snuggle alone

Zhao You and Liu Liying are in a tepid relationship.

Chen Moran got to know Zhao You's new phone number as he wished, and the two wanted to make a phone call if they had nothing to do.How could it be possible to break it up as soon as it is said, men's words are the most untrustworthy.

Zhao You called his relationship with Liu Liying a fake relationship on the phone, Chen Moran just laughed, muttering in a low voice that the real relationship between him and Zhao You was not as good as this fake relationship.A couple of dogs and men are walking side by side in the sun, and if they can be put on the stage in a fair manner, what are he and Zhao You?

Chen Moran couldn't stop the pantothenic acid in his heart.

Hey, Zhao You said he couldn't hear what Chen Moran said.Chen Moran said that he would go out to buy vegetables and cook and let's not talk, then Zhao You hung up the phone happily, and Chen Moran was pained and happy.

When Zhao You just left, Chen Moran suffered from insomnia all night, but he couldn't sleep, all because of that bastard Zhao You.

He resisted not calling Zhao You, not daring to hear Zhao You's voice.When he finally couldn't bear it one day, he dialed the man's number in the address book, and a strange message "The number you dialed is empty" came from the phone, but Chen Moran couldn't even cry. up.

Later, Chen Moran asked his colleagues in the hospital to prescribe some calming medicine for him, so he could only sleep for three or four hours a day, thinking about Zhao You terribly, cursing at the same time.

How long has passed, almost two months now.

Chen Moran was not as crazy as he thought at the beginning, and gradually faded away, but the quality of sleep was still not very good, but compared with the previous bad one, he was quite satisfied.He thought about it carefully, but he only had a good night's sleep in Zhao You's room that day.Now I can still reminisce about the past with Zhao You like a friend, so I am content.

Strictly speaking, neither of them can be regarded as true homosexuality. Both of them can use a cliché to say that "the person I happen to fall in love with is a man". There is only love, regardless of gender.If they were replaced by other members of the same sex, the two of them would probably not be able to develop even the slightest bit of love.

Zhao You's engagement banquet was on the last Saturday of May. Hu Liwen specially asked a fortune teller to choose an auspicious day for the zodiac, which happened to be a good time. Chen Moran didn't need to ask for leave on weekdays, it happened to be on the weekend. He originally had an appointment with someone from the hospital. Fishing, this is a mess.

After work on Friday evening, he rushed back to Zhao You's hometown on the last train of the day.Chen Moran called in advance to inform that the train would arrive at the station at 07:30, and Zhao You picked it up. The two of them did not go home directly, but went to the hot pot restaurant that Zhao You used to go to for dinner. He liked the taste of the sauce there.

The two asked for a box as usual.

The soup boiled, and the fish balls were poured into the pot for a while, before they were fully cooked, Zhao You was about to take them out and eat them, and the monkey couldn't wait any longer.Chen Moran tapped the back of Zhao You's hand with chopsticks, Zhao You felt pain in his hand, and shrank back.

Chen Moran looked up and saw Zhao Youzheng looking at him with resentment, but he smiled: "I won't care about you anymore, I want to tell my sister-in-law to take care of your eating problem." What he said was like this Full of jealousy, Zhao You knew that he was not feeling well, so he spared him this time, and didn't say a word.

Zhao You also felt uncomfortable, both of them were suffering so much, and they both pretended nothing had happened.Chen Moran himself didn't look in the mirror, his smile was uglier than crying.

While eating, Zhao You said to drink some wine, Chen Moran nodded.

Zhao You didn't drive today, it seems that he came prepared.The two ordered some beer, Chen Moran usually doesn't like drinking, and Zhao You is not a person who is greedy for alcohol and tobacco.

Chen Moran only wanted to have a place where Zhao You could drink tomorrow, but for some reason, Zhao You insisted on having a drink with him today.When the two of them clinked glasses, Chen Moran's tongue-in-cheek flared up again, and he said "Congratulations" to Zhao You, which was not counted, and after thinking about it, he added "Big Brother" at the end.

Zhao You couldn't get angry easily, and he couldn't do anything to Chen Moran, so he just poured himself a cup of wine, and when he didn't enjoy himself after drinking, he just took the bottle and poured it into his mouth.

If the two were still on good terms before, Chen Moran would have taken care of it, but today he just watched Zhao You go crazy alone in silence.

