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In fact, Ren Yang is not hungry at all, he has been drinking and eating snacks in the coffee shop all afternoon, and he is not in the mood to eat now.After the two ordered their meals, they sat down in a corner with few people.Li Shangshui didn't speak, just buried his head in eating, Ren Yang was not in a hurry, and drank his porridge slowly.

After eating for a while, Li Shangshui seemed to make up his mind and said, "Ren Yang, can you go with me to see someone later?"

Ren Yang showed him who to meet with his eyes, Li Shangshui lowered his head in embarrassment, poked the steamed stuffed bun on the plate, and said, "Today, Brother Tao gave me a letter from a girl. We have an appointment at seven o'clock tonight. Meet."

"..." Ren Yang suddenly felt aggrieved, why should he let himself get mixed up with someone on a date?But he still said patiently, "You're dating someone else, and I'll go with you. It seems... not appropriate?"

Li Shangshui quickly explained: "No, I was going to reject her, but I don't have this experience, and you can help me talk with me."

Ren Yang laughed angrily when he heard this: "Could it be that I have rich experience?" After thinking for a while, he said: "Can you show me the letter?"

It was difficult for him to understand Li Shangshui's brain circuit.Generally speaking, when Li Shangshui encounters such a thing, he will definitely not tell outsiders, and will only hide it in his heart, which has the meaning of a lone ranger.I don't know why I suddenly found myself today.

Li Shangshui also felt that he was making trouble out of no reason, maybe he shouldn't have brought Ren Yang into it at all, although it wasn't a big deal, but it was also related to the girl's face, so he couldn't agree to Ren Yang's request. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask you for this kind of thing. It's just that I don't know how to reply him. I didn't think about it for a while, so I wanted to ask you for advice. If you don't want to, then forget it. Her letter also belongs to Privacy, I can't show it to you."

He lowered his head to drink the porridge, the steaming heat blurred his glasses, he did not dare to look up at Ren Yang.

Ren Yang sighed, and suddenly felt that everything was wrong today, first Xu Ruxin asked him for advice, and finally she let her know what he was thinking.Back in the dormitory, I was disturbed by Gao Weitao's words again.Now facing the right lord, that person is usually shrewd, but at this moment he is more confused than anyone else, and he has nothing to do.

"Ah Shui," he leaned forward, took off Li Shangshui's glasses, and the latter was finally willing to look up at him, "It's 06:30, you have to arrive at the place you agreed on 10 minutes earlier. I'll go with you for sure." It's not appropriate, but I want to say, if you don't like others, just make it clear to her directly, don't show any soft-heartedness out of pity, you know?"

Ren Yang's voice was very soft, Li Shangshui's eyes turned red for some reason, he hurriedly lowered his head, put his glasses on again, and nodded silently.

Only Ren Yang said again: "And Ah Shui, I don't want you to say sorry to me about these things. You are looking for me, not Brother Tao or the boy. I am very happy. I hope that in the future, you will not care The first thing that comes to mind is me.”

Li Shangshui raised his head and looked at Ren Yang. Only now did he realize how important Ren Yang was to him.In the first ten years of his life, he never had a heart-to-heart friend. He closed himself up, he couldn't get out, and outsiders couldn't get in.It is also unclear what magic weapon Ren Yang used to slowly open the door of his heart, and the outside sun suddenly came in, making him feel a little warm.Then, out of nowhere, he wanted more.

It is true to ask Ren Yang to give him an idea, and the most important thing is to be the first to think of Ren Yang.

Li Shangshui's throat rolled, and he said after a while, "Okay."

Ren Yang looked at him and smiled.

Later, every time Ren Yang took this matter to make Li Shangshui happy, Li Shangshui would become angry and would not let Ren Yang into the bedroom to sleep.But Ren Yang felt that if his Ah Shui hadn't experienced this incident, it might take a long time to realize his intentions, and a lot of time that they couldn't agree with each other would be wasted for nothing.

Ren Yang still went to the dessert shop on the second floor of the commercial street, but instead of going in with Li Shangshui, he found a seat not far from them and sat down without ordering anything.The clerk saw him sitting alone in a daze, thinking that he was rejected on Valentine's Day, so he didn't go up to ask him what he wanted, leaving him alone.

Sure enough, Wu Qian had been waiting for her early. Although her figure was not in the slender category, she was very cute.When meeting Li Shangshui, he generously gave up his seat, making Li Shangshui somewhat cramped.

Wu Qian cut to the chase: "Thank you for coming."

Li Shangshui smiled at her, took the list and asked her what she wanted to eat.

"A cup of milk tea is fine," Wu Qian did not refuse, "I just finished eating."

Li Shangshui didn't want to eat anything, and the food here was expensive, but he couldn't be so stingy in front of girls, so he ordered a cup of milk tea like Wu Qian.

After ordering, embarrassment spread between the two of them. Li Shangshui couldn't get the words out of his mouth. He was extremely anxious, and it took him a long time to say a word: "You..." At this moment, Wu Qian also opened his mouth. After he finished his mouth, the two words "you" overlapped, like a duet.

Wu Qian smiled: "You talk first."

Li Shangshui blushed: "Ladies should come first."

"Then I'll tell you," Wu Qian said with a smile that looked like she was crying, "Actually, everything I want to say is in the letter, but I won't be reconciled if I don't hear you rejecting me personally. I can see that You don’t like socializing with people very much. Except for Ren Yang and Gao Weitao, you don’t pay much attention to the people in the class. You don’t participate in the activities organized by the class, and you didn’t even come to the New Year’s Eve party last year. Remember the first time you paid attention You, it was a Saturday morning. I was rarely dragged by Zuo Xiaoran to the track and field for a run. You definitely don’t know who Zuo Xiaoran is. I wanted to go up to say hello to you, but you didn’t even look at us. Just walked away. You just appeared in my sight, and then never went out again."

