she has two faces

Wuzhuang is a water town, and a little further from the place where they live is the long river in Wuzhuang. The water towns in the south are all similar, but some are famous, and some are not cared about. Noisy and not crowded.

For the first two days, Jiang Di and Xu Deng were busy tidying up their living quarters. On the first night, they made up for it, and from the second day onwards, they worked hard to clean it up. Hang up the wind chimes and fill up the refrigerator. Jiang Di also bought an 80s electric fan from the old lady who collects waste on the street. The wind is strong, but it is very heavy. When she carried it up and knocked on the door, Xu Deng felt I'm probably going to die.

The pace of life in this place is too slow, so slow that every day is retirement, but the day is very long.

Xu Deng never sleeps for a long time. There is a morning market at the intersection of this street. Every morning when the sky is getting dark, you can hear the sound, which is a bit noisy. There was the sound of a motorcycle driving down the trail, and the stone slab was shaken up and then fell down again with a bang.

The old electric fan clanged all night and is still making noise persistently.

It rained yesterday evening, and it wasn’t so hot anymore. Jiang Di was clamoring to try out her new electric fan. She hid the remote control of the air conditioner somewhere. On the floor, go to the first gear button very religiously.

It's a pity that the electric fan is a bit old, and the sound is very powerful, but the fan blades just don't move. Jiang Di stood up angrily, kept pressing his fingers on other gears, and finally took a chopstick to poke it. The moving gears were running, and the fan blades rattled, accompanied by the sound of rubbing against the steel cover, which shocked both of them.

Jiang Di let out a wow, and pulled Xu Deng excitedly: "Deng'er! Five yuan! I found a treasure!"

Xu Deng: "..."

"Then you are awesome."

She stretched out her hand and rubbed her eyes, Jiang Di clung to her like an octopus, using both hands and feet, even in the cool weather, she was still sweating in her embrace.Xu Deng was a little speechless, and pushed the other party mercilessly. The person who was pushed snorted, made a long sound for what, squinted his eyes and wanted to rub up again, Xu Deng grabbed the pillow and hugged the other party. Sai, jumped out of the bed briskly, looked back at Jiang Di who had fallen asleep again, and muttered: "Pig..."

"Pig" rolled over with the pillow in his arms, and clicked his tongue for some unknown dream.

Xu Deng rubbed his hair, stood barefoot by the window and watched the distance for a while, and finally left the room with a yawn.

She is still in a trance in the morning. When she opened her eyes, she saw a completely strange place. The ceiling was no longer white walls, but dark wooden boards. The sense of relaxation and tension brought by strange places went hand in hand. It's a bit weird to pull each other on occasions.

She took a sip of water after washing her face, and naturally heated up the porridge she and Jiang Di had left last night.

The previous impression of Jiang Di's omnipotence quickly collapsed in just a few days. Labels such as "mentally retarded" and "little tendons" are not against the other party's forehead at all, but quite suitable for that kind of smirk.

Anyway, she has never seen anyone who can cook a rice into a paste.

In this respect, she is really a natural born lady, but also like a baby, she can't wait to sit on the ground with a slobber belt around her and wait for Xu Deng to feed her.

Today Jiang Di was going to work, Xu Deng mixed the porridge with a spoon, thinking about what time to call the pig.

In this place that is so unfamiliar to both of them, Jiang Di's ease of use is really amazing in Xu Deng's eyes. She can really find time to go out to find a job. It is said that she is a relative of the lead singer of her band, and she is here. Dance training In class, Jiang Di, a drummer, was able to teach children how to dance, and he brought an electric fan with him on the way back.

For Xu Deng, she has grown up so much that she spends a large part of her time alone. When she was in her hometown, she would rather go to school in the mountains when it was dark, and come back when it was dark, avoiding the old lady at home, so she was taken by the old lady for a day. Divided into several copies, it became a pear-shaped light bulb in the room in the middle of the night with the sound of electric current fluttering, staring at the textbook in a daze under the dim light.

