he is little sun

Lin Fangfang drank alcohol, didn't sleep well at night, and had nightmares. In the dream, Xiao Xu was getting farther and farther away from him. No matter how much he called Xiao Xu, he refused to look back, and he couldn't touch Xiao Xu's back. Woke up, dizzy, and a little nauseous.

As soon as he turned on the phone, he found that Xiao Xu had said good night to him last night, and he was relieved a little.

So he edited a paragraph and sent it to Xiao Xu, saying that Han Chaowen found out about the two of them and wanted to meet him, but Lin Fangfang concealed Han Chaowen's confession with him.

Xiao Xu didn't send him a voice message until noon, asking when to go to Lin Fangfang's school.

As soon as Lin Fangfang thought of meeting Xiao Xu, he was immediately elated, and immediately called Xiao Xu.

But Xiao Xu's voice sounded a little tired, he asked worriedly, "Did you not have a good rest?"

Xiao Xudan said, "No, I've been working part-time for a company recently, so I may have gone to bed late."

Lin Fangfang leaned on the pillow, "You are only a sophomore, so you don't have to be so strict with yourself."

In comparison, Lin Fangfang's life was much easier. He suddenly felt ashamed that Xiao Xu was always one step ahead of him.

Just as Xiao Xu was about to speak, Lin Fangfang suddenly heard a girl's voice on the other end, and said softly, "Xiao Xu, come over and see if this plan is written like this?"

Lin Fangfang tightened his grip on the phone, and straightened his whole body. Xiao Xu responded on the other side, and said to Lin Fangfang, "I still have something to do, I'll call you back later."

Lin Fangfang couldn't hide his depression and said yes, hung up the phone, and sat on the bed in a daze.

When he was with Xiao Xu before, Xiao Xu never dealt with others. Although he knew that everything was different now that he was in college, he still felt a little uncomfortable.

It's like the person who originally belonged to him is suddenly in someone else's world, and he is far away in other places, so he can only feel the person who used to live beside him through the phone that cannot be touched.

Lin Fangfang let out a deep breath. Xiao Xu has been really busy recently, so busy that sometimes the two chatted and hung up the phone in a hurry. Sometimes Lin Fangfang sent him a message, and it took an hour or two. just back.

This kind of situation had never happened in his freshman year, and Lin Fangfang suddenly felt a sense of panic.

Xiao Xu didn't deal with others before because of the upheaval in his family, he was the only one by his side, Xiao Xu naturally only approached himself, but now he has gone to a wider sky, met more different men and women, and his horizons have broadened.

And he was not by his side, and there were so many excellent people around him, Lin Fangfang didn't dare to think about it anymore, he always liked to think wildly, but this time it was different, he blamed himself a bit, blamed himself for not being able to pass the exam with Xiao Xu In the same school, he has a little inferiority complex, because he is not good enough, standing next to Xiao Xu will be bleak.

This kind of cognition made Lin Fangfang lose energy for several days. Han Chaowen saw his depression and brought him snacks every day to make him happy, but if he really could get better after eating some snacks, life would be nothing difficult.

Both Xiao Wu and Xiao Hu had girlfriends, and spent most of their time going out to date. Han Chaowen and Lin Fangfang were the only ones left in the dormitory most of the time.

This undoubtedly gave Han Chaowen a chance. In his opinion, he is close to the water and the moon is the first to get the moon. As for Xiao Xu, the sky is high and the emperor is far away, and Lin Fangfang is in a long-distance relationship. Long-distance relationships are the most difficult. If he works harder, maybe can succeed.

Han Chaowen never considers himself a good person, he is a man, he fights for what he wants, and chases after someone he likes. Now is Lin Fangfang's low ebb, if he treats him gently, maybe he can have a place.

He thought so and did it.

There were two other people left in the dormitory that day, he was playing games, Lin Fangfang was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone, his two white and tender legs stretched out straight, dazzling.

Han Chaowen endured and endured, but still couldn't help provoking him.

He patted Lin Fangfang's bed, leaned under the bed and talked to Lin Fangfang, "Hey, when will your boyfriend come?"

Lin Fangfang hadn't had an in-depth chat with Xiao Xu for a few days, and Xiao Xu hadn't set a date for his school for a long time. Lin Fangfang was just getting annoyed, but now he was stepped on a sore spot, and his tone was a little listless, "He recently, I am busy."

Han Chaowen sneered, "How many times will you use this excuse?"

He had seen too many people prevaricate with a busy word, and Han Chaowen suddenly felt a little worthless for Lin Fangfang.

Lin Fangfang sat up from the bed in a huff, his tone was firm, but his eyes drifted, "He's working part-time for the company, it's normal that he doesn't have time."

Han Chaowen squinted his eyes, saw through Lin Fangfang's bravado, and looked a little dignified, "Fang Fang, you are not in the same place, how can you know if he is really busy, or," he paused, and said cruelly, "I don't want to talk to you." you."

Lin Fangfang's pupils shrank violently in an instant, and he said angrily, "Chaowen, if you talk about it again, I'm going to be angry."

When Han Chao heard that he was being irritated, he felt bad, and wanted to frustrate him even more, "It's been more than a month since you guys have seen each other. If he really cared about you, he would have come here a long time ago. How could he let you have someone else by his side?" other suitors."

