he is little sun

USA, Los Angeles, autumn.

Today's weather is very good, unlike the cold days of the past few days, the sun is shining brightly, and there are more people traveling.

A tall figure came out from the street, speaking in a fluent Beijing accent, "I promise you, I will go back after Chinese New Year, hey, let alone seven years, I will continue to look for it in 70 years."

Zhang Shaoran was on a long-distance call with his domestic friends, and happened to pass by a small pancake stand, and quickly switched to English, asking a bearded foreigner to get him one.

One bite, isn’t this the domestic Shandong pancake, which has been spread to the United States, but it doesn’t seem to be authentic, so it’s okay.

This was his fifth year in the US. After graduating that year, he came to the US for no other reason. Xiao Xu told him that Chen Shi had gone to Los Angeles.

There is a huge crowd, and there is no news so far, but he is willing to search, no matter how long he searches, it is a hope.

He entered the subway station, and it was crowded with people during morning working hours. He was used to it, walking along the crowd, leaning on the railing of the subway, playing with his mobile phone in every possible way.

The subway arrived at the station, but it was not the station that Zhang Shaoran wanted to get off. The blond woman who wanted to get off stepped on his foot, saying sorry and quickly stepped out of the station. Zhang Shaoran frowned in pain, and went to the station inadvertently Looking outside, the pupils of the eyes shrink instantly.

The young man was about 28 years old, wearing a knee-length khaki windbreaker, kind and thin, with a thin side face. After a few seconds, the young man seemed to notice his gaze, and slowly turned his head to look at him, and his eyes collided.

The station door was closed, Zhang Shaoran's blood flowed backwards, and he wanted to rush out like crazy, but it didn't help. He just watched the young man standing there in a daze, getting farther and farther away, until he disappeared, as if he hadn't seen him.

A voice exploded in Zhang Shaoran's heart—seven years, his hard work has not been in vain, even if it's just a quick glance from the crowd, it's worth it.

When he was young, he was always absurd and rebellious, but Chen Shi's youth was quiet and well-behaved. He was different from others since he was a child. Because of his body, he was never able to jump around and make noise like other teenagers.

Chen Shi's people are gentle, his smile is gentle, and he is gentle in everything he does. The girls in the class especially like his gentleness, which is called gentleness.

As everyone knows, Chen Shi also imagined that he could make big moves like everyone else, that he could play around, but naturally, he could only think about it.

In the sophomore class of high school, the new classmates still like him, but there are meek people like him in the class, and there are also rebellious and arrogant people in the class, and Zhang Shaoran is a famous one.

On the first day of school, Chen Shi saw a school uniform that was not well worn by a student. The collar button was deliberately unbuttoned, revealing a healthy wheat-colored skin and delicate collarbone. The boy had flamboyant eyes and an unruly personality. Standing, also standing in the last row with a hippie smile.

Chen Shigao had heard of this character for a while, the bully in the school, good-looking, irascible, and played with the gangsters outside the school, this kind of person was most talked about after dinner.

Chen Shi was neither tall nor short, and the seat was allocated to the third from the bottom. He only had to turn his head slightly, and he would see a young man who was standing upright, looking like a fool. He watched quietly——no one knew how much he yearned for it. This kind of vitality is like the most exuberant cactus in the desert, which can thrive despite the wind and the sun.

And he is just a remnant flower that will wither if it rains, even though Zhang Shaoran is not loved by the public, he still envies Zhang Shaoran.

It was too late for him to look back, Zhang Shaoran raised his eyebrows at him, Chen Shi looked away, and continued to listen to the class seriously as if nothing had happened.

So what about envy, he is destined not to have such a healthy body in his life.

Life is going on as usual. Today, the kid next door, Lin Fangfang, came to his house to play. Tomorrow, Zhang Shaoran was ordered to stand up by the teacher for sleeping in class. The day after tomorrow, Chen Shi got No.3 in the final exam of the whole grade. , Everyone has their own life trajectory, which is carried out in an orderly manner.

It was raining when leaving the classroom. Chen Shi took out the umbrella from his bag, and suddenly there was the sound of footsteps behind him, followed by a slightly deep voice, "Hey, classmate, can I borrow an umbrella?"

He turned his head, and Zhang Shaoran was staring at him.

