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Guan Zhihe yelled hysterically, "Do you think I don't want to!"

Ming Suzhou's body stiffened suddenly, as if someone had punched him hard, and he couldn't help shaking slightly.

"After your father left, I took you with me. I don't want to think about how hard life was. You don't know that I wanted to strangle you countless times. It's too tiring to carry such a small Omega. I I’m afraid that someone will miss your glands, I’m so afraid that I’ll hold your hand at night.”

"Ming Suzhou," Guan Zhihe's voice was trembling, "If I knew what you looked like, I should have strangled you to death."

Ming Suzhou's fingertips holding the mobile phone were bloodless, and it took a long time to calm down his breathing. He called "Mom" in a low voice, and then said, "If there is nothing else, we will... or Don't say goodbye."

After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone, and the ward instantly became calm again.

Ming Suzhou suddenly felt that he was ridiculous. After living for almost 30 years, he came to such an ending. What evil did he do in his previous life? No one would love him in this life.

He opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling, the ward was so quiet that only his shallow breathing could be heard, Ming Suzhou closed his eyes a little tiredly, and he felt a little tired again.

In his memory, Ming Suzhou felt that he had not slept for a long time. When he opened his eyes, nothing seemed to have changed. A dead leaf outside the window was still stubbornly standing on the top of the tree, refusing to fall despite the cold wind.

His head was a little dizzy, probably because he was hit by a bright light that day. Ming Suzhou raised his hand and pressed his swollen and painful temple, and suddenly he stopped, and the bewilderment in his eyes disappeared.

Sitting on the chair next to the hospital bed was a little girl who looked only two or three years old. She was round and cute, with small balls pierced on the left and right sides of her head, like a little girl walking out of a New Year picture.The chair was too high, she sat on it and swayed her short legs slightly, her black grape-like eyes blinked and turned around.

Ming Suzhou's breathing became short of breath, and he struggled to sit up on the bed, his hand reaching out to her trembled a little. He wanted to touch the girl's face and hair, but he flinched back slightly as if afraid, and could only describe her from afar. Eyeing her nose, he asked her in a low voice, "Whose baby are you, why did you come here?"

The little girl just tilted her head and didn't answer his question. She put her soft fingers in her mouth, and when she laughed, her eyes curved into crescent moons.

His throat seemed to be pinched by someone, and the outstretched hand was pale and thin, still trembling slightly. Ming Suzhou wanted to hold that small, soft hand, but he blinked and smashed it suddenly. down a tear.

"What are you doing here?" Ming Suzhou's eyelashes were wet with tears, he just stared at the girl in front of him, "Baby, what are you doing here..."

The little girl leaned forward, opened her arms towards Ming Suzhou, and made a gesture of begging for a hug. Her skin was milky white, her lips were rosy, and she looked like a very good and healthy child, so Ming Suzhou's The tears fell even more fiercely. He endured it for so many days, thinking that if he didn't think about what happened that day, he would be able to get rid of the severe pain of losing his child, but he endured it for so long, but the pain was getting worse every day.

He hugged the little girl tightly in his arms. The girl still had a faint milky scent, and she was soft everywhere, making him reluctant to hug her tightly.Such a well-behaved child lay quietly in his arms, raised his head and smiled at him, Ming Suzhou touched her face with trembling hands, tears gushed out, brushed his pale fingertips, and fell on the The little girl's soft face.

"sorry Sorry……"

Ming Suzhou choked up and repeated, kissing the girl's forehead over and over again, "Why, why didn't I protect you well, I love you so much... I love you so much, why, why is it gone..."

"I always knew you were a girl. I prepared pink clothes and baby bottles for you. Your room is all pink. You will be the cutest and best-behaved boy. I will always love you."

At the end, Ming Suzhou could hardly cry, his emotions that had been suppressed for several days finally collapsed, he hugged the child in his arms tightly, his whole body was trembling almost convulsively, "Don't go... Please don't go, you know I don't know how much it hurts me when you are gone...my child, I am going to die of pain..."

The girl who hadn't spoken since just now suddenly burst into tears. She whimpered like a kitten, and she wept in Ming Suzhou's arms. Her eyes were red, and she grabbed a finger of Ming Suzhou, looking at He burst into tears.

Ming Suzhou's heart hurt so much that he almost fainted, he could only touch her face and apologize to her in a low voice, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry...

In the end, his tears were about to run dry, a kiss fell lightly on the girl's warm forehead, Ming Suzhou closed his eyes, a tear rolled down, condensed on his jaw trembling slightly, wanting to fall.

"In the next life... don't come to me again."

"Su Zhou? Su Zhou!"

