Don't go down if you have a kind [Rebirth]

He held my head in his arms like Mrs. Tang and covered it for a long time, and the beating of my heart finally gradually calmed down.I reached out and touched his forehead, snoring and sweating, as if he was the one who couldn't find his way in the nightmare.

I patted him on the back: "Okay, okay, it's okay."

He grabbed my hand, folded me into a ball like folding clothes, stuffed it in his arms, lowered his head and moved his lips to my forehead...

It's so boring.All of a sudden, the old men who are five big and three rough don't know what to do.

Just as he was about to close his eyes and pretend to fall asleep, he suddenly sat up halfway, reached out and brought a bowl of water from somewhere, and said in a hoarse voice, "Drink some water."

When he mentioned this, I really felt very thirsty, so I took two sips of his hand in the dark. I didn't want to feel a bloody smell in my throat as soon as I swallowed it. Spit it all out.

Me: "...I didn't mean to."

He was suddenly "angry" to the point of trembling, as if he had tried his best to restrain himself, and after a while he said with a trembling voice: "It doesn't matter, start again, and take another sip."

I was afraid to spit it out again, so I only took a small sip, pretending to have swallowed it, and pushed the bowl away blindly.Unexpectedly, he suddenly stretched out his hand to touch my throat, and I couldn't help laughing because of being scratched, and my whereabouts were revealed all of a sudden.Although I can't see it, I know his face must be darker than this night...

"Your Majesty, do you need to call Dr. Li?" someone outside asked.

I subconsciously replied: "No..."

"Stop at the inn ahead and tell him to come over," said the nephew.

Me: "...I'm probably okay, but I don't have a good appetite recently, it's not a big deal."

He ignored me, put down the water bowl, swished off his coat with half of its sleeves wet, and tucked himself into the soft quilt with only a single piece of clothing, dragging me down to lie down with his long arms all over his body.

I was probably really starved and skinny from eating one meal for three days. I went to the emperor's nephew who seemed to be equally haggard, and I was shocked to realize that I had shrunk even my belt and flesh at some point. Unlucky words such as "the oil is exhausted and the lamp is dry" are popping up in front of my eyes, I am afraid that my soul will be knocked out by the wheels of the carriage like the person in the story.

Nervously, I pushed aside the seams of the quilt, and looked up to see the curtains of the car fluttered by the wind, revealing a ray of snow-blue sky.The bright moon hangs high, the peaks and ridges stand tall, and the night is like this.

"Let's go to Liangzhou first, and then pass through Xizhou. Spring will probably begin when we go south to Liuzhou," he said suddenly, "When you get better, I'll return the throne to you."

My conscience hurt a little, and I hurriedly said: "No, I didn't blame you, and it's not a good thing. I didn't pay it back... No, I didn't throw it to you because it wasn't a good thing... It was a good thing, I didn't throw it at you...uh..."

I was crying stupidly by myself, and stared at him self-destructively.

His black eyeballs received the light from the sky through the curtains, quiet and gentle: "What other people said is not true, only you and I know. You treat me well and never bully others. I I have never been jealous of you, and what other people do has nothing to do with you. I came so late, it was because I didn’t care about it, and I didn’t think about it for a day... I... Fourteen, I will cut my heart out for you Look, don't want me."

As he spoke, his emotions gradually collapsed, and a cry at the end almost killed me, and the half-sentence that he had to dig out his heart and lungs was even more like a thunderbolt from the sky, and immediately split my brain into a burnt paste Burnt: "I... I didn't. I just planned to go to you after coaxing sister to let me go to Xizhou. You did a good job in Liuzhou to become emperor. On the one hand, you gathered the southern forces, on the other hand Avoid the Qiang people's manipulation. You saved Daxing's lifeline, I thank you before it's too late, why would I want to compete with you for those useless things."

He seemed a little startled, and stared at me holding his breath, with a hint of caution in his eyes.

One cautiously and the other nervously stared at each other for a long while, the wheels ran over something and bumped, and the Ye Mingzhu who had run away from home suddenly showed half of his head from under the pillow, hugging him very blindly. Walk through the darkness between the faces of the two of them that can hide shame and anger.

I finally couldn't help laughing: "...you, you really... oh, you scared me to death."

What kind of love and hatred, what is true and false, what is alive or dead, the world is big, thousands of years, how can there be more indelible square inches and moments than this.

He was probably dumbfounded by my laughter, and he was stunned for a moment, then followed up with a silent smirk, with a soft light of pearls from the corners of his eyes, he tried to raise his hand to touch my face, sniff my breath, and then grabbed my hand , After digging out the scars on the palm of my hand, count my fingers one by one...