Chen Shi paused in his heart, he didn't really want to deal with Zhang Shaoran, and was about to refuse, Zhang Shaoran took the umbrella from him very familiarly, opened it, and stood in the rain, seeing Chen Shi still standing under the eaves Without moving, he waved his hands, "Come down."

It's like the owner of the umbrella is yourself.

Chen Shi had no choice but to go on. The two were about the same age, but Zhang Shaoran's physique was already between an adult and a teenager, while Chen Shi was still thin, with slender and fair wrists.

Zhang Shaoran said with a smile, "Student, you are so skinny."

It was nothing at all, but Chen Shi was weak since he was a child and his body was not strong, so he didn't like to hear such words, so he just responded with a faint hum.

Zhang Shaoran said again, "By the way, we are in the same class. Your name is... Shen Shi?"

Chen Shi corrected him, "Chen Shi."

"Oh yes, Chen Shi, I misremembered, I'm sorry." There was no sense of embarrassment in his tone.

Chen Shi felt that this person talked too much, so he frowned quietly.

Fortunately, Zhang Shaoran only let him take a ride. When he left the school gate, he saw a few men who didn't look like students standing outside waiting for someone. They were the type that Chen Shi had never dealt with before.

Zhang Shaoran put the umbrella back into his hand, and thankfully patted Chen Shi on the shoulder, "Thank you for the umbrella...Chen Shi, right?"

Seeing his bright and dazzling smile, Chen Shi nodded.

Zhang Shaoran ran out in the rain, his sneakers fell into the puddles, the jumping water beads wet his trousers, his school uniform shook, and finally stuck to his waist.

Chen Shi didn't look much, only Zhang Shaoran glanced at him, not knowing what he was talking about with those bastards, a yellow-haired man handed Zhang Shaoran a cigarette, Zhang Shaoran took it, and took it out familiarly The lighter lit the cigarette and held it in his mouth.

The smoke that spewed out was dispersed in the rain and disappeared in an instant.

Seeing it with his own eyes, Chen Shicai believed the discussions of his schoolmates, and Zhang Shaoran was indeed what people called a bad student—he didn't like to study and played with the society.

And between a good student like Chen Shi and a bad student like Zhang Shaoran, there should be a watershed of non-interference. The school has taught since childhood that the so-called those who are close to the vermilion are those who are close to the red and those who are close to the ink are black. Play with bad students, otherwise you will be assimilated into bad students.

Although Chen Shi did not agree with this point of view, seeing Zhang Shaoran swallowing clouds with his own eyes, he still couldn't help but want to stay away from such people.

After the day they borrowed the umbrella, the two had no follow-up, and they didn't say hello at school. Chen Shi thought, maybe Zhang Shaoran just happened to find someone to borrow the umbrella, so how could he remember Chen Shi.

Zhang Shaoran still skipped classes every three days, and called his parents if he skipped too much. In less than half a semester, he was called his parents three times.

When Chen Shi finished class, he heard his classmates discussing that Zhang Shaoran's father was a very scary man, gloomy, and he said a lot of good things to the teacher after he came, but in a blink of an eye, he ignored Zhang Shaoran's face and started to fight .

Zhang Shaoran resisted, but he still couldn't beat his father, and he was bleeding directly once.

Just as he was speaking, the bang of the back door startled everyone in the class. Chen Shi reflexively looked over, and Zhang Shaoran came in from the outside with a cold body, and kicked over the trash can at the back, so no one dared to open it. spoke.

Chen Shi saw bruises on the corners of Zhang Shaoran's eyes, and silently looked away, thinking in his heart, maybe Zhang Shaoran's father beat him again this time.

For some reason, he suddenly felt sorry for Zhang Shaoran.

The school has always been a gossip center, and Chen Shi has heard everything about Zhang Shaoran.

Zhang Shaoran’s family background is not good. His father is a worker at a construction site. He drinks heavily and beats his son when he gets angry. When he was young, he lived close to Zhang Shaoran. He could always see Zhang Shaoran running away from home with his bare feet in the middle of the night. come out.

Zhang Shaoran became rebellious when he got older, and barely got into high school. He was rather self-defeating. He played truant and fought all day long, but he didn't want to learn from the good. He thought about quitting school, but his family refused to let him, but seeing the situation, he Sooner or later, he will be fired.