Ming Suzhou was woken up from a dream, and the moment he opened his eyes, tears slid down his face. His collar was cold, apparently already wet with tears. He stared blankly at the ceiling with a pair of red, swollen and tearful eyes, and did not return for a long time. Come on.

Rong Yue was so anxious that he was on the verge of getting angry. He had just entered the ward, and Ming Suzhou was sleeping soundly, but suddenly began to cry inexplicably, and couldn't wake up no matter how much he screamed.He looked at the dazed and pale Omega in front of him, reached out his hand to wipe away the remaining tears in the corners of his eyes, and asked him softly, "What's wrong, did you have a nightmare?"

Dream?

Dream……

Ming Suzhou's two pills and pupils were soaked in tears and trembled slightly. Suddenly he was short of breath, struggling to sit up and was about to get out of bed. He had been lying on the bed for a long time, and his body hadn't recovered yet. The whole person was limp on the ground.

"Su Zhou!"

Rong was more frightened, and stepped forward to grab him in his arms, "Where are you going? The doctor said you can't... Su Zhou!"

Ming Suzhou turned a deaf ear to it, and pulled out the needle on the back of the other hand with shaking hands. The medicine mixed with blood fell to the ground, but he didn't feel any pain. He gritted his teeth and stood up, lying in the ward like a lost soul. inside turn.

"Su Zhou, Su Zhou, what's wrong with you?"

Rong Yue wanted to help him cover the needle hole that was still dripping blood, but he threw it away, shaking his own body with Ming Suzhou, so Rong Yue didn't dare to touch him again, but just followed suit Follow behind him, "I can help you with anything you want!"

Ming Suzhou walked around the ward, didn't seem to find what he wanted, so he opened the door and walked out. He staggered barefoot in the hospital corridor, his face was as white as paper, it was already very cold at the end of December , Although there is a central air conditioner in the corridor, it is still not warm.

He was wearing a thin hospital gown, and he stepped barefoot on the cold tiles. His black hair covered his red eyes and pale lips. Ming Suzhou looked around blankly, but couldn't find anything.

Rong Yue was terrified, and stepped forward to hug him to block his way, "Su Zhou, what are you looking for?"

Ming Suzhou gave a soft "shh", and said in a hoarse voice, "The child is crying."

Rong Yue was startled, and when he realized it, his whole back felt cold. The entire floor had been taken over by Shang He, and there was no one else except Ming Suzhou. Besides, the nursery room of this hospital was on the third floor. All the children cried together, and it was impossible to hear them here.

He held Ming Suzhou's thin shoulders, and said carefully, "You heard me wrong, there is no crying, it's too cold in here, shall we go back to the room?"

Ming Suzhou looked up at him in a daze, tears suddenly fell down, he struggled to resist Rong Yue's touch, shook his head and repeated, "I heard that right, the child is crying, she is crying..."

As if he was afraid that Rong would not believe it, he gestured in front of him with pale and skinny hands trembling, "She came to me, she is already this big, and she looks exactly like I imagined, she is so obedient, lying softly on my back In your arms, look at me and keep smiling."

Ming Suzhou's tears fell more and more fiercely, and he choked up incoherently, "She, she wanted me to hug and hold my hand. She cried so sadly that she didn't say a word to me."

He grasped his hair uncontrollably, and began to pant rapidly, panting mixed with choked sobs, passing quickly through the tight trachea, making the sound he made sound like a whine of pain.

"She blames me, she blames me..."

"Suzhou, no, she won't."

Rong Yue finally understood what he was talking about, and for a moment pain and sourness rushed into his heart. It turned out that he was the one who didn't care about this child, and now he felt the pain was unbearable after losing it.

He hugged the Omega in front of him who was on the verge of collapse, stroked his thin back and soft black hair countless times, tears fell on his shoulders, "She is a good child, I don't want to blame you."

Ming Suzhou has never mentioned that child since he woke up. At first Rong Yue breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that Ming Suzhou had come out of the grief of losing his son, but he didn't expect that he just put this pain to death. Hidden in my heart, it finally broke out until today.

Ming Suzhou was shaking all over, tears almost soaked Rong Yue's clothes, in Rong Yue's impression, his Omega had never shed tears, and it was rare to see red eye sockets, people who don't like to cry Once crying like this, most of the heart hurts to death.

Finally, Ming Suzhou's body couldn't hold on anymore, and he slid slowly to sit on the ground. His mournful cry echoed in the empty corridor. Veins popped out on the back of his hands, and he clutched his collar and wept bitterly, "My child!"

Rong Yue hugged him tightly, and Omega's cry was like a blunt knife, gouging out his own heart one by one, not enough to cut off flesh and blood, but painful enough and ruthless enough.

It wasn't until Ming Suzhou fainted in his arms that Rong Yue raised his head to realize that his face was already full of tears.