Five years of broken mirror, three years of reunion

Sui said, "If there is even the slightest deviation, I can't sit here with you now."

"Yes." Yu Fei turned his hand over, wrapped his own hand around him, and rubbed the back of his bandaged hand with his thumb.He felt that Wei Qiusui's action might be out of fear and confirmation, and then he wanted to tell the other party his own existence in his own way, "So you should at least kneel down and kowtow to me, and say, am I your lucky star? Um?"

Wei Qiusui was amused by his words, his eyebrows and eyes slightly bent: "Yes."

Yu Fei laughed out loud, let go of his hand, and prepared to clink a glass with him.As soon as he retracted it, Wei Qiusui's hand came up again, and this time he grasped it harder and tighter, Yu Fei felt his hand hurt.

"Yu Fei." Wei Qiusui looked at him deeply, "I love you, I'm really afraid of losing you."

65.【65】

Yu Fei froze in place, a sip of wine poured out from the corner of his mouth in a very foolish way.

When it was about to flow down to his chin, Yu Fei hurriedly wiped the red wine from his mouth and coughed twice.

During the nine years he knew Wei Qiusui, he rarely heard Wei Qiusui say the word "love".The two of them sometimes make long-distance love calls, and Yu Fei calls Wei Qiusui to kiss him on the phone, saying that he misses him and wants to see him, but Wei Qiusui only responds with "um".

Tell him at most, I miss you too.

For Wei Qiusui, the word love is something that cannot be said casually.

Hearing Wei Qiusui say the word "I love you", Yu Fei's first reaction was: "Did Team Zeng assign you some mission! Are you leaving?"

Wei Qiusui withdrew his hand, picked up a fork to eat, and looked a little helpless: "Why do you say that?"

"..." Yu Fei looked around suspiciously, then turned to look at him again, "Really? Is it true that you have some mission? It's really sudden... Confession from the bottom of my heart? It sounds like a flag no matter what."

Wei Qiusui paused, raised his eyelids to look at him, and lowered them again.

Except for the candlelight, the romantic atmosphere disappeared for a while.Yu Fei wiped his mouth and thought, it seems that he is indeed suspicious.

"Wei Qiusui." Yu Fei immediately said softly, "Say it again for me."

Wei Qiusui remained silent, using his single hand to put the steak that had been dismembered by the waiter into his mouth.

"Are you angry?" Yu Fei looked at the eyelids he raised just now, clearly there was an indescribable... grievance?

He suddenly felt that it was not easy for Wei Qiusui, so he reached out to the table and grabbed his cuff and shook it, as if flattering him, he said, "Wei Qiusui, Wei Qiusui? Sui Sui? Don't be angry, tell me again." chant."

Wei Qiusui seemed to have made up his mind not to talk, and raised his eyes and said, "Sit down, the food is served."

The waiter served the food and was about to cut it into pieces for Wei Qiusui, who was handicapped. Seeing this, Yu Fei said, "Hey, I'll do it!"

After he finished speaking, he stood up slightly, divided the dish in front of him into small portions with one knife at a time, and at the same time used a fork to fork the dish onto his plate.

"Sit down." Wei Qiusui blocked it with his hand, raised his chin at Yu Fei's plate, "Eat."

"No trouble." Yu Fei sat down and put his hands on the table, "Don't be angry."

"I'm not angry." Wei Qiusui couldn't hold him back, raised his hand and took a sip from his glass, "...I just wanted to tell you this."

"Then I'll pay you back." Yu Fei sat up straight and said solemnly, "I love you too."

Maybe it was because he was really happy. Yu Fei drank a little too much this meal, so he was not drunk.

"Bleeding." Yu Fei walked side by side with him, and his shoulders collided with his shoulders from time to time. Wei Qiusui was afraid that he would walk in a daze and not look at the road, so when he reached the side of the road, he held his shoulders steady Steady.

Yu Fei suddenly raised his head and kissed him on the cheek.

Wei Qiusui lowered his eyes and tightened his hands slightly: "Don't move."

"Yeah." Yu Fei smiled and stood up straight.

Wei Qiusui looked at the side of the road for a while, and was about to take a taxi back. Yu Fei stomped his feet on the spot and looked at his shoes: "I found that I have indeed grown taller. I didn't want to raise my head and kiss you before. It didn't take so much effort. "

"Why don't you call me elder brother?" Wei Qiusui said suddenly.

"Huh?" Yu Fei was stunned for a moment, then raised his head, "Do you like to hear my name? Brother...Brother?"

"..." Wei Qiusui picked up a cigarette, and let out a smirk from his nose, "Stupid or not."

……

It's ten o'clock when I get home.

Wei Qiusui opened the door and let Yu Fei in sideways. After entering the room, Yu Fei kicked off his shoes and did not take two steps when he felt him hugging him tightly from behind.