Speaking of Zhang Shaoran, girls like his face, and boys think his actions are manly, but except for a few recognized bad students in the class, very few people play with him.

Most people who really believed that ridiculous sentence would be assimilated.

Before school time, Zhang Shaoran disappeared again. He always found various ways to avoid the inspection of the school guards and get out from the school over the wall.

Chen Shi looked at his empty table with two books spread out. He envied Zhang Shaoran for having a healthy body, but he also felt sorry for his life.

He seemed to be fighting, saying no to the life arranged to die, resisting hysterically, but using the wrong method.

Chen Shi went home by bus, and the school was not far from the bus stop, and he was there in a few minutes, but today he had to take a detour to a nearby stationery store, because his pen refills were almost used up, and he wanted to buy some more.

There are two roads to the stationery store, one is the main road and the other is the small road. Few people walk on the small road because it is a bit dark, but there is an advantage in taking the small road because the wind is small.

Chen Shi was afraid of the wind, thought for a few seconds, and then entered the path.

The path was long and quiet, as if someone else had abandoned him. Chen Shi walked slowly, thinking about what else he lacked besides a pen.

Suddenly a weak voice sounded, Chen Shi was so engrossed in his thoughts, he took a step back in fright, and looked up again, there seemed to be an unknown object in the dimness, like a person.

Chen Shisuri is a helpful person, but he also knows that most of the people who lie down in the alley are gangsters who fight with others. He doesn't want to cause trouble, so he will leave without saying a word.

The man's hoarse voice stopped him, "Chen Shi...is that you?"

He stopped, and the voice sounded very familiar.

So he boldly responded, "Zhang Shaoran?"

The human figure moved, with some effort, he leaned forward slowly, revealing his face in the dark, Chen Shi took a closer look, and with the faint light, saw the blood on Zhang Shaoran's face clearly, his heart beat violently .

"It's me," Zhang Shaoran waved to Chen Shi awkwardly, "I can't stand up, please help me."

His tone sounded extremely weak, which was different from the Zhang Shaoran that Chen Shi saw. Zhang Shaoran should be unrestrained and high-spirited, but now he is like a defeated dog, huddled in a corner Mobility is inconvenient.

Struggling again and again, Chen Shi still couldn't leave him behind, so he quickly stepped forward and grabbed Zhang Shaoran's hand, and Zhang Shaoran fell into his arms, almost knocking Chen Shi over.

Chen Shi endured his weight and asked him, "Did you fight with someone?"

There is a faint smell of blood on the tip of the nose, which is difficult to smell.

Zhang Shaoran seemed to want to laugh, but couldn't, "Isn't it, you and I are classmates, can you please send me to the hospital?"

Chen Shi usually went home after school, but if he sent Zhang Shaoran to the hospital, it would take a lot of time, he hesitated.

Zhang Shaoran held his hand tightly, wondering if he was scaring him, "I lost the fight, they will come back later, and they will fight with you."

Whether it's true or not, Chen Shi was still scared, so he had no choice but to stagger and help Zhang Shaoran to stand up. Fortunately, there was another wall to share Zhang Shaoran's weight, otherwise, with Chen Shi's strength, he would have to hold Zhang Shaoran up. A Zhang Shaoran is easier said than done.

When Chen Shi took a taxi, the driver saw that Zhang Shaoran was covered in ashes and blood was on his face, and insisted on Chen Shi paying more to carry the passengers. He agreed to send the person to the hospital earlier.

It was only in the car that Zhang Shaoran’s injuries were clearly seen. His head was broken and the bleeding had stopped, but the blood was sticking to his face. It was still shocking to look at. There are many footprints on it.

Zhang Shaoran leaned on Chen Shi drowsily, his consciousness was a little confused, Chen Shi told the driver to drive faster.

After sending the person to the hospital, the doctor said that he needed three stitches. When Zhang Shaoran heard the price, he suddenly stood up and said no more stitches. Chen Shi pressed his shoulder and scolded him, "Are you crazy?"

Zhang Shaoran shook his head and smiled, "Anyway, the blood has stopped, so it's okay."

The doctor probably saw such a tough patient for the first time. He looked at Chen Shi in embarrassment. Chen Shi calculated the money in his mind and said firmly, "Doctor, sew it up for him. I will pay for it."

Zhang Shaoran stared at him for a long while, "Why don't I pay you back?"

