she has two faces

"Nothing but you."

Jiang Di held one end of the scarf in one hand. She didn't look at Xu Deng. She lowered her head and approached him again. She raised her hand and wrapped it around the other's neck. Finally, she backed away and said softly: " I still like you."

Seeing the unrestrained Jiang Di in the past, Xu Deng was shocked by the real weakness of the other party. According to the normal development, Jiang Di is still the very energetic person even if they meet again, and may say: "I don't care, I just like you, so I'm here."

But she didn't.

Behind the word "的" is a barely audible sigh. The white air from winter's speech comes out and dissipates in the air after a while.

Xu Deng couldn't tell what it was like right now.

Shouldn't it be like this?

After all, she still looked forward to meeting Jiang Di again, after all, they never deliberately avoided or contacted each other.Their two mutual friends don't talk about each other to them, and they don't talk about each other in chat.Xu Deng didn't bother to inquire, and the days went on like this. If there is really a fate, he will probably meet him.

The sense of freedom and fulfillment they felt during their very brief time together is still vivid in recall, but the state of mind at that time is nowhere to be found now.

Xu Deng squeezed the scarf, she took a deep breath, outside the tea restaurant is a lively street, winter still hasn't dampened everyone's interest in shopping, it's always noisy.

"Jiang Di."

Xu Deng looked at the other party. It had been a day, and she had only now started to take a good look at the other party.

The previous time was given to panic and embarrassment, so that I couldn't even watch it carefully.

It was still the familiar face, and it kept recurring in Xu Deng's mind in the last stage of high school. Even when she went on a trip later, she would always think of it when she reported to the university.

But time is most ruthless in forgetting.

After life is filled with all kinds of trivialities, it becomes a kind of self-sufficient enrichment, exhausted satisfaction after running around, no dreams and no sorrow, until today it makes a comeback.

Jiang Di raised his eyes a little. They were about the same height now, and they looked at each other very naturally. Xu Deng looked at the place with trembling eyelashes and a high nose. After a person loses a certain demeanor, it seems that he will really change his face.

"Then you still like me, do you want to start over with me?"

Xu Deng's straightforwardness has never changed. Jiang Di looked at the other person's familiar eyes, enveloping his appearance, and if he gave you a little light, a starlight would fall down on you.

"I think."

Jiang Di turned her face away, the guilt in her heart seemed to be attacking her endlessly for so long, even if she really escaped from the sea of ​​suffering of the family, she also lost the original purity.

"I don't want to right now."

Xu Deng stretched out his hand, and pinned Jiang Di's lock of hair behind his ear.

Jiang Di's hair is very soft. She used to think that this person was a paper tiger. The paper to the hair was softer than others. Unlike her, it was rough and hard, which was very ugly.

Jiang Di turned her head abruptly, but saw Xu Deng smiling.

Xu Deng seldom smiles, and she hasn't seen it much before. Mostly, she has the kind of indifferent face that ignores your love. Only when she is extremely speechless or helpless, she will have other expressions. Like a puppet, she can only be a little more vivid if she is lifted by a thread on her body.

But now Xu Deng is different, like when she was sitting on the sofa at Jiang Di’s house, Xu Deng still greeted her without recognizing her. In the past, this person didn’t even bother to talk to his classmates, let alone strangers, and he just rushed over. Come to apologize for being late, and to show a rich expression due to familiarity with Chen Qianzhan.

There is an untouched purity in Xu Deng's body, and it is still well preserved at this age. The hidden charm has become more attractive after the transformation of the body, and every gesture shows a different kind of temperament.

"OK then."

Jiang Di originally wanted to ask why, but in the end she didn't say it.

She lowered her eyes and pinched the mobile phone in her pocket. She originally wanted to exchange numbers with the other party in person, but since the other party refused so bluntly.

forget about it.

Weird.

She turned around and wanted to leave, but was stopped by Xu Deng, "Where are you going, didn't you say you live at Chen Qianzhan's house?"

Jiang Di turned her head, "I didn't come here to play."

The meaning of her words is quite obvious, but Xu Deng smiled, "Since you're here, let's play for a few days. If you don't have time, I'll take you to play, but I have to finish the exam first."

How did she learn to hang people?

Jiang Di muttered in his heart, but looking at that face, he still nodded indifferently.

After checking out, Chen Qianzhan, who had added WeChat with the cashier brother, came out with a smile on his face. When he saw Xu Deng and Jiang Di standing at the door like door gods, he was shocked, "What are you two doing?"

She glanced at Xu Deng, "Didn't you come here by car, you go first, how old is Jiang Di and you need to watch?"

"Isn't it because you're afraid that you won't be able to do things right away?"

Xu Deng grumbled at Boss Chen expressionlessly.

Chen Qianzhan chuckled, "I'll take you with me next time."

"Don't, you have no blessings." Xu Deng watched Chen Qianzhan get into the car with Jiang Di, waved his hand, and went to the other side.

Chen Qianzhan in the car turned on the car stereo, glanced at the girl on the motorcycle who left without even wearing a helmet in the mirror, and said to Jiang Di who was looking at her phone, "Did you notice that Xu Deng is very handsome?"

Jiang Di hummed, "The car drives pretty well."

"That's right, I didn't expect her to use this kind of mount. At first, I took her to play and just drove it for a few laps. Fortunately, she got a license plate and ran back and forth all day long."

"Who asked you to teach it?"

Jiang Di snorted, and sent a text message to Chen Xintang who was at school, asking him to take a leave of absence for the final exam in the next semester.

"Are you alive now?"

