beautiful professor non-human

The trembling voice indicated that he was smiling, but the smile that rose from the corners of his lips was far from reaching his eyes, Xu Baiyan could imagine that he smiled indifferently and alienated, like a distant god.

Du Yunjian said: "It's just between friends, I saved you out of morality, so don't take it to heart." He said a few words lightly, but the temperature of the strong noon sun faded instantly, and Xu Baiyan even felt a little cold on his body.

"Also," the other end of the phone cleared his throat, "thank you for taking care of me these days, summer vacation is coming soon, and I will be away from home due to business in the near future. If there is nothing important, you don't have to come to my house."

"Oh." The energy in Xu Baiyan's heart was suddenly exhausted, and the words he wanted to say suddenly and suddenly were stuck in his throat for a while, he just simply said "oh", and he couldn't come up with anything else. That's right.

The other end of the phone hung up quickly, as if he didn't want to talk to him any more. The man in front of the gate, who had been stunned for a long time, finally put down the cell phone stuck to his ear with sore hands, which was far from full of pride when he came.

When Xu Baiyan's figure gradually faded away, there was almost only a dark white spot left. Behind the floor-to-ceiling windows in the villa, the tightly drawn beige curtains were quietly lifted up, revealing a pair of faintly glistening eyes, staring closely at that The distant back, the eyes are so complicated that it is difficult to describe.

The man was holding a book in his hand, without a fancy cover, he just wrote the title of the book with a pen on the front volume: "Old Interstellar City 4", the pressure between his fingers gradually increased until it was as big as a green onion, and his fingers turned red. A few sharp nail prints were deeply imprinted on the pages of the book.

After a long time, the closed door creaked open from the inside, and a young man with his shirt casually rolled up to the cuffs came out with heavy steps, stagnating in the dark shadow beside the mailbox.

He turned slightly sideways, his long and narrow eyes were facing the slender slit of the mailbox barrel, where a card with exquisite patterns was stuck.

It's a ticket to a musical, at the end of July.

☆, good-for-nothing

When I first met Du Yunjian, with Xu Qiufang on my back, Xu Baiyan quietly added the professor's WeChat.

It is completely different from the modern young people who put everything on it. The professor's WeChat has almost no content. Except for a few forwarding papers and reports of Jiang University's research on biological science and alien biology, it is cleaner than Xu Baiyan's wallet.

Xu Baiyan was also bored before going to bed, and after looking through it for a long time, he finally found a piece of information with a slightly different style of painting.

“Musical, good (like it, like it)”

This tone... is almost like an old man, and there are two thumbs behind this sentence.

Contradicting with the appearance of the elite of his era, there is actually an inexplicable match, which made Xu Baiyan, who was lying on the bed spying, couldn't hold back for a while, and chuckled softly.

But is he interested in musicals?In the dark night, the white light emitted by the mobile phone was a bit dazzling, Xu Baiyan's hand holding the mobile phone was casually slumped on the quilt, but his eyes were gurgling in the dark night.

Xu Baiyan didn't know much about musicals. He only vaguely saw musical actors on TV variety shows, and they were indeed... very handsome.

Half a month later, there was an accident where a flowerpot fell from a building. Xu Baiyan thought about what he should do to express his feelings, and then he thought of the musical in the professor's circle of friends.

Professor Du is rich and beautiful, he lacks everything, and he doesn't understand the professional field, and only musical theater is the only thing he can barely touch.

He didn't hesitate to spend a lot of money to buy an excellent location for a recent musical, which seems to mean that the money is just for the beauty.

Xu Baiyan couldn't concentrate on thinking about the scene when he and the professor were sitting side by side watching the drama.

In the dark auditorium, the ambiguous and beautiful pink air surrounded them, surrounded by loud cheers.

In the midst of cheers and shouts, Xu Baiyan stretched out his hand to probe, and kissed the professor's slightly cold lips at a moment of stagnation in time, feeling his messy nose and surprised eyes scattered on his face...

