he is little sun

When Xiao Xu received a call from Lin Fangfang, he was discussing work with a client. He looked at the vibrating mobile phone, and finally took it out of the office.

But there was a delay in speaking. He sensed something was wrong, and his tone was tinged with anxiety, "Fang Fang, talk."

Lin Fangfang was leaning against the door, talking on the phone with one hand and covering his mouth with the other. No matter how old he was, the moment he heard Xiao Xu's voice, tears were still streaming down his face, "Xiao Xu..."

Xiao Xu's heart immediately picked up, "What happened?"

Lin Fangfang told the story intermittently, Xiao Xu's eyes became darker and darker, and when he hung up the phone, he immediately found the alumni of the partnership.

The employees of the company know that Xiao Xu and Lin Fangfang are in a good relationship, but only the alumni of the partnership know about their relationship. He has never seen Xiao Xu with such a flustered expression. , Let alumni talk to customers instead of him.

It turned out that the alumni always teased the two of them, and he understood the seriousness of the matter, and hurriedly agreed. Xiao Xu hurriedly approved a coat and went out. He watched behind him, not without worry, and finally sighed.

Xiao Xu didn't bring anything, and because the nighttime high-speed rail tickets were sold out, he had to rush to the station to buy a late-night bus ticket, and it would take five or six hours to get to Lin's house.

Along the way, Lin Fangfang sent many comforting messages, but Lin Fangfang didn't reply.

The Lin family fell into a gloomy situation. Lin Fangfang stayed in the room for an hour before getting up first to find his parents.

He knew how much his incident would bring a blow to his parents. His parents never asked him to be rich, but only hoped that he would find a girl to marry in an ordinary life. Unfortunately, he did not take the usual path.

Lin Fangfang nervously knocked on the door of his parents' room. After a while, Father Lin opened the door, but refused to let him in. He could hear Mother Lin's sobbing, which made his heart ache.

"Dad..." Lin Fangfang shouted.

Father Lin squeezed out of the room and closed the door behind him, "Go to the living room and talk."

Lin Fangfang looked worriedly at the room, knowing that Mama Lin is not suitable for talking now, so he silently followed Papa Lin to the living room and sat down.

The night enveloped the Lin family like a dense net, so heavy that it was difficult to breathe.

The Lin family is a very ordinary family. The Lin family’s parents never demanded how good Lin Fangfang was. They treated Lin Fangfang as a semi-free range since childhood. Lin’s father worked from nine to five, and Lin Fangfang was mostly taught by Lin’s mother at home, so However, the number of face-to-face heart-to-heart talks between father and son is actually very small.

Seeing that Papa Lin had a serious face, he took a deep breath and said, "Mom, is she okay?"

"What do you think?" Papa Lin remained expressionless.

"I..." Lin Fangfang clenched his hands, "I really didn't mean to lie to you, I was afraid that you wouldn't accept it, so I never dared to tell the truth."

"It's a lie whether it's a lie or not," Father Lin snorted, "Your mother just told me a while ago that she felt that there was something wrong between you and Xiao Xu, and I interceded for you at that time. Hit me in the face."

Speaking of this, Father Lin took a heavy breath, his emotions seemed to be uncontrollable, and Lin Fangfang could even see the blue veins floating on his forehead.

His heart sank, his eyes turned red, "Dad, I'm sorry for you and Mom."

"You are an adult, what's the use of being sorry?" Lin's father asked him, as if asking, "Could it be possible that being sorry can make your mother not sad?"

Lin Fangfang covered his face to prevent himself from crying, "Dad, Xiao Xu and I are serious, the two of us have thought about it for a long time, and originally planned to tell you about this matter during the Chinese New Year, but we never thought it would be today. "

"What?" Papa Lin's voice dropped several degrees, "You still want to make this family uneasy during the Chinese New Year?"

"That was not what I meant."

"Where is Xiao Xu, you call him here." Father Lin clenched his fists when he mentioned Xiao Xu.

Lin Fangfang said anxiously, "The company still has something to do, he..."

"This matter is between the two of you," Father Lin growled angrily, glaring at Lin Fangfang with bloodshot eyes, "If he was a man, he would have to bear it. I shouldn't have let you play with him."

"Dad," Lin Fangfang said without hesitation, "I provoked him first."

