I always want to have a baby for him [Quick time travel]

Lin Yun looked at the back of Yingfei leaving, a little sad, he couldn't understand why his parents insisted on letting Yingfei go to the battlefield.

There are two servants in their family, they are not poor and have no money to eat, and Yingfei does not have to go to the battlefield, but his mother just let Yingfei go to the battlefield, and said that Yingfei was picked up, at that time Only then did he know that Yingfei was picked up, and his mother thought Yingfei wasted food.

When he first married He Yingfei, his parents were not like this. They treated him and Yingfei very well. Ever since he was pregnant and offered incense to pray for blessings, and after he lost his child, his mother treated Yingfei and him very differently. He thought that because he didn't have a child, his parents treated him more and more coldly at first, and then Yingfei was influenced by him, so they treated Yingfei likewise.

After Yingfei went to the battlefield, he realized that what his parents cared about all along was that Yingfei was picked up.

He didn't know why his mother picked Yingfei up. He also guessed what happened when he and Yingfei didn't know about it, but he couldn't figure it out. His mother always said that he couldn't have children. Gradually, he also felt that Ying Fei went to the battlefield because he could not have children.

He didn't know when Yingfei came back this time and when he would come back again. He always felt that after parting with Yingfei this time, it would be a long, long time before we saw each other.

So, after Yingfei's back disappeared, he ran out of the house again, ran along the path to the front of the village, and shouted loudly at Yingfei's back, "Msanggong, Xianggong!"

Yingfei turned back to look at Lin Yun, waited for Lin Yun who was out of breath to run over, and then said with a smile: "Why are you running in such a hurry, I will be back soon."

Lin Yun hugged Yingfei's neck and said reluctantly, "But, I don't want my husband to leave."

Yingfei stroked Lin Yun's long hair and smiled lightly: "When I win this time, I won't have to go to the battlefield again. After I come back, I will pick you up to the capital, and you won't have to suffer in the future."

"I really want to. I don't want to be separated from my husband right now. I want to be together forever. This time you will only stay for two days when you come back. It has been like this for the past few years. I always feel very lonely when I am left alone. If I were a man It’s good to be able to go to the battlefield.”

Lin Yun was a little displeased that he was not a man and couldn't go to the battlefield with Yingfei. If he could go to the battlefield with Yingfei, he wouldn't have to endure the pain of lovesickness, and he wouldn't be able to see Yingfei even if he missed him.

"What are you talking about? Yun can go to the battlefield. It's fine for Yun to cook and eat at home. I know that Yun has been receiving rumors and gossips at home, and his parents treat him a little coldly. However, if Yun persists for a while, I will After returning, Yun won't have to suffer any more."

Lin Yun didn't know why Yingfei said this, but felt that only Yingfei could understand what he was going through, because he was married to Yingfei, and he was willing to bear everything. He shook his head and said, "I'm fine at home, I just miss Xianggong and don't want to be separated from him."

Yingfei lowered his eyes and hugged Lin Yun tightly. Like Lin Yun, he knew Lin Yun's feelings, and he didn't want to get together less and leave more, but he had to go.

In the past, when his parents hadn't changed their attitude towards him, he felt that as long as he lived in peace, he only realized that if he wanted to prevent Lin Yun from suffering, he had to go to the battlefield after his parents forced him to fight. Kill the enemy on the battlefield and strive for merit, so that Lin Yun can live a more stable life in the future.

He thought that if he won the battle, he could lead Lin Yun to live a good life.

Unfortunately, after going out this time, he never came back, and he failed to fulfill his promise to Lin Yun

The flames raged, corpses littered the field, the sound of wailing and the sound of killing enemies intertwined, Ying Fei kept shooting at the enemies with the arrows in his hand, watching the enemies fall one after another, he wiped the blood from his face, dodged one after another An enemy attack.

His shoulder was wounded, and the enemy who cut his shoulder was killed by him.