"Let's sew it up." Chen Shi said lightly.

Zhang Shaoran suddenly said again, "Then don't use anesthesia, I can bear it."

Chen Shi looked at him with an incomprehensible gaze, Zhang Shaoran avoided his gaze and stopped talking.

In the end, under Chen Shi's insistence, all the procedures were completed, and it would be completely dark the day after tomorrow.

Zhang Shaoran seemed to have tenacious vitality, he was alive and kicking after the stitches were given, he put his arm around Chen Shi's shoulder, and suddenly asked, "Why are you so kind to me?"

Chen Shi was puzzled, is this okay? He just did what classmates should do, so he said, "Help each other, it should be."

Zhang Shaoran seemed to have heard something from the Arabian Nights. He tilted his neck and smiled for a long time. He looked at Chen Shi, "Three good students like you will help each other with school bullies?"

It turns out that he knows everything everyone talks about him.

Chen Shi was silent for a few seconds, then said slowly, "You deliberately made things difficult for your father, but there is no need to use such a method."

Zhang Shaoran's hand on his shoulder stiffened, and he looked at Chen Shi silently.

Chen Shisu didn't talk much, but at this moment, he didn't know why he really wanted to talk to Zhang Shaoran, "You can be admitted to our school's senior high school, and you must have good grades in the senior high school entrance examination. , It’s much better to impress others than to break the jar yourself. Of course, this is my point of view, just listen to it.”

Zhang Shaoran took his hands off his shoulders and stared into Chen Shi's eyes. Chen Shi was not comfortable being looked at by him, and he suddenly regained his usual spirit, "Thank you today, and the money will be returned to you. "

It seemed that he didn't listen to Chen Shi's words at all. Naturally, Chen Shi didn't expect to change other people's opinions with a few words, so he said goodbye to Zhang Shaoran with a smile.

It was a chilly day in early autumn, and the boy with a bandage on his head stood where he was, looking into the distance without moving away for a long time.

Chen Shi actually didn't expect that he accidentally sent Zhang Shaoran to the hospital, and the following days changed.

First, Zhang Shaoran told the teacher that he wanted to ask Chen Shi a question, and sat behind Chen Shi, and then when Chen Shi went to the school cafeteria for lunch, Zhang Shaoran would always meet him by chance, and then sat opposite him, and After school, Zhang Shaoran naturally wanted to take the bus home with him.

At first, Chen Shi could take it as indifferent to these changes, but as the number of times increased, he also felt strange.

So when Zhang Shaoran met him for the eighth time in the cafeteria and sat opposite him with a plate, he couldn't help but finally asked, "Why do you always follow me?"

Zhang Shaoran was naturally frank, "I want to make friends with you."

Many friends are naturally good, but Zhang Shaoran is so clinging to himself that he drives away everyone around him. Two days ago, someone came to ask him when he and Zhang Shaoran became so good, which made everyone feel uncomfortable. Dare to come and play with him.

Chen Shi sighed, "I just took you to the hospital that day, you don't have to do that."

Last week, Zhang Shaoran had already returned the medical expenses to him, and it stands to reason that the two of them had also settled.

Zhang Shaoran tilted his head and smiled, hearty and generous, "I really just want to make friends with you."

He said he put the chicken on his plate into Chen Shi's plate, as if to please, "here, eat more."

Chen Shi looked at him, "Apart from making friends?"

Zhang Shaoran pursed his lips and smiled, "Teach me how to do the questions."

Chen Shi was stunned, suspecting that he had heard wrongly, Zhang Shaoran never studied, why did he suddenly ask him to teach and do the questions.

Before Chen Shi could ask, Zhang Shaoran stuffed a mouthful of rice into his mouth, and spoke vaguely and quickly, "Didn't you say you wanted to impress people?"

Chen Shi looked at the people who were eating whole, and suddenly smiled lightly. He suddenly felt that Zhang Shaoran was like some kind of large animal, obviously aggressive, but he wanted to hide his vigor in front of him.

Zhang Shaoran glared at him, "Why are you laughing, do you teach or not?"

Chen Shi ate the chicken on the plate, and slowly said a word, "Teach."

The weather was getting colder, but Zhang Shaoran stuck to Chen Shi's side like a heater every day. Chen Shi rarely got so close to others, and he wasn't used to it at first, but after a long time, he got used to having someone by his side.