He didn't know where the courage came from. As soon as he spoke, Papa Lin raised his hand suddenly. Before he could react, he slapped him on the face.

Father Lin had never done anything to Lin Fangfang before. When Lin Fangfang was naughty when he was a child, Father Lin would reprimand him at most, but it was the first time he had shown such a big anger.

He looked at Papa Lin blankly, Papa Lin seemed to be trying his best to endure his anger, and gritted his teeth, "I don't want to scold you in front of your mother today, because I'm afraid your mother will get angry, but listen to what I said In other words, you provoke him first, do you want to piss me off before you are willing?"

Lin Fangfang pursed his lips tightly, but he couldn't restrain himself. He was the one who was willing to play with Xiao Xu back then. If he didn't get close to Xiao Xu at the beginning, nothing happened later.

But those memories are precious things, and he doesn't want to be overthrown.

He choked up unbearably, "Dad, I know I've let you and Mom down, but I won't back down on this matter."

"Then you get out."

Papa Lin stood up abruptly, with the veins on his neck showing. Lin Fangfang was dizzy from his words. He looked up, but saw that Papa Lin's eyes were also glistening with tears.

It's not that he doesn't understand the depth of love and responsibility, but even an angry word hurt Lin Fangfang's heart severely.

The conversation between the two broke up unhappily. Lin Fangfang sat alone in the living room. He fell into infinite silence, as if he couldn't hear all the sounds from the outside world.

He knew that this road would be difficult, but he didn't expect that it would be difficult for him to move his legs.

On the one hand is the relative who has raised him for many years, and on the other hand is the lover he has admired for many years, he can't let go of both sides.

Lin Fangfang didn't know how long he had been sitting. He suddenly woke up when he heard the ringing of his mobile phone. He went to the room to listen to the phone.

"I'm at your door, come out."

He had never heard such a flustered voice from Xiao Xu, even when the company was about to fail, Xiao Xu never spoke in such a tone, Lin Fangfang was startled for a moment, then stumbled towards the door.

At 04:30 in the morning, snow was falling outside, and the cold wind was biting. Lin Fangfang was so anxious that he ran out barefoot without wearing shoes. It was the only warmth he could rely on. Lin Fangfang's nose felt sore for an instant, and he rushed over to hug Xiao Xu tightly, even knocking Xiao Xu back a step.

He buried himself in Xiao Xu's arms, and the two of them didn't say a word, they only felt each other with each other's rapid breathing.

"Fang Fang, let go first."

He was dressed too thinly, and Xiao Xu was really afraid that he would freeze, so he pulled him out, and when he passed by, he saw the red mark on Lin Fangfang's face, and his pupils shrank violently.

Xiao Xu touched Lin Fangfang's cheek with his cold hand, like a stick in his throat, "Uncle and aunt..."

Lin Fangfang shook his head to indicate that he was fine, and wanted to smile to reassure Xiao Xu, but that smile was uglier than crying.

Xiao Xu felt distressed for a while, looked around Lin Fangfang, only to realize that Lin Fangfang was not wearing shoes, he urged, "Go into the house immediately."

Regardless of the situation, he dragged Lin Fangfang into the house. Once inside, it was warm, but Father Lin, who was supposed to be asleep, stood in the living room, and the atmosphere suddenly turned freezing.

It was a sleepless night for everyone.

Both Lin Fangfang and Xiao Xu paused in place, and Father Lin looked at the two of them with scorching eyes as if they were going to burn a hole out of them.

Xiao Xu obviously felt that Lin Fangfang flinched, and pursed his lower lip, trying to make his tone sound gentle, and called Father Lin as usual, "Uncle."

Naturally, there was no response from Father Lin.

Xiao Xu traveled all night, and now he was extremely exhausted, so he could only force himself to face the current situation. He patted Lin Fangfang's arm lightly, and said in a warm voice, "Go wash your feet first, and put on your shoes."

Lin Fangfang stood still and refused to move. Father Lin, who had been silent all this time, said in a deep voice, "Go in, I want to chat with Xiao Xu alone."

Lin Fangfang looked at Xiao Xu worriedly, Xiao Xu smiled back, and then Lin Fangfang turned his head three times and walked towards the bathroom.

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