Chen Moran just ate the food on his own, he was really hungry, if he ordered a table of food, it would be a waste if he didn't eat it.How could he eat so much? If he couldn't eat it, he wasted it for nothing, but he was really wronged, his nose was sore and his throat was choked--he actually cried, and I don't know if Zhao You saw it.

Fortunately, in the private room, either one of the two men only focused on drinking, and the other only focused on wiping tears, what a joke.

When I got home, the hands of the clock on the wall showed that it was ten o'clock. Hu Liwen held her eyelids and stayed awake, waiting for her two sons.

When she saw Chen Moran driving the drunk Zhao You back, she repeatedly asked what was wrong.Chen Moran only drank that one cup, he was very sober, and on the way back, he had planned his response, but he said that because of the engagement tomorrow, Zhao You drank to the fullest, so he got greedy and got out of hand.

Hu Liwen was very satisfied with this answer, it was indeed reasonable, she told the two to go to bed early, and then went back to the house yawning.

Zhao You's wine tasted very good, he didn't cry or make trouble when he was drunk, he just squinted his eyes and seemed to be asleep, looking like mud.He hung on Chen Moran's body and ate up all the tofu.

Chen Moran helped Zhao You back to Zhao You's room, threw him on the bed and wanted to get out, but when he turned around, he felt dizzy, and was pulled by a strong force and fell onto Zhao You.

Zhao You turned over and covered Chen Moran, Chen Moran couldn't react in time and was firmly crushed, his head was buzzing and his ears seemed to be ringing.

The two of them stayed like stacked arhats for a while, then Chen Moran heard the even breathing sound from the man above him, Chen Moran rolled his eyes, thinking that the surname Zhao is so generous, he could even fall asleep.

Then, Chen Moran pushed the man away with difficulty, got up and walked out.After a while, he still came in with a basin of water and a towel, waited for Zhao You to wipe his face and body, changed him into pajamas, and wrapped him in a quilt before he stopped.

While doing this, Chen Moran secretly scolded himself for being so cheap.He probably received too much favor from the Zhao family in his life, and he was willing to play the role of an old lady, but he was still unable to truly hate this man.

Chen Moran just wanted to lie down with Zhao You one more night, just this one night, and feel the man's body temperature finally heal.After tidying up hastily by himself, he got into the man's bed, took the initiative to put his arms around the man's waist, and fell asleep peacefully.

Falling asleep in the middle of the night, Chen Moran felt itchy all over his body, he was still thinking about the mosquitoes in May, and waving his hands didn't work, he finally slept soundly, and really didn't want to wake up.He opened his eyes and saw that the desk lamp on the bedside table was on, emitting a soft/ambiguous yellow halo, and Zhao You was licking/licking his chest.

Chen Moran is so angry!Did he have mixed feelings in his heart? All kinds of emotions were mixed together, and he kicked Zhao You hard.The moment he saw what Zhao You was doing to him, he woke up completely. At this moment, he was ready to fight Zhao Youda.

But unexpectedly, Zhao You suffered from pain in his leg, snorted, stopped and looked down at Chen Moran, the deep sadness in his eyes couldn't stop flowing into Chen Moran's heart, Chen Moran was stunned when he saw it , he thought maybe Zhao You loved himself more than he imagined.Then Zhao You hugged Chen Moran tightly, and lay on Chen Moran's body, motionless.

Zhao You was really too heavy, Chen Moran put his arms around Zhao You, bearing the sweet burden at this moment.

"Hey, are you asleep?" About a quarter of an hour later, Chen Moran squeezed the palm of Zhao You who was hanging beside him.

"........."

"Get off me first, can you, you are too heavy!"

"..." The man moved as he said, and lay down next to Chen Moran.

"During our freshman and sophomore years, we all lived in your room...It seems that since our sophomore year, we both secretly did that kind of thing whether we were at home or at school. You always said it was exciting. , I endure very hard every time, you know?" Chen Moran knew that the man was awake, although no one answered, he still talked to the air.

"........."

"But I haven't met my father and godmother once. If at that time...the matter between us was exposed at that time, I don't know what it will be like now?..."

"Chen Mo...Chen Moran...I love you." Zhao You's deep voice interrupted Chen Moran's memories.The man's hand held Chen Moran's tightly.Intertwined fingers.

This abrupt confession.

Chen Moran could clearly hear his heart beating faster and faster.There was a salty liquid in the corner of his eyes, he might be crying.

Chen Moran only thought about the phrase "I love you" repeatedly in his mind, and stared at the ceiling with his eyes open until dawn.

