he is little sun

The continuous rain for several days will not flood the city, but it will give this area a gloomy color.

Lin Fangfang opened the umbrella, and the top of the umbrella was soaked by the fine rain. The ground was damp, and the air was fresh and cool.

Yu Sui resigned, and He Wuxiu didn't come to work for several days. Lin Fangfang once went to the place where the two of them lived, but the door was locked and no one was at home.

He didn't know what happened to Yu Sui and He Wuxiu, but the turmoil seemed to dissipate little by little with Yu Sui's compromise, and there were fewer people talking about them in school these days.

They will not be forgotten for a while, but what they get is not a good ending.

When passing by the school convenience store, Lin Fangfang stopped, his eyes fixed on the freezer outside, he walked over involuntarily, the boss came out and asked him what he wanted, he opened the freezer and picked out an ice cream.

A figure approached quietly, covering Lin Fangfang. He looked up, and He Wuxiu looked at him expressionlessly while holding an umbrella. After a few seconds, he forced a smile and called his name, "So skillful."

The ice cream cold made Lin Fangfang's fingers a little stiff. When someone he hadn't seen for a few days appeared in front of him, he was a little stunned, but he also clearly felt that He Wuxiu had become different. Even the blue stubble on his chin was not shaved.

Lin Fangfang's throat suddenly choked, "Mr. He..."

He slowly and comfortingly pushed the ice cream in his hand towards He Wuxiu, hoping to see He Wuxiu regain his previous vitality.

He Wuxiu looked away, forced a smile and said, "Quit, I won't eat in this life."

He used such long-term words in this life, Lin Fangfang's heart trembled, he squeezed the ice cream slightly, and summoned up the courage to ask, "Where is Teacher Yu?"

He Wuxiu lowered his eyes to cover up the darkness in his eyes, and said in a low voice, "He, he has gone back to his hometown."

Lin Fangfang still wants to ask, what about you, won't you follow?

But this sentence was too hurtful, Yu Sui's words seemed to be in his ears that day, and the two had parted ways long ago.

The two walked slowly in the rain. The rain had no intention of stopping, but Lin Fangfang didn't want to go back to the classroom so soon.

"Did you see Xiao Xu?" He Wuxiu asked suddenly.

Lin Fangfang sniffed, "Their teacher delayed the exam."

He Wuxiu nodded in understanding and was speechless for a while.

Walking under the tree, not many students left the school. Lin Fangfang remembered this place. He Wuxiu called him here last year and asked him to keep a secret. Unexpectedly, their secret was made public in just one year. to the public.

The two stopped spontaneously.

He Wuxiu raised his head, looked at the green leaves that were wet by the rain, and when he looked at Lin Fangfang again, his eyes seemed to be wet from the rain and mist. He asked, "Do you think we are wrong too?"

Lin Fangfang's heart tightened when he heard the tone of uncertainty and doubt, and he retorted almost eagerly, "No, no."

He Wuxiu smiled, his eyes were filled with water mist because he was bent up, "Then why wouldn't he be braver."

There is obviously nothing wrong, why should you back down.

Lin Fangfang wanted to defend Yu Sui. He saw Yu Sui's tears that day, and they really wet his face drop by drop. Unwillingness and helplessness were clearly written in those eyes.

This world cannot tolerate them, so what can be done?There are many people who can't bear it.

But Lin Fangfang didn't say anything. He knew that it wasn't Yu Sui who flinched. He just wanted to fight for a better future for He Wuxiu. Imagine that He Wuxiu is still young, so he should take a smoother path.

The young He Wuxiu was fearless enough to face the wind and rain, but Yu Sui had gone through ups and downs, and had long since lost the courage to be brave.

While the rain was still falling, Lin Fangfang stood quietly next to He Wuxiu. The ice cream in his hand melted, and he didn't care at all if his hand was mushy.

"I should go," He Wuxiu took a deep breath, looked down at Lin Fangfang, he didn't smile, but said very sincerely, "As a teacher, I will give you the last sentence, no matter what happens in the future, you must Be brave."

Being brave is easier said than done.

Lin Fangfang almost had difficulty breathing, nodded, and promised, choked up, "I will," he bowed to He Wuxiu, his throat moved, "Goodbye, Mr. He."

When he straightened up again, He Wuxiu's tall back had gone far away, lonely and frustrated, as if the world had crushed his body with a heavy burden, and it was difficult to recover his youthful vigor.

When he comes, he wears fresh clothes and angers the horse, and when he returns, he is depressed and depressed, unable to calm down, and has nothing to find.

Three months later, the stories about Yu Sui and He Wuxiu have been buried in the years, and few people will mention them anymore, but Lin Fangfang will always remember that in his life, these two vivid people once survived. Characters, in the years to come, Lin Fangfang was enlightened. In fact, they taught himself what love is and what courage is, enough to face all ups and downs.

Soon Xiao Xu and Lin Fangfang ushered in the second year of high school. The youth was like the tallest pine tree in the mountains, full of vigor and vitality. Xiao Xu's changes were the most obvious. After breaking through the 1.8-meter mark, he became more calm and restrained. Not like a teenage high school student.

His grades have always been among the best, coupled with his superior appearance, he once became the object of admiration for all the girls in the school. There was an endless stream of love letters, but Xiao Xu never responded once, but such indifference did not dampen the enthusiasm of the girls. Fang and Xiao Xu went to the cafeteria to eat together, and they could still feel those hot gazes.

