she has two faces

"How much do you want me to pay?"

It has been several minutes since class ended, and even the daily dawdling boarding students have almost left, the corridors are empty, Xu Deng is carrying his schoolbag on one shoulder, looking at Jiang Di standing by the handrail, summer is very hot, even It’s always cold when the wind blows, and the school’s summer uniform is not ugly. It’s mostly because of the addition of that face on Jiang Di’s body. In fact, her standing posture is better than others, and the curve of her neck when she bows her head is quite good.

It's a pity that Xu Deng was not in the mood to appreciate it. She showed a kind of depression from the inside, and her steps were heavy.

Don't make trouble after saying something that is not convincing.

Jiang Di laughed, and she walked to Xu Deng's side, "Unhappy again?"

Normally Xu Deng would have immediately retorted, "Who's upset?", but today he didn't say a word.

Jiang Di thinks that her depression is quite interesting, in fact, it is not difficult to guess, it is nothing more than that there are many and difficult papers for evening self-study, and there are many depressed people in the class, but when the class bell rings, the depression disappears immediately Clean it up, leave it behind and worry about it in class tomorrow.

The lights in several classrooms were turned off. Jiang Di naturally took Xu Deng's hand and went downstairs with her. I don't know if it's really late today or someone turned off the lights downstairs as a prank. I couldn't see clearly, and several lights on the small road leading to the outside of the school gate were broken, so it didn't look very clear.

Xu Deng remained silent.

Her "axis" flared up again at this time, turning into a kind of inner gnashing of teeth.

Ordinary people's stubbornness is probably also the resistance to the intrusion of external things. When it comes to her, it becomes a kind of torture for herself, biting her lips tightly, as if she needs to see blood to feel a little better.

Jiang Di leaned in front of Xu Deng to look at her.

Xu Deng stopped in his tracks, glanced at her, and turned his face away for some reason.

Jiang Di thought it was a little funny, she pressed Xu Deng's shoulder, stood in front of her, lowered a little, and looked at her.

Xu Deng didn't look at it, but turned his head.

"I want to open up a little bit, can't I do a test paper?"

Jiang Di always speaks with a smile, the light in the trail is dim after a few lights are broken, the bushes are full of chirping insects in summer, and occasionally there is the sound of wings flapping by big guys, people still chatting and laughing in the distance At this moment, she leaned closer and pressed her hand maliciously on the mark on Xu Dengxia's lip bitten by herself.

"Does it hurt?"

"I said you, you always have trouble with yourself, the injury on your hand hasn't healed yet, are you going to torture this mouth?"

Her voice is no longer the gentleness with a sense of distance in front of others, but Xu Deng gave birth to a kind of familiar reproach of "I have known her for a long time".

So gentle that it makes people itch from the bottom of their hearts.

It's a pity that Xu Deng's brain circuit doesn't match the current kind of sisterly love. She actually bit it off. Jiang Di was caught off guard and bit her finger, and subconsciously withdrew her hand.

She looked at the bite marks on her fingers in the dim light, dumbfounded, "Why don't you follow the routine, Xu Deng."

Xu Deng wiped his lips, "What do you want me to do? I'm not one of those boys in my class who only think about dating.

The table in front of Xu Deng is a tall and strong boy. His liking for Jiang Di has not reached the level of being open and honest, but it is also a secret love that everyone knows, but his liking for Jiang Di basically shows in putting some water in the physical examination. Press the stopwatch before reaching the line.

Standing on the side, Xu Deng could see clearly, including the sticky eyes of the boy.

Jiang Di was a little powerless, she sighed, "I'm trying to comfort you with malice?"

She lowered her head and tugged at Xu Deng's school uniform. It was hot in summer, and Xu Deng was wearing a summer school uniform with a coat on top of it. He wore it backwards, and put the sleeves over his arms.

There are quite a lot of people wearing such clothes in school, because the classroom is quite cold with the air conditioner on, so it is not surprising.

Xu Deng pressed Jiang Di's hand pulling her clothes, "What are you doing, hurry up, your home is so far away, it will be eleven o'clock when I go back."

Jiang Di smiled at Xu Deng, and exaggeratedly said, "Why are you so good, Xu Dengdeng!"

Xu Deng: "Can you hurry up!"

Jiang Di rushed forward and hugged Xu Deng's arm without any reason, and stuck his whole body on it. Xu Deng said, "It's so hot..."

"Already" got stuck in her throat before she could make a sound, and Jiang Di actually kissed her, kissing her on the cheek loudly.

Xu Deng froze in place.

Jiang Di looked at her with a smile.

Counting down in my heart, as expected, after a few seconds, Xu Deng really exploded, pushed Jiang Di hard, covered his face and shouted: "What are you doing!"

Jiang Di touched the shoulder strap of her own schoolbag, and stood there with crooked eyebrows, not affected by Xu Deng's attitude at all, "You are so kind, I will kiss you to express my gratitude."

Xu Deng: "It's better than saying thank you!"

Jiang Di posted it again, "Isn't it more sincere for me to thank you verbally? Don't think too much, Deng'er, if you feel that you have been taken advantage of, you can come back with a kiss."

She pointed to her own left cheek.

Xu Deng: "..."

No matter how I think about it, I feel bad.

In the end, classmate Jiang Di still relied on her own scheming to let Xu Deng send her home as she wished.

Jiang Di stood at the gate of the community and waved to Xu Deng, watching him leave her sight without looking back.

Then wait to go back and be tortured by her mother.

