he is little sun

There are cicadas singing in the summer night, the moon in the sky seems to be covered by clouds, exuding hazy halos, the air has the unique freshness and hotness of summer, and is very quiet.

Lin Fangfang's heart was beating like a drum, and he was about to jump out. Reflexively, he took a step back and leaned against the wall. He took a deep breath, not daring to look into Xiao Xu's bright eyes in the dark. Stuttering, "I'm sober, why are you still drunk?"

But there was a faint voice in my heart, if Xiao Xu was telling the truth, what if he was telling the truth?Lin Fangfang had difficulty even breathing.

Xiao Xu's eyes are very deep, and he has the illusion of being sucked in when looking at people at night. He said slowly, "I'm sober, I know what I'm talking about and what I'm doing."

One sentence brought Lin Fangfang, who was almost escaping, back to reality. His throat moved, and he looked up at Xiao Xu. He needed to restrain himself to speak completely, but he guessed that Xiao Xu had heard his heartbeat beating up and down.

"Why, why," Lin Fangfang's voice weakened, "Is it me?"

The two were so close that Lin Fangfang could smell the faint fragrance of Xiao Xu's body, and surrounded him like he was completely surrounded by Xiao Xu. There was a thin layer of sweat.

"Do you mind if I like you?" Xiao Xu asked back, slightly approaching Lin Fangfang, he guessed, "Don't you like me?"

Lin Fangfang blurted out, "No."

He didn't dislike Xiao Xu, but he never thought that one day Xiao Xu would confess his love to him. This is too unbelievable. Xiao Xu, who is usually indifferent, would like him?

He had thought about many possibilities, thought that they could spend the rest of their lives together as friends, thought that he would do his best to treat Xiao Xu well - but now he had a little recollection, it might be that he liked it.

From before to now, he has always cared about Xiao Xu, he wanted Xiao Xu to smile, he wanted Xiao Xu to feel the warmth of this world, and he wanted Xiao Xu to be happy forever, but he never thought that he had any different thoughts about Xiao Xu.

He thought that he and Xiao Xu would continue like this forever and would never change again.

But at this very moment, Lin Fangfang was suddenly enlightened and understood what was wrong with him these days. He took a breath and couldn't utter a word.

"I thought I could do it." Xiao Xu's voice was clear, with some helplessness, but he seemed to resign himself to fate. He looked deeply at the person in front of him, and seeing his eyes dodge, he raised the corners of his lips and laughed at himself, his voice suddenly changed. A little cold, "I thought I could always be by your side as a friend, I thought I could watch you approach others indifferently, I thought it wouldn't affect me even without you, but..."

He didn't go on—but, he couldn't bear Lin Fangfang not being by his side, couldn't bear Lin Fangfang's eyes on others, couldn't bear Lin Fangfang ignoring him, and couldn't imagine how Lin Fangfang would be in the future. Fang will be with others, marry and have children with others, and live with others for the rest of his life. He selfishly wants to keep Lin Fangfang by his side, and it can only belong to him, and no one can take it away.

Xiao Xu has always known that he is a paranoid person, he can stay alone in the dark and lick his wounds, bear all the pain by himself, he can reject everyone's care for him, and freeze himself in his own world, He is not afraid of pain and loneliness, but there is a Lin Fangfang who stumbles into his world by mistake, like a dazzling sunlight that cannot be ignored, illuminating his dark and damp territory, and dead trees bloom. .

There is one thing that he has never told others. When his uncle Zhang Xi said that he would bring the cat to him, he actually knew that the owner of the cat was Lin Fangfang. Close to him, to absorb some warmth.

It was Lin Fangfang who entered his field first, so he couldn't easily say leave.

Lin Fangfang was stunned in place, Xiao Xu's sincere confession made him feel like a mess, he tightly clenched the hand hanging by his side, the palm was full of sweat.

He mustered up the courage to look up at Xiao Xu's fiery gaze. There seemed to be something difficult to breathe in the air. Lin Fangfang swallowed hard, "But how could it be me?"

He still couldn't believe that Xiao Xu would like him, he felt like he was going through a fairy tale, afraid that when the clock struck twelve, he would wake up in his bed.

Moreover, and both of them are men, Lin Fangfang's face darkened in an instant, the ending of He Wuxiu and Yu Sui made him terrified, he will never forget the brilliance that He Wuxiu's eyes were deprived of.

He was afraid that he and Xiao Xu would go to that point, Lin Fangfang shrank subconsciously.

Xiao Xu felt Lin Fangfang's flinching, and it seemed that every word was knocked on Lin Fangfang's heart, "Why you..." He asked himself, "Probably because I can no longer like you except you. Get on someone else."

Lin Fangfang choked for breath, his lips trembled slightly, and his eye sockets were also a little hot. He heard his choked up voice, "This road is so difficult."

If you don't go well, it will be a dead end, it will be the end.

Xiao Xu suddenly hugged Lin Fangfang into his arms, hugging them so tightly that no one could separate them. His gentle but firm voice rang into Lin Fangfang's ears clearly, "Let's walk together, and we will die together." Do not look back."

