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Li Shangshui has long been accustomed to Su Yue's inquisition in different ways, and he can usually deal with it with a casual answer, but Lou Yu always agrees when he hears it.Sure enough, Lou Yu, who was drinking tea by the side, couldn't bear it and said, "Don't always pry into other people's privacy, okay?"

Li Shangshui felt embarrassed when he saw the two of them singing together, as if he would feel sorry for them if he didn't tell the truth, so he was a little awkward in speaking: "No, no, just with a friend."

"You see, I'm just asking," Su Yue said dissatisfied, "Is it Shangshui? I wish you a happy trip in advance!"

"Thank you, thank you," Li Shangshui said in a low voice, thought for a while, and then asked, "Can I ask you two a question?"

Lou Yu made tea again, raised his head and motioned for him to say.

"I...I made a boyfriend, and I don't know how to get along with him." Seeing that the relationship between the two has been very good and natural, Li Shangshui finally suppressed his shyness and summoned up the courage to ask, but he didn't know that his question was too abrupt , so that both of them froze there.

Li Shangshui saw the two of them staring at him in unison, and even Su Mian looked this way without knowing why, his face flushed like a lobster, the temperature burned all the way to his brain, making him shrivel in place immobile.

It was Lou Yu who broke the embarrassment of the room first: "Oh, so, you went out to play with him on May Day?"

Li Shangshui nodded.

Lou Yu was thoughtful, but still asked a question: "So, do you want to ask how the two of us usually get along?"

Li Shangshui still nodded, he regretted asking that stupid question just now, if he was in normal times, he wouldn't even say it if he was killed!

"Shang Shui, I have a question." Su Yue finally heard his question clearly, and raised his hand and asked, "You don't think it's good for us to be together, so you found a boyfriend, right? Things are not forced, they are born."

Lou Yu gave him a dissatisfied look, and said in his eyes: "Don't talk nonsense at this time."

Li Shangshui replied calmly: "The matter between the two of you may be just a catalyst, let me know that there are gay families in this world who live well. Between me and him, he has always taken the initiative and I have been passive. After being together, he has been giving for me all the time, and I still regard him as a very good friend, not like a couple."

Su Yue said: "Boys and boys are more like friends when they fall in love. At least me and him are like this. Most of the time they are very ordinary, except when doing that kind of thing, they are more excited."

Li Shangshui was still bowing his head in thought, unable to understand what he meant by "that kind of thing".But Lou Yu coughed first: "Don't talk to the door, didn't you see the child is still here? Shang Shui, don't look at him speaking out of tune, the life between us is indeed very ordinary, the way of getting along is friends and relatives, right? .However, many times you will quarrel, just like most couples. Don't worry, maybe you are just getting together and you are not used to it. Besides, it is between the same sex. It is normal to feel like you. Don't worry too much."

"Yes," Su Yue continued, "The two of you will go out to play alone, so as to get to know each other better."

Li Shangshui was slightly relieved when he heard that what they said was the same as what Ren Yang said.But I heard Su Yue say again: "Just learn to protect yourself, for example, take measures when doing things, you'd better check yourself first, if you are both first loves, there should be no problem, but you still have to be on the safe side , after all HIV is no joke."

Li Shangshui choked on his saliva, he hadn't thought about such a distant thing, and there was no such example around him.

Lou Yu also felt very speechless, how could anyone popularize this at the beginning, what should I do if it makes people feel psychologically shadowed?He reached out and patted Li Shangshui's shoulder: "You don't have to be afraid, he just made you realize this. After all, the risk of infection among homosexuals is indeed relatively high."

Li Shangshui nodded to express his understanding. He remembered that he had seen this kind of thing in a book, and it seemed that the book about homosexuality/homosexuality also mentioned this matter.

Su Yue felt that what he said today didn't seem to be very pleasing, so he tried to make up for it: "To enjoy the beauty of love, you don't need to have too much psychological pressure. Also, two people must be open and honest, and be together when they can be together , don’t leave any regrets in the future.”

This is actually not very pleasant.

Lou Yu had already given up on rounding him up and came back.

Li Shangshui smiled understandingly and said, "Thank you!"

He couldn't be happier to be able to reap the advice and blessings from his seniors in terms of relationships. Besides, he thinks what they said is very reasonable. When they can be together, they should be together well, and don't leave any regrets in the future.

When Li Shangshui came downstairs from Su Yue's house and got out of the elevator, Li Shangshui received a text message from Ren Yang: "I'll wait for you at the gate of the community."

As soon as his heart warmed up, Ren Yang always liked to surprise him when he didn't expect it, teasing the restlessness in his heart.Holding the phone in his hand, he ran out of the community, and the guard only had time to see a gray shadow passing by the window of the guard's room.

As soon as Li Shangshui appeared, Ren Yang immediately clung to him. Instead of pushing him, Li Shangshui dragged him to a dark place next to him.Ren Yang smiled: "Ah Shui, you can't wait to see me?"

Li Shangshui didn't speak, thinking when can he kiss when he wants to kiss, and hug when he wants to hug, without worrying whether anyone will see it?