Xu Deng was in a trance all the way. When he returned, he felt his face was still hot. He almost plunged into the small flower bed in his own neighborhood. Fortunately, he turned the handlebar in time, otherwise it would have been embarrassing for a long time.

Usually, when she gets home from evening self-study and get out of class, all the family members are already in their respective rooms. She is happy and relaxed, and after washing up, she goes back to the house to fiddle with what is there.But today was obviously not the same as usual. She opened the door, and before she changed her shoes, she saw her mother sitting on the sofa with a dignified face.

Still holding the phone in his hand, he looked anxious.

Xu Deng entered the room, carrying his schoolbag, and asked, "What's the matter, are you still awake so late?"

As a result, when she got closer, her mother's eyes were red, and she turned around and asked her: "Is your mobile phone just a decoration? You don't answer the phone?"

Xu Deng took out her mobile phone from her pocket and looked at it. There were indeed several missed calls. She asked, "What's the matter? Where's Dad?"

Her mother didn't take off her make-up, but she probably cried and spent almost all of her time. Now that she heard Xu Deng speak so plainly, she was a little anxious, "Your sister is gone!"

Xu Deng still didn't respond, "When did you disappear...Evening self-study is over? Didn't Dad pick it up?"

Probably because of her indifferent attitude, Xu Deng's mother Ye Xia was a little angry, and because of the frequent phone calls from her youngest daughter when she was on a business trip a few days ago, she couldn't help but get angry at Xu Deng: "I Didn’t I tell you to give way to my sister? Why don’t you listen? It’s all right now, everyone is gone!”

Xu Deng threw away the schoolbag, and the thumping heart that Jiang Di picked up at the moment also cooled down. She reached out to grab a tissue on the coffee table, and wiped away her tears with Ye Xia, and called out in a low voice Sound mother.

Her actions were very considerate, but the woman standing in front of her didn't feel very close, probably because the time of separation was too long, so that this sudden closeness seemed like a stranger's approach, always with a little estrangement .

Biological, but not around, always feel strange.

The woman turned her face away in embarrassment.

Xu Deng's hand holding the tissue was lowered. She glanced at her hand and smiled mockingly in her heart, but her face looked sad.

She called out to her mother again.

"It doesn't matter if Xu Shu doesn't see me." She sat on the sofa and flipped through the call records on her mobile phone. "You spoil her too much, and you are used to everything. I don't do anything to her, and I don't want to do anything to her."

"She probably thought I was an eyesore at home."

Xu Deng sat on the sofa and talked to himself, while Ye Xia stood helplessly, looking at the face of the eldest daughter with regret.

Xu Deng is too sensible, from childhood to adulthood, she and her husband went out to work hard many years ago, and the child who came unexpectedly could only be taken by the elderly when the career was the least distracting, but when the elderly were around, they couldn't bear it.

As soon as he was cruel, he put her there.

A few years later, she was conceived with a girl. Compared to the silence of the eldest daughter, the younger daughter is obviously very smart and very good at making people happy. Acting like a baby and losing her temper are taken for granted in the eyes of adults. It is really difficult to be pampered. Duanping, let alone separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, can only make up for it blindly with material things.

"Little girl..."

Looking at the downcast eyes of her elder daughter, the woman suddenly felt a little distressed.

Xu Deng seemed to have never heard the nickname, "Dad went out to find someone?"

"He went to report the crime."

Xu Deng said, "Then don't think too much, maybe she will go to live with that classmate's house, little girl, the anger will be gone overnight."

She naturally said that Xu Shu was still a little girl, but in fact she was still, but it seemed that she had to make a compromise because she had the title of eldest daughter.

Of course she didn't know what Xu Shu had said to their mother, and why she ran away from home.

But adults know it, but they have no choice. After all, they are biological girls. Even if one kisses and the other doesn't kiss, they all come out of the stomach. Blood is thicker than water. How can it be because of the daughters? Seeing the two hated each other, I sent one away abruptly.

Xu Deng suddenly felt very boring.

It's extremely boring to look at everything around here.

She grows up and feels that there are too few things that are not boring. She is tired of seeing the endless hills in her hometown, smelling the stench of the soil, and even more tired of the noisy and indifferent atmosphere of the country school, and the parents in this kind of family. The tangle of not being able to make choices because of morality.

The itching from the scabbed wound on his arm came back again.

There is also the discomfort of not being able to solve the problem.

She didn't know what kind of person she was going to become, and she didn't know why she became inexplicably concerned about the exam.

Probably because the people in the previous school were not competitive?

Or is the current learning atmosphere too strong?

Is it gritted teeth unwilling to be content with the status quo?Or do you want to escape the indomitableness here?

Yes, and it seems like neither.

She finally stood up, and the condescending mother who was still crying said: "If you need me, you can ask me to go out and look for it. If there is nothing wrong now, I will go to the house to rest."

She spoke blandly, and her eyes lingered on Ye Xia's face for a long time. She remembered this face very deeply. She saw it about twice a year when she was a child. She was afraid that she would forget, so she thought about it all the time. The more she thought about it, the more she thought about it. think.

Then cry.

The old lady felt unlucky for crying too much, was beaten and cried again.

In the endless crying and hitting, I learned not to cry, not to resist, and to be indifferent.

Like a rotten log.

Now the rotten wood was transported to the big city with flowers and flowers.

It's a pity that even the roots are rotten, so how can new leaves grow.

When the door was closed, Xu Deng breathed a sigh of relief. She took out her mobile phone and made a countdown to the college entrance examination. There was still more than a year left.

very long.

She wants to go, go to a farther place, and live a life that is truly alone.

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