His mouth was close to his ear, breathing softly.The room was very dark, the lights were not turned on, there was only a circle of light from street lamps, the sound of the clock ticking, the slight rapid breathing of the two, and Wei Qiusui's tightly hugging arms.

"What's wrong with you today..." Yu Fei leaned on his shoulder, his back was pressed against his chest, "You don't look like you anymore."

"Really." Wei Qiusui rubbed his neck, "I don't know, I just want to hug you."

Yu Fei turned over and pushed Wei Qiusui against the door.Wei Qiusui looked down at him, Yu Fei's head was on his shoulder, and his arms were wrapped around his waist.

"I'm here." Yu Fei said angrily, "You're still alive, I'm still alive, your injury will heal soon...I promise to reconcile, my parents like you very much, we won't be together because of each other. Leave, the point is... I love you too." He murmured, "I love you, love you very much, I will never part with you again. We will make up for the lost days, and we will start again... …we start anew, and death will separate us."

"Death will not." Wei Qiusui took a deep breath, the arms and neck that hugged him were trembling slightly, as if he was trying to restrain his emotions, "Yu Fei, I'm starting to be scared to death..."

"What the hell! We'll all live well!" Yu Fei patted him on the back, and pressed him against the door to breathe lightly, "Wei Qiusui, I really want to make/love you right now."

Looking closer, Wei Qiusu's eyes were red, he held his head somewhat roughly, and lowered his head to pry his lips open.

……

Wei Qiusui looked like a leopard that was eating a bit, the last time he experienced such a ferocious fight probably dates back to the time Wei Qiusui got drunk before the New Year.

Of course, Yu Fei was sober the whole time that time, but Wei Qiusui was not necessarily sober.

Today, both of them have an incomparably clear sense and memory.When the two hormone-filled bodies collided, sweat flowed profusely.

After Yu Fei went to clean up, it was almost dawn.Wei Qiusui's hands couldn't get wet, and it was difficult to take a bath, so he struggled for a while.

He and Wei Qiusui fell on the bed exhaustedly, leaning on Wei Qiusui's body, watching the whiteness rising outside the window, and touching Wei Qiusui's face again and again.From his high arched browbones, to his straight nose bridge, to his thin lips.But Wei Qiusui had fallen asleep breathing evenly.

He has been confirming himself all night, just like Wei Qiusui said, he suddenly began to be afraid of death.

He may not know what Wei Qiusui went through before he was infinitely close to death, but he felt Wei Qiusui confirming himself over and over again, whether it was verbal or physical, it was rare to see Wei Qiu who was so insecure and took off his guard Yu Fei is actually happy and worried.

Just like what Wei Qiusui once told him, I hope he will think it over before responding.

It has been nine years since he first met Wei Qiusui, but he knows too little about Wei Qiusui, and Wei Qiusui knows him too little.I always complained that the other party didn't give me enough and didn't love me deeply enough, but in the end I found that this kind of feeling had already been deeply buried in their mutual heartbeats.

What Yu Fei was thinking at this time last year, he doesn't quite remember.

But he must remember that there were several times in the middle of the night, like this moment, when he was lying on the bed with no one around him, he suddenly thought that one day in the future he might never meet Wei Qiusui again, they After all the life trajectories disappeared in a straight line on the parallel roads, the feeling of not wanting to cry or laugh was swallowed up by the suffocation that suddenly emerged from the bottom of my heart.

Thinking of this, he immediately turned over and hugged Wei Qiusui, and hit Wei Qiusui hard on the chest with his hand.

"..." Wei Qiusui coughed, turned over and hugged him in his arms, and said in a daze, "Sleep."

……

The two of them slept until noon before getting up to wash and eat.Today is a day off. Although every day is a day off for the unemployed youth, it is another rare holiday for Wei Qiusui.

"The thing you mentioned about entering the police force..." Yu Fei brushed his teeth with his bird's nest head fixed. While brushing, he looked at Wei Qiusui, who had finished washing and was shaving with his upper body naked. The bandages on his hands had already been changed by himself. up.

He looked at his body, and suddenly changed the topic: "...Are you cold, bro, do you know what temperature it is now!?"

"The floor is warm." Wei Qiusui said.

"The floor heating makes me cold too?!" Yu Fei looked down at the cotton coral fleece pajamas she was wearing, which was found out of Wei Qiusui's closet. The traces seem inexplicable... Cough.

Wei Qiusui shaved his beard: "I'm not cold."

"It's true that you have become a master of fire." Yu Fei gave him a thumbs up and continued his topic, "I mentioned the matter of joining the police force before, and I want to say..."

"..." Wei Qiusui suddenly looked back at him nervously, with his hands on his face.

Yu Fei pointed to the back of his hand: "...put down the razor."

"Do you want to come?" Wei Qiusui asked.

"Well, after thinking about it, I think I still want to