Imagination is always beautiful, as if many star-chasing girls have already named their idols and their own children, Xu Baiyan, who is blindfolded by love, has even thought about what he wants to say after the kiss.

In his dream, a beam of white light as brilliant as the Milky Way shone on them. He leaned slightly towards the professor, leaned his head on the professor's neck, and sniffed his slightly opened clothes. There is no fragrance.

In his frightened eyes, he smiled and bit his ear.

Xu Baiyan said: If your eyes are more gentle, the moon will melt, and so will I.

The ice crystals in the professor's eyes suddenly melted, and he smiled softly back, but it was so beautiful that the flowers of the whole summer bloomed...

"Doctor Xu, Doctor Xu?"

A few confused calls came from the side of his ear, and Xu Baiyan was suddenly pulled back from his dream. He blinked and looked at the little nurse holding a large stack of documents in front of him in a daze.

"You have been standing at the door of the emergency room for 10 minutes. Why, do you know the patient inside?"

The little nurse who was on duty at the nurse's station didn't care when he saw Xu Baiyan walking over, but later saw that he stood in the emergency room for a long time without moving, his eyes staring at the empty seat ecstatically, and was stunned by several people rubbing against him The shape is shaking, and it is still the same.

"Ah, no," Xu Baiyan twitched the corners of his mouth in embarrassment, waved his hands indiscriminately to cover up, and went straight to the other end of the corridor with the ward round record, leaving only the little nurse frowning slightly looking at his back, Confused.

On weekdays, he is warm and active, with a bright smile, and the handsome and lovely Dr. Xu has always been the object of nurses to adjust their boring lives. His pair of peach eyes and smiles are dazzling, and there have been nurses who were so fascinated that they directly chased after people boldly. .

But in the past week, he always looked absent-minded, his eyes were dull, his eyes were black and blue, and he seemed to have something on his mind that he couldn't let go of.

The person who has always been diligent and diligent, known as the rising star of cardiothoracic surgery, was scolded by the department director for a long time yesterday because he was distracted during a meeting...

Could it be that there is a patient who is in trouble, or is there something going on at home?The little nurse looked up at the emergency room light which was showing a red light, intending to discuss it with the little sister in her spare time, then shook her head and returned to the nurse's station.

Xu Baiyan hurriedly escaped from the nurse's sight, leaned against the corner of the stairs and sighed carefully. He also knew that he was not in the right state recently, because of Du Yun's remonstrance, and not only because of Du Yun's remonstrance.

It was so easy to want to show him his true heart, but before he could say a lot of things he wanted to say, he easily blocked him back with one sentence, saying that he was not sad would be a lie.

Although they had known each other for only one month, Xu Baiyan realized that he might not get better. He missed him when he was awake, missed him when he was dreaming, missed him when he was eating, and thought about him when he was hungry. Occasionally, when I feel anxious and feel that I am worthless, I wish I could get him out of my heart, but after a while, I will continue to think about him.

Not only because of him, but also for other additional reasons.

Xu Baiyan felt that he might have provoked some evil spirits, and that he was not worthy of happiness in this life.

When I was in college, I was lucky enough to meet someone who was infatuated in my heart and eyes, but because I didn't dare to confess, I watched him marry a wife and have children on a smooth road; after so many years, I finally fell in love with someone again, thinking that I could get rid of being single for ten thousand years, the first time in this life A bold confession was flatly rejected...

But he is almost in his third year, past the age when he will die or live because of love, at worst, he will be alone for the rest of his life... There is nothing to be sad about, but it is a pity that he has not yet retrieved "Old Interstellar City 4" from the professor... ...But for a month, basically nothing crossing the border has happened yet, so it's easy to forget...

Xu Baiyan returned to the ward, and through the transparent viewing window on the closed door, he saw the woman lying on the hospital bed by the window.With haggard brows and eyes but still gentle and humble, it is Lian Xiao's wife Du Cheng.

A week ago, I didn't go to Cheng Lianxiao's child's full moon banquet because I met my parents' house. I never expected to meet here.