Chen Moran got up when the genius was bright. He looked at himself in the mirror, his eyeballs were slightly swollen and his eyes were blue.Headache is splitting, groggy.He sighed straight away, feeling guilty.

Looking at the refreshed Zhao You, dressed in formal attire and dignified, Chen Moran was so angry that his teeth itch.

On this day, Zhao went to the woman's house first, picked up Liu Liying and her parents, and waited at the reserved hotel first.

Chen Moran drove with his godfather and godmother to pick up the jewelry specially ordered for the woman, and then they made an appointment to meet at the banquet together.

Zhao You arrived at the hotel with Liu Liying's family half an hour earlier, went into the private room and hung up the phone to his mother. Hu Liwen smiled and said she would be there soon.As a result, half an hour passed, and Chen Moran and his parents hadn't arrived yet.

Zhao You had already acted alone with Liu Liying's family for half an hour, and he was already impatient. He used the excuse of going out to the private room to get some air, but actually called Hu Liwen again.

But this time, Hu Liwen's cell phone couldn't be dialed. The voice of "the number you dialed is not in the service area" came repeatedly from the cell phone. He hurriedly called Zhao Guoqing, and it was the same.

Finally, he tried calling Chen Moran again, but the result was still the same.Zhao You's right eyelid kept twitching, and the uneasiness in his heart grew faintly. He felt that something bad happened.

He was flustered, unable to concentrate, and walked back to the box with a bad face.Liu Liying asked him what was wrong, and he said that his parents' phone number could not be reached.

Liu Liying's parents said optimistically that it might not matter if there was a traffic jam on the road.Having said that, the two of them still couldn't stop looking at the watch on the wall, their faces were anxious, and they only talked perfunctorily.

"Hypocrisy", Zhao You thought.

After another half an hour, no one came.Liu Liying's parents obviously couldn't wait any longer, and they kept asking Zhao You, implying that his parents would not go back on their word, and their daughter could not suffer this grievance for nothing.

Zhao You was also bitter in his heart. Hearing his prospective father-in-law and mother-in-law say that about his parents, his heart suddenly became angry.Due to the problem of face, he still politely replied that it was impossible, just wait a little longer.He didn't want to stay in the house for a second, so he went out and called the three of them one after another, but it was still "the number you dialed is not in the service area".

He returned to the private room, asked the waiter to serve the food first, and asked the Liu family to eat first, and the Liu family gave in with an ugly face.

When the time came to almost two o'clock in the afternoon, the lunch had already been finished, and the parents-in-law and mother-in-law were still missing.Liu Liying's parents felt that they were seriously tricked and cheated.The Liu couple couldn't wait any longer, and finally took their daughter away angrily.

On the way Zhao You was driving home, his cell phone rang, and a middle-aged man's deep voice answered, "Excuse me, Mr. Zhao You?"

"I am." He had a bad feeling.

"Please come to XXX to identify the corpse and see if it is your family." Zhao You's mind went "boom", and the phone fell to the ground.

The past happened again, but this time it was Chen Moran who comforted Zhao You.There are three portraits hanging in the center of the mourning hall, which are his grandmother, his father, and his mother.

That day when Chen Moran was driving across the bridge, he saw a large cargo truck rushing on the rampage. No matter how good his driving skills were, Chen Moran couldn't dodge it. He was knocked off the bridge and fell into the river.

The driver who caused the accident did not escape, knowing that he had caused a catastrophe, he had a conscience and called the emergency number. No matter how fast the rescue was, Zhao You's parents finally let go, and only Chen Moran survived.

When Zhao You arrived, Chen Moran had just been rescued and woke up slowly, so Zhao You immediately embraced him.Chen Moran's body was wet and cold, and he suddenly felt a warm current flowing into his neck, and Zhao You choked up in his ears: "I only have you..." Chen Moran was taken aback, and after realizing it, he hugged her back tightly Zhao You, the two cried silently together.

Grandma Zhao You has believed in Buddhism for so many years, so Xu felt something and insisted on looking for his eldest son and daughter-in-law. This matter cannot be hidden at all, and Zhao You's two aunts accidentally slipped their mouths.Unexpectedly, the old lady smiled and said that it could be saved for a while, but not for a lifetime. The old man fell down dramatically and went with his son and daughter-in-law.

There was supposed to be a happy event, but a tragedy happened.Zhao You lost three relatives in one day, and this kind of pain is unbearable for anyone.