Lin Fangfang was really offended by Han Chaowen, so he wouldn't tell Han Chaowen that he didn't tell Xiao Xu about his confession to him. He felt that Han Chaowen would say more things that made him uncomfortable if he stayed in the dormitory again.

People subconsciously avoid pain. Lin Fangfang grabbed his phone reflexively and climbed out of bed, and was about to go out in pajamas and slippers.

When Han Chaowen grabbed his arm, Han Chaowen also lost his temper, "Are you going to leave if I say so?"

Lin Fangfang threw him away, "Chaowen, I only left because I regarded you as a friend. No matter how alarmist you are, you won't be able to be friends in the future."

Han Chaowen's eyes darkened, seeing Lin Fangfang's usually well-behaved face stained with anger, he felt that he had really gone too far.

He sighed, "I won't talk anymore, you go back to bed."

But Lin Fangfang didn't want to see him now, his head was in a mess, thinking about what Han Chaowen said just now, over and over again.

Whether Xiao Xu is really busy or doesn't want to talk to him, he doesn't know, he wants to be alone, he's afraid that he's thinking wildly, he's afraid that he won't trust Xiao Xu.

The Xiao Xu whom he loved with all his heart and soul.

He hated himself for being like this.

In the end, Lin Fangfang disregarded Han Chaowen's persuasion to leave the dormitory. In the past, Lin Fangfang was very concerned about his image and would never go out unless he cleaned himself up, but now he is walking on the school road in pajamas and slippers.

He went to a remote place with fewer people and leaned against a tree. The summer heat made him sweat, but Lin Fangfang felt cold.

He hated his cowardice and disappointment, hated his petty emotions, and even more hated his infirmity, and was disturbed by Han Chaowen's few words.

He stood under the tree for a long time. The moon in the sky was very bright, and the ground was covered with silver light. When the phone rang suddenly, Lin Fangfang was startled. The light on the phone screen was very dazzling, and the word Xiao Xu appeared on the caller ID. .

He adjusted his breathing hard before answering the phone, "Xiao Xu."

"have you eaten?"

Xiao Xu's voice was very clear.

"Yes, I ate." But Lin Fangfang was very depressed.

"What did you do today?"

"Let's go to class, eat, and go back to the dormitory."

"Then what are you doing now?"

Lin Fangfang looked at the empty road, feeling empty in his heart, and said casually, "Take a walk."

He actually learned to lie to Xiao Xu, Lin Fangfang was so sad that he wanted to cry.

Xiao Xu didn't seem to notice that something was wrong with him, he asked ordinary questions, and finally said, "I've been too busy recently, so I seldom contact you, don't blame me."

"I don't blame you."

"That's good, it's hot, don't stay outside for too long, go back to the dormitory early."

Lin Fangfang said yes, then said goodbye to Xiao Xu, and the two hung up the phone.

He was holding the phone, and the soles of his feet started to feel cold. He used to be able to tell that he was in a bad mood with just one word Xiao Xu, but after chatting for a long time tonight, Xiao Xu didn't even notice.

Lin Fangfang's nose was sore, his shoulders trembled slightly, and tears fell down his face.

After crying for a while, he raised his head and found Han Chaowen standing three steps away. He hurriedly wiped away his tears.

Han Chaowen sighed, stepped forward and wiped his face carelessly, "No, you are a big man, why are you crying?"

Lin Fangfang sniffed, feeling ashamed as well, and asked, "How do you know I'm here?"

"I was looking for it blindly." Han Chaowen said nonsense.

In fact, he knew that Lin Fangfang would come here when he was in a bad mood. He was really observing and liked Lin Fangfang, but it was a pity that others got ahead of him.

Lin Fangfang was embarrassed to look at Han Chaowen, and his voice was crying, "Let's go back to the dormitory."

Han Chaowen didn't mention Xiao Xu this time. He wanted to grab Lin Fangfang's shoulders, but he withdrew his hand awkwardly, "Go back to the dormitory, go drink."

Lin Fangfang refused, "I don't drink."

He made a mistake every time he drank, so he didn't dare to drink again.

Han Chao snorted, "What are you afraid of? I'll carry you back to the dormitory when I'm drunk."

Lin Fangfang still refused. It would be fine if he and Han Chaowen were ordinary old friends. After knowing that Han Chaowen liked him, he still knew how to refuse.

There is a saying, don't give others hope if you are not interested in others, it is purely delaying them.

Lin Fangfang didn't go out to drink with Han Chaowen, and Han Chaowen couldn't help but bought a beer and went to the dormitory to drink with him. It was the weekend, and Xiaohu and Xiaowu both went home.

Han Chaowen bewitched him, "Anyway, tomorrow is Sunday, it's okay if you get drunk."

Lin Fangfang's ears were soft, and after being coaxed into drinking a few bottles of beer, he started talking nonsense, calling out Xiao Xu's name.

Han Chaowen moved him to the bed, touched his delicate face, stared at his bright red lips, and couldn't help himself to kiss him, but when he was a few centimeters away from Lin Fangfang's lips, he suddenly shifted his direction and brushed against him. cheeks.

Lin Fangfang was still calling Xiao Xu.

Han Chaowen sighed helplessly, then tucked in the blanket for Lin Fangfang, and muttered, "Xiao Xu, Xiao Xu, I know Xiao Xu, he has no backbone..."

The author has something to say:

Don't dislike Brother Han!

because i like hee hee hee