Because of the heavy pressure on the heart of the pregnant child, and the fatigue of taking care of the child all day, the woman was admitted to the Department of Cardiac Surgery of Jiangning City Hospital as soon as she collapsed, and became his patient.

At this moment, Lian Xiao is sitting in front of the hospital bed and talking to Du Cheng, the pressure of work and life and the newborn child are all weighing on him, Lian Xiao's powerful workplace is dragged down by his acne-prone skin, but He looked at Du Cheng with love in his eyes, and he kept dancing while talking and laughing, just like a naive male high school student who is desperately trying to make his girlfriend laugh.

Seeing his appearance, Xu Baiyan suddenly smiled with emotion.

After meeting for the first time at the playground, they became roommates in a dormitory by chance. He learned that Lian Xiao broke up with him not long after they parted, and now both of them became happy single dogs.

The two of them played ball together on the court in the middle of the night, writhed in the swimming pool filled with the afterglow of the sunset, scratched their ears and pushed each other when they finished their research; Sleeping shiveringly in the same sleeping bag, wandering around the commercial street in the deserted early morning after eating hot pot until the first ray of sunshine falls on the shoulders in the morning...

Xu Baiyan's arousal from the first time he saw him gradually turned into real emotion in the contact and communication again and again. The ignorant young man got really emotional for the first time and got out of control. The man who slept in the bed opposite him.

He changed underwear for the hangover Lian Xiao. Lian Xiao had a fever of [-] degrees late at night and couldn't get out of bed. He carried him all the way to the emergency room of the hospital. His classmates joked that wherever Lian Xiao was, he would be there... ...The whole world knows that Xu Baiyan likes to laugh repeatedly, but Xu Baiyan dare not say it himself.

His only most daring act was that after losing a game, he called Lian Xiao, who was number one in the address book, and said "I love you". lie.

At that time, he smiled exaggeratedly, covering up his almost uncontrollable emotions with his smile in a panic.

Lian Xiao is meaningless to him, he knows, but he hopes to impress him one day with his persistence, he can always see himself.But until Lian Xiao excitedly told him that he had a girlfriend, he didn't know that there was another boy who humbled him.

Lian Xiao finally gave him the answer, and took away three years of his time and heart by the way.Xu Baiyan didn't complain and smiled, after all, he had never told him bluntly.

My own brother actually wanted to fuck him, if Lian Xiao found out, maybe he would turn around and beat him up.

I haven't been in love for so many years. It's not because I still love Lianxiao. It's because I can't find the feeling that my eyes are all alone. It's meaningless to fall in love without distraction.

But most of the people who know about it just think that he has been stuck in the past, and whenever he is with Lian Xiao, he will show uneasiness and apprehension, as if he is afraid that he will be stimulated to do something bad, which is true. Xu Baiyan was a little helpless.

He pursed his lips and pushed open the door, a creak suddenly interrupted the intimacy of the young couple, Lian Xiao slightly turned to look at the door, saw that it was Xu Baiyan, Lian Xiao patted his wife's hand, and stood up to greet him with a smile.

Xu Baiyan slowly withdrew his eyes from their close hands and sweet eyes, and then fell on the man who was walking towards him.

"At first I thought I could catch up with you and your brothers at the banquet and have a good drink, but I didn't expect it to be such a coincidence that you didn't come." Lian Xiao said with a slightly pursed mouth and stepped forward to hug her, then turned to follow The wife squeaked and pulled Xu Baiyan out of the ward.

Although there are not many intersections in work and life, they have lived together for a few years anyway, and they can find some common language in casual chats. After chatting a few words and laughing, they want to hold a wine party to make up for the failed gathering.

Xu Baiyan naturally refused repeatedly. After all, he was his former sweetheart. Except for some necessary occasions, he didn't want to disturb their lives: "You are under a lot of pressure now, don't think about these things. I am also very busy recently. Yes, let’s find time to get together later.”

Lian Xiao nodded after listening to it, and after a while he looked back at his wife in the ward through the visiting window, and when he looked at Xu Baiyan again, he suddenly raised his eyes with a smirk, his words were full of ambiguity and gossip:

"You see, I have both a wife and a child now. Why haven't I heard from you for so many years? Is there any movement from you? How about I ask my wife to introduce you to a sister?"