Zhang Shaoran has too many knowledge points, coupled with his quick temper, several times Chen Shi gave him lectures that he could not understand, with a cold face as if he was going to lose his temper, but he never got angry at Chen Shi, on the contrary It was me who was angry and sulking.

Just throwing away the pen like that, lying on the table and throwing a temper tantrum, Chen Shi ignored him and let him digest it by himself.

Usually at this time, Zhang Shaoran would look at Chen Shi angrily when he couldn't wait for Chen Shi to speak, "Why are you ignoring me?"

Chen Shijing was working on the questions, and said amusedly, "Who will ignore people first?"

Zhang Shaoran sat up with his whole body, grabbed Chen Shi's shoulders, "Let me go first."

Chen Shi was amused by him, so he slapped the palm he put on his shoulder, and said seriously, "Okay, do your homework quickly, I'm going home."

It was school time, and Chen Shi would usually pack up and go home at 05:30. The class monitor was a very neat girl. When she came over to ask a question, he asked Zhang Shaoran to get up and gave up his seat to the class monitor.

Zhang Shaoran stood behind and curled his lips. Everyone in the class knew that the class leader was interested in Chen Shi, but Chen Shi didn't notice it, but the two were close to each other and the atmosphere was incomparably harmonious, which made Zhang Shaoran feel very dazzling.

He narrowed his eyes, pulled a chair and sat on the other side of Chen Shi, causing Chen Shi and the monitor to look up at him, and he looked back openly, "Why, can't I listen?"

He listened with a cheeky face.

Recently, Zhang Shaoran and Chen Shi got closer. During the monthly exam, Zhang Shaoran's grades in the class were raised by more than 30 places. Even the teacher found it incredible, so he talked to Chen Shi in private.

In fact, Zhang Shaoran is a person with a very flexible mind, as long as he points out a little bit, he can draw inferences from one example, Zhang Shaoran has made progress, Chen Shi is not surprising.

It's just that Zhang Shaoran suddenly called him out of the house at night, Chen Shi was a little puzzled.

This is the first time Zhang Shaoran came to his house, he didn't go in, he just stood in the flower garden, stretched out his hand and stuffed a small box to him, Chen Shi asked suspiciously, "What is it?"

Zhang Shaoran's expression was a bit awkward, but as if to cover up this awkwardness, he flaunted his whole body, "It's for you, just take it as a thank you for teaching me the questions."

Chen Shi opened it and saw that it was a watch. Although it wasn't a big brand, it was definitely not cheap. Naturally, he couldn't accept it. The two of them pushed back and forth at the door, and Chen Shi finally put the thing back into Zhang Shaoran's hands. .

Only then did I realize that Lin Fangfang, the kid next door, was standing not far away, looking at them curiously. Chen Shiping had mentioned Lin Fangfang to Zhang Shaoran because he thought the neighbor's younger brother was very cute and pleasing. .

When Zhang Shaoran saw Lin Fangfang, he walked over without saying a word. Seeing his fierce and ferocious face, Zhang Shaoran was quite frightened. Chen Shi just thought it was funny, so he walked over and took a picture of him.

In just a few words, Zhang Shaoran stuffed the watch into his arms again without any refusal, and then left in a hurry, Chen Shi blurted out to his back, "Shao Ran."

Zhang Shaoran froze for a moment, raised a bright smile, brightened the night, like a burst of light, went straight into Chen Shi's heart, warming him up.

The days passed day by day, but Zhang Shaoran, who was always clinging to him, seemed to have something to do these two days. Personally, it feels empty again now.

Finally, when I saw Zhang Shaoran after school, I actually got to play with those gangsters I had seen before, but his face was full of impatience, which was very different from the usual hippie smile.

Chen Shi's anger went straight to Tianling Gai, Zhang Shaoran clearly promised him that he would study hard in the future and stop associating with the gangsters in the society. He didn't come to see him these days. Disappointed.

He asked him in front of those gangsters, "Are you going with me?"

Zhang Shaoran looked at him, with emotions in his eyes that he couldn't understand. Finally, he smiled frivolously, "I'm tired of playing house with you, a good student, so don't come to me in the future."

Chen Shi couldn't believe it, his fingers trembled slightly, "Tired of playing?"

Those gangsters watched the show and laughed at Chen Shi's seriousness.

