembled with excitement.Because the sight of his beloved Alpha follows him everywhere, he has to straighten his back nervously all the time, longing for the flattery to be as humble as the goods to be tasted by the guests-but from a more tender point of view, it is also like following Sunflowers in the sun stretch their full flower discs to the fullest under the bright light.

Sai Luo's gaze is the ray of sunlight that Yu Hua needs to survive.

In the morning, Sai Luo looked over from behind, and Yu Hua keenly sensed it.He had no intention of studying, his curled palms were wet with sweat, and the pen holder in his hand dripped in his sweat, and the pen tip meaninglessly drew lines of ink marks on the paper.

He wondered whether his back was straight enough, whether the collar of his school uniform was accidentally folded in, and he couldn't help but worry that he had lost too much weight recently, and his back might not be very good-looking.

But he thought so much, Si Luo, who was sitting in the last row looking at him, didn't look at his back at all, but only stared at the back of Yu Hua's neck, which was above the collar.

Three rows away in the classroom, everything is clearly visible to Sai Luo, who has excellent eyesight.It turned out that Yu Hua had long hair, which often covered that small piece of skin, making the back of Beta's neck appear a kind of blinding white.An overly white complexion can't make people think of something more healthy and lively. Many Omegas in the class are also very white, but they are as white as cream, like milk... It's always something like this.As for Yu Hua, he is like dim white porcelain, or a gloomy moonlight clustered in a corner in the depths of the night.

At first glance, he reminds people of being thin and fragile, as if he could be broken if he grasped it.Sai Luo has always believed that Beta should have its own responsibilities, and a Beta that cannot take responsibility and is independent is synonymous with cowardice. If this Beta still yearns for the protection of the strong, it will be an even worse crime.

With such a self-assessment system in mind, Sai Luo excludes Yu Hua from District W from his circle of friends.Even though they can be said to have been together like friends for nearly two months, Yu Hua is still a long way from Sai Luo's world. This is what Sai Luo recognized from the beginning, and Yu Hua also understood this .

However, at this moment, Sai Luo looked at the small piece of white, tried to apply his system to Yu Hua again, but found it very difficult and difficult to do.

It is very unreasonable for a Beta who looks so weak to force him not to rely on external forces at all.Sai Luo unexpectedly thought that one day after he and Yu Hua were together, Yu Hua would accompany him to exercise in the gym.Daily exercise is a compulsory course for Sai Luo, but Yu Hua doesn't have this habit, so he can only stick to him.

Afraid that Yu Hua would be bored, and worried about his body, he searched the entire fitness room to find him the smallest dumbbell—Yu Hua obediently went to play on his own, neither unwilling nor shouting for weight.On the contrary, he watched the blue dumbbell pressing on the opponent's slender wrist, and after a while he couldn't take it anymore, always worried that such a dumbbell would crush Yu Hua's hand, so he called him back to his side.

At that time, Yu Hua's identity was still an "Omega with poor health", but now he has become a "Beta with poor health". In this regard, there seems to be no difference for Sai Luo.

Applying his evaluation criteria to the current Yu Hua, even if Sai Luo tries to make himself objective and does not add unnecessary emotional factors.But ask yourself, if you give him a dumbbell, he still can't bear to press the dumbbell on Yu Hua's hand.

Besides, everything is just what Sai Luo thinks. For Yu Hua, no matter whether it is taking physical education class, lifting dumbbells, or laying down on the operating table by himself after confirming Sai Luo, chasing after him from the remote W area to A area, he has never Who have you talked to about the hard work.After the truth was revealed, he didn't cry with Sai Luo, he was very strong—with a paranoia that almost made Sai Luo fear—stretched his hand towards Sai Luo, and after being rejected, he also went alone with blood all over his body. After leaving the hospital, remember to leave an address for Egger, a choice for Sai Luo, and a hope for yourself.

This overly pale and frail Beta has a very strong heart, abundant perseverance and just the right scheming under the fragile appearance.The scar on the back of his neck is proof of that.

After two surgeries and the severe physical reaction during the rejection period, this scar remained on the back of Yu Hua's neck for a long time in today's advanced medical science.

It's just a small strip of light pink, just long enough to take out a scrapped artificial gland, but it's very conspicuous when placed on Yu Hua's body.It looks like there is an extra gap on the white porcelain, which has attracted Sai Luo's attention for a long time.