I am very sympathetic to this bewildered fool: "Slimmed. Alive. Scarred. Ten of them are all gone."

"I know..." He took my hand and sent it to his face, "But Fourteen, you are like a dummy, a Bodhisattva who has been reincarnated for a long time, and you don't take anything seriously. And I... hope you can take it I mean it."

I lowered my palm to follow the trend and pulled his ears: "True, it's more real than real gold. It makes people think about it day and night, even if they are turned into ashes in life and after death, even if they have a trace of soul consciousness think."

The bewildered fool's ears gradually turned red, and his face was full of emotions, shyness and embarrassment.I suddenly felt that I was very cruel. The sincerity he gave me must be heavier than the one I gave him.

The carriage seemed to have stopped, and I hurriedly helped him find the "none of my shit" mask on the left and the "none of your shit" mask on the right: "So it seems that I think about you day and night, no For the sake of thinking about other things, besides Apunu, what did you give the Qiang people this time when you brought us out? Can you tell me?"

Sure enough, he quickly calmed down, lowered his eyelids and dared not look at me: "There is Apunu, the ransom has been halved, and the Liuzhou mansion can get it, but after getting it, there will be no money, so this trip to Xizhou, I hope I can To resolve the conflict, please ask the uncle to ask the Qiao family to borrow some money."

... My flesh hurts, and I suddenly feel that I am really made of real gold: "Oh, it's too expensive to buy. You can rest assured that the Qiao family is facing a national crisis, so you should contribute. You bring everyone out and place them properly. Give those who come down from the north a sweet reassurance pill, and the group of old officials in the capital of Xizhou will be calmed down. I will make up a Zen imperial edict. Alas, I actually wanted to write an edict before, but I thought it was unlucky. With Wuyou... don't look at me like this, there is nothing unlucky to write now, I will not die, I will be the Supreme Emperor for decades, as long as His Majesty can tolerate me... um."

He suddenly picked up something with his backhand and sent it to my mouth.I suddenly swallowed it. It seemed to be a cake the size of a fingernail, and it still tasted like sweet-scented osmanthus.

"Is it delicious?" He looked eager, with a trace of tension hidden in his eyes.

As the saying goes, listening to the six directions and seeing all directions, this kid turned out to be prepared and waited for the opportunity. Not only did he speak to the point, but he was also able to serve me tea and water with ease.I obviously underestimated him.I couldn't help but secretly reassessed my rank, and tried to fight back: "It's not bad, I haven't tasted it, so feed me another one."

He pretended to be deaf and forcibly changed the subject: "Well, later, officials from Liangzhou Prefecture and local scholars will greet you. Some people are full of gossips and don't understand the truth. Don't show up. I'll deal with it."

I didn't care about it, so I pretended to agree: "Well. Oh, so Jule let us out just like that? With your current status, you can go out to the enemy camp in person and still escape unscathed?"

"It's not easy," he considered. "We have to fight first, and then we can talk about peace when we can speak hard. It took half a year to get this moment of peace. But it's not enough. Those people in Liuzhou don't I would like to have conflicts with the Northern Qiang again, and I don’t want to redeem people from Zhu Le, and I...don’t even dare to speak.”

I understand very well: "I know, if you follow your temper, those people in Liuzhou will be the first to kick you. If you are kicked off the stage, Zhu Le is happy to see it happen. If you don't get kicked off the stage, Zhu Le will make it happen I have caught your weakness. At this juncture, the monarch and his ministers are united, and death is not far away. At the beginning, I was afraid that you would not be able to defeat the King of Yue. Later, I was afraid that you would not be willing to be ordered to stir up this ruined country. After knowing that you became the emperor, I was worried about you. If you can't hold your posture, you are afraid in the end...I am afraid that you can really hold your posture. Hey, it was all just worrying about it, Shigeru has grown up."

While I was talking, he stroked my back through a layer of thin clothes: "How do you feel? Do you still want to vomit?"

His behavior made my "worried" posture very unconvincing.But I can only get used to him: "It's okay, it's all because the Qiang people's crappy doctor is useless, just ask our reliable doctor to prescribe a few medicines for a while. I will give it to the adults who came out together. Take a look..."

"Your Majesty," a person outside said in a low voice, "Masters of the Qingzhou Mansion have been waiting for you for a long time."

"Understood." The emperor's nephew's voice suddenly turned cold, while pulling me up, he grabbed a thick robe and wrapped it around me, "Let them wait a little longer. Fourteen, I'll help you."

"Don't," I hurriedly refused, "I'm busy with you, I'll find the doctor to get the medicine first, and then I'll go find you."