At the funeral, Liu Liying's family and Li Jie came to express their condolences. Zhao You looked at the people coldly, and Liu Liying knew that her marriage was completely over.

Zhao Youting calmly accepted the compensation from the driver who caused the accident while driving under the influence of alcohol, but he didn't want money at all, and no amount of gold or silver could exchange for the lost relatives.

Grandma Zhao You said before she was alive that the Zhao family's ancestral house will be left to the grandson in the future.Zhao You divided the ancestral house into three bedrooms and one living room with the unit of Hu Liwen, who has lived with him for more than [-] years, and found a friend who works in a real estate agency, and quickly realized it.

There is no longer anything worthy of his nostalgia in the hometown he was born and raised in.Zhao You is fortunate to have Chen Moran by his side, and God left Chen Moran for him.Zhao You inherited a considerable inheritance and brought Chen Moran back to City B.

Extra

After that incident, both Zhao You and Chen Moran left sequelae.Zhao You suffered from severe stress disorder, while Chen Moran must have suffered psychological trauma, but the physical torture also continued as if every stitch was inserted.

As long as there is even the slightest thing wrong with the weather, Chen Moran's right leg will be in pain. Every time this happens, he thinks about Zhao You, who is even more pitiful than him.He will feel that all the pain is more painful than the separation of him and Zhao You.

Fortunately, he is in the north where the weather is drier; fortunately, Zhao You is still by his side.

At the end of the day, when the doctors from other departments came to pick up the files, they said to Chen Moran, "Your brother is waiting for you in the corridor!"

"Huh?...huh." Chen Moran responded.I'm afraid others won't tell you today, he still doesn't know that Zhao You came to the hospital.

The days for Zhao You to do psychological counseling are fixed every week, and Chen Moran knows all of these well.

It might be today, it might be the doctor that Zhao You made a temporary appointment, or it might be something else, Chen Moran has no idea.He thought: "He'd better have a private contact later, and ask Dr. Liu, who usually helps Zhao You, how Zhao You's situation is now." He resisted asking for a month, because he saw Zhao You's recent state is much better than before.

While Chen Moran was thinking, he looked at the wall clock on the wall. It was only 5 minutes before he would clock in and leave work.

"You two brothers have such a good relationship!" Dr. Wang Lin from the surgery said with a smile.She was the one who told Chen Moran's brother to be waiting outside.

Chen Moran: "Well, my brother takes good care of me."

"I'm so envious! If only I had an older brother. Unfortunately, I only have one younger brother..." Wang Lin said while teasing her new big waves.

Chen Moran smiled and didn't want to talk more, 5 minutes was almost up.He quickly tidied up the table, turned off the computer, and pushed the chair under the table.

Chen Moran changed into a white coat, and finally he stepped on the clock and swiped his card to leave.

"Comrades, see you tomorrow." He greeted other people in the office politely, and nodded and smiled at Wang Lin by the way.

Wang Lin looked at the back of Chen Moran going out, and thought: "It's great to get off work on time! I knew that she also studied the major of 'hospital administration'."

When Chen Moran came out, he saw the 'Internet addict' Zhao You leaning on a chair in the hospital corridor playing mobile games.

After that happened, Zhao You didn't go to work all the time. He had no worries about food and clothing, and his salary at work might not be enough for Zhao You to buy game consoles and change equipment.Even if Zhao You didn't inherit a large amount of inheritance, Chen Moran would still be willing to do any job to earn money to support him.

Zhao You saw Chen Moran smiling, with neat white teeth.Chen Moran likes to see Zhao You showing eight teeth, shining like a star in a toothpaste commercial.

Chen Moran: "Old rules, you drive."

Zhao You: "Okay."

Chen Moran was a bit traumatized, he never dared to drive again.In addition to the subway and bus for commuting to and from get off work, or when Zhao You is in a good mood, he will pick him up by car.In the days when Zhao You was doing psychological counseling, Chen Moran was able to hitch a ride.

Traffic jams are unavoidable during the evening rush hour during off-duty hours.Zhao You rolled down the car window and lit a cigarette: "Mo Ran... Today is my last consultation."

Chen Moran was looking at the tail number of the car next to him, but he didn't have time to look at the number. After hearing Zhao You's words, he turned his head and looked at the smoking man in front of him.

Zhao You: "I think, I should also look forward..." He took two puffs and exhaled big smoke rings, and the inside of the car was filled with smoke.

Chen Moran has often failed to understand what Zhao You said recently.Zhao You in the past is not what he is now.