Even when he smiled and spoke, his eyebrows were raised, and he laughed jokingly. Even the fine lines around his eyes and forehead became more obvious. In Xu Baiyan's eyes, the man who had always been covered by the filter of time suddenly became a former man at this moment. The most realistic appearance in the lens, inexplicably greasy and more real...

Xu Baiyan laughed instantly, "Let's leave those little sisters to other single old bachelors, brother, I can live a chic life by myself!"

After saying that, an inexplicable sense of sadness surged up, making him a little out of breath.

After chatting a few words about Du Cheng's condition, after Lian Xiao turned around and returned to the ward, Xu Baiyan stood at the door for a long time.

After a long while, I took out my phone and pressed the lock screen, and what caught my eye was still the candid photo taken by the professor set up a month ago. Now the little mole and the faint pear dimple on the corner of the lip are so beautiful, but the appearance of the blurred picture is not inferior at all Yu Mingxing has refined his skills, and his eyebrows and eyes are curved, which makes people's hearts drunk.

Dr. Xu frowned slightly and seemed a little impatient. He pressed the photo and clicked to delete it, but he remained silent for a long time before pressing and deleting it with his fingers.

The exclamation of the patient's family members came from behind, Xu Baiyan's eyes flashed, and he finally deleted it decisively, threw the phone into his trouser pocket and walked over.

☆、Xu Qiufang's plan

The early morning twilight came in through the cracks in the curtains, and the man on the bed shrank suddenly, and the next second he woke up from his dream with sweat on his brow and panting heavily, staring at the ceiling in a dazed and dull manner.

Du Yunjian has recently dreamed of Xiang Xiaoyuan more and more frequently. I don't know if it's because the trip to the earth is finally coming to an end, or...

In the dream, she was still the same as before, with fluffy and beautiful black hair, cute smile with crooked eyebrows, and a sweet and funny voice.In her memory, she always opened her eyes wide with a smile and called him "A Jian, A Jian"...

She smiled like a ray of light, Xu Baiyan really looked like her.

The same little angel and little sun broke into his life, causing ripples in his quiet heart like stagnant water, and he was at a loss as to what to do.

The text message received in the phone a few days ago has not been opened, but the content is nothing more than the progress notice of the alien biology research exhibition he applied for in June. Once the exhibition date and location are determined...

He didn't dare to respond to Xu Baiyan because he was about to leave this planet forever, and also because his feelings for Xu Baiyan might not be as pure as Xu Baiyan wanted.

When the clock pointed to 07:30, the chickens in the yard immediately neighed loudly, like a natural timed alarm clock.

Du Yunjian went to the pet shop to pick up the chicken as soon as he got better, grabbed the chicken and sprinkled some ingredients into the food bowl, leaned on the door and watched the little red chicken head pecking and eating vigorously, feeling depressed After many days, my mood was inexplicably better.

Speaking of the first discovery of this species, Du Yunjian escaped from the hospital for the first time many years ago, and strayed into a chicken coop in a vegetable farm next door. When people care about it, they squat into a small shed in the circle, and curl up carefully holding their breath.

Then he found the chicken.

The foul-smelling feces and feathers were flying around in the pen, and the environment was really harsh, but Du Yunjian discovered a creature that he had never seen in his home planet in his life.

All around are this kind of creatures with bright red and soft feathers mixed with emerald green and jet black. Their voices are bright and clear. When they sing, their necks are raised high, outlining extremely beautiful lines.

The haughty arrogance between the corners of the eyes and the brows made Du Yunjian unable to hold back his surprise and longing, so he subconsciously stretched out his hand.

In the next second, the embracing hand was abruptly held down by the yelling aunt at the side.

"Sir, do you want to buy a chicken?" The aunt pulled him out of the chicken pen shed, and she was a little confused when she saw that he was wearing a hospital gown and his whereabouts were strange.

"chicken?"

