he is little sun

In the commotion, Chen Shi was stuffed into the car, and Lin Fangfang stood beside the messy flower garden, at a loss, their commotion was too loud, Lin's father and Lin's mother hurried out of the house when they heard the sound.

Seeing Lin Fangfang standing outside in a daze, they hurried over.

Father Chen pointed at Lin Fangfang and cursed, "Take care of your son, don't meddle in everything."

Lin Fangfang had just cried, but her eyes were still red. Although Lin's mother didn't know what was going on, she was angry and distressed when her son was pointed at and scolded. She asked Lin Fangfang, "What's going on?"

Lin Fangfang shook his head and didn't speak.

Over there, Mother Chen cried and asked Father Chen to get in the car. Through the translucent car window, Lin Fangfang saw Chen Shi nestled in Mother Chen's arms, with a bloodless face, as if it would disappear in the next moment.

He watched the car drive away, Lin's father put his arm around his shoulders, frowning and wanted to ask the question clearly, but Lin Fangfang, as if struck by lightning, slammed his legs and ran out, letting Lin's father and Lin's mother call him behind him Don't look back.

He couldn't sit still, Chen Shi had already fallen ill, and he was going to tell Zhang Shaoran that Chen Shi needed him.

Lin Fangfang hailed a car, called Xiao Xu along the way, and told the story in a stuttering manner. Xiao Xu had heard about it and asked him to wait at the gate of Zhang's house. Lin Fangfang was anxious and urged The driver asked him several times, and the driver almost got impatient with him.

The night was hazy, the cold wind made people shiver, and the door of Zhang's house was closed tightly. Lin Fangfang found gravels on the ground, held them in the palm of his hand, and threw them hard at the window of Zhang Shaoran's room.

Zhang Shaoran lived on the third floor. He threw it several times before he hit it, and then threw it twice before the window was opened.

Zhang Shaoran was surprised to see Lin Fangfang, Lin Fangfang didn't dare to make any noise, and spoke in a low voice, "Brother Chen Shi is ill, go and see him."

His voice was too low, Zhang Shaoran listened to it for a long time before he could vaguely hear the word Chen Shi, his heart was shocked, and he ignored everything, "Did something happen to Chen Shi?"

Lin Fangfang nodded fiercely.

He wanted Zhang Shaoran to visit Chen Shi, that was Chen Shi's only thought now.

So under Lin Fangfang's shocked eyes, Zhang Shaoran actually lifted his legs and climbed out of the window. There was a narrow platform extending from the balcony under his room. He jumped on the platform, and he could only reach the second floor by climbing the window. So he jumped down regardless, and fell straight to the ground.

Only now did Lin Fang know what method he used to escape from the house where he was imprisoned every night. A little carelessness would be a matter of life—Lin Fangfang hurried forward to check, Zhang Shaoran's feet were a little bit lame, but he himself didn't seem to notice anything.

"What's wrong with Chen Shi, what do you think?" Zhang Shaoran was very excited, and even growled.

Lin Fangfang had no time to think about other things, so he explained clearly in a few words, "Brother Chen Shi is ill. I know which hospital he is in. I will take you to see him."

The two of them were about to leave when the previously closed door of the Zhang family opened. Father Zhang ran out carrying a broom. Seeing Zhang Shaoran outside, his face turned red with anger, and he cursed, "How dare you run away!" , if you don’t come in today, I will break your dog legs.”

Lin Fangfang had seen Father Chen's majesty today, but Father Chen would not attack him even if he was angry. Father Zhang was different, he rushed up with a broom and beat the sky and covered the ground.

Zhang Shaoran's leg was injured, and he couldn't run fast. He was beaten with two sticks, and Lin Fangfang was also thrown innocently, causing him to scream out of pain.

"I'll kill you bastard," Zhang's father blushed, and his rough voice echoed in the night, "If I had known earlier, I would have strangled you to death. What's wrong with you? You're like a man and a man. I won't do it today." If you beat you until you can’t walk, your surname will not be Zhang.”

Lin Fangfang can be said to be a flower in a greenhouse. He grows so big and rarely hears harsh words. The more Zhang's father scolds, the more ugly they are, and he almost pours out all the dirty words.

"The animal was born by you too," Zhang Shaoran limped and avoided Dad Zhang's broom, his throat hoarse, "If you can't kill me, I must leave."

Neighbors opened their doors one after another to see, but when they saw the battle, no one came forward to persuade them. Lin Fangfang looked at these people tremblingly. If it wasn't commonplace, how could they be so indifferent.

What kind of family did Zhang Shaoran grow up in?

Seeing the broom coming down again, Zhang Shaoran raised his head so defiantly that he didn't want to dodge, Lin Fangfang subconsciously blocked it, and it came down very hard, hitting Lin Fangfang's back hard, Lin Fangfang Fang wrinkled his whole face in pain, but was thrown aside.

He thought he must have fallen to the icy ground, but a warm embrace caught him, and when he looked up, Xiao Xu's face was as frosty, a little oozing under the moonlight.

Lin Fangfang was fine at first, but when he saw Xiao Xu, his eyes turned red, and he got up from Xiao Xu's arms, and said anxiously, "Leave me alone, help Brother Ran go."

Xiao Xu took a deep look at him, strode forward and grabbed Dad Zhang's broom, and said to Zhang Shaoran in a deep voice, "Let's go now."