"Yeah," Zhang Shaoran wanted to push him away, but his tone became cold and hard, "I don't want to do any more questions, and I don't want to be a good student. If you don't leave, I'll beat you up."

Deep disappointment welled up in Chen Shi's heart. He recalled the details of getting along with him in the past two months, Zhang Shaoran's publicity, Zhang Shaoran's awkwardness. He almost doubted whether the two were the same person.

After a long while, Chen Shiqi laughed, his slender back straightened up very straight, and every word seemed to draw a line with Zhang Shaoran, "Okay, I will never be self-indulgent again in the future."

He felt distressed, but it wasn't the pain he felt when he was sick, but it was like a blunt knife was slashing his heart little by little. It wouldn't be unbearable, but it was enough to make his eyes red.

A piece of sincerity is in vain, the most uncomfortable thing is nothing more than this.

In the next few days, he deliberately avoided Zhang Shaoran, and Zhang Shaoran never came to him again. The two met occasionally in the corridor, and Chen Shi regarded Zhang Shaoran as a stranger.

Zhang Shaoran seemed to want to talk to him several times, but he ignored them all. The moment Zhang Shaoran drove him away, Chen Shi made up his mind not to associate with him again.

It's just that a week later, Zhang Shaoran was covered in injuries and blocked his way home. This time, Zhang Shaoran's injuries were worse than the last time Chen Shi picked him up, with several bruises on his face. The clothes and trousers were also torn several times, and it looked like he had been beaten severely.

Chen Shi subconsciously felt that he was fighting with someone again, and wanted to go around him, but Zhang Shaoran held his wrist tightly, and said angrily, "I don't want you to play anymore, and I don't want to send you to the hospital again."

Zhang Shaoran refused to let go of him, and looked at him with watery eyes. After a while, under Chen Shi's glaring gaze, he said slowly and choked up, "Chen Shi, my whole body hurts so much."

Chen Shi's heart suddenly tightened, and his breathing became rapid. The hand held by Zhang Shaoran felt the scorching temperature of Zhang Shaoran's body. He wanted to speak several times, but finally said, "I don't want to is you."

Zhang Shaoran closed his eyes forcefully, and suddenly he fell to the ground. Chen Shi was caught off guard by him and nearly fell.

No matter how cruel he was, he couldn't let Zhang Shaoran collapse on the streets in winter, so he finally called a car and took him to the hospital.

One of Zhang Shaoran's ribs was broken, and the doctor said angrily, "You youngsters don't know how to cherish your own body. After suffering such a serious injury and running around, do you think your life is not long enough?"

Chen Shi was ashamed of being said.

After Zhang Shaoran woke up and found Chen Shi sitting in front of the hospital bed, he breathed a sigh of relief, seeing that he was awake, Chen Shi tried his best to sound calm, "Since you are awake, I will go back. "

Zhang Shaoran called him, "Are you still angry?"

Chen Shi looked at him, maybe he shouldn't be angry.

"It's not what you think it is."

When Zhang Shaoran was talking, he touched his wound and gasped for air, but he still finished speaking.

Because Zhang Shaoran has not been in touch with those gangsters for a long time. The gangsters came to him a few days ago. As the saying goes, it is easy to learn bad and difficult to learn good. up.

Zhang Shaoran circled around, he didn't want to be discovered by Chen Shi, but he was still smashed by Chen Shi. At that time, the gangsters were all there. Zhang Shaoran didn't want to involve Chen Shi innocently, so he said some cruel words on purpose.

He felt guilty and sad these days, but the previous relationship was not handled well, Zhang Shaoran dared not talk to Chen Shi, until today he made a complete break with the past, Zhang Shaoran was beaten up severely, and he almost didn't fight back.

And as soon as he drew a line with the past, he went to Chen Shi non-stop with his injuries.

"I didn't learn to be bad again," Zhang Shaoran sat up slowly, and grabbed Chen Shi's hand, "You let me study hard, I am obedient, please don't get angry with me again, all my words are bullshit , if you feel uncomfortable, beat me to vent your anger."

There were other patients in the ward, but it was very quiet. In the white silence, Chen Shi silently looked at Zhang Shaoran's troubled face.

In fact, he resisted the hospital very much. When he came to the hospital when he was a child, it meant that his body had problems again, but at this moment, even if he was facing the hospital that he hated the most, he didn't even want to leave.