It was the first time for Du Yunjian to know the name of this kind of creature. As a biological researcher, he pronounced this sound curiously like a cat drawing a tiger. He couldn't write this word, but he thought it had a good charm after chewing it for a while.

Then he was kicked out because he didn't buy chickens and sneaked into the chicken coop. After that, he squatted under the bridge hole for a few days, and was sneaked back home by Xiang Xiaoyuan, and never returned to that hellish place. place.

When he was with Xiang Xiaoyuan, he proposed to buy chickens to feed, but was ruthlessly rejected.Later, after he regained his celibacy, he immediately went to buy one, but the neighbor stewed it and ate it.He finally understood that on Earth, this kind of creature is just a low-end species that exists as human food, and he was still depressed for a long time.

Many years later, when he passed by the market, he suddenly found this chicken again. Among the chickens with gray faces and dull eyes, its clever little eyes and the elegant neck that was almost no less than a work of art Its lines, beautifully oiled tail feathers and song are simply mesmerizing.

Heartbroken, Du Yunjian bought it just before it was slaughtered.

This chicken is like his companion in Du Yunjian's heart. He knows that it has a different soul. Although it looks the same as the chickens around it, its thinking is different, just like him who strayed into the earth. , They are all just outsiders who look like everyone else.

After contacting the cleaning staff to do the daily cleaning, Du Yunjian took the computer to school and went to work. There are two weeks before the summer vacation. Except for the last few courses, the most important ones are the conclusions of various meetings and experiments. He is very busy. .

Fortunately, he has already arranged the itinerary for the summer vacation. He will go to Yunjing Mountain in the southwest to eat fast and climb rocks.

As for the ticket to the musical... Let's talk about it later, Du Yunjian found that he was a little unwilling to just throw it away, and he couldn't help but throw it away because of the broken look.

After finishing the class step by step according to the textbook, when the get out of class bell rang, the students all came out in a file. Du Yunjian was packing up the lesson plans and the computer on the desk table. From the corner of his eyes, he caught a glimpse of a stylishly dressed boy holding a book and walked against the flow. classroom.

"Professor Du, I want to ask you something."

The male student in front of him was still angry, Du Yunjian only thought it was some academic problem, stopped what he was doing and nodded to let him speak bluntly.

"I'm Xu Qiufang," the boy said his name with a rising voice, but he didn't know what to say, so he stared at him dully, but the boy seemed a little annoyed when he saw his appearance, and his tone was a bit serious, "I'm Xu Baiyan cousin."

Du Yunjian's folded hands moved slightly when he heard the words, and he blinked to signal him to continue.

Xu Qiufang saw that his face was still smiling gently, and his expression didn't change at all when he heard the name Xu Baiyan. His heart skipped a beat, and he was a little distressed for Bai Yan. After all, the professor seemed to be really not interested in him.

Xu Baiyan left him at the milk tea shop a week ago, and rushed out with the appearance of an ignorant young man chasing love. He really thought that Xu Baiyan, a ten thousand-year-old glutton, could finally have a sweet love, and the two of them could finally have a happy ending Woolen cloth.

After all, when Xu Baiyan told the story of the two of them, they saved the cat together, and they met by chance in the teaching building and made eye contact. The worst thing was that the professor risked his life to save Xu Baiyan's life with his own body. Next They lived together intimately for three days.

The story that was already veiled with ambiguity, after Xu Baiyan's embellishment, made Xu Qiufang think that this matter should be settled.

Who would have expected that Xu Baiyan would go there excitedly that day, and return without interest, and only reply when asked: "I'm always so naive, thinking that giving love can reap love."

It's so easy to have someone you yearn for and muster the courage to come out of the closet, but who knows that the other party suddenly lost the chain, should Xu Baiyan be left alone to face the pressure of the whole family?

What exactly does the professor mean? Is it really just Xu Baiyan's wishful thinking, and it is rare to see him on weekdays, so Xu Qiufang can only take advantage of the gap between classes to find out.

"Professor, you must know what my cousin is thinking, he likes you." If you want to come, be straightforward, and it's best to break things up before class.

