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The rhetoric that lied to the family members was to make extra money for students by making up lessons.

Lu Hao helped Wen Han put his luggage on the luggage rack, which contained all kinds of New Year’s goods purchased in the supermarket, many of which were bought by Lu Hao and Zhang Luo, some for Wen Han’s father, Wen Han’s eldest sister and The second brother's, and the group of children at home.There are so many things that one suitcase can't fit them, and an extra snakeskin bag is needed.

The train was about to leave in 5 minutes, and Lu Hao finally squeezed out of the train in a panic. He waved to Wen Han through the glass, and Wen Han smiled at him.It wasn't until the train started that Lu Hao returned home alone.

After returning home, he hung up on Hu Rui, saying that Wen Han had returned home.After hearing this, Hu Rui told him the old rules and asked him to go to their old Hu's house for the New Year. Lu Hao thought about it and said on the phone. He didn't plan to go to Hu Rui's house to bother him again this year. He had to get used to being alone first. People celebrate the New Year.

Hu Rui is not married yet, and when he gets married in the future, he can no longer ask himself to go to his house to celebrate the New Year with him.Wen Han is not here for the Spring Festival these few days, and Ren Ren is probably over, and he spends most of the time by his side, so what is there to be dissatisfied with?

Thinking about it, when Lu Hao hung up the phone and looked at the house without a housekeeper, he suddenly felt very deserted. He picked up his phone and sent Wen Han a WeChat message: "Let me know when you get home."

Soon, I received a reply from Wen Han, "Got it." Immediately afterwards, I received a tongue-sticking emoji from Wen Han, Lu Hao looked at the phone and smiled softly.

Looking at the desolate scenery that quickly receded outside the car window, Wen Han thought that Lu Hao must be very lonely at home alone, so he had to think of a way to bring him home for the New Year.

Lu Hao drank water alone, ate alone, watched TV alone, and went to the supermarket downstairs to buy cigarettes... At the most lively time of the year, no one was with him, his parents were not by his side, he He politely declined the friend's invitation because he has no close siblings.When he was not with Wen Han before, he was used to these things, but now, he suddenly felt very uncomfortable.

On New Year's Eve, he watched the New Year's Eve by himself, watched the CCTV Spring Festival Gala, and fell asleep without knowing it. At 11:30 in the evening, he was woken up by a phone call, and he was confused and indirect. It turned out that Wen Han had called him.

"Brother Lu, happy Chinese New Year!"

"It's not twelve o'clock yet!"

"I'm afraid that I won't be able to call in when the time is up! Brother Rui and Brother Li will definitely call you!"

Lu Hao thought that what Xiao Wen said was right, that guy Hu Rui would definitely do this, he smiled and said "Thank you", and then felt that this was a bit too polite, so he added "I miss you very much. "

Wen Han paused there for a few seconds, then replied softly, "I miss you too."

Lu Hao felt warm in his heart. He thought how great it would be if Wen Han was by his side now, but suddenly there was a commotion on the other end of the phone, and immediately there were crackling firecrackers...

"My second brother is kicking the second kick!" Wen Han suddenly increased his voice.

Lu Hao was very envious when he heard it. Fireworks and firecrackers are strictly prohibited in the city during the Spring Festival. Those who want to hear the sound can only go to the suburbs. Who wants to drive to the suburbs in cold weather? Is it just to see the colorful fireworks?He's not a little girl, and he doesn't have those literary romantic feelings at all.

He suddenly remembered when he was a child, when the three of them were still with Le Meimei, and during Chinese New Year, his father would put a string of earth reds downstairs, crackling and sparking. He found it very exciting and exciting. I like Chinese New Year. There are new clothes to wear, good food to eat, fun to play, and no need to go to school, and what he looks forward to most is the lucky money...

How wonderful it was when I was a child, and then the good times were gone forever, and later, Lu Aiguo left...everything was different.

Lu Haoyu was so caught up in his memories that he completely forgot that he was talking on the phone with Xiaowen.

Seeing that the other party kept silent, Wen Han called "Brother Lu" a few times, and then brought the other party back to reality from his past thoughts.

"Sorry, I was distracted." Lu Hao felt a little embarrassed.

"fine."

"Is it cold in your house?"

"It's cold."

"Then you wear more."

"Well...my dad is calling me into the house..."

"Okay." Lu Hao originally wanted to say a lot to Xiaowen, but he was by his father's side, and it was always difficult for the two of them to talk about other things.

Lu Hao clutched his feverish mobile phone, silently watching TV in a daze for a long time.

Dumplings

Eat dumplings on New Year's Day.

