love to love

While Han was yawning and cooking porridge, Lu Hao admonished him in a joking manner, "If you have nothing to worry about, don't worry about it".

After surviving four consecutive classes in the morning with difficulty, Wen Han was still not in good spirits when it was time for lunch. Sister Yao asked if she wanted to change classes with him in the afternoon?He waved his hand and said no, when he walked out of the dining hall after eating, his mobile phone received a WeChat message from "Yuanshan"——

"Xiaowen, do you have time after get off work in the evening?"

Wen Han quickly replied "yes".

"05:30, the milk tea shop opposite your school is waiting for you."

"it is good."

diary

Sunny Sunday, May 2007, 5

Uncle Lu wanted to attend my parent meeting, but I disagreed. My mother said I was ignorant, and I was very upset.

I was also not happy when watching "Saint Seiya".

Sunny Sunday, May 2007, 5

I don't understand why the teacher asked us to write a diary, and I don't know what to write.

Cloudy on Friday, June 2007, 6

Today I learned a secret, it turns out that Uncle Lu has a son!I really didn't expect that.

Sunday, June 2007, 6 light rain

I hate going to cram school. If my mother didn't look at me like a prisoner, I could sneak behind Uncle Lu to see what he was doing.Uncle went out early in the morning. I guess he may have gone looking for his son. How old is his son?

……

Sunday, September 2010, 9 was cloudy without rain

What does it mean to be a flag-bearer?It’s better to play two more rounds of CS to have a sense of accomplishment. My mother likes to brag to outsiders, and I’m tired of hearing it.The group of uncles and aunts in the living room is really noisy, I can't finish my homework, I don't want to write it, at worst I will go to school early tomorrow to copy the representative of the math class.I really envy Wang Zhirong, his sister will help him with his homework.

Overcast on Friday, September 2010, 9

My mother is arguing with Uncle Lu again. I really don’t understand why they always quarrel. It’s really annoying. I didn’t quarrel before. If I were Uncle Lu, I would definitely not find a woman like my mother. This son can't stand it anymore, I will definitely find a gentle and virtuous girlfriend in the future.

……

Sunday, September, 2013, 9 was sunny

I ran into two girls kissing in the school playground today... One of them is our school belle in the second grade, and the other is a famous tomboy in the third grade. I don’t know what to say. I’m speechless. I liked that She's a school belle, but I didn't expect her to like that kind of tomboy. What's wrong with this world?

……

2014, 2, 12 Tuesday Fog + Haze

If it wasn't for Pinglin pulling me today, I would have beaten that idiot Zhang Qilin a long time ago.I don't know how much Uncle Lu has worked so hard to get me that recommended spot. He really treats me better than his own son.My mother always asks me to call Uncle Lu Dad, but my surname is Sun, how can I call him Dad?

I know that Uncle Lu misses his own son very much, but his dead ex-wife doesn't allow him to see his son.Hmph, if I were Uncle Lu, I wouldn't care if she asked me to watch it, I would just watch it if I wanted, Uncle Lu is so pitiful.I feel sorry for me too, I don't have a father, even if he has a son, he can't be a father, what kind of world is this?What kind of family is our family?No wonder people laughed at me, and they were right. Our family is a deformed family, but I think my mother is quite happy. I don’t think she knows what people talk about us behind our backs.If it wasn't for Uncle Lu who can make money, would my mother still hold Uncle Lu desperately?

It's just messing around, the test papers for the college entrance examination sprint are annoying!

……

On the cover of the black diary is a bright red five-pointed star, and inside the big star are four golden characters-"I love the motherland".

Wen Han sat in the milk tea shop waiting for Lu Aiguo, took out his notebook and flipped through a few pages. Xiao Sun's diary was very short, and his handwriting was very regular at the beginning. Later, the handwriting became more and more illegible, and it became more and more flamboyant.The book is not too thick, and the yellowing of the paper shows the traces of the years. During the period, a few pages were occasionally torn off, and the untidy rough edges can never learn to obey, especially catching the spotlight.The handwritten text occupies three-quarters of the entire diary, and the words are large and sparse, and it may not take long to read the whole book.

While waiting for someone to read the diary, he still couldn't feel at ease. After reading a few lines, he looked up to see if anyone came in at the door of the store, and turned to the last page of the book. The date was nearly two years ago... Wen Han He couldn't tell what kind of feeling he felt in his heart. He never thought that he would hold Xiaosun's diary, and he couldn't even foresee it in his dreams.

Lu Aiguo is a very old-fashioned middle-aged and elderly person. He came to the store about 5 minutes earlier than expected.

"Xiao Wen, how long have you been waiting?" Lu Aiguo sat opposite Wen Han, smiling.

"It didn't take long, only two or three minutes." Wen Han actually waited for more than ten minutes, but he didn't tell the truth.