"Hmm..." Du Yunjian drooped his brows and eyes as if thinking, and after a while he still smiled a little coldly and replied in a low voice, "I know. But we two are only suitable for ordinary friends, and I have no other meaning for him. .”

The answer was very straightforward, but Xu Qiufang was still unwilling to leave lightly. Even if there was no embellishment, even he would subconsciously think about the stories that happened. He thought for a few seconds, and finally asked solemnly:

"I just want to ask you one last question, haven't you been a little tempted by Xu Baiyan these days?"

He has been observing the man's look and expression. When he mentioned the word tempting, he clearly found that the man's pupils suddenly dilated, his eyes flickered slightly in a pair of stunningly beautiful eyes, and even the curled eyelashes trembled slightly. The hand hidden under the book also clenched into a fist...

Anyway, he is also a regular customer who has been in love for many years. Xu Qiufang dares to vouch for his rich love history. The professor is definitely attracted to Xu Baiyan, a big fool.

The current appearance of rejecting people thousands of miles away is nothing more than worrying about something in his heart, or just lacking the last straw that broke the camel's back.

That being the case...

Calculating the time, it was almost time for class to start, and Xu Qiufang didn't want to waste time listening to the professor's inappropriate reply, so he just walked out with the book in his arms after a few casual sentences, leaving Du Yunjian stunned in front of the table, not knowing what to say.

In the empty classroom, the professor's smile was slightly restrained, and his teeth were clenched while his lips were tightly closed, as if secretly making up his mind to affirm what he just said.

"Old Xu, there are results."

In the dormitory, a young man in undershirt was staring at the computer screen, and he waved his hand quickly while speaking, trying to call the provocative person lying beside him, "Professor, this summer vacation... I bought tickets to the Yunjing Mountain Scenic Spot and booked a hotel. The name of the hotel is Yunjingyuan..."

Xu Qiufang didn't move his body while listening, recorded the information on his mobile phone, thought for a moment and then asked aloud: "Da Liu, which day's ticket he bought can be hacked? The more detailed the information, the better."

The young man named Da Liu hit the keyboard again when he heard the words, and after a while, he got the result. After thinking for a few seconds, he replied with embarrassment: "I can check it, but what do you want to do with the professor's summer vacation schedule? Don't call me..."

Hearing this, the man lying on the bed turned over and jumped up, stepped forward to pat Liu on the shoulder with a smile, and responded, "I am a patriotic and dedicated young man, how could I drag you into doing such a thing..."

After finishing speaking, he stroked his smooth chin silently, as if he was stroking his beard, and the corners of his lips curled up into a smirk, and said quietly under the gaze of Liu who didn't know why:

"I'm showing kindness to be a moon elder. This is the first time I'm holding a red rope. Xu Baiyan, you have to thank me very much. If you can't seize this opportunity, you deserve to be single for the rest of your life!"

Dr. Xu, who was rounding the hospital at the hospital, sneezed suddenly. It was a bit inexplicable to sneeze in such a hot day. He didn't take it seriously and continued to ask the patients one by one how they were doing.

"Doctor, my wife's hind leg is swollen all the time, what's going on?" Uncle Gao's wife on bed No. 3 asked hurriedly while pulling Xu Baiyan's coat.

"Ah, the leg that got the blood vessels is swollen, it's not a problem." Xu Baiyan carefully inspected it with a serious expression, and after a careful inspection, he recovered, and said to Aunt Gao with a smile and a pair of deer eyes:

"The absence of the main blood vessel for blood return will lead to poor blood return, and stagnation of water will cause leg swelling. Basically, it will be relieved in three to six months. Don't worry."

Aunt Gao heard early in the morning that there was a tall young doctor in the city hospital. He had a good personality and good looks, and he was good at seeing doctors. He had a deep understanding of the daily communication with his wife and children during the hospitalization period.Brilliantly like a little sun, it can also enlighten people. I really like it more and more. I don’t know which girl is cheap.

"Doctor Xu, are you married ⊙▽⊙?"