Sometimes when Sai Luo looked at the scar, he forgot his original intention, and just figured out Yu Hua's mood when he underwent two surgeries.

There is also the one that has never faded in his dream, so bright red, how did so much blood flow out from such a small area... Is it because too much blood has flowed, this area is already fragile Why is the skin so pale?

The time spent in daze and the time spent observing are divided equally. When not paying attention to the scar, Sai Luo can still remember the need to examine Yu Hua to get the answer.

But it is said to be a review, but in fact, no substantive results have been obtained.He used his eyes to carefully record Yu Hua's every day at school, but Yu Hua's every demeanor, movement, and expression were the same as the Yu Hua he was in contact with.

——He no longer needed to pretend to be an Omega in front of Shiro, but he was still like this.

This made it difficult for Sai Luo to carry out his work. It was difficult to find the shadow of Yu Hua who had heard it from Qi An's mouth, and what Yu Hua showed abruptly during that quarrel.

Sai Luo fell into frustration, and one day he gave up on observing Yu Hua. He went up to the rooftop and looked at the clear blue sky in the autumn wind that was getting colder. What he remembered was that he and Yu Hua once shared a piece of land here. A cake made by Yu Hua himself.

The door lock on the roof moved, Sai Luo looked over there, the iron door was pushed open, and Yu Hua's face was revealed.

He didn't seem to expect that he would meet Sai Luo's eyes directly, and he was stunned for a moment, but he stepped onto the roof of the building and approached without hesitation for a second.

Sai Luo let him walk towards him. This was their first face-to-face communication after meeting in the tea room. After not a short period of time, Sai Luo unexpectedly found that his mood could be called calm.

Yu Hua walked to a position half a meter away from him horizontally, and squatted down leaning against the fence of the rooftop.His school uniform coat was stained with a little white dust, but Yu Hua didn't care about it, and didn't pat it with his hand, he took a stone and drew a circle on the ground.

Sai Luo also leaned against the fence, but he didn't squat down.He and Yu Hua are one tall and one short, and when he lowers his head, he can see Yu Hua's thin white fingers pinching the stone, rubbing out arc-shaped white marks on the ground.

After Yu Hua drew the third circle, he spoke.

"Last time you accidentally hit my hand in the tea room." Yu Hua said softly, "It has been popular for a long time."

His voice was lacklustre. I don't know if it was because of his weak body or his lack of confidence. In Sai Luo's eyes, he was just a small one, and he looked a little pitiful.

Also good to bully.

Sai Luo said without thinking, "I did it on purpose."

"Oh."

Yu Hua was silent for a while, and with the hand that was not holding the stone, he touched the spot where Sai Luo had slapped his other hand red.

This movement was reflected in Sai Luo's eyes, he looked at Yu Hua, and said in a rare calm tone since the incident happened.

"I'm scared by you."

The tall and burly Alpha calmly admitted the shock he received: "When you were covered in blood before, you reached out to me like this."

This sentence can be understood as Sai Luo's explanation.A mist soon formed in Yu Hua's eyes, he lowered his head, and said "I know" in a soft voice.

Then he said in a volume that Sai Luo could hear clearly, "I'm sorry."

Sai Luo didn't see that his eyes were wet, he was lost in thought, as if he was recalling the scene that was deeply burned in his mind, and said in a low and slow voice unique to Alpha.

"no need to say sorry."

"You...you can't help it," he said.

The round teardrops fell down, haloing a dark color on the ground.Yu Hua's shoulders shrugged slightly, he didn't make a sound, but his movements were obviously crying, rubbing his eyes with the back of his hand.

"Why don't you look at me anymore." He sobbed, "I'm sorry...but I really can't help..."

"Since you can...you know, why don't you look at me?"

Sai Luo suddenly understood that it was because he hadn't "observed" Yu Hua all morning that he chased here.Then it occurred to him that Yu Hua should be clear about the meaning of his gaze.

... If Yu Hua knew what he meant, then did Yu Hua who wanted to be with him also pretend to be during his observation?

Just like before.

The mood that had calmed down became irritable again, and Sai Luo's tone seemed to be impatient.

"I don't know, I don't understand."

But Yu Hua didn't feel timid because of his tone, and there wasn't even a single gap between his words.

"You don't need to look, you can just ask me." He paused when he finished speaking, and then slowed down his voice, so that he would not appear so urgent, and expressed more sincerity and sincerity: "You want to see What, you can just ask me, I will say anything.”