Compared with Xiao Xu, Lin Fangfang's height stagnated at 1.7 meters [-]. He is not a person who loves sports, so he hugged the ball on the basketball court for a few days, but the effect was really unsatisfactory.

Xiao Xu teased him that he was not tall enough, and Lin Fangfang was so angry that he refused to talk to him for half an hour.

There was a basketball game in the second year of high school, and Xiao Xu was not a pushy person. The classmates in the class approached him several times but rejected him. Later, they still found Lin Fangfang and made Lin Fangfang a lobbyist.

Lin Fangfang refused at first, after all, it was Xiao Xu's private matter and he couldn't handle it, but later he had some selfish desire to see Xiao Xu shine, so he went to beg Xiao Xu.

On the weekend Lin Fangfang went to Xiao Xu's house to play, and while stroking the cat, he speculated about Xiao Xu's mood. Seeing that he seemed to be quite talkative, he hesitated to say something.

Yuanyuan squatted on his body and grunted, Lin Fangfang became restless when he stopped tickling him, so he could only scratch his chin, hesitant to speak.

Xiao Xu turned to look at him helplessly, "Just say what you want."

Lin Fangfang leaned close to him, grinning, "Do you know that I want to talk to you?"

Xiao Xu took Yuanyuan lying on his body to his lap, touched Yuanyuan's smooth cat, and quietly curled his lips, "My eyes are almost glued to me, don't you know."

Lin Fangfang suddenly felt a little shy, coughed lightly, and gave Xiao Xu a hammer, "That's right, I heard there will be a school basketball game in another month?"

Xiao Xu snorted, and stared at him thoughtfully, "They asked you to be a lobbyist?"

Lin Fangfang rubbed his nose and smiled silly, "Don't you like playing basketball? Why don't you participate?"

Tiantian was dissatisfied that Xiao Xu only pampered Yuanyuan, and ran over to rub against Xiao Xu's feet. Xiao Xu had no choice but to put Yuanyuan down as well, and let the two cats go aside to cool off, before returning slowly, "I don't want to compete. .”

Lin Fangfang also shrank his legs onto the sofa, "Why don't you want to, you don't want everyone to see how awesome you are?"

He blurted out the word awesome, Xiao Xu smiled in surprise, and looked at him, "I'm not telling you not to swear."

For a while, the boys in the class kept yelling, Lin Fangfang had learned a lot, and popped out this word in front of Xiao Xu, Xiao Xu later strictly forbade him to say it in front of him, but today Lin Fangfang In order to persuade Xiao Xu, Fang was a little excited, so he couldn't help but said it again.

"It's not a swear word," Lin Fangfang retorted, and then continued the topic, "Would you like to participate, I will definitely watch your competition."

Xiao Xu got up and was about to go upstairs, "No."

"Xiao Xu," Lin Fangfang hurriedly grabbed him, because he was so excited that Xiao Xu was pulled back to the sofa, Lin Fangfang took the opportunity to grab Xiao Xu's hand, "Go, go , when you win the prize, I will treat you to dinner."

Xiao Xu laughed and said, "Just one meal?"

"I promise you whatever else you want." Lin Fangfang boasted.

Xiao Xu looked at him, opened his mouth, but didn't say anything, and shook his head for a while, "I'm afraid you won't agree when the time comes."

"No, I absolutely agree." Seeing hope, Lin Fangfang climbed up the rope, "You are so good at basketball, it would be a pity not to participate in the competition."

Xiao Xu leaned on the sofa, and Lin Fangfang leaned against him. The two were so close that he could feel Lin Fangfang's warmth.

He was silent, with a slight smile on his lips.

Lin Fangfang had no choice but to use his sweet words to attack, "Xiao Xu is the most handsome, and Xiao Xu is the best at playing basketball. When the time comes, you will fascinate the audience and become a man of the school. Everyone will scream for you..."

He praised Xiao Xu to death, even Xiao Xu couldn't listen to it, so he flicked his smooth forehead with his hand, and said with a smile, "It's almost enough."

Lin Fangfang looked at him expectantly, "Then are you going?"

Xiao Xu stretched out his hand and pushed Lin Fangfang's hand that was clinging to his arm, and slowly got up and walked upstairs. Lin Fangfang was slightly stunned, and Xiao Xu said, "It depends on your performance."

He reacted for a while, and followed Xiao Xu swayingly, "So you agreed?"

Xiao Xu opened the door of the room and walked in. Lin Fangfang seldom entered Xiao Xu's room, he hesitated at the door for two seconds, Xiao Xu turned to look at him, "Still coming in?"

He grinned, walked into Xiao Xu's room in a flash, and continued to pester Xiao Xu about the competition.

In the end, Xiao Xu couldn't take it anymore and had to agree—but in fact, he was willing to agree only because it was Lin Fangfang who begged him.

The author has something to say:

Let me smooth it out for everyone.

Why Yu Sui can't bear it? As I said before, he is almost 30 years old, and he must have experienced more things than He Wuxiu who just graduated. He Wuxiu can never turn back, but he can't.

He wants He Wuxiu to have a bright future, instead of being poked in the back like he is now. Yu Sui is braver than He Wuxiu in some respects. He dares to let go of what he can't let go, not cowardly. Just had to compromise with the world.

Although the Internet is very understanding of homosexuality, the reality is not always the same. As long as you pretend to come out to your parents, you will understand why I said this.

As for Yu Sui's saying that he had a girlfriend before, whether he had a girlfriend or not is left to everyone's guess.

I love every character in my pen, and I also want to pursue reality in the virtual.