love to love

seed.

It is a seed, it will always take root, sprout and grow gradually, and when the master comes back to his senses, he is surprised that there is such a crazy idea in his heart.

Sun Zhizhi, who followed Lu Aiguo's ass for the first time in his teens, met Lu Hao from a long distance away. At that time, he felt that Uncle Lu's son was really tall, and he looked forward to I hope that I will grow into a big and tall man in the future.

Sun Zhizhi, who went to junior high school, gradually became less fond of talking, but Liu Shufang didn't care, thinking it was because of the heavy schoolwork of the child.But in fact, only the person involved knew that Sun Zhizhi felt that he had less and less common topics with his mother, and he himself knew that his eyes were more and more lingering on beautiful girls.

Adolescent boys and girls always have so many thoughts. Although they are not heavy, their perspectives on the world suddenly start to change.

Most of the time, changes happen inadvertently.

The way Lu Aiguo often sat in the living room and sighed was deeply imprinted in Sun Zhizhi's mind.He knew that their family was very different from other families, and he could probably use the antonym of the word "normal" to calm down. He also guessed the reason for Lu's patriotic sorrow. It was the silhouette in his memory, the tall one called "Normal". Lu Hao" young man.

Sun Zhizhi really wanted to comfort Lu Aiguo, and also wanted to talk to that young man who was a few years older than him, but this was just a fantasy, Lu Aiguo was not his real father, and that young man was not his real brother .

Every time Lu Aiguo smokes alone, Sun Zhizhi can tell that the focus of Uncle Lu's eyes may be in the distance, or a place farther than the distance.

When he was in high school, Sun Zhizhi had already grown into what he liked, tall and athletic.In the opposing angles of these positive factors, there are bound to be equivalent negative factors accompanying them.The young man found out sadly that he might not be a good seed for studying.

The word "family war" is no stranger, Sun Zhizhi still used the word "family", he really couldn't think of any more suitable words to use here, even though other people's family is father and mother and children, and their family is uncle, mother and children...

Regarding the reason for the outbreak of this war, in the final analysis, it was the issue of Xiao Sun's junior high school enrollment. Sun Zhizhi didn't want to miss the key high school, while Liu Shufang insisted that his son receive the best education in D City.Of course, the one standing in the middle of the splint is naturally Lu Aiguo, an uncle who is like a father. Although he is not Sun Zhizhi's biological father, blood relationship is not the only proof of expressing fatherly love. Although the two men in the family are unprecedented Standing on the united front, but in the end, the fruits of victory still fell into the hands of a few people. This invisible war finally came to an end in Liu Shufang's stormy persistence.

Sun Zhizhi fulfilled his mother's wish and went to a key high school, but Lu Aiguo also used some tricks in it. Xiao Sun's class is a class for students with special sports skills. In short, the cultural class is not heavy. You can also play your favorite basketball.

Ever since this happened, Sun Zhizhi finally regarded Lu Aiguo as his father in his heart, but the half-child was shy and couldn't open his mouth to call the person who looked like a father in his heart Dad, he only silently thanked him in his heart Lu Aiguo has done everything for so many years.

He also can't remember how he fell into the "problem" of writing a diary. At first, he scratched a few lines on a black leather book intermittently. Later, when he got a computer, he began to record his mood in a word document. Also very defensively encrypted.

His thoughts drifted to four years ago with the date on the document. Even without reading the text, Sun Zhizhi still clearly remembered what happened that day.

Lu and Liu have never received a marriage certificate, and they have a tacit understanding not to mention this matter, but Lu Aiguo's son, the young man named "Lu Hao", is Lu Aiguo's heart disease.

That day, Lu and Liu quarreled again with the door closed in the room. The voices of the two argued through the crack of the door and reached Sun Zhizhi's ears.Sun Zhizhi vaguely heard the word "Lu Hao", and repeated it several times from the mouths of the two elders in the family. He held his cup and thought, yes, the opportunity to repay Uncle Lu has come.

It was a sunny weekend in autumn.Xiao Sun grabbed his coat and put on his sneakers, and flew downstairs. He knew where Lu Hao usually parked his car, and it was near the largest shopping center in City D.