With more than half of the cigarette left, Zhao You pinched it and extinguished it in the car ashtray.He tilted his head and smiled apologetically at Chen Moran: "I'm sorry...I couldn't hold back."

Chen Moran: "It's okay..." The car moved forward a few steps, the windows were open, the smoke dissipated after a while, Zhao You closed the windows, and there was still a faint smell of tobacco in the car.

The two were silent all the way, Chen Moran didn't want to take the initiative to ask what Zhao You meant by 'restart', because he was afraid that Zhao You would say words he didn't want to hear.He couldn't stand Zhao You saying 'break up' anymore.

The two returned home, Zhao You played games in the living room as soon as they entered the house, and Chen Moran went to the kitchen to cook honestly.

Dinner is very simple, tomato egg noodles.Chen Moran was very tired tonight, and even the cooking was simple and simple. On the other hand, he would definitely cook another dish for Zhao You.

Chen Moran lies on the bed at 09:30 every night, and the bedside light is turned on for half an hour. Regardless of whether Zhao Youjin enters the room to sleep, he will turn off the light at ten o'clock.His schedule has always been very regular, if it is disrupted, he will feel very insecure.Just lying on the bed, wrapped in a quilt, he suddenly heard the pattering sound outside the window, as if it was raining, he was fascinated by the sound, and didn't notice that Zhao You also entered the room, until the mattress beside him was sunken, and he wrapped his arms around him. He is in my arms.

Chen Moran's vest was pressed against Zhao You's chest, it was hot, and he felt very comfortable. He thought: "Even if he dies in Zhao You's arms now, he is willing."

Chen Moran thought that Zhao You went to bed so early because he was tired from playing games and wanted to sleep.He didn't expect Zhao You's hand to be honest with him for less than 10 minutes, and then began to explore his body.The bodies of the two have long been very compatible, and both of them clearly know where the other's sensitive/sensitivity/spots are.Chen Moran, who was easily teased by Zhao You, couldn't restrain himself. Chen Moran put his arms around Zhao You's neck, and accepted Zhao You's entry with his face up. It seemed to pierce Chen Moran's soul.

Chen Moran's neck line is very beautiful, the Adam's apple is neither big nor small, and there is no neck line at all. Zhao You kissed Chen Moran's smooth and firm neck over and over again, and his lower body moved regularly.

This love/shi lasted for a long time.Zhao You also seems to have accumulated a lot of emotions, all of which turned into sex/desire here and exploded on Chen Moran.

After finishing the work, the two lay on the bed peacefully. Zhao You kissed the top of Chen Moran's head nestled in his arms, and said, "Moran, let's raise a Labrador."

Chen Moran didn't speak, Zhao You went on and said, "Doctor Liu, she is a very good person. A psychiatrist helps others help themselves. I want to witness the growth of a small life. I think it will be good for both of us. What do you say?"

It's been almost a year, and Zhao You hasn't said so many words in one breath for a long time. He is used to the three-character five-character scriptures, and Chen Moran still understands this time. From the bottom of my heart, I laughed at myself for being too narrow-minded, thinking that Zhao You was going to abandon him in chaos, but he was simply, simply pathetic and ridiculous.

Chen Moran put his heart in his stomach and didn't want to talk for a while.

Zhao You thought that the person in his arms didn't respond and fell asleep from exhaustion.He turned off the light, tucked Chen Moran in the quilt, and planned to play a game of chess with Duke Zhou himself.

Just when Zhao You was about to fall asleep, Chen Moran said, "Zhao You, let's find a surrogate... I think... I want a child of yours, which can be regarded as... for godfather, godmother and grandma." Confession..."

Time seemed to stand still, no one spoke, and the rain outside the window was getting heavier and heavier, making Chen Moran feel very cold.

Five months have passed since that incident, and Chen Moran has been thinking about it for more than half a year. Now he has finally mustered up the courage to talk to Zhao You, but Zhao You has stopped talking. .

He knew that Zhao You hadn't slept, and that he could count down from 99999 to 1 if he was sober. Chen Moran was just afraid of this deathly silence. The atmosphere just now was obviously very good.

After a long time, Chen Moran heard Zhao You sigh inaudibly, and said, "Okay."

Chen Moran gently closed his eyes, he felt that Zhao You hugged him very tightly, and his two hot bodies pressed together to absorb the warmth.

Chen Moran thought, tonight he and Zhao You will definitely not suffer from insomnia.

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