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Because of this unexpected reunion, Jin Yiliang fell into a nightmare again that night.

In the dream, Yanyan was not born yet, he lived alone in a foreign country, it was winter, in Jin Yiliang's impression, no winter was as cold as that time.

He didn't want this child at first, and he never thought that one day he would conceive and have a child.

how can that be possible.

Jin Yiliang sneered when he got the test results. He pretended to be an Alpha for more than 20 years, so much so that even he himself forgot what his second gender was. But after the painful and bloody sex and love a few months ago, There was actually such a small thing left in his body.

Killing this child was the first choice he made, but he hesitated for some reason. What came to his mind at that moment was Qiao Yu's round and clear eyes.He likes Qiao Yu's eyes, which are always bright.

The lonely and cold night alone, Jin Yiliang curled up wrapped in a quilt on the spacious bed, his swollen belly was under the cool palm, the moonlight outside the window was bright, but he didn't feel sleepy.

The reason for deciding to keep it is simple, because it will move.

This feeling was too weird, Jin Yiliang was taken aback for a moment, and then trembled slightly. At that time, he pressed his stomach, thinking to fuck Qiao Yu, can't our father and father live a good life without him.But inexplicably aggrieved, Jin Yiliang breathed a sigh of relief slowly, covered his eyes with the back of his hand, and kept the other hand on his stomach, tapping lightly with his fingertips, as if trying to make the little thing move again .

Why?

Why does Qiao Yu...

don't love yourself.

The little thing grew up in his body, lacking the comfort of Alpha's father's pheromones, Jin Yiliang took more medicine than food every day.He was not used to it at first, the originally flat and thin belly was stretched a little bit, and gradually became round and soft. Sometimes when he looked at himself in the mirror, he would feel that deformed figure looked like a monster.

He began to bleed when he was more than seven months pregnant, because of the unfinished mark at that time, his genital cavity had not healed, and he could not bear a fetus that was growing every day, and it was accompanied by frequent abdominal pain.

Yan Yan is very active at night, Jin Yiliang often wakes up in the middle of the night, the cramping pain in his abdomen keeps him awake all night, and he will also have cramps later, his eyes are almost red from the pain, and cold sweat drips on the pillow. regrettable.

Qiao Yu's name was scolded by him over and over again. After enough scolding, Yanyan was tired, so he fell asleep in his half-dry clothes.

Yanyan's birth came unexpectedly, and the due date was more than a month earlier.

It was really an accident, because of the lack of Alpha pheromone, he had to get up in the morning to go to the bathroom to vomit in this month, and that day was no exception.When Jin Yiliang stood up, his eyes suddenly went dark, and when he regained consciousness, he had already fallen to the ground, his brain buzzed, and he pressed his abdomen tightly while panting.

Yanyan was frightened and moved almost to the point of breaking through flesh and blood. It took a long time for Jin Yiliang to feel the pain, and cold sweat fell as if in the blink of an eye.He felt wetness between his legs, thought it was blood flowing down, turned his head with difficulty, only to find that the water had broken.

To be honest, he wasn't panicking, Jin Yiliang curled up on the ground shaking like chaff, this little thing had grown to such a big size in his stomach, he was afraid that it would have a little accident.The pain gradually intensified as time went by, Jin Yiliang tried to move, but the fall just now did not know where he was hurt, and there was a sharp pain in his sinking stomach, and he let out heavy and rapid panting, mixed with whimpers that seemed to be there and groan.

It's so embarrassing...

He had never been so embarrassed.

Jin Yiliang struggled to get the phone, cold sweat dripped on the screen when he made the call, and the number was dialed four or five times before he dialed out. At that time, he didn't know how long the pain was. Bring back some sanity.

When he opened his eyes again, he was already at the hospital. He was the only one in the delivery room, and his body was covered with wires from various instruments. Yanyan moved from time to time, and Jin Yiliang’s eyes were blinded by the lights on the ceiling. He was extremely tired, but in pain. I can't close my eyes.

Yanyan seems to be well-behaved, but he is very capable of tormenting people. He was in pain for nearly seven or eight hours without seeing the child come down. At first, he gritted his teeth and endured the pain. In the end, he was tortured by this long and dark pain. Temperament, clutching the pillow, choking and panting.

There was pain everywhere, the lower back seemed to be broken, the child's small head fell heavily on the lower abdomen, and the pubic bone hurt like it was split.

The doctor came to separate his legs and asked him to try hard, but where did he get the strength, he could only toss and turn on the delivery bed whimpering.Jin Yiliang was drenched all over, and the maternity gown soaked in cold sweat was wrapped around his slumping hard stomach, making him look thinner and haggard. His neck burst out with veins, and he let go of his strength before sending out half of his breath, and fell back on the bed Trembling.