Chen Qianzhan teased while driving, "Why, Xu Deng said that he wants to rekindle his old relationship with you or something?"

Jiang Di turned off the noisy rock and roll, and said, "She doesn't want to, she just said to take me to play for two days."

"That's good too. We're all good friends after we broke up."

Ms. Chen, the life mentor, still has no hope for young people's love. In her peripheral vision, Jiang Di twisted her face, which was really funny, and she simply said, "Well, I will give you the house to play for two days?"

"How can you, where do you live?"

"Why don't I just go to the hotel, anyway, I don't have a few days."

"Whatever you want, I can stay at my boyfriend's house for a few days, anyway, he wants to," Chen Qianzhan turned up the volume stubbornly, "How about Xiaotang, you can actually bring him along."

"He was busy dating, so he didn't come."

"Who are you with? I didn't see him posting on Moments."

"A teacher from another academy, he likes older ones."

Chen Qianzhan snorted, "Actually, I do too."

Her words are not convincing at all. After all, since Jiang Di met her, she has been used to Chen Qianzhan's ability to attract bees and butterflies. It is a little girl or a boy trying to underestimate her, and she has not seen anything bigger for a long time. .

"I remember that it was your brother that Xiaotang liked before? Or did I remember wrongly?"

"Not together."

Jiang Di didn't know what happened. With Jiang Yuan's help, she broke away from the control of her parents, and was almost indulged in her own psychological problems. She didn't have time to care about what happened to her brother and her bamboo horse. During the time, Jiang Yuan had a stinky face all day long. He was originally fierce, but he looked more like a murderer.

"You people who don't take the usual path..."

Chen Qianzhan sighed, and Jiang Di sneered, "Birds of a feather flock together, so where are you going?"

"Since you hope so much that I do too, should I join in the luxurious feast of snatching Xu Deng?"

Chen Qianzhan spoke casually, and just stabbing Jiang Di in pain, Jiang Di's eyelids twitched, wishing to compete with this old flower bush on the spot, but when he thought of Xu Deng's indifferent face, and the gesture of clearly treating himself as a friend , I lost my mind in an instant, and began to sit sullenly, exuding a resentful aura.

The exam was due in one day, Xu Deng thought it was better to go back to school and stay there honestly. Given that she had failed the subjects last semester, she was afraid that she would not be able to graduate after failing a few more courses, so she drove a motorcycle to school.

The roommate was frightened by her rare stay at school, and asked when Xu Deng pushed the door open, "Why are you back?"

Xu Deng put the bag on the table, "Get ready for the exam."

Everyone is still very new to Xu Deng sleeping in the dormitory. After all, this classmate has spent only a handful of hours sleeping in school since he was in college. In addition, he is very cool. She is a woman who can drive a car. The same sex thinks it is cool. Most likely still enjoy talking to her.

Everyone in the university has always liked to discuss the issue of love life. The roommate next door to Xu Deng who was still eating Mala Tang suddenly asked: "Have you seen Dai Cen today? He came to see you again this afternoon."

Xu Deng: "I've seen it."

Xiao Lu, who added too much spice to Malatang, coughed, admiring her roommate's fluent ignorance, but in the end she was no match for that burning gossip, and asked, "Did you break up?"

Xu Deng nodded.

The little singer Dai Cen was originally from the department next door. Usually, people like Xu Deng who are not in school often can’t be seen. Instead, I saw him at the bar and was introduced by Boss Chen to have a relationship and play together. The result was less than a week. He was cut in half by Xu Deng and died.

"Why? He's pretty handsome."

"I can't get along." Xu Deng took out the book and looked at the key points.

"Oh..." Xiao Lu suddenly remembered something, pulled a stool and sat next to Xu Deng, and whispered, "Xu Deng, let me tell you, that Xu Xinrou at 435 upstairs asked me if you were T."

Xu Deng raised his head and said, "Do I look like it?"

There are quite a lot of same-sex relationships in college. You can often see girls holding hands as if no one is kissing them. The boys are well hidden. Anyway, Xu Deng has never seen it. The only thing she has seen in her lifetime is the top beautiful boy in her mind. Chen Xintang is gone.

Xiao Lu shook her head violently, "It's not like that."

Xu Deng doesn't look like a boy at all, with long legs, thin waist and uneven chest, long hair, and he usually takes care of others, but his personality is a bit cool.

Straight daughter Xiao Lu's T is still the kind of male and female indistinguishable who catches a beautiful girl and tries to woo her.

She glanced at Xu Deng again, and felt that if she fell in love with Xu Deng, she wouldn't be disgusted.

Xu Deng didn't know the reason for her roommate's sudden shyness at all. She looked away and said super flatly: "Next time she asks you, just say that I like someone who looks better than her."

Xiao Lu: "..."

Your mouth is so poisonous, Xu Xinrou is one of their pretty Japanese girls after all.

Before going to bed, Xu Deng thought about Xiao Lu's question again. She thought about the girls in the school who were in pairs and did not shy away from it. In fact, she has never accurately positioned her sexual orientation. She has never felt attracted to other women. Boys That's right, at most it starts with good looks, and being in love together feels boring, either because chatting is boring, or because the other party is too annoying.

Probably asexual.

She thought in a daze, and couldn't help but assume that if she hadn't been with Jiang Di at the beginning, and just spent her high school life as a classmate, would she still have never met someone she likes?

the person I like.

It feels sweet and greasy when the lips and teeth are opened and closed.

But I feel weak all over, too intimate.

But I still don't want to be together with Jiang Di so soon, after all, they have never been together formally.

She wanted to try to see what it was like for them to get along like this.

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