Zhang Shaoran was injured and couldn't move. He gritted his teeth and limped away. Lin Fangfang looked at his lonely back, and heard Zhang's father's unpleasant words, and his back was hissing in pain.

"Get the fuck out of here." Dad Zhang grabbed the broom and wanted to beat him again.

Xiao Xu looked at him coldly, and grabbed his broom when it fell. Father Zhang was furious, and Xiao Xu said coldly, "You are an elder, I won't fight with you."

Then he slammed the broom away, and the broom hit the ground with a bang. He came over and held Lin Fangfang's shoulders. Lin Fangfang turned his head three times a step at a time, only to see Zhang's father waving his hands casually, exuding anger.

He thought of Zhang Shaoran, growing up wantonly in such a family, dealing with the gangsters in the society - if he hadn't met Chen Shi, would he, would he have looked like that man not far away.

Lin Fangfang couldn't tell who saved who.

When the two arrived at the hospital, Lin Fangfang anxiously wanted to find Zhang Shaoran, but he was so lost that he couldn't see him. He wanted to go to the front desk to ask, but was dragged by the silent Xiao Xu to register.

"I'm fine." Lin Fangfang brushed his hand away.

Xiao Xu had a storm brewing in his eyes, looked at him with eyes as deep as a lake, and suddenly raised his voice, "Why did you run up to block it?"

Lin Fangfang was taken aback by his angry tone. All he was thinking about was Chen Shi and Zhang Shaoran. He had been wronged, but Xiao Xu was still angry with him. Lin Fangfang was also angry immediately. Heng Sheng, "Didn't you see that the situation just now was very dangerous, do I want to watch Brother Ran get beaten?"

"Then should you be beaten?" Xiao Xu's breathing became heavy.

Lin Fangfang didn't want to quarrel with him, so he turned around and asked the medical staff. The medical staff saw that he was really anxious, so they hesitated and told him Chen Shi's ward.

"The patient was sent in urgently, and he is fine..."

Lin Fangfang trotted into the corridor, turned his head, Xiao Xu was standing in the crowd, his eyes were solemn, his heart shrank violently, he resisted the urge to cry, and didn't dare to look any more.

Why did he have a conflict with Xiao Xu at this time? Why didn't Xiao Xu see how dangerous the situation was, and why did he come to blame him?

When Lin Fangfang was approaching the ward, he saw Zhang Shaoran standing decadently outside the ward, looking in through the glass window, Lin Fangfang walked over and shouted, "Brother Ran."

He wanted to ask Zhang Shaoran why he didn't go in, but on second thought, if he went in again at this time, there would be another chaos.

So he stood at the door with Zhang Shaoran, Chen Shi had already fallen asleep, his face was as pale as paper, lying on the white hospital bed, feeling an ungraspable ethereal feeling.

Chen's father and Chen's mother both turned their backs to the door, and Chen's mother's shoulders rose and fell.

They didn't know how long they stood there, but as soon as Dad Zhang got up, Lin Fangfang hurriedly dragged Zhang Shaoran away, and Zhang Shaoran was dragged to the open space of the corridor like a walking dead.

The hospital was full of the smell of disinfectant, and everyone's faces were more or less sad. Against the backdrop of this environment, Zhang Shaoran's tall body slowly hunched down and leaned against the wall.

Lin Fangfang said with difficulty, "Brother Chen Shi, he will definitely get better."

Zhang Shaoran lowered his head, his shoulders trembled slightly for a while, Lin Fangfang's nose was sore, and Zhang Shaoran slid down the wall and sat on the ground as if he couldn't hold on at last.

Lin Fangfang clenched his fists, and the scene in front of him became somewhat blurred.

"Fang Fang," Zhang Shaoran raised his head, his eyes were full of scars, tears flowed from his eyes, "Should I not provoke him?"

If he didn't provoke him, he wouldn't fall out with his family, or get sick and go to the hospital.

Lin Fangfang was heartbroken, he wondered if it was the fearless Zhang Shaoran in front of him, Zhang Shaoran should be high-spirited, and shouldn't be so fragile.

He knelt down and sat next to Zhang Shaoran, he couldn't answer, but he knew that there was nothing wrong with two people liking each other, nothing wrong at all.

Zhang Shaoran couldn't bear it any longer, buried his head and began to cry, first he wept silently, then whimpered like a wounded beast, and finally couldn't help crying in the hospital where people came and went— — The voice was not loud, but it was heard clearly in Lin Fangfang's ears, like a pair of sharp knives, blood was dripping everywhere they passed.

Lin Fangfang leaned against the wall weakly, listening to Zhang Shaoran's suppressed crying, in the lonely night, in the dead hospital, he suddenly felt that life is only a few dozen years, so why is it so difficult.

They just like each other, why is it so difficult?

Lin Fangfang held his head and couldn't stop crying, he missed Xiao Xu so much, wanted Xiao Xu to hug him, he felt that he was going to be unable to hold on, but Xiao Xu was having conflicts with him, and he didn't catch up when he left .

Why don't you catch up to him and give him a hug?

Lin Fangfang bit his lip and trembled all over. He desperately needed someone to tell him firmly that yes, everything was right, otherwise, even he would be suspicious.

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I was crying myself