Numerous times, Sun Zhizhi secretly followed Lu Hao. He wanted to know more about that person. Maybe this would make him feel better, because he still couldn't call Lu Aiguo "Dad", and he always felt very guilty.He also didn't think he was a stalker, but was silently watching his own son for Lu Aiguo.Or, he felt that this could be regarded as a kind of feeling, called "caring" feeling.

This superfluous and self-indulgent "caring" directly made Sun Zhizhi completely dumbfounded after arriving at the destination——

Lu Hao's car is parked in a blind spot, that is, it is not monitored by various cameras. After all, he is an old driver. On his own site, where there are eyes and where there is no eye, he must feel clearly. good.

But where the electronic eyes don't move, there are thousands of calculations, but there are still a pair of moving human eyes secretly watching him.When Lu Hao was kissing deeply with a boy several years younger than himself, Sun Zhizhi happened to be watching this scene.

A slightly cool autumn wind blew by, and the hairs on the back of Sun Zhizhi's neck stood on end. He shivered from the cold hands and feet, and looked at the taxi going away as if waking up from a dream. Only then did he realize that he had just seen What.

The man named Lu Hao, Uncle Lu's own son, whom I secretly looked at as my brother, turned out to be a... X... lover!

Sun Zhizhi couldn't remember how he went home in a daze. Anyway, when he was lying on the bed at night, he still felt that what he saw and heard during the day was unreal. He pinched the flesh on his face—it hurt, it really hurt .

Sun Zhizhi, who tossed and turned all night without sleep, secretly went to the Internet cafe when school was over the next day, and specially chose a computer in the corner, trembling with guilt, typed the three words "Same Xlian" on the keyboard...

Internet search engines seem to be omnipotent Sun Dasheng, as long as the network speed is fast enough, you can find anything, and the overwhelming amount of information instantly overwhelms Sun Zhizhi's brain capacity.

For this field that he never dared to think about, and has never been involved in, after an hour of "super charging", Xiao Sun felt that he knew enough, but he seemed to know nothing. I don't understand anything.

The whole process took only 28 hours for the young people from the shock yesterday afternoon to the quick use of the computer to digest the facts, but the time seems to be stretched infinitely long, seemingly very close and far away.

Sun Zhizhi regarded this matter as an unspoken secret, and no one dared to tell it, and only kept it in the deepest part of his heart.When he is free, he always takes it out to torture himself, even though he is not the person involved in the incident.

Later in the story, a habit was gradually formed. No matter where he saw such sensitive words or information, Sun Zhizhi's heartbeat would involuntarily speed up, and the more he wanted to resist the urge not to join in the fun, but When things backfired, he would always find out involuntarily.

After nearly 20 years of living without a license, Lu and Liu finally received the legal little red books issued to them by the administrative agency.At the same time, Sun Zhizhi finally plucked up the courage to approach his "reasonable and legal" elder brother. This was the young man's own decision, his own decision.

After a few short encounters, Sun Zhizhi redefined Lu Hao as a person, for example, he is easy-going, enthusiastic, generous, but also very temperamental... Even if that person likes a man, so what? ?He suddenly didn't understand what he liked, girls or boys?

The trajectory of life is not in the hands of a certain person. There is an old saying that people plan things and make things happen. Lu Hao discovered the origin of Xiao Sun within a few days of becoming Sun Zhizhi's brother.

Sun Zhizhi seems to understand Lu Hao's reaction very well, but he is always resentful and unwilling, always wondering if he can get closer to that person if there is no grievance from the previous generation?But the young man seems to have forgotten that if the story of the previous generation is not involved, maybe he and Lu Hao have no intersection.

Liu Shufang's death seems to be a turning point, or it may be a disguised salvation.In recent years, there has been a popular idiom on the Internet called "people are hard but not broken", and it is inevitable that this word will become popular.

Sun Zhizhi also thought about it, if his name was not "Sun Zhizhi" but "Lu Zhizhi", would he be closer to Lu Hao?With his right index finger sliding the mouse wheel, he slowly looked at what he had written. He thought it was childish and funny. He stroked the black diary returned by Wen Han with his left hand. looking at that person.

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