He was wounded in the abdomen, and he killed the enemy who had shot him in the abdomen.

In order to save others, he was stabbed by someone.

He was already covered in scars, the cloth armor was wet with blood, and the pain was also pounding his brain, but he knew that he must continue to fight.

If he didn't fight, he would be the one who was killed. He watched the arrows in the quiver disappear one by one, he looked at the fallen enemies one by one, and he looked at the people rushing in all directions.

An arrow flew from nowhere, and the sharp arrow pierced his chest instantly.

The moment the pain hit, he felt a little unreal.

All the images of being with Lin Yun flooded into my mind.

Lin Yun's every frown and smile flashed in his mind, Lin Yun smiled and called him "Sanggong".

He thought of the day when Lin Yun just married him, the day when the two of them exchanged glasses of wine, the night of flowers and candles in the bridal chamber, and Lin Yun's shy and smiling face. Sentimental, so happy.

Later, he always saw Lin Yun showing a little sadness when he was not paying attention, and he could feel Lin Yun's dependence on him.

Unfortunately, he couldn't do anything, couldn't do anything.

He hoped that when he went back, he would take Lin Yun to the capital with a smile, live a better life, and prevent Lin Yun from suffering any more.

How much he wanted to stand beside Lin Yun, to be able to accompany Lin Yun, and he also wanted to see Lin Yun's smiling face again, and hear Lin Yun call him "Sister".

However, his body fell to the ground with a bang, and the sky he saw was a sky soaked in blood, so bright and so red.

The temperature of the body is passing away bit by bit, and the memory in the mind seems to be passing away, disappearing bit by bit.

He got out of his body and flew to where he wanted to go. He saw Lin Yun's busy figure during the day, and he saw Lin Yun, who was tossing and turning, leaning against the window and watching in the middle of the night. The direction of the moon is full of nostalgia and sadness.

He heard what his mother said to his father.

At that moment, he knew that when the incense was offered, the fortune teller told his mother that his fate was unlucky, that he could not provide for his parents, and his mother realized that the child who was originally picked up wanted to be old and die, but it wasted so many years Because of the lack of food, he held a grudge and pushed Lin Yun down the stone steps.

Only then did he know why the child was gone, and why Lin Yun couldn't have another child.

He only felt that all of Lin Yun's sufferings were caused by him. He was sorry for Lin Yun. If it wasn't for him, their child wouldn't be gone. If it wasn't for him, Lin Yun wouldn't have married him. After thinking about it for a few days Qingfu.

He felt a pain in his chest when he saw Lin Yun's expectant figure walking to the front of the village every day.

He wanted to hug Lin Yun like before, but he couldn't touch Lin Yun's body at all.

He wanted to tell Lin Yun the fact that he was dead, but he looked at Lin Yun's expectant and hopeful eyes, but he didn't know that he was dead, so he felt why he let Lin Yun bear all this.

He wandered around Lin Yun for a month, saw the neighbors making jokes about Lin Yun when he was not around, saw his parents scolding him, saw Lin Yun washing and cooking until late at night, two servants But already fast asleep.

He saw that after Lin Yun was injured, the wound hadn't healed and he continued with the work at hand.

He finally knew that when he didn't know, what Lin Yun endured was beyond his imagination.

He regrets, regrets...

When the man came back with the news of his death, he saw Lin Yun's broken state, and saw Lin Yun who was washing his face with tears every day and his body was weakening. He was always by Lin Yun's side, and he kept talking to Lin Yun But Lin Yun couldn't hear a word, he could only stay by his side quietly, never leaving for a moment.

He watched what Lin Yun endured at the end, watched Lin Yun give up hope little by little, watched Lin Yun endure the pain, watched Lin Yun until the moment when his life ended.

He didn't want to see all this, he knew that Lin Yun needed someone to be by his side, and as the closest person, he was always by his side.

After Lin Yun's soul disappeared, he chased after that soul. He wanted to be with Lin Yun all the time, so he kept chasing that figure.