The clerk brought two cups of milk tea, Wu Qian paused for a moment, holding the cups of milk tea with both hands, as if warming up.

"I have tried to understand your family. Maybe you don't know it. I am a member of the class committee. If I want to check your file, I can still do it." Wu Qian said and looked at Li Shangshui, whose face changed The result was not very good, but she still insisted on saying: "Later, I checked the area where your home is located on the Internet. To be honest, there is very little information. I think people who came out of such an unknown place may be familiar to the outside world. The world in the world will have a kind of vigilance. So as long as you get along with you for a long time, you will definitely let go of your vigilance. So I try to get close to you, but every time you just ignore me. No, it should not be ignoring, but you are simply I did not see it."

Wu Qian cautiously took a sip of hot milk tea, and continued: "Later, I analyzed my psychology by myself. Maybe it was mostly curiosity. I came to you, not only to make myself give up, but also to tell you that, in fact, this The world is not as cold and heartless as you imagined, as long as you focus more on people outside, there are many people like Ren Yang and Gao Weitao who will care about you. Don’t live so tired.”

Li Shangshui listened quietly, and was speechless for a while in shock.

"Maybe I'm a little self-indulgent, maybe you really enjoy this kind of loneliness." Wu Qian added: "I'm just... just standing in the perspective of a stranger, expressing my opinion on you... um, That's all I have to say."

Wu Qian looked at Li Shangshui again, seeing his bewildered look, she smiled: "Your appearance makes me think you are moved by me."

Only then did Li Shangshui come back to his senses slowly, and said with difficulty: "Thank you, and, I'm sorry."

Wu Qian nodded: "I knew you would say this. It's concise and hurtful. Is there anything else?"

"I will always remember you, and I will never ignore you again." Li Shangshui shook his head, "I don't deserve your liking, you deserve better people, people who understand you better."

Wu Qian still smiled: "Well, being rejected by you is not as unbearable as I imagined. Maybe people's first crush usually ends in failure, just like first love. Li Shangshui, I hope you can be happy."

Li Shangshui nodded: "Thank you, and I wish you the same."

"Hey, don't make it so official." Wu Qian rubbed her arms, feeling quite embarrassed, "I still have something to do, so I'll go back first. Is Ren Yang waiting for you? You two have such a good relationship."

"Well, goodbye." Li Shangshui also smiled, a dimpled smile.

Wu Qian waved her hand and left.

Li Shangshui still sat in his original position, and he didn't raise his head until Ren Yang came over and knocked on the table.

"Why, do you regret rejecting him?" Ren Yang sat down opposite him and asked casually.

Li Shangshui shook his head and heaved a sigh of relief: "No, I just feel that I am really disgusting."

Ren Yang glanced at him, a little surprised: "Why do you think so? I think Ah Shui is quite cute."

Li Shangshui still shook his head: "Forget it, I was born like this. Let's go."

Ren Yang looked at him with light in his eyes, and asked, "Ah Shui, do you still want to go to the library?"

Li Shangshui looked at him puzzled, which meant that he didn't go to the library.Ren Yang raised his forehead and sighed, knowing that this was a typical Li Shangshui style of incomprehensible style.After thinking about it, I think the library is also a very good place.So I got up and said, "Then let's go to the library."

It was still quite cold outside, and Ren Yang wondered where those couples would go on dates in winter.I glanced at the distracted person beside me, and sighed again in my heart. If I fell in love with this kind of person, I'm afraid it would be the easiest thing to do, but it also lacks passion, right?Even if he agrees to other girls, it is estimated that ordinary girls will not be able to stand his personality that is not like an otaku, but better than an otaku.Thinking of this, Ren Yang was secretly happy - it was also thanks to him, otherwise he would be lonely in this life.

In the lobby of the library, Li Shangshui habitually walked to the reading room where he usually went, but at this moment Ren Yang stopped him: "Let's go to the back."

"Back" means that there is an old four-story building behind the library. It is said to be the old library of the school. Later, as the collection of books increased, the study rooms that could accommodate students became less and less, so it was rebuilt in front of the old library. A magnificent new building was built.The collection of old books in the old library is full of old books with a sense of the times, which is different from the storage mode of new books, so the old library has been kept by the school.There are also teachers and students on duty daily, but very few people go there.Today is Valentine's Day, there are very few people who go to the new library for self-study, and the old library is even less patronized.

Ren Yang was bored before, and he went there a few times. He felt that apart from being a little old, the environment was quiet and more like a library than the new one. Walking slowly in front of the bookshelves of the old days alone, there is a kind of time. The illusion of suspension.He loves it here.

At the same time, I feel that this is really a good place for couples to have a tryst. No one comes here for a date, which is a bit of a waste of resources.Thinking about coming now, I am glad that no one came here to bother me.

Ren Yang dragged Li Shangshui straight up to the second floor.There is a small library in the collection room on the second floor. Once the door is closed, no one will disturb it.

Li Shangshui didn't have the spirit of adventure. Of course, he didn't know that there was such a place in the school. His eyes widened when he walked all the way, thinking that he should visit carefully now, and maybe he could find some books that can't be found in the market today.

But he didn't realize something was wrong until he entered the small library on the second floor and Ren Yang gently closed the door.

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