His face was pale, and his lower lip was already bitten with mottled bloodstains. Jin Yiliang panted for a while, and squeezed out his breath from his throat, "Mom..."

When the pain came again, he suddenly realized that he had no mother for a long time.

So he had to... grow up faster than anyone else, because since then, no one has cared about him anymore.

His condition was really bad. The previous fall hit his already fragile genital cavity, and his body was dripping with blood. If he dragged on, adults and children would be in danger.

When Jin Yiliang himself signed the operation notice, his hands were shaking so much that he could hardly hold the pen, and he almost crushed the root of his teeth, so he barely managed to write his name stroke by stroke.

He knew that he was not sensitive to anesthesia, but at that time he was in so much pain that he almost collapsed, and he just wanted to end this suffering quickly.

When the scalpel cut the flesh, Jin Yiliang fell into a coma for a moment, and then was awakened by the severe pain. The internal organs seemed to be cut open layer by layer. The doctor's hand opened the narrow genital cavity and pulled the bloody child outward. Jin Yiliang gritted his teeth. There was a gurgling sound, and there was a dense layer of sweat on the back of the hand.

He was really in pain and wanted to yell out, but he knew in his heart that yelling out was useless, beside him...

Not a single one.

Yanyan didn't cry when she was born, and it took a long time for the doctor to pat her before she let out a whimper like a cat. At that time, Jin Yiliang's eyes were flickering, and he held his breath so that he would not pass out.At that moment, many images flashed through his mind like a revolving lantern, and in the end all he remembered was those round eyes like a deer.

Hearing the child's weak cry, he murmured Qiao Yu's name hoarsely, and then passed out.

When Jin Yiliang woke up from the nightmare, his clothes were already drenched in cold sweat. He suddenly opened his reddish eyes in the dark, gasped and stared at the ceiling in a daze.It's been a long time since he had such a real dream, so real... he even felt the pain in the dream.

He slowly sat up from the bed, his hands were shaking when he took the glass on the bedside table, Jin Yiliang messed up his black hair, feeling empty in his heart.

He didn't know why he would dream about things that happened in the past again, living alone in a foreign country, the pain and embarrassment during childbirth, Jin Yiliang didn't want to recall these things even when he was awake, but tonight they appeared in full in his dream.

Qiao Yu...

It was because of Qiao Yu again.

Jin Yiliang really wants to drink now, if possible, he would smoke a cigarette.He originally thought that Qiao Yu would be able to let go of the original matter, but now he knows that Qiao Yu has not let go.

I didn't let go either.

He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, came to his daughter's room barefoot, and knelt down in front of Jin Shaohe's bed.The little girl was sleeping soundly with the teddy bear in her arms, her face was pink and soft, she didn't know what she was dreaming about, and she even moaned as she fell asleep.

Jin Yiliang picked up his daughter and moved in. He lay down beside her. The child was warm. He held Jin Shaohe in his arms and smelled the fragrance of milk on her body. The emptiness in his heart seemed to be filled. up.

The child in his arms was like a good hypnotic medicine, Jin Yiliang kissed his daughter's temple, and finally let out the breath that had been stuck in his heart.

"So... that's what you told Jin Yiliang last night?"

Ming Suzhou was standing on his balcony watering a pot of green radishes with his mobile phone between his hands. Qiao Yu said something in the opposite direction. He put down the watering can in his hand, picked up his mobile phone and sighed, "How are you doing now? Shall I go there?"

Rong Yue, who was reading the documents at the side, raised his head to look at him awkwardly, but Ming Suzhou didn't notice his vigilant gaze, and hung up the phone after simply replying a few words.

He was in a complicated mood, lying on the balcony to touch the dewy branches and leaves of the green radish, Rong Yue hugged him from behind and held his fingertips that were a little cold from touching the water.

"What did Xiaoyu tell you?"

Ming Suzhou held his hand instead, "Qiao Yu doesn't seem to be very enlightened about feelings, how did Jin Yiliang endure him for so long?"

He told Rong Yue exactly what Qiao Yu told him, and Rong Yue didn't say anything after listening to it for a long time, maybe he didn't expect Qiao Yu to say such careless words, and he asked carefully after a long time , "He really said that? Did Yiliang not do anything?"

Ming Suzhou smiled wryly, "He said no, they didn't quarrel last night."

This matter didn't seem to develop as they expected, the morning wind was a little cold, but fortunately Rong Yue's arms were warm, he tightly wrapped his arms around Ming Suzhou, and buried his head in rubbing against him, " It’s better not to involve Yanyan in the matter between adults. Since he didn’t recognize Yanyan, then let’s not talk about it. He has seen Yiliang, and he should know his attitude. Can this matter be okay? Well, it still depends on him."

Ming Suzhou nodded, and sighed again, "I hope Qiao Yu can take it easy."