Sai Luo didn't expect to be so open and honest, he turned his head to look at Yu Hua, his eyes met, those beautiful gray-blue eyes were still covered with aqua color, but they were indeed very sincere.

"Will you tell the truth?" Sai Luo asked unconsciously.

"I promise, I will tell the truth." Yu Hua's eyelashes trembled, and a tear fell from them.

Sai Luo's Adam's apple rolled, and he turned his head away.

There was a moment of silence on the rooftop, Yu Hua stubbornly looked at Sai Luo's profile, and after a while, Alpha's voice sounded.

"...What is the real you like? How many disguises have you made in front of me in order to pretend to be an Omega?"

The question is sharp and, in fact, hurtful.

Yu Hua didn't show more hurt emotions, but seemed to be thinking seriously.

"You often take me to eat at the sky restaurant in the department store." After a while, Yu Hua said: "Every time you order Cecil's favorite dishes... You seem to think that Omega likes to eat these, so you asked me When I say I like it or not, I always say, I like it."

"And that time when I was eating with Cecil. I... I was learning how Cecil ate. In fact, I, like you, don't like beef slices dipped in blueberry jam. It's too unpalatable."

After saying this, he fell silent.

Sai Luo waited for a while, and finally had to turn his head to confirm: "Only these?"

Yu Hua looked at him with wet eyes, as if he didn't understand why he asked such a question, after careful consideration, he nodded.

Sai Luo looked at him with very complicated eyes, the disguise he was thinking of was obviously not the joking and flirting that Yu Hua said.

"Qi An told me that you are actually very resourceful, and no one in Lanhai High School dares to provoke you." Sai Luo's words were simple, trying to be as simple as possible, and his confusion and anxiety were contained in every word: "But in front of me , you are not like this... I thought you needed protection."

Yu Hua understood what he meant.

He prepared his answers quickly, but in order to appear solemn, he answered slowly.

"Siro, I need protection. No one has protected me before, but you did. You may not even remember, but you just did something casually - help me drive Ilya away, and Ilya called His people—these things are very important to me.”

"From now on, even if I don't need others, I want your protection."

"The me in front of you." Yu Hua said in a low voice, "It's the real me."

……

From time to time, the conversation on the rooftop that day would appear in Sai Luo's mind.

At that time, Yu Hua's tone, his expression, his eyes all told Sai Luo: he didn't lie.

The only lie Yu Hua told him was that he made up the identity of an Omega, sent himself to him, and obtained a reason for himself to be protected by him.

It's just a gender, and logically speaking, it shouldn't be decided too much, but it affects a lot of things here in Sai Luo.

Including whether it is too outrageous for Yu Hua to change his gender in order to love him, whether the gender-changed Yu Hua is his real appearance in front of him, and whether the Yu Hua that he does not understand on the other side is worthy of his love.

These problems, one after another, should have been solved one by one, but Sai Luo lost all inquiring mood on the steps going down from the top floor.

He thought about Yu Hua's water-colored eyes day after day, and the closing words of his mother and father after giving all the suggestions attacked his heart more forcefully every time.

"Having said so much, if you really like someone and figured out that you have to have him, these are actually unnecessary. When you set the result and solving the problem is only the way to the result, solve the problem The solution will become very simple. Even, there is no need to solve it.”

Yu Hua loves him, what's wrong with that?If we don't break up, what will Yu Hua's love affect more or less?

As long as Yu Hua is his real self in front of him, what does it matter what he looks like in front of others?

Why is it necessary to measure whether Yu Hua, who is a Beta, is worthy of his love? Is he really willing to apply his behavioral standards for Beta to Yu Hua?

In the final analysis, he never thought of breaking up.

If we could break up...how could it be delayed until now?

Still like, still love, still reluctant.

Since I can't bear it.

Since I can't bear to...

Sai Luo covered his eyes hard, waited until the bell rang, and blocked Yu Hua in the classroom after school, who did not leave and secretly looked at him from his seat.

Because Sai Luo suddenly stopped observing him, and Beta, who was held in his arms at the moment, was full of caution, and raised his pointed chin as if he wanted to touch him but dared not touch him.

Yu Hua looked up at him, and asked without hiding his sadness: "...do you still think you don't understand?"

Sai Luo lowered his eyes, his chest and vocal cords trembled happily.

"Don't look at it."

His throat was hoarse due to excitement, and he tightly grasped Yu Hua's wrist that he had swung away: "... Cecil wants to invite you to dinner at home."