snuggle alone

Chen Moran just felt that he shouldn't have anything to do with Zhao You anymore, not at all.He, Zhao You, wanted to live a normal life.Yes, Chen Moran can completely fulfill Zhao You.

Zhao Youda can abandon him, Chen Moran, and then find a beautiful and intelligent woman of the right family to talk about Fengyue wholeheartedly. When he marries a wife and has children, he can continue the incense in his family, and with an explanation, he can be a loving father, son, filial piety, loyalty Both, the good son, good father, and good husband praised by everyone in ten miles and eight streets.

Chen Moran felt that he was really stupid, really stupid, so stupid.

Recalling the time when the two of them hid in the same blanket in the dormitory in college, Zhao You said "love" to him over and over again, and he felt that he could do anything for Zhao You.Now the man who said "love" to him countless times without hesitation wants to leave him and plan to find a woman for the rest of his life. It's ridiculous.

Zhao You packed his things silently. There were not many things and nothing important. He just took his notebook and a few changes of clothes and put them in his bag, leaving everything else to Chen Moran.

During this period, neither of them said a word, each thinking about their own thoughts.

After Zhao You cleaned up, he stood in the living room for a while, as if he was looking at the house, and at the same time, he seemed to be looking at the details of the time he and Chen Moran had been together before. There are so many memories here, so fierce.He reminded himself repeatedly that once he walked out of this room in a while, he had to put it down cleanly, and he must not turn back, nor could he turn back.

When it is broken, it will be chaotic.Zhao You repeatedly told himself in his heart.

Chen Moran turned his back to him and couldn't see his face, so he didn't know the expression on Chen Moran's face, so that's fine.Chen Moran agreed to break up so simply, which saved unnecessary trouble in the future.

After he took one last look at Chen Moran's back, he turned around and walked out of the gate.

Chen Moran's back was deeply embedded in his heart. In his mind, only he knew that he had once truly loved him, and he is still in love now. This love took root, sprouted, and grew into a big tree. A tree is not something that can be broken easily by cutting it down.

But Zhao You knew that he couldn't stand the pressure, he was just a coward who didn't deserve to talk about love.

After Zhao You left, Chen Moran felt clean, but his heart was more than half empty.

There is no need to get up half an hour early in the morning to prepare breakfast for Zhao You. Zhao You has a bad stomach, has a bad mouth, is a picky eater, and is difficult to serve.

Every night after serving Zhao You to sleep, Chen Moran opened his eyes and couldn't see anything in the dark night, but his mind was exhausted thinking about what to eat for Zhao You for breakfast the next day, When I rack my brains and can't figure it out, I can't help being irritable, and I feel resentment from the bottom of my heart, wondering why I am so cheap and want to be so nice to someone.As a result, when he turned his head, he could feel Zhao You's breath puffing onto his face, which was warm and warm, and the bad mood dissipated in an instant, and he was willing to do his best.Chen Moran only felt that he loved this man too much, he would give everything, and only hoped that this man would live well.

But in fact he did so. When Zhao You came back that night, he was making chicken soup for Zhao You.Hearing the sound of the door opening, he poked his head from the kitchen, and was right in front of Zhao You's troubled and melancholy face. He thought it was something wrong with Zhao You's work, and before he could ask, Zhao You said: "Chen Moran, let's break up!" There was a sudden thunder from Pingdi, and Chen Moran couldn't believe his ears, he thought he was hallucinating.But Zhao You's sad face reminded him again and again that this was true.

"Let's eat first, I'll make chicken soup for you." Chen Moran only replied Zhao You's insignificant words.

Zhao You was stunned for a moment, took a deep look at Chen Moran, and then, as usual, as if nothing had happened, he took off his coat, washed his hands, and sat down at the dinner table to wait for dinner.

During dinner, the two of them were relatively silent again, eating in silence.The atmosphere was indescribably awkward, but no one wanted to break the silence of the room.

After dinner, Chen Moran packed up the dishes and went to the kitchen to do the dishes.Zhao You was sitting in the living room watching TV, the noisy sound came from the TV, echoing the sound of water rushing from the kitchen, the illusion of an ordinary family was harmonious, but it was even more terrifyingly quiet.The TV was on, but Zhao You didn’t actually watch anything. He only remembered a voice playing back a month ago, “Son, come back quickly. If you don’t come back, your mother will jump off the building!…” It was him Dad's voice.

For men, Zhao You's age is not too old, but he's not too young either. He's 29, and he'll be [-] in a year.Zhao You's mother is definitely short-tempered. When Zhao You was still in college, her mother told him to bring a girl home as soon as he graduated from college.But in fact at that time, Zhao You and Chen Moran had already rolled into the same bed, and the two swore to each other like glue, they were inseparable at all.

Zhao Youna didn't tell Chen Moran about this.But after graduation, his mother mentioned it a few more times.After that, Zhao You stayed in the local area to find a job after graduating from university, instead of going back to his hometown, he rented a room and a living room with Chen Moran, and the two happily lived a small life of rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea.

In the past few years, Zhao You's mother has been urging her so hard, day by day, month by month, hundreds of times more annoying than a woman's aunt.A few times they even called Chen Moran's cell phone, asking him, a good friend and younger brother, to persuade Zhao You to go home early and set up a blind date as early as possible, but Chen Moran had no choice but to agree bitterly.

Zhao You also knew that he couldn't tell his mother the truth, that he fell in love with a man, and he was still his godbrother.And he didn't intend to tell the truth, he just thought about living the day to day, and when he couldn't procrastinate any longer, he would resolutely go home and cherish Chen Moran in his heart.

It's just that he didn't expect that this day would come so quickly. His father called him at noon that day, and he handed in his resignation letter to the unit leader in the afternoon. .The job handover went smoothly. He didn't tell Chen Moran that he was going to resign and go home. He still had the ostrich mentality and planned to tell Chen Moran at the last moment. Indifferently opened his mouth to say goodbye.

This time, Zhao You's mother is determined, and she threatens and lures her son to take him down in one fell swoop, and let him go home completely.Zhao You didn't even struggle, and compromised immediately.

In the process of compromise, he never informed Chen Moran, nor did he think of saying so.He didn't think it was necessary, because, anyway, the result would be the same.The less one of them knows, the less one suffers, and they can live happily for a few more days, which is not bad.

The pain of two people is always more miserable than the pain of one person, Zhao You thinks so.After all, he still loves Chen Moran, and he doesn't want him to feel sad, cry, and suffer all kinds of grievances for him.

After Zhao You came home, his mother beamed with joy, and happily asked Seventh Aunt and Eighth Aunt Zhang Luoqi to arrange a blind date for Zhao You.By the way, he also asked Zhao You why Chen Moran didn't come back to see her half-mother, Zhao You only answered that Chen Moran was busy with work recently, and he would naturally come back to see you later.What Zhao You's mother Hu Liwen said was right, young people are busy with work now.But when the subject changed, he said that it was not his own after all, and it would be good if his own came back.

But only Zhao You knew that your own and non-natural sons were all brought together, but you were beaten by a mandarin duck. Chen Moran is afraid that he will never enter this house again in his life and call Hu Liwen a godmother.