she has two faces

Jiang Di stopped talking and just looked at her like that.

Her eyes are beautiful, and the lower eyelashes are well-defined, which can show various modes such as shyness, timidity or meaningfulness, but at the moment it seems to be covered in fog, a bit unpredictable.

Xu Deng didn't want to say more, she was actually a little panicked, but she didn't know why she was panicking, so she pushed Jiang Di and left first.

Xu Deng didn't talk to Jiang Di until the evening self-study get out of class was over. She didn't know what to say, and once she thought about that, she became a little twisted.

Jiang Di was uncharacteristically nonchalant. On the first day, the two people at the same table were deadlocked until evening self-study. When class was over, Jiang Di left first. When Xu Deng was carrying his schoolbag to the carport outside the school, he happened to see Jiang Di on a The black car is the one her mother came to pick her up last time.

Chen Xintang won't send her off?

But she wasn't going to ask Jiang Di either. Only then did she realize that Jiang Di seemed to have told her everything she knew from the beginning to the end.

In comparison, she herself seems to be very cold, she keeps silent about her family affairs, and always looks vigilant.

Three words popped out of her mind suddenly.

Not familiar with playing.

There are also unfamiliar.

In the past, her classmates said she was an unfamiliar person, and her parents said she was an unfamiliar person.

The former is because she unilaterally does not want to be familiar with it, while the latter is because she has never raised her at all, and she still draws conclusions to deny it in the middle of the night.

She is a little sad.

I was absent-minded when I was riding a bicycle, but as a result, I rode straight past the red light in such a daze, and was pulled back by someone before stopping.

She looked back, and it turned out to be Chen Xintang.

The beautiful boy with a messenger bag smiled at her, "Where is the red light?"

Xu Deng showed him an embarrassed smile.

Obviously, some time ago, I wished to be alone with the beautiful boy, but now I feel very uncomfortable.

Chen Xintang was fine, as soon as the super long red light ended, he was ready to leave, "Then I'll leave first."

"Wait," Xu Deng pulled the car to follow him, "Why aren't you with Jiang Di?"

"Me?" Chen Xintang also pulled the car, and the two of them walked on the side of the road, "Her family has been under supervision recently, she told me."

"Oh……"

Xu Deng returned dryly.

She felt that she was not likable anymore, and she didn't know how to define her relationship with Jiang Di. She didn't hate her that much, at least not at the beginning, until now... an ordinary classmate?Go a little higher.

"I have something to do and I have to go now!"

Chen Xintang seemed to be really in a hurry, and smiled at Xu Deng embarrassedly, "Let's talk next time!"

The joy and eagerness on his face really couldn't be concealed, Xu Deng suddenly thought about the conversation between the other party and Jiang Di during the afternoon meal, and couldn't help but think of the man she saw when she went to Jiang Di's house.

And Chen Xintang?

She thought about the scene of two men falling in love, and suddenly felt a little horrified.

I don't know why she feels very tired. The house is on the fourth floor, and she usually takes the stairs. Today, she doesn't have much energy, so she just took the elevator.

As soon as the elevator door opened, a sneaky figure wearing a peaked cap jumped out, like a thief.

"What are you doing?"

Xu Deng grabbed the person who was about to slip away, "Going out so late?"

Xu Shu, who was grabbed, yelled, "Why are you dragging me!"

Xu Deng: "Didn't Mom see you slipping out?"

Xu Shu shook off Xu Deng's hand angrily, "Mom said she was a little dizzy today and she's already asleep."

Xu Deng let out an oh, and entered the elevator room, as if he had no interest in where Xu Shu was going.

The moment the elevator door was about to close, Xu Shu grabbed Xu Deng's arm, "Hey, why don't you go out with me?"

She is really not big or small, Xu Deng thought to himself.

"Where are you going? Don't take me with you when you run away from home."

Xu Shu snorted, "Who ran away from home! Let me tell you that I went to a classmate's house to play too much and forgot to call! Can you stop remembering this!"

She said angrily, feeling quite ashamed.