The two hugged and lingered for a while, but it was Ren Yang who took the lead to stop: "Ah Shui, if you don't leave, the bus will be gone." Su Yue's home is not close to the school, and it takes four to 10 minutes to take the bus.And Li Shangshui was reluctant to take a taxi, and every time he caught the last bus at nine o'clock.

Li Shangshui let him go, and smiled straight into his eyes, as if he was very happy: "Why did you come?"

Ren Yang reluctantly kissed him on the lips again, and said, "I miss you, so I came here."

Hearing this answer, Li Shangshui grinned in satisfaction, the dimples on his lips filled with a happy smile.

The two walked towards the bus stop, Ren Yang couldn't help holding his hand, and said: "I studied painting all night in the dormitory, and I miss you so much when I'm tired. I can't wait until I see you again." I want to come. Brother Tao asked me where I was going, and I said to meet my wife, but he scolded me saying that I would not introduce him to each other, and my child would have no ass/eye. relationship, what will happen?"

When Li Shangshui thought of that scene, he felt fearless, as long as he knew it, he knew it.

"Will you break up with us?" Li Shangshui said with a smile, "If you break up with us, we will have an excuse to move out. It doesn't matter, I can still pay the rent, but I will wrong you to eat instant noodles and mustard with me."

"Wow, then am I your little boy?" Ren Yang followed up, "I'm really looking forward to it." He was very pleased with Li Shangshui's changes, would tease himself, and automatically ignore other people's gossip.

When the bus arrived at the station, there were only one or two people sitting in front wearing earphones and staring blankly at the feasting lights outside the window.The two sat at the back of the bus, cuddling together and chatting, not afraid of being discovered or disturbed by others. Li Shangshui even thought that he hoped that this car would continue to drive forever.

"Ren Yang," Li Shangshui said hesitantly, "I confessed our relationship with Su Yue and the others, and they suggested that we should check it beforehand for safety's sake."

"Huh? Check what?"

"Check for HIV." Li Shangshui approached him, put his lips next to his ear, and said softly.

"Ah?" Ren Yang yelled, and then looked ahead. The passengers in front didn't look over curiously, so he continued, "Is that what they told you?"

Li Shangshui thought that Ren Yang felt that they had offended him by saying this, so he nodded and said, "Just in case, don't misunderstand."

"Sure enough, I have experience. I didn't expect it." Ren Yang's eyes brightened, "I have to check it. When I buy test strips online, we will test together. Although I don't think either of us will have it, we still have Safety first."

Li Shangshui felt relieved, thinking that Ren Yang was really reasonable.

The days passed by like clouds and flowing water. Li Shangshui didn't see any movement of Ren Yang to buy test paper. He asked him. He said that it was inconvenient for the two of them to be together at school, and there were always people in the dormitory. He wanted to wait until the two of them went out together on May [-]. .

Li Shangshui thought it was reasonable, so he ignored it.

In fact, Ren Yang's idea is that if both of them have no problems—absolutely no problems, then the relationship between the two should take the opportunity to go further.It's just that these words are not convenient to say to Li Shangshui.

Before the holiday, Li Shangshui stayed up for a few nights, finished a few papers, and wrote a few backup plans for the academic salon. When they handed them over to their team leader, the team leader said excitedly that he would not let Li Shangshui do it again. If he is alive, the members of the microfilm shooting team must leave the country, and he only needs to appear in the screen as a background.Li Shangshui was very happy in his heart, but nodded expressionlessly on his face, rubbed his eyes, and went back to the dormitory for a long sleep.

However, Ren Yang and his team have the mentality of playing tickets, not seeking to be the best, but only to be the most impressive.In terms of papers, Ren Yang can't do much, but he can come up with a lot of ideas in micro-movies and academic salons.

After class this morning, Ren Yang's group stayed in the classroom to discuss. Li Shangshui wanted to go to the library to review books by himself. He was busy with his papers recently and didn't pay much attention to other classes.Ren Yang didn't let him go, let him sit in the classroom and read a book, saying that they would have dinner together after the end.Li Shangshui couldn't hold him back, so he could only do what he wanted.

Ren Yang and his group chattered about the plot of the movie. Where there are many girls, it is easy to go in the direction of gossip while chatting.Soon, when it came to increasing the comedy effect in the movie, a girl suggested: "How about, at the end, let the hero appear in front of the two heroines with a little white face, and give two lines to imply the two A man is a couple. Wouldn't it be nice to see our scumbag being broken up by someone?"

The team leader said: "I think it's okay. The direction of the plot is very unpredictable. It should be able to create some laughs."

Ren Yang was quite speechless, so he didn't express his opinion.It was another man with glasses who protested, saying that this was too vulgar and the teacher might not like it.

A thin girl said: "I don't think so. The teacher emphasizes innovation, so we don't follow the usual path. Besides, it's just acting."

The boy still shook his head, saying that he would not act if he was killed.

When another tall girl heard about it, she immediately grabbed Ren Yang and asked, "Handsome guy, do you have a boyfriend?"

Surprised, Ren Yang subconsciously looked at Li Shangshui, and the girl followed his gaze to look at Li Shangshui.Li Shangshui was as motionless as a mountain, sitting quietly by the window reading a book.

Ren Yang cleaned up his expression and said with a smile: "The scumbag asked me to act, you can look for the little boy, okay?"