How could he not know what Lin Fangfang was worried about? This world is not tolerant. He wanted Lin Fangfang to be safe and sound, but he found that he couldn't let go. Then touch the reverse scale of this world together, and he will not die. let go.

He pressed his forehead against Lin Fangfang's, "Fang Fang, stay with me forever."

No matter what happens in the future, you must be brave—He Wuxiu's voice suddenly sounded in your mind, Lin Fangfang didn't expect this day to come so soon.

He is walking at the crossroads of his life, one side is ordinary and comfortable, and the other side is full of thorns, but at this moment, he is very sober to hear the clamor in his heart.

Lin Fangfang, what are you afraid of? With Xiao Xu accompanying you, what are you afraid of?

He stretched out his hand to respond tightly to Xiao Xu's hug, and stuffed himself into Xiao Xu's arms, crying and laughing, "Why didn't you say it earlier?"

He was almost suffocated these past few days, especially when he saw the girl bring water to Xiao Xu, he wished he could throw the water into the trash can. Thinking about something, Lin Fangfang raised his eyes to look at Xiao Xu, hiccupping Ask, "Are you jealous of me and Wen Wen?"

It's like it's an eyesore when he sees others delivering water to Xiao Xu.

Xiao Xu was startled, his eyes filled with emotions that Lin Fangfang couldn't understand. The next second, he curled his lips and murmured, "Whispering."

Then he lowered his head and accurately found the warm lips under Lin Fangfang's widening eyes.

Lin Fangfang's whole body seemed to be frozen instantly, unable to move at all, he closed his eyes tightly, and passively accepted Xiao Xu's kiss.

He felt that the blood all over his body was rushing to his face. If it was daytime, he would definitely see his face blushing as if it was about to bleed, and the temperature kept rising. Lin Fangfang felt that he was going to burn and melt into Xiao Xu's arms.

Xiao Xu's kissing skills are a bit green, he just relies on his love for Lin Fangfang to absorb the warmth of his body, he pries Lin Fangfang's lips to linger with him, their breaths are entangled in the summer night, lingering, lingering, But can not ignore the enthusiasm.

After the kiss was over, both of them were a little out of breath, Xiao Xu ignored Xia's enthusiasm, and hugged Lin Fangfang against the wall, it was sticky and sweet like glue.

Lin Fangfang was too ashamed to speak, and huddled in Xiao Xu's arms. He could hear Xiao Xu's breathing, brushing against his neck, making his skin pimple.

This romance was broken by the sound of footsteps from far and near, Lin Fangfang was like a child who has done something wrong, clutching Xiao Xu's clothes tightly, asking him for help - it would be terrible if he was seen.

Xiao Xu took his hand, turned around and ran with him, ran around the corner, ran out of the alley, and ran to the street with bright street lights. He was so reckless, as if he wanted to take Lin Fangfang to wander the world.

They ran straight to the intersection of Lin Fangfang's house, and the two stopped running, panting violently.

The street lights were very bright, and at this time they could see each other's expressions, Lin Fangfang was blushing, Xiao Xu was smiling, their eyes collided in the air, and it was difficult to separate.

Xiao Xu pulled Lin Fangfang to his side, his eyes were as soft as the moon, "I'll take you home."

Lin Fangfang pursed his lips and nodded like a chicken pecking rice, with a lingering blush on his face.

The two didn't let go of their hands until they reached the door of Lin Fangfang's house, never feeling reluctant to part with each other.

Lin Fangfang held back his embarrassment and said, "Why don't I take you to the intersection for a ride."

Xiao Xu stretched out his hand to rub his sweaty hair, and chuckled softly, "I'll go by myself."

Lin Fangfang had no choice but to nod in disappointment, and watched Xiao Xu take a few steps, but Xiao Xu suddenly turned his head, walked back in three or two steps, held Lin Fangfang's face, lowered his head and pecked fiercely on Lin Fangfang's lips. Take a sip.

Lin Fangfang was taken aback, this place was too close to his home, it would be terrible if someone saw him, he didn't expect Xiao Xu to be so bold, but at the same time he was a little excited, the sweetness radiated into the air.

He touched the lips kissed by Xiao Xu, the soft touch was hard to ignore, and his face blushed again involuntarily.

Opening the door to go home, Lin Fangfang walked across the living room with a smirk, Father Lin stopped him, "Fang Fang, why is your face so red?"

Lin Fangfang was so frightened that his heart was pounding, he said vaguely, "Ah...Maybe it's too cold and I caught a cold."

He said and walked back to his room in a panic.

Through the door, Mama Lin asked suspiciously, "It's cold? It's summer, are you stupid?"

Lin Fangfang leaned against the door and smiled innocently. He also felt that he might be stupid, otherwise why would the corners of his mouth involuntarily turn upwards? He pursed his lips, reminiscing about the two kisses just now, lowered his head and smiled happily Without talking, the blueprints in my heart are full of two words—Xiao Xu, Xiao Xu...

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