Because there is Zhang Shaoran here.

Chen Shi moved his lips, and asked the question that had been lingering in his heart for a long time, "Why, listen to me?"

Zhang Shaoran held his hand tightly, as if he was afraid that he would run away, and a strange blush appeared on his face. He slowly approached Chen Shi's face, close to Chen Shi's ear, and after a while, made up his mind, "I like you .”

Chen Shi's ears turned red all of a sudden, he tilted his head back, and stared at Zhang Shaoran's face in a daze. Zhang Shaoran looked around, and while no one was paying attention, he suddenly pecked Chen Shi's cheek lightly. .

It was like a dragonfly on the water, leaving in an instant, but it disturbed Chen Shi's heart, beating vigorously, like all healthy people.

They spent a period of sweet and memorable days, Chen Shi smiled more and more, Zhang Shaoran was no longer the student who made trouble and rebellion and made the teacher a headache.

On the eve of the college entrance examination, Zhang Shaoran worked hard to prepare for the exam. The moment the results came out, it almost caused a sensation in the entire senior grade, and the news spread like the wind——the little gangster at that time, Zhang Shaoran, actually passed the entrance exam to a key university.

This incident was later used by the school as an example to motivate students, and Zhang Shaoran was naturally popular for a while.

Who would have thought that Zhang Shaoran, who was still muddy and unable to support the wall just two years ago, would become a blockbuster, become a top student in the school, and hang on the bulletin board of outstanding students.

There was only one person between his photo and Chen Shi's photo, so he secretly tore off the photo and pasted it next to Chen Shi. Chen Shi laughed at him as naive, but Zhang Shaoran didn't take it seriously. How to say.

The relationship between the two was well hidden, but when they arrived at university, some people knew about it, and things changed drastically here.

Zhang Shaoran and an old friend have been at odds with each other. That idiot is jealous of Zhang Shaoran, and often speaks bad things about Zhang Shaoran outside. He just has a bad temper, and he couldn't bear to suppress that idiot and force his old friend to beat him up.

The grievances can't be resolved completely, Chen Shi actually advised Zhang Shaoran to be forgiving and forgiving, but that idiot said that Zhang Shaoran was fine, and even slandered Chen Shi, this is what Zhang Shaoran really can't stand of.

But he never expected that he would fall into the hands of a fool.

In the first semester of his junior year, Zhang's father went out to Zhang Shaoran's university, intending to see his son. As a result, the old friend who did not get along with Zhang Shaoran revealed the matter of Zhang Shaoran and Chen Shi.

Dad Zhang had not received much education in his life, and he felt that two men were abnormal when they were together. He couldn't afford to lose this man, so he immediately asked someone for the contact information of Chen Shi's family.

After Zhang Shaoran and Chen Shi's affairs were exposed, they were taken home by their respective parents and placed under house arrest.

Chen Shiguan was at home, and Lin Fangfang came to see him.

He hasn't been so haggard for a long time. It was Zhang Shaoran who gave him vitality and vitality, and now he has taken away the little warmth in his life. He is like a winter tree, quickly withering.

Unable to even cry, he secretly handed the plum candy Zhang Shaoran had given to Lin Fangfang, hoping that Lin Fangfang would understand what he meant.

Every minute and every second at home was like being imprisoned in an ice cellar, and he couldn't help but feel chills. It wasn't until the letter brought by Lin Fangfang that he saw Zhang Shaoran's handwriting, and his frozen heart gradually recovered. jumped.

Zhang Shaoran came to see him secretly, under the moonlight, the two of them were in the house, one outside, looking at each other from a distance, without saying a word, but they could understand each other's thoughts.

It's just that no matter how determined he was, he never expected to be defeated by his broken body.

He was finally able to see Zhang Shaoran, but his heart was broken. He shouldn't have expected Zhang Shaoran to spend on him. He didn't know how long he could last, maybe he would not be in this world in the next second .

He admits defeat, Zhang Shaoran should have a brighter life of his own.

He let Xiao Xu in, he had already guessed about Lin Fangfang and Xiao Xu, and he couldn't hide the fact that he liked someone.

He thought, he was originally a person walking on the edge, and he didn't dare to catch people in the world, but Xiao Xu was different from Lin Fangfang, they had healthy bodies, and they were able to fight and work hard for the future.