When I got out of the carriage, I saw the snow and the moon shining brightly together, and the world was cold.Facing the peaks and peaks like clusters, like spears and halberds, the post house beside the vast ancient road is small and dilapidated. There are three palm-sized rooms in total. Liangzhou magistrates, one room gathered Li Mingchong Qian Yanzi and other poor little ones who had just escaped from death, but the last room was relaxed. There were only a few attendants standing inside and outside the door. The medicine box came forward to greet me: "The old minister pays homage to His Majesty... Your Majesty! Greetings to Your Majesty."

I quickly helped him up: "It's great that you're still alive."

The imperial nephew tied the hatband on my chin: "Then I'll be next door, call me whenever you feel uncomfortable."

"Okay, just a few steps away, what hat to wear." Countless pairs of eyes stared at me, I grabbed Li Yu and ran away.

But it seems that "running" is not great.Li Yu looked frightened, and he shook his hands to help me with the medicine box.When he entered the room, Dr. Li was almost torn apart: "Your Majesty! How...how could you..."

My heart raised my throat: "...Don't call me Your Majesty. But you have to listen to me first on this matter. I will take as many medicines as you want. You can't hide from me what's really going on. But if you feel bad, don't Let’s talk in front of the person next door.”

Li Yusi kowtowed in tears: "My minister, I will definitely do my best!"

I was very flustered by Dr. Li's remarks. I have never asked myself that I am a generous and free-spirited person, and I have never been more greedy for life and afraid of death than I am now.There seemed to be residual warmth from the inadvertent touch of the nephew's fingertips on the chin, and the eyes involuntarily turned to the next wall.

The sound insulation is not good, only a loud voice can be heard saying: "It's fine for the living to spend money to redeem it, but where can the dead get money to redeem it? When the Qiang invaded the customs, they were the ones who were defeated, and finally the capital was not saved!" There is no one in the Zheng family. It is Your Majesty who earned a short respite in Liuzhou after nine deaths. Daxing is not a Daxing family. Zhao Shuo, Wei Pei and others in Xizhou even ignored the overall situation and embraced those women and children to oppose you! Your Majesty does not count the merits After all the grievances and enmities, meeting Jule in person, dealing with everything, and finally redeeming them, how do they comment on His Majesty?"

I don't know if the neighbor next door heard this.There was a long silence, only to hear the emperor's nephew said lightly: "Have you finished? Finished the next one."

No one speaks.

"If everything is finished..." The emperor's nephew's voice was not loud, even deliberately lowered, but when everyone held their breath and raised their ears, they could still hear it very clearly, "Zhou Yi, Wang Duo, and their respective counterparts Officials exchanged fish talismans. Huang Zhong immediately abolished his military registration, and his subordinates were assigned to General Song Fei's new barracks. As for Zhang Fuyin, you were originally an official in the capital. When the emperor needed to transfer Li Mingchong back to Beijing for some reason, you chose left and right. I circled you from the half-foot-long list, and I had high hopes on you, but now it seems that you are not worth his nights of thinking about you."

Uh, I even appointed such a white-eyed wolf.

"Everyone, some of you feel that the loss of Beiguan, the fall of Kyoto, and the capture of the five prefectures are disadvantages for the armies. Do you feel that you are stronger than them in such a different place?" The imperial nephew looked serious, as if he was a different person , although not stern, but neither fast nor slow, every word and every word is quite majestic, "Liangzhou, but it has a'geographical advantage'. But if there is no bloody battle for the army on the North Road, if it is not for the defenders in Kyoto to fight to the end, Liangzhou Do you think these broken mountains in Zhouzhou can stop the three northern Qiang cavalry?"

The white-eyed wolf Zhang Fuyin—that is, the loud voice from before, probably didn't listen well, and was so scared that he peed his pants: "Minister, I don't mean that, Your Majesty... Your Majesty..."

The emperor's nephew didn't seem to want to listen to him: "When those soldiers rushed to the battlefield without looking back, they must have never hesitated in their hearts. They were generous and uncomplaining during the deadly battle, but they didn't want to go to Huangquan Road. They were so disappointed. They desperately guarded , It’s just such a group of trash who only know how to make money.”

...I can almost hear the scum swallowing nervously.

The emperor's nephew is really stricter than me.

"Some of you saw that I was proclaiming emperor in the south, and moved your mind. When the northern army was passing through the border, you asked General Zhao Shuo to hand over his military power to the Ping'an camp, and took his military amulet by force, and let him go to Xizhou alone to meet the empress dowager." His Highness, grand nephew and grand nephew," the nephew continued with a sneer, "General Zhao once accompanied the emperor to read, and I know what you want to do. But when General Zhao saw me, he didn't mention what you did. He personally went on a mission, and when he saw his grandfather who had been gnawed to the bone by animals, he did not ask the court for a copper coin to redeem him."