Lu Aiguo nodded, only thinking that the more he looked at this man and daughter-in-law, the more pleasing to his eyes.He ordered a glass of juice, but didn't drink it, he just held the glass in front of him.

"That kid Xiaozhi has looked for you, right?"

After Lu Aiguo asked this sentence, Wen Han had to react in his mind for two seconds before he understood that "Xiaozhi" referred to "Little Sun". It turned out that Lu Aiguo was used to calling Sun Zhizhi "Xiaozhi", and he felt strange about Lu Hao's father. How did you know, so he blurted out and asked, "How did you know?"

"He called me last night and told me on the phone."

"Oh."

"What did Xiaozhi tell you?"

"It's nothing, just tell me to talk to you if I have nothing to do."

"Oh." Lu Aiguo sighed, and then said: "It's really embarrassing for that child, filial piety..."

Wen Han felt that what Lu Hao's father said was right, that Sun Zhizhi could indeed be called "filial piety".

Old man Lu said again: "It would be great if our family Lu Hao could miss me so much." His words were full of hope and sadness.

Wen Han didn't know what to pick up. After thinking about it, he felt that it was not good to say nothing, so he could only comfort Lu Aiguo and said, "Brother Lu is actually a very good person, and he will figure it out in the future."

Lu Aiguo shook his head and looked into the distance with a wry smile, his eyes lost in memory: "It's hard, it's hard, I'm also at fault."

Wen Han read Sun Zhizhi's diary a little bit, but he didn't know much about it. However, the article he read in 14 mentioned Lu Hao's mother, and he had a vague guess in his heart.It's just that happy families are all the same, but unhappy families have their own misfortunes, and the remaining incomprehensions in twos and threes can't be put together in a string after all.

Lu Aiguo came to Wen Han today because he wanted to tell Xiao Wen about the past in detail, and ask him to help an old man who had already stepped into the sunset.

In fact, even if Xiao Sun didn't come to find Wen Han, Lu Aiguo had already planned it out. He planned to pick a good day with calm waves and calm waves to talk to his daughter-in-law, but the plan couldn't keep up with the changes, but that's okay, one thing Keeping it in my heart for too long, mold and dust will inevitably affect my mood, but I can't throw it away, I can't forget it, it's like a tasteless chicken rib lying on my heart, but it's very difficult to get over it .

The old things draw circles and circles on the annual rings of time. It looks complicated, but it is simple to say. It was really just an accident that Lu Aiguo met Liu Shufang back then, but why did the accident turn into him abandoning his wife in the end? His reasons include Hao Wenhui's and Liu Shufang's reasons. As the saying goes, a slap can't be slapped, and the three of them have their own plans and calculations in this intricate mess of cutting and judging.

Lu Aiguo just wanted to help Liu Shufang back then, but Hao Wenhui was too suspicious and quarreled with Lu Aiguo every day. In the end, Lu Aiguo couldn't stand the nitpicking and moved out, but he just rented a house outside by himself and didn't go to find her Liu Shufang.

Originally, Lu Aiguo was reluctant to part with his own son. He always wanted to explain clearly to Hao Wenhui and start over again, but that woman Hao Wenhui was very strong, she didn't listen to anything and didn't think about anything. She was afraid that Lu Hao would be infected by his father, so she insisted on not calling. Father and son meet.Then it spread to the ears of Xiaolu Hao, neighbors and Hao Wenhui's parents that Lu Aiguo was a cruel person who didn't want his wife and son.

Aggrieved women always feel that the truth of the world is on their side, and Hao Wenhui is like that.But in the final analysis, Lu Aiguo shouldn't be involved with a widow whose husband died. At that time, widows had more disputes, and he didn't know that.

Liu Shufang has always liked Lu Aiguo very much. After learning that he and Hao Wenhui were separated, she took advantage of it. Men can't stand the offensive of warmth.

One wrong step and one wrong step, Lu Aiguo gradually became what Hao Wenhui called a heartless and ungrateful person. She rejected people with the surname Lu with both hands, probably because of her character.

After all, between the two women Hao Wenhui and Liu Shufang, Lu Aiguo loved Liu Shufang more or less.It is said that women can never forget their first love, but in fact men are similar, we are all advanced animals, and the chemical effects produced by hormones have a profound impact on human psychology, which can last for many years, or even a lifetime.

If you can't deal with emotional problems rationally, you can only fumble in a daze. As for the final outcome, you always need to bear it yourself.

Wen Han has never had a relationship with a girl, so he doesn't know much about the love model between a man and a woman. He thinks that the relationship between a man and a man cannot be widely accepted by the public, but the entanglement between Lu Aiguo and the two women is also a matter of love and hatred. Not everyone can judge one or two casually, the taste must only be taken seriously