Xu Deng has nothing to say about this kind of idiot who goes to a classmate's house to play without notifying his parents, stays overnight without authorization, and has the whole family go out to find someone and call the police.

"What are you looking at, what look in your eyes..."

Xu Shu was still a little guilty, but she still hadn't forgotten the business, and pulled Xu Deng out, "I'll tell you."

"Why are you so close when you say so?" Xu Deng couldn't stand talking close to his ear, and pushed the stinky girl away a little.

"What about you," Xu Shu muttered, "I suspect my father has an illegitimate child!"

Xu Deng: "..."

"You've watched too many TV shows."

She stood aside, carrying her schoolbag on one shoulder, and gave Xu Shu a rather impersonal look.

Xu Shu felt insulted.

"Really! He went on a business trip last Friday, and I saw him at the Xuelu Coffee on Lin'an Road on Friday night," Xu Shu's voice suddenly became sharper, "sitting with a woman, and there is a Baby, here, it’s so big.”

Xu Shu compares, probably about four or five years old.

"Maybe it's his client."

Xu Deng was indifferent to such matters.

"Who still flirts with customers after ten o'clock?"

Xu Deng glanced at her, "Qingqing me?"

Xu Shu probably can't care about the deep hatred between her and Xu Deng at the moment, "Yes, he even kissed the child a few times, it looks like a family of three."

The little girl's scene description skills are very good, and Xu Deng thinks that she can be a set designer in the future.

"Do you have any evidence?"

Xu Deng changed his left shoulder bag, "There's no evidence that you're messing around and you'll be scolded again."

However, she thought that her parents doted on Xu Shu so much, so she probably wouldn't say anything serious.

Thinking of Xu Shu worrying about her parents' love life only in junior high school, her own life for so many years is really nothing exciting, so dull that she wants to vomit.

"Why, let me take a look, it's not for trouble."

Xu Shu was angry and sad, Ye Xia had a headache for several days, but his dad didn't stay at home for long, he always worked overtime, last time she took her dad's phone, glanced at WeChat, and saw the "overtime address" , When I read it on the second excuse, the dialog box was gone, and the WeChat name was also gone.

But the date is today, and she still wants to check it out.

Xu Deng looked at her suspiciously.

Xu Shu was too lazy to talk nonsense with her, "Just follow me, sister~"

Xu Deng was flattered by this sister's call.

Xu Shu was actually a little afraid of her, but at the moment, the thought of "with her but without me" has also subsided a little, and she just wants to find out some signs.

"Do you know where you are?"

Xu Deng was dragged out of the apartment building by force. In fact, she didn't really want to go back. She always felt that she was going to lose sleep. The cold war with Jiang Di made her flustered, so she might as well divert her attention.

"Oh, I know, you are so long-winded."

The subway was about to stop at such a late hour, so Xu Deng took a taxi and watched Xu Shu anxiously report her address and go to that meeting place.

As a result, needless to say, he was kicked out by a resort hotel in an extremely polite way.

Xu Shu blushed with anger, swearing all kinds of dirty words along the way.

Xu Deng stood aside indifferently, not concerned with his own affairs, "Go back, stop and stop."

Xu Shu gave a hello, "Why didn't you react at all, aren't you afraid that Dad really secretly gave birth to a son with someone else, and then divorced?"

"Let's get divorced, it's an adult's business." Xu Deng walked ahead and waited for the car to arrive, "What do you care about so much?"

Xu Shu is actually very afraid of her parents' divorce. She is much more familiar with this family than Xu Deng. The quarrels between her parents are actually easy to find, and there are traces of patriarchy in her father's words.

Including grandma has always had a bad face towards mother.

One Xu Deng is enough to make her fearful and take away all the favors, let alone another son.

"Aren't you afraid?"

When getting into the taxi, Xu Shu asked. She carefully looked at Xu Deng's hand, which was covered by the school uniform, so the scar she saw that day could not be seen.

"What are you afraid of?"

Xu Deng thought to himself, it's not that fear can solve it.