Lu Hao woke up at five o'clock in the morning. He opened the curtains and took a look. The street lamps on both sides of the road glowed bright orange in the still dark darkness, bringing some silent comfort to the cold time.

He lay on the bed, closed his eyes and wondered whether he should eat the quick-frozen dumplings in the refrigerator at noon, or go to a snack bar downstairs that is open 360 days a year and buy some ready-made ones.That restaurant was run by a young southern couple. Because the elders of both parties disliked the other's family for being poor, they did not agree to the marriage of their children.These two are like the heroes and heroines in the old society in the drama. They secretly negotiated and fled to the north together, and finally took root in D City.

Lu Hao also asked the two of them if they were homesick?Miss your parents?The two said they thought about it, and then they would say "It's useless to think about it, anyway, I dare not go back." He used to be very envious of this couple when he heard this. I hope that one day I will be able to go home and see my parents to ask for understanding and forgiveness.

But him, at first he always felt that he was just a free duckweed in this world, floating wherever he went, with no destination and no sustenance, no matter what he said, he didn’t know what to do, or he didn’t know what to do, or he just waited to die, in short, he was just living blindly. .

But now it’s different. When Lu Hao fell in love, he always had some feelings in his heart that he couldn’t let go of. He felt that no matter how he lived, he was living, although he didn’t understand what the meaning of life was. This question is too profound and needs to be left to philosophy. He went to study at home, but he always felt that it was good to meet Wen Han.

It would be great if Xiao Wen could be by his side now. Lu Hao spent this Spring Festival, always stuck in missing his lover.

When Lu Hao didn't know Wen Han before, he would often have three meals a day at their house. Lu Hao was a frequent visitor to their house, and he always ordered more food than others expected.

The blackness outside the window never seemed to melt away, as if everything had been frozen by the cold current.

Could the dawn come more slowly?

He lay on the bed, picked up his mobile phone and scrolled through Moments in a bored way. This time period seemed very quiet, and it was full of old news from the early morning.

Lu Hao backed out, swiped the screen twice, and opened a mobile game casually. There are always too many players in the virtual world, which can fully reflect the current actual population of the big □□.

Most of these shadows wandering in the game are dressed in uniform clothes, but they have different names on their heads, which are used to distinguish them. The characters may be lonely, or they may not understand what loneliness is at all.Everyone looks the same, and standing face to face is like looking in a mirror.

On the first day of the Spring Festival, before dawn, there were several teams organizing monster hunting. Lu Hao took the opportunity to board a few early buses, and the materials that came out seemed much better than usual.Although in real life he has no lucky money to get, but in the game there are always festivals, and the benefits are too good to dazzle.

To put it bluntly, this is a routine, Lu Hao suddenly felt dull, he threw the phone aside, closed his eyes and hugged the pillow, squinted and fell asleep again.

At seven or eight o'clock in the morning, there was another light snowfall, and a thin layer of snow covered the world like icing sugar.

When the sun shines upon the world, Xiaoxue changes from solid to liquid without exception.Lu Hao was rubbing the melted snow on the soles of his shoes at the door, and when he stepped into the shop of the young couple in the south, his mobile phone rang.

He glanced at the caller ID, and was very reluctant to answer the call, but he still remembered what Hu Rui told him, so he hesitated for two or three seconds, Lu Hao still connected the phone, and greeted him bluntly Say "Hello".

On the first day of the new year, if you don't cause trouble for others, others will not embarrass you very much.This day is too peaceful and happy, and the luck of the year should not be too bad. "A day's plan lies in the morning, and a year's plan lies in the spring." During the Spring Festival, it may be better to be more serious. After all, it takes 360 days to wait for this time.

"Lu Hao, your Aunt Liu is gone... Dad misses you very much."

After all, Lu Aiguo has eaten more salt than Lu Hao.

The old man knows how to speak well. He first narrates his tragic experience, and then goes straight to the point of saying that he wants to see his son. In this big family festival, he knows very well what kind of virtue his son will have, so Preconceived and played a hand of bitterness, which made people unable to bear to reject him.

Lu Hao couldn't remember exactly what the old man said on the phone, he only knew that the old man's purpose was very simple and straightforward, that is, the old man was suffering and had no energy to rest on and wanted to see his son.

Lu Hao doesn't think he is a dutiful son, on the contrary he also thinks that he is not a good person, but they are very different, no one is better than the other.

But maybe it was the 50 yuan that caused the trouble, or maybe he still had a little bit of the mentality of making things worse, when Lu Aiguo asked Lu Hao to go to Lu Aiguo