she has two faces

Xu Deng watched Jiang Di disappear from her sight.

In fact, this kind of perspective has been seen many times, and it is like this many times. She walked out with Jiang Di after class in the evening, and watched the other party get on the car for home pick-up, and their parting in Wuzhuang. She watched Jiang Di helplessly. He opened the door and walked out, and now, the other party disappeared into the crowd of the mall, and disappeared in an instant.

If Jiang Di hadn't stopped and held her back, she would have never been able to find him even if she died.

The feeling of powerlessness penetrated deep into his heart, and for a moment Xu Deng felt that he was hopeless.

She stood there for a while, and finally she was shocked by the mobile phone in her pocket.

Xu Shu's voice is really loud, and when it comes out from the phone, it makes people feel that this girl is really in need of a beating, "Sister, where have you been? Let me tell you, I have eaten up the mousse, anyway, you have nothing to eat , It’s just my treat, it doesn’t matter if I eat it myself, oh, do you want more, I’ll order another one for you... Hey, mom is here, then come back quickly, we should go to dinner!”

"Oh."

Really long-winded.

Xu Deng felt his ears hurt.

Xu Shu began to protest again, probably saying to Ye Xia, "Listen, Mom, can you take care of Xu Deng, she always perfunctory me!"

Xu Deng: "..."

Are you stupid? I don't know how to hang up the phone when I complain.

Ye Xia went to a brand store to exchange goods and wasted a lot of time. After the divorce, she was very busy. One of the two daughters in the family is very worry-free, and the other is exhausting. Xu Deng is like an adult, and Xu Shu is like a threesome. She is a [-]-year-old child, and she has recently changed departments, so she works a lot of overtime, Xu Shu is basically in charge of Xu Deng on weekends.

Now the relationship has eased a little bit, at least the younger daughter didn't complain all day long about asking Xu Deng to leave quickly.

But still complain, like now.

Ye Xia sat in the seat in front of Xu Deng, and listened to Xu Shu chattering about how indifferent her own sister was, leaving her here alone for nearly half an hour, and being indifferent on the phone...

Xu Deng is coming soon, Xu Shu babbled a lot, picked up the cup and took a big mouthful of milk tea, from the corner of the eye, he caught a glimpse of Xu Deng walking towards the door of the dessert shop outside the glass, pulled her mother and said: " Mom, look at her, she knows I'm sitting here and doesn't even look at me!"

Ye Xia: "..."

Really noisy.

She also couldn't figure out how she and her ex-husband were not very talkative people, so how did she have such a chatterbox?

But it's not good for Xu Deng to be too silent, it would be fine if the two neutralize each other.

Xu Deng didn't take off her coat in the shopping mall, but she wore very little underneath, just a round-neck sweater with a Christmas tree on her chest. Her hair had grown a lot and hung on her shoulders. Yang Qi still had no expression on her face. When she walked in, she didn't look sideways, as if she didn't see anything in her eyes, so she didn't look very pleasing.

Xu Shu snorted coldly, "Dead face."

Just happened to be heard by Xu Deng who was walking over, but she didn't respond, she called Ye Xia's mother and asked, "Let's go now?"

Ye Xia stood up, "I'll take you guys to eat barbecue. The seats have already been reserved. Mom won't be at work tomorrow, so I'll take you out to play."

Xu Shu: "Where can I go in a day? Can you give me some money and I can go out by myself?"

Xu Deng: "..."

Their mothers breathed a sigh of relief when they heard this, "It's fine, Mom is almost exhausted, then rest at home tomorrow, and you go out to play by yourself."

Xu Shu: "I don't want to be with my sister."

Xu Deng: "I think the same thing."

"You mother..."

"My mother is your mother."

……

Xu Deng is actually quite boring. Xu Shu’s existence is at most like a chat machine. Every time she is provocative, she is very aggressive. She bluffs when she ignores her, and she says perfunctory when she responds. Just walk away, and the other party is going to file a complaint again.

However, Ye Xia seemed to like her and Xu Shu very much, and watched with relish every time.