It feels strange to live with another person so suddenly, and makes Xu Deng feel a little panicked.

She and Jiang Di seemed to live together inexplicably.

They are so inexplicably together.

Together.

This word seemed very strange in the past. It was called together with people, but it could also be called never together.

She didn't make any promises to Jiang Di, but it was Jiang Di who pressed all kinds of heavy words from the beginning. It seemed insignificant to say it from her mouth, but it was enough to break Xu Deng's stubbornness and refused to bow his head bit by bit. neck, and fell to the ground, looking up with difficulty.

"Whatever," she was not surprised by her morning meditation, turned off the gas stove and ran into the room viciously, kicking Jiang Di who was still sleeping soundly—

"Hey, Dizhu, get up and have breakfast!"

Jiang Di was suddenly awakened by a kick, and sat up abruptly. After a few seconds, she came back to her senses and saw Xu Deng standing beside her triumphantly.

She tugged at her messy hair, grabbed her phone to check the time, and shouted, "Damn it! It's not six o'clock yet! You're crazy!"

Xu Deng: "Yes."

It's your size!

Jiang Di hit the cotton with anger when he got up, sighed at last, leaned forward quickly, grabbed Xu Deng's arm, then threw the other party on the bed, rode on the other party's body, turned a blind eye to Xu Deng's struggle, and Covering Xu Deng's mouth: "I don't care, I want to sleep."

Xu Deng struggled.

"It's too late for you to say you love me!"

Jiang Di yawned, and just fell down on the side of Xu Deng, and the two of them leaned on a pillow.

Xu Deng: "..."

She pulled Jiang Di's hand away: "Are you healed?"

Jiang Di fell indifferently, "It's very fast, and it's not deep!"

"Then you still lie to me that you don't have the strength to take a bath?"

Jiang Di: "I fell asleep zzzzz"

Xu Deng: "..."

you fucking...

After that, Xu Deng couldn't avoid Jiang Di at all, and let the other party drag him to the dance training institution. The new "Teacher Jiang" was full of style, his hair was tied up high, he looked heavy, and he didn't walk like before. , very casually, Xu Deng watched the other party enter the dance classroom, stood outside the window and watched Jiang Di introduce himself. Some want to run up to get it.

Jiang Di was smiling all the time, even when she was dancing. Xu Deng stood for a while and watched Jiang Di dance street dance. Can't believe she didn't skip this much.

Jiang Di has always had an indescribable temperament, which is very unique. It is probably because of the long-term gentleness rubbed together with the rebellion in his bones, rushing to his face, and shining among a group of people. Now, through a floor-to-ceiling window, she sees Looking at the girl who is dominated by children, she feels that she is born to control and control each other freely, instead of being trapped in the shackles of her own family as before, and only showing her true side when she is broken.

Xu Deng stood there for a while and then left. Jiang Di had to go all morning, so she didn't bother to wait that long, so she just left first.

The two of them came all the way to this place, Jiang Di was a very planned person, and planned to make some money before going to the next door town for a few days.

It's only been a few days, but Xu Deng feels that they have been together for a long time.

This feeling of being dependent on each other is very unique. Xu Deng has never been "dependent on each other". He and his grandma depended on each other for their lives.

She didn't know how long she and Jiang Di could go, or how far this relationship could go.

She didn't quite understand Chen Xintang's eagerness before, Jiang Di described it as a joke, but now that she thinks about it, liking is really a happy thing, embedded in the traces of being alive, it may have been hidden from the beginning Doomed.

You hold me, I hold you back.

You look at me, I look back at you.

You wait for me, I wait for you.

After nine o'clock, the sun was very strong, and the coolness brought by the rain last night was washed away a lot. Xu Deng walked along the street. There are cats and dogs strolling on the street from time to time, and occasionally they come out in front of you. All of a sudden, Xu Deng was frightened and embarrassed by Jiang Di's laugh, but then he simply stopped looking away.

There is a bookstore by the river that is looking for staff. Xu Deng passed by and noticed it before. Today, he went to try it alone.