She found that she was even more irritable when she went out with Xu Shu to mess around. When she got home, she simply changed her clothes and said to Xu Shu who was brushing her teeth: "I went out. Anyway, I should leave when Mom wakes up tomorrow morning. If you ask, I must Let’s say I left early.”

Xu Shu spat out the foam in her mouth, and looked at Xu Deng who had changed her school uniform in astonishment: "Are you going to stay overnight?"

Xu Deng thought for a while and thought that probably meant that, so he nodded.

Xu Shu now thinks her sister is a bit cool.

He made an OK gesture with his hands.

Xu Deng left with her schoolbag, and she was going to sit at a 24-hour restaurant.

In the end, she went to the coffee shop that Jiang Di took her to last time. She had the impression that it was open 24 hours. In a daze on the sofa.

Being in a daze is actually the same anywhere, but she just doesn't want to be at home.

The atmosphere at home is actually very strange. She goes out early and returns late all day long and can't meet her parents a few times, unless the two elders work overtime until late at night.

Just now before going out, she went to the room to look at Ye Xia. She is not young anymore. She was too tired to start a business in the early years. Now, no matter how well-maintained she is, she still looks old. There are sporadic resemblances to her. up.

She acted dismissive of Xu Shu's words in front of the other party, but she actually took them to heart.

Although she is not a few years older than Xu Shu, she always feels that she is already very big, probably because the days in her hometown are too long, and one day can be extended to one month, without end, until death .

Xu Shu was afraid that her parents' divorce was really nothing to her. She had already noticed her father's patriarchy, but the family was full of daughters, so men's hearts would not be too biased.

Xu Shu has never experienced the embarrassment of being accused of being a woman, but for Xu Deng, the rural old lady's words are mixed with unpleasant local dialects, like iron scraping on the bones, and all the scraped off are bone powder, falling Turned to worthless dust on the ground.

The value of boys in the backward hometown has not been tilted by the idea of ​​equality between men and women outside. During the years when Xu Deng lived with the old lady, when he was beaten and scolded, his words were nothing more than "what's the use of a girl's house" and "more food"" The root of our old Xu family"...

There are tens of thousands of words, and the ugly Xu Deng no longer wants to recall them.

Her father is the youngest son, so the family will inevitably dote on him, and regret that he has no son, but the old lady is the only one who mentions it in front of everyone during the holidays.

Accusing Ye Xia of not being able to give birth to a son and so on.

So the mother was also very repulsed to go back to her hometown, and maybe she even lost her mind about her daughter who was not with her.

The outside world is not very easy, joys and sorrows can be magnified countless.

Including Jiang Di's unclear words today.

Xu Deng's sensitive nerves finally came online, and she pondered for a long time while sipping the coffee that was actually not very good for her.

She couldn't figure it out.

why?

She has had many reasons since she was a child, but no one has told her the answer. Ask grandma?I don't know a single word, and I only talk to her when I'm in a good mood.

Facing the cowshed and the ugly hill outside, she finally pinched the grass outside the door, thinking——

forget about it.

But today there are no cowsheds or mountains here, and outside is a city still flashing neon lights late at night.

She still didn't want to forget it.

It was the first time in her life that she seriously thought about someone's words. She remembered the scene when she and Jiang Di came to this coffee shop. She squinted for a while and opened her eyes to see the smiling eyes of the other party. Very light.

She knew that Jiang Di was looking at her.

She herself often looks at Jiang Di.

Because Jiang Di is good-looking, but she knows that she is not good-looking.

Her body was covered with scars from being abused, her hair was a little yellow due to malnutrition, her face had freckles, and she looked like a passerby.

The character is not good.

Where is it worth her looking?

She sighed heavily, turned her head and looked out the window, only to see a person standing outside the window, which startled her.

The man tapped the glass and said, "Little girl spends the night in the cafe in the middle of the night? Jiang Di doesn't accompany you?"

The author has something to say: Xu Deng: Deep in thought (?_?)

Jiang Di: Pretending to be angry <(￣︶￣)>

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"MaskedbitcH" -しゅーず This song is also very good -w-