If he can't be happy, he hopes that people like him can be happy.

As for Zhang Shaoran, treat it as a beautiful dream, and when he wakes up, he should return to reality.

His parents sent him to the United States for treatment. His heart could hardly bear it. In a foreign country, he went to three hospitals before the surgery was finally confirmed. For three whole years, he almost spent in the hospital in the middle of nowhere.

But he persisted, he remembered that the beginning of him and Zhang Shaoran originated from the hospital, and the throbbing in his youth was enough to support him to go on.

It's just that even if the operation is successful, he is destined to be a medicine jar all his life. He doesn't know when he will die or leave, and he doesn't even dare to see Zhang Shaoran again.

One life and death is enough, why go through the second time.

In the face of death, everything became insignificant. After the operation, he said that he would never marry a wife and have children in his life. His parents quarreled for him, and finally ended in divorce.

His mother cried in front of him, "It took me so many years to realize that he is a cold-blooded and ruthless man who doesn't even care about his own son's life. What kind of father is he? Mom won't force you anymore. What kind of mother do you want to be in the future? Everyone will agree, as long as you are good."

He was not relieved at the time, the matter had come to this point, and it was not his original wish to let his parents break up.

He and his mother settled down in the United States and no longer planned to return to China. He was afraid that he would not be able to resist looking for Zhang Shaoran when he went back, and he once again had extravagant hopes.

It shouldn't be his.

For the entire seven years, he wanted to spend a mediocre life, and he had to go to the hospital for regular physical examinations every year. The doctor said bluntly that he could live another 20 years at most.

20 years is a long time, he thought it was enough, but his mother was old at that time, he had to work harder to earn enough money for his mother to retire.

There is an old saying in China that there are three types of unfilial piety and no offspring is the greatest. He is doomed not to let his mother have a grandson, but he will do his best to give his mother the best life.

The weather became much brighter today. He walked on the way to the company as usual and walked into the subway station. For some reason, his heart suddenly thumped wildly, as if he had regained the vitality he had when he was young.

So he subconsciously cast his eyes not far away, the subway was about to start, and the door closed for a few seconds, he saw that person - Jun Lang's eyebrows, deep eyes.

Everything seems to be the same as the memory, but it has become more mature and stable.

It also moved him even more.

He stood there motionless, almost suspecting that it was his illusion, but he was chanting a name in his heart, the boy who taught him to laugh and love, Zhang Shaoran.

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Zhang Shaoran ran wildly out of the station and back again, he felt like he was going crazy along the way.

He was not mistaken, the person who had been dreaming of him for many years, even though he just passed by in the blink of an eye, was deeply engraved in his heart.

But when he arrived at the place just now, there were people coming and going, but there was no figure he was looking for. He felt like a psychopath, stubbornly wandering in place, and he must find that person.

He has done so much, just want to see him again.

Chen Shi, Chen Shi, stop avoiding me.

"Less burning?" A trembling voice sounded behind him.

Zhang Shaoran froze, his eyes turned red quickly, and turned around with difficulty.

Behind him, the man with picturesque features looked at him with tears all over his face. After seven years, seeing each other again seemed like a world away.

There are people coming and going on the subway, but they only have each other in their eyes. They ignore the strange eyes of everyone and forget to wipe away the tears.

Zhang Shaoran felt like a stick in his throat, "I can't forget you, can you give me another chance?"

Chen Shi broke down in tears, all his lost courage suddenly returned at the moment he saw Zhang Shaoran, he smiled so hard that tears fell from his eyes, "Then do you still listen to me?"

Zhang Shaoran suddenly stepped forward and hugged him in his arms, as if wanting to integrate him into his flesh and blood, his voice choked up out of tune, "I beg you, don't leave me again."

Chen Shifan hugged him, and buried himself in the arms that he had missed for several years, "Okay."

He thought, life is too short, and he doesn't have much time left, so let him be willful for a while.

He just likes Zhang Shaoran too much.

The author has something to say:

So far, the little sun has come to an end.

I love all the characters so much.

Even though Chen Shi's life is not long, it is enough for Zhang Shaoran to be with him in the years to come.

(A request from a slum girl: Everyone, can you not cancel the collection after reading it, let me strive for 400 collections, and the application will be completed v.....Thank you!)