Xu Baiyan laughed, ran away after talking nonsense, and the wives of several patients in the empty ward joked with each other: "You are quite thin-skinned. How about introducing our girl to him?"

☆, pet shop

"Honey, I'm really here with my cousin, sleep well, be good." The traffic on the side of the road is obviously less in the middle of the night, the orange, yellow and cold white car lights are mixed with the constant sound of Didi horns, and they are not grilling together In the smoky punch and wine.

"You have been out so late for several days in a row, how do I know if you are looking for so-and-so?" The delicate little girl in the microphone put her face close to the screen, her mouth was pursed and her eyebrows were raised, her face full of displeasure.

Xu Qiufang sat cross-legged in front of a small wooden table by the side of the stall, pouted with his mobile phone in his hands, comforted his girlfriend in disgust, and after a long while rubbed the WeChat video call interface in front of Xu Baiyan, "Look, really It's my cousin, he is in a bad mood recently, I have to accompany him..."

The man next to him didn't speak for a long time, Xu Qiufang was talking, and happened to catch a glimpse of Xu Baiyan sitting beside him with a pale face, his heart sank in fear, and he ended the call in a few words.Throwing the phone on the table casually, he reached out and stopped Xu Baiyan's stiff movement of pouring wine into the glass like a mechanical arm.

Xu Baiyan stopped his hands, and just kept the look of pouring wine, his eyes were black and blue from exhaustion, which made him look more haggard.

The pair of eyes shining like stars in front of the person seemed to be covered with dust, their eyes were dull, staring at the empty table in front of them that hadn't been served yet, it seemed that they had no soul at all.

"I said, how many times have you asked me to point this out, my young master, I am warm and soft, so why don't I just drink with you?"

Xu Qiufang rubbed the watch pointing at [-] o'clock to the man's eyes, complained in a low voice, seeing his unresponsive Sima face, sighed for a while, and said nothing more.

For so many years, Xu Baiyan has often asked him out to have barbecues and go to bars because of a bad mood, because of complicated things like studying medicine and writing papers, and because of vulgar doctors making all kinds of troubles, but with Xu Baiyan's temper, no matter how unhappy he can always talk. After a few words, we chatted and chatted.

This time, and the time six years ago are the only ones that have been unable to unravel their emotional depression for a long time.

Although Xu Baiyan and Xu Qiufang's cousins ​​are several years apart, Xu Baiyan jokes and jokes all day long, not at all like a few years older. Xu Qiufang has a precocious temperament, and the two families have lived close to each other for a long time , the relationship between the two has also become good.

When Xu Baiyan was in his first year of graduate school, Xu Qiufang was only a third-year student in junior high school and didn't know much about it, but at least he could see people's faces.The boy who was usually straightforward and sassy, ​​with a crisp laugh, suddenly became gloomy and depressed. In his spare time, he always leaned against the window shrouded in the sunset, and his whole body was full of sadness that hurt the spring and autumn, which was a bit strange.

I don't remember why during that time, Xu Baiyan came to his house to stay for a while.The two brothers who played games happily on weekdays, only Xu Qiufang was left alone. Xu Baiyan would either sit paralyzed or lie lazily all day long, like a walking dead whose soul had been taken away, stiffly flipping through the albums of Moments.

Xu Qiufang was born tall at an early age, and his face is much sharper and more handsome than boys of the same age. He is familiar with emotional matters, and he has long been unable to hide them from his eyes.So he saw Xu Baiyan's lonely appearance at a glance, it seemed that he was hurt... But why didn't he seem to have heard that Xu Baiyan had a girlfriend?

All the confusion came to fruition one night.

Xu Baiyan didn't return at eleven o'clock that night, Xu Qiufang's old mother thought that Xu Baiyan was not familiar with the surrounding environment, and she was afraid that Ye Hei would get lost, so she asked Xu Qiufang to look outside.Xu Qiufang was picked up from the bed and went out angrily, her tone was a bit grumpy, she called Xu Baiyan, and heard a lot of drunken talk from the man on the other end of the phone, which didn't make sense. It took a while to finally figure out the name of the bar.