There are many people in the barbecue restaurant, and the mother and daughter haven't sat together for a quiet dinner for a long time. Ye Xia is too busy, and Xu Deng can't see her all day long before the holiday. Xu Shu complains every time she goes home When there was no one there, I'm afraid they will go to hell, and then they will be scolded by Ye Xia.

Xu Deng's barbecue skills are terrible, because she hasn't eaten it a few times. Xu Shu, who has been spoiled since she was a child and has almost eaten all over the city, is very good at this kind of food. Let Xu Deng stay and be happy. No service to others.

Xu Dengle was at leisure, sitting on the sidelines and drinking a drink silently.

Her mind was full of Jiang Di, including the inseparable kiss when the other party pulled her closer to the stairwell, the long-lost breath suddenly enveloped her, and all the thoughts before the moment turned into intense lips and tongues touching, The intertwined voices in the darkness, the noise from the audience outside the door came in through the gap, and the nervousness of fearing that someone would push the door in. Even the heartbeat was rendered by this emotion, and it was pounding to find a response. .

Sprite was very icy, and she felt her lips were still hot, colliding with this icy feeling, almost causing her skin to shudder one after another.

While Ye Xia was chatting with Xu Shu, she looked at Xu Deng from the corner of her eye.

The girl held the cup with both hands, her eyes didn't know where to look, her lips rested on the rim of the cup, and the cup was lifted slightly, as if frozen.

It is actually difficult for people who get along day and night to detect each other's weight loss, but my mother is different. After experiencing Xu Deng's departure that time, Ye Xia's focus is slightly biased. Although not meticulous, at least she can still take care of every aspect.

The girl has been raised for a year now, and her yellowish hair, which was malnourished, has turned black a lot, and she has become a little fairer, but she is still too quiet, neither talking nor actively saying anything, unlike Xu Shu , I can't wait to pour out all the gossip in the school.

In fact, you can more or less guess the reason.

Ye Xia still remembers Jiang Di's tone on the phone, respectful and confident. At that time, she wondered what kind of girl could speak to her elders so confidently.

When she met people, she found that the girl was indeed worthy of her self-confidence. No matter how she looked at it, she looked very pleasing to the elders.

It's different from Xu Deng's natural lack of fear.

Ye Xia could clearly feel that Xu Deng was not happy now.

She will respond to what you say, the respect is a little less, but it still exists, she is guarded against everything, and nothing seems to interest her.

Before the final exam, Ye Xia attended the parent meeting of Xu Deng's school. Xu Deng's grades were better than when she transferred, but they were still average.

Then Ye Xia also saw that Jiang Di's name on the projection, which was a form that the teacher made to compare the results of last year's final exam.

The girl's name was at the top, and her subjects were scary high. She couldn't figure out why she was with Xu Deng.

Weird together.

After all, she also knows that her daughter is dull and dull, and as a peer, she doesn't know how to get along with her.

The feelings of a girl's family are very complicated, it is easy to surpass friends, it is easy to be mixed with jealousy and envy, and they can be intimate and part ways.

fall in love.

She still remembered Xu Deng's own feelings when she said this sentence from the phone.

A moment of blankness, bewilderment, and self-blame.

She thought about it a lot, thinking of her hard work in giving birth to her first child, thinking of the reluctance to give up to her mother-in-law because of starting a business, and the distress of seeing her once or twice a year.

Many memories are accompanied by some unbearable pain.

There are also scars on Xu Deng's body. She felt sore eyes when she took a look at it. What kind of day is it that a child can be tortured like this, and he doesn't talk about anything. The only lightness is when Jiang Di is mentioned.

She had just returned from Wuzhuang with Xu Deng that day, and the high-speed rail was also very long. She had been talking to Xu Deng and asked a lot.

When asked why he fell in love with a girl, Xu Deng smiled at her, "It doesn't have to be a girl."

"Just Jiang Di."

When Xu Deng said this, he looked out the window, Ye Xia could only see her side face, her hair was frizzy, because she couldn't see the expression, when Ye Xia looked down, she saw Xu Deng's clasped hands.

It looks very hard.

Sometimes Ye Xia was afraid that Xu Deng would do something unexpected.

