he is little sun

As soon as Xiao Xu came, Lin's father and Lin's mother welcomed him with the greatest enthusiasm. At the dinner table, Lin's mother kept serving food for Xiao Xu. The ignored Lin Fangfang was like their fake son.

But Lin Fangfang didn't feel angry or jealous. He watched Xiao Xu melt little by little under such enthusiasm. From the rejection a few years ago to the acceptance now, Lin Fangfang knew that Xiao Xu was also slowing down. Slowly working hard, he was able to step out of his own world and feel the bright sunshine outside.

After dinner, Mama Lin went into the room and gave Xiao Xu a red envelope. Xiao Xu hadn't experienced such a scene for many years. He stood there in a daze, and after a long while, he slowly stretched out his hand to accept the bright red envelope.

"Auntie wishes you good grades in the high school entrance examination next year." Mama Lin smiled kindly, which made Xiao Xu a little dazed.

Standing next to him, Lin Fangfang begged for a red envelope from Lin's mother, clasped his hands together, his eyes flickered, "Mom, happy new year, I wish you a young and beautiful life, where is my red envelope?"

Lin Fangfang's mouth seemed to be smeared with honey, Lin Ma couldn't help being amused, she patted Lin Fangfang's outstretched palm with her hand, and said angrily, "Slick tongue," but everyone loves to hear good words, so Lin Ma naturally laughed Dele blossomed, and put the red envelope in Lin Fangfang's palm, "Take it, and you too, get a good grade in the exam."

Father Lin was watching TV on the sofa, looked back and smiled.

Such a pyrotechnic scene made Xiao Xu a little at a loss. He couldn't say good things like Lin Fangfang, and he didn't know what to use to repay the couple who were so kind to him, so he could only dryly squeeze out a word of blessing, "Uncle and aunt, happy new year."

His voice was a little low and sounded calm, but it was sincere.

Father Lin got up and looked out the window. It was snowing heavily outside and the wind was blowing hard. He frowned and turned around, "It's too snowy outside, why don't we stay here tonight."

Xiao Xu was taken aback, Lin Ma was packing up the dishes, and then said, "Yes, I read the weather forecast said that it will be snowy tonight, and it's not safe to go out, Xiao Xu, you and Fang Fang will spend the night here."

Lin Fangfang immediately grabbed Xiao Xu's hand, staring at him, "Stay here, stay here."

Xiao Xu quietly looked at Lin Fangfang's joyful face, curled his fingers unconsciously, trying to refuse, but couldn't resist Lin Fangfang's expectant expression, he was silent for a few seconds, and then nodded lightly.

Lin Fangfang immediately pulled him into the room, "Mom, Xiao Xu agreed, I will take him to the room."

"There are spare quilts in the cabinet, if there are not enough quilts, take them out."

Lin Fangfang pushed open the door, "Got it."

When the two of them went in together, he trotted and jumped onto the bed to lie down, arranged himself in a large character shape, sat up and looked at Xiao Xu again, "A quilt should cover it, I won't kick the quilt."

Seeing Xiao Xu standing a few steps away without speaking, he stroked his hair with his hand, "You don't know how to kick the quilt, do you?"

Xiao Xu shook his head, "No kick."

"That's it, I won't take the quilt," Lin Fangfang sat cross-legged on the bed, "Why don't you come over?"

The floor heating was turned on in the room, Xiao Xu stepped on the ground with bare feet, the warmth seemed to spread from the soles of his feet to his heart, making him feel warm all over.

Lin Fangfang hugged the quilt on his body, and gave half of it to Xiao Xu as soon as he came over, lazily leaning on the bed, talking one after another, maybe it was the Chinese New Year that made him a year older, Lin Fangfang spoke All become profound.

"Xiao Xu, what do you think we will do in the future?"

"do not know."

"Then what do you want to do?" He turned to look at Xiao Xu.

Xiao Xu also looked back at him, pursed his lower lip, and answered as usual, "I don't know."

"Why don't you know anything?" Lin Fangfang knocked his head on the bed, "Actually, I have something on my mind."

Xiao Xu listened quietly.

"After I am admitted to high school, I must study hard, go to a good university, find a good job, and then how can I say, get married and start a career?" Lin Fangfang conceived a bright future, and the corners of his mouth raised a little bit, "We can go to the same school. It doesn’t matter if we don’t work in the same high school, the same university, our children can still make a baby kiss, and we will be good brothers for life.”

In the second half of his life he conceived, Xiao Xu existed in everything.

Xiao Xu's eyes were dim, and he looked at the quilt covering his body a little out of focus. He memorized every word Lin Fangfang said in his heart, but even though Lin Fangfang had him in the future, he didn't care about it. Not satisfied.

Lin Fangfang didn't hear Xiao Xu's words, so he called his name softly. Xiao Xu raised his eyes, and there were emotions in his eyes that Lin Fangfang couldn't understand. Lin Fangfang simply noticed that he didn't seem very happy. Ask cautiously, "Do you not want to live here?"

Besides, he couldn't understand why Xiao Xu was unhappy.

But Xiao Xu frowned slightly, "No."

Lin Fangfang stopped talking, he rolled his lower lip, "Then let's go to sleep."

He slid down, took Xiao Xu's hand and lay down with him. Lin Fangfang's bed was not very big, and it was only covered with a quilt. The two of them were so close that their arms could touch each other. Fang Fang turned sideways, just in time to see Xiao Xu's face.

After turning off the lights, the room was plunged into darkness, Xiao Xu's face was also hidden in the darkness, and Lin Fangfang was completely invisible.