It was a very old bookstore, so there was no one there so early, Xu Deng talked to the boss, who asked her to try here for a week first.

She's kind of happy.

This feeling is very novel, there is a feeling of living for myself without relying on others.

But her excitement didn't last long. On the way back, she received a long-lost call.

Her mother called.

It seems that I finally remembered that there is still a daughter in the family. When I came back from the trip and found that there was no one there, I naturally called to ask.

In fact, there was nothing wrong with her tone, but Xu Deng was just not happy.

Maybe she has always had a problem with her parents, but the sense of anticipation year after year has offset this resentment, and it has become innocuous. Now the sense of expectation has completely disappeared, and the remaining resentment has grown sharply. The mile grew rapidly and turned into "You don't care" that rushed out of her throat.

In the past, she would probably say calmly, "Mom, why do you think of me?" It may be that Jiang Di's sense of freedom after tearing her skin has also affected her, and she doesn't want to keep that kind of waiting carefully in front of her parents. It was the first time he let go of everything, and truly completed a hysteria.

Ye Xia seemed frightened by her.

There was a moment of silence on the other end of the phone, and he calmed down his sullen tone a little, and asked, "Where are you now?"

Xu Deng took out the key from his bag as he walked, "It's outside."

"where is it?"

"I do not want to say."

There was another silence. When Xu Deng thought that Ye Xia was going to scold her, she didn't expect the other party to sigh. Xu Deng heard the tone Ye Xia usually spoke to Xu Shu: "Ninny, are you very nice to mother?" have opinions?"

Xu Deng didn't speak.

She shook the key and went upstairs, stepped on the wooden ladder, the door was a bit difficult to open, so she simply turned on the loudspeaker and put it in the bag.

The other party probably heard the sound of the key and asked, "You live outside alone?"

Xu Deng opened the door, the wooden door creaked, and finally she slammed it shut.

"Two people."

"Xu Deng, tell mom," Ye Xia suddenly became strict, "Are you in a relationship?"

Xu Deng was a little surprised, but she didn't show it. She sat on the floor, pressed the button of the old electric fan, and hummed with a clanging sound.

Both sides fell silent.

Xu Deng heard someone calling "Mom" over there, and then Ye Xia let out a hey.

It seemed that Xu Shu couldn't find anything, so she called Ye Xia to help.

"Go and help her find it," Xu Deng even lost his usual respect. There was a bottle of Jiaduobao on the table that Jiang Di drank twice early in the morning. Xu Deng unscrewed the lid and drank most of the bottle, "Yes At that time, I felt that I might not be your mother's own."

She was calm, but her nose was still sore.

"It only makes sense that I picked it up. That's why you and Dad threw it to grandma. Grandma doesn't like me who picked it up. Now that you are going to divorce, you also think I'm a burden."

She still overestimated herself, her eyes were sore, and she couldn't keep her tears.

I'm so useless, she sniffed, thinking that Jiang Di wouldn't cry.

It's a good thing she's not here, otherwise she'll laugh at me again.

But on the one hand, she hoped that she would be here, so that she would not have to face Ye Xia's long thinking to give her a flawless answer that belonged to an adult.

It was too long, Xu Deng didn't want to wait any longer.

She hung up the phone resolutely and fell back on the floor.

With a bang, the back of his head hit the ground, a little dizzy.

She closed her eyes, tears streaming down her temples, and she didn't bother to wipe them, she thought: "I'm really useless."

Like just now, I should have had a fight with her.

There are a lot of things to say in my heart, but I hold them back for too long, and I will bleed a little when I say them.

She bit her lip, bit it hard, and only delivered it when the smell of blood came out, then hugged her knees and curled up on the floor.

"Jiang Di."

She suddenly discovered that she really liked her too much.

It seems that in this whole life, I will never wish to fall asleep because I miss someone too much.

The author has something to say: Besides, they just separated not long ago.

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I heard several friends say that when they were studying, they never said the words "we are together" in a serious way when they were in love...

Amway a song "Awakening of Insects" - Chen Zhiyi