Family affection in the world is too vast, and not everything can be understood with family affection.

The time she spent with this daughter was too short, and she didn't know each other well, so she couldn't get any feedback at all based on that bit of blood relationship.

After more than half a year had passed so uneventfully, she was looking at Xu Deng's still calm face, wondering if she had done something wrong.

But he didn't know how to speak, so he could only put a piece of grilled meat on Xu Deng's plate in the end.

In the end, Xu Deng didn't raise his head, but Xu Shu was unhappy, "Mom, why did you give her the roast!"

"What's wrong with baking for sister?"

"Why!"

Still such a stingy look.

Xu Deng sneered, and pushed the plate in front of Xu Shu, "You eat."

"Let's give it to you."

Her sneering skill was still at its peak, making the goosebumps of the two present sneer, and Xu Shu snorted after looking at each other.

Ye Xia took a tong from one side: "Mom will bake it for you."

In the middle of the journey, Ye Xia went to the bathroom, and Xu Shu bumped Xu Deng's shoulder next to her, and gave a hello.

"Mom said five hundred for one person, where are you going to play?"

In fact, Xu Shu has quite a lot of friends. Her image outside has always been that she is a fool with a lot of money. If she goes out to play a lot, she will inevitably be poor and white. Her vacation time is longer than Xu Deng's. She has been out fooling around for a long time, and now her assets are left There are not many, I can't wait to go to Xu Deng's place to pick some.

Xu Deng knew her virtues, "How much?"

Xu Shu changed into a flattering look, "Half?"

Xu Deng smiled at her, "No."

Xu Shu: "I roasted you!"

Xu Deng took out a crumpled 100 yuan note from his pocket and put it in front of the other party, "Here."

Xu Shu: "..."

This person is really...excellent.

But 100 yuan is also money, Xu Shu quickly put the money into her pocket, "I'll tell you something."

"what?"

"Mom seems to be going abroad, we probably have to move!"

"what?"

Xu Deng turned his head, surprised.

"Hey, you don't want to, I really think about it. Although I am very reluctant to part with my classmates, I don't want to see that man leading his son."

She really hates her father now, and she doesn't know why, after the divorce, the other party greeted her daughter with greetings, and always brought her new wife and son to say that she would take Xu Shu out to play.

They were all rejected by Xu Shu indifferently, and then the cash offset them.

The little girl has always known that taking advantage doesn't matter how big or small she is, she often asks her father to ask for money, she uses her cheekiness to the extreme, and even asks for two copies at a time, and in Xu Deng's hands, it becomes half and half, but she doesn't care about it. .

"I……"

Xu Deng didn't know what to say, seeing Jiang Di today made her see a little light, as if staying here could really see him casually like just now.

If he left, there might be nothing left.

It was probably because her mood suddenly became a bit obvious, and Xu Shu's rough nerves were noticed. She carefully pulled the rope of Xu Deng's hat hanging on her arm, "You..."

"Isn't it because I can't bear that who?"

Ye Xia didn't tell her all about Xu Deng's affairs, but it was obvious that the person who listened to the corner was still capable. Seeing Xu Deng lowering his eyebrows, with one hand on his lap and the other pinching the cup, he suddenly patted Xu Deng on the shoulder proudly, and said——

"It's okay! Just find another one! Find a very, very handsome one! I'll save face if I say it!"

Xu Deng: "..."

Which pot does not open which pot.

Don't be an idiot, this sister.

She was a little amused by Xu Shu, but the sadness didn't diminish in the slightest. Thinking that Ye Xia really took them to another city, it might mean that she would never see Jiang Di again.

After all, even if they had someone they knew in common, after Jiang Di was unilaterally cut off contact, no one could get in touch with her.

No way to touch means disappear.

She may gradually disappear in everyone's news, and when she is mentioned many years later, she will just say "it's that person."

this is too scary.

Xu Deng grabbed the fabric under his palm, and when Ye Xia came back to ask about it, he let go, and said he was fine.

Where to go tomorrow, she has already thought about it.

The author has something to say: She has already thought about where to go tomorrow.

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