I don't know why, tonight should have been a happy day, but Lin Fangfang felt a little lost for no reason. He could feel that there was something wrong with Xiao Xu's mood. People, there is a touch of sadness.

"Lin Fangfang..."

Xiao Xu's voice suddenly sounded in the darkness, softly, in the soft night.

Lin Fangfang's eyes were particularly bright at night, he didn't know if Xiao Xu was looking at him, so he hummed in a nasal voice.

"Lin Fangfang..."

Xiao Xu called his name again, a little more emphatically than the previous sentence.

Lin Fangfang didn't understand, so he blinked, why didn't he just call his name?

He didn't hear Lin Fangfang's voice, so Xiao Xu called out again, even a little anxiously, "Lin Fangfang..."

Lin Fangfang muttered, "I'm here."

Only then did Xiao Xu give up, he seemed relieved, "Go to sleep, good night."

"Oh..." Lin Fangfang moved his body, "I'm a little cold, can I sleep over to your side?"

In fact, he wasn't cold, but he just wanted to get closer to Xiao Xu. He didn't even understand the reason, but he had already spoken, and he was a little nervous waiting for Xiao Xu's response.

Fortunately, Xiao Xu replied, "Yes."

So he squirmed and slowly shrank to Xiao Xu's side, his restless beating heart calmed down, and he fell asleep next to Xiao Xu not long after.

Hearing the sound of even breathing, Xiao Xu slowly turned his head. He couldn't see anything in the dark, but he could feel the warm body very close to him, but even so, he still didn't feel it was enough—such a long distance Far from what he wanted.

"Lin Fangfang..." He murmured silently and sighed leisurely.

He wants to ask for more, wants to get closer, wants this ray of sunshine to belong to him alone, he seems to be wrong.

Something is being changed day by day, heating up and fermenting, but it is still unpredictable.

Once the winter vacation is over, it’s time for the students in the third and third grades of high school to fight bloody battles. Lin Fangfang is almost wholeheartedly devoted to his studies. Although he is usually playful, as long as he is willing to learn, he will never neglect of.

Once a person devotes himself to something, time flies by like quicksand. March passed in a blink of an eye, and Lin Fangfang, who stepped out of the examination room, still felt as if he had passed away.

Lin's father and Lin's mother specially came to pick him up. Under the scorching sun, parents who came to accompany the exam were everywhere. Lin Fangfang tried his best to find Xiao Xu's figure in the crowd, until he saw the tall figure under the big tree not far from the school gate. , he trotted across the crowd, his brow covered with sweat.

Xiao Xu saw him, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth. Lin Fangfang ran over and stood in front of him, panting, "Xiao Xu, let's go home together."

The sun made everyone's faces rosy, and Xiao Xu's fair skin looked pink, which was very pretty. He lowered his eyes and nodded with a smile.

Because Chen Shi finished the college entrance examination a while ago, and now Lin Fangfang is going to take the high school entrance examination again, so the Lin family and the Chen family had a small meal together.

I haven't seen him for a while, but Chen Shi's energy seems to have improved a lot, his face is not so pale, and he still bends his eyes when he smiles. Over the years, his frail and youthful air has not changed.

After the two families had dinner, the adults chatted in the living room, nothing more than talking about where Chen Shi went to study in university.

Lin Fangfang and Chen Shi entered the room. Lin Fangfang sat on Chen Shi's bed unceremoniously and asked him, "Brother Chen Shi, do you want to stay here or go out?"

He was a little envious of Chen Shi, who had grown into an adult and could decide everything about himself as he wished.

Chen Shi's lips curled up, "Stay here, it's closer to home."

There are also several good universities in this city, and it only takes a few hours to get home. This is a good choice for Chen Shi. Chen Shi has good grades, and Lin Fangfang is not worried that he will not pass the exam.

Lin Fangfang still wanted to ask, but Chen Shi's cell phone on the bedside table rang suddenly, and he inevitably looked along the source of the sound, and saw that the caller ID said Shao Ran.

For a moment, it turned out that Chen Shi was still in contact with Zhang Shaoran.

Chen Shi was already answering the call, as if deliberately avoiding Lin Fangfang, walked to the bedside, his voice was very low, Lin Fangfang could only vaguely hear the words, "Got it, okay, I will wait for the response, But he could see Chen Shi's smiling side face and bent eyes, so he judged that Chen Shi was actually happy when he received the call.

Lin Fangfang thought, the two of them are classmates, so it's okay to call each other, but even so, he still felt that Chen Shi's smile was different from usual, it seemed to be warmer and more dazzling, which made his whole body feel Yeye brightened up, full of vigor.

Although Lin Fangfang felt that Zhang Shaoran's personality was a bit irritable, but if there was one person who could give Chen Shi such a smile, who would it matter?

The author has something to say:

So what, today is my birthday haha ​​^_^

I don’t know if you still remember that I said that I would come for an internship during the summer vacation (it seems that I was telling the truth haha ​​I forgot), and today is the second day of my internship, and the company just has a holiday.

The only friend I knew came home because of the closeness, and I was alone in the room for a day, which can be said to be the most bleak birthday......

But fortunately, there are friends who remember (although we can’t meet each other, it’s just TAT)

I'm a little bit sad, obviously I can go home, but I don't want to come out for an internship. To put it bluntly, I really want to be a flower in the greenhouse for the rest of my life...

I am really not suitable for group life, it is too difficult to get acquainted with strangers, and I even find it difficult to speak (I really envy those who can get acquainted with everyone...)

I don’t have a communication barrier, maybe it’s just a little social fear QAQ

Going on, I feel that I am writing a small composition, everyone just think I am talking nonsense haha.boo~~