Xu Qiufang realized that things were not as simple as he imagined. It was also on that day that he found out that his cousin was actually gay, and he was also facing the dire situation of finding a girlfriend after a crush he had been in love with for three years.

When he came to the bar, he was the first thing he saw. He was different from the fashionably dressed young people around him who toasted their glasses and smiled charmingly, with affectionate eyebrows and eyes. He was wearing a white shirt and suit pants, sitting in a corner drinking a glass of wine, his face The suffocated flush looks like a rabbit that has inexplicably broken into a wolf's den.

Xu Baiyan doesn't know how to drink, but imitating the heroes in the Water Margin, he poured down the cup full, his cheeks bulging like a little squirrel stuffed with pine cones, stuck in his throat for a long time before swallowing, covered in cold sweat uncomfortably, But it seems that only in this way can I feel better.

It was the first time he saw Xu Baiyan crying. He didn't sob in a low voice, nor howled loudly without thinking about his face. He folded his hands and covered his eyes fiercely, trying not to let the tears fall, and only when he got closer did they faintly leak through his fingers. He heard the sound of his nose sniffling through the gap, and it seemed that his eye circles were red because he drank too much, and he didn't act excessively except that the whole person's atmosphere was depressed for several degrees.

Xu Baiyan is a person who never easily reveals his sadness and sadness in front of others. When something happens, he just knows to find a place where no one is around in the middle of the night and suffocate silently. The pain was drowned in the gloom, and by daytime he was an optimist and healthy man again.

Xu Qiufang sighed softly, came back to his senses and asked the boss if the skewers were ready, then turned his head and patted Xu Baiyan on the shoulder: "In my opinion, it's not that Professor Du doesn't like you, it's just that he might be worried about something. ..."

Cardiothoracic surgery works overtime every day, and it is common to be exhausted all day long. These days, after work, he also goes out to eat and drink in the early morning. Xu Baiyan's eyelid creases are much deeper, and he is full of exhaustion when he blinks.

Hearing this, Xu Baiyan was opening his mouth to say something, when a WeChat notification sound came from his mobile phone, he swiped open the screen and saw that it was the money transferred to Professor Du before, but it was returned by the original route because he had not received it.

Speaking of money transfers, it was actually an accident where the flower pots were strewn about. Although it was strange that the professor did not receive treatment, many people at the scene did see the fact that he was seriously injured. After the police and the hospital came forward to coordinate and deal with it, the The perpetrator formally apologized and paid 2000 yuan in compensation.

After leaving the villa, Xu Baiyan was often worried that the professor was not in good health, but every time he couldn't help but want to visit him, he always thought of what the professor said on the phone. His voice came from the microphone that day, and it was very cold. He said, no Don't bother him with important things...

Or the professor has already begun to regret saving him... Xu Baiyan is not so cheeky, so he can go to him cheekily if he refuses like this.Now that he got the money, Xu Baiyan thought that after all, the professor took the pain for him, so after much deliberation, he still transferred the money to the professor directly through WeChat.

But the professor didn't accept it, and he didn't even reply to him with a single word. There was only a transfer record in WeChat.

Xu Baiyan suddenly didn't know the significance of leaving the musical theater ticket in front of the gate that day, so it seemed impossible for him to come.Will it...

Xu Baiyan stared at the screen and suddenly his eyes became sour, but his brows were tightly frowned, and the water did not overflow from his eye sockets for a long while.He rubbed the corners of his eyes pretending to be tickled, and said with a light smile:

"What worries does he have? Maybe he's not gay at all." That's why the professor kept away from him as if he was hiding from a virus...

"Xu Qiufang," Xu Baiyan put down his phone, stretched out his hand to grab Xu Qiufang's cuff and murmured in a low voice, "Why do you think I'm so obsessed with people? Every time I fall in love with someone who doesn't like me, when I meet the right one Man, why is it so difficult?"

The corners of his mouth turned up and he forced a smile, but what he said was extremely sad. After he finished speaking, he poured another glass of wine, and before Xu Qiu