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Even if it was the first snow, the whole city did not become excited because of it.Looking at the sparsely populated streets, Li Shangshui suddenly thought of the winter when he was a child.At that time, whenever it snowed, the bear children would always ignore their parents’ instructions, and they would act in groups in the snow, performing all kinds of high-risk actions. Building snowmen and snowball fights were all played by old-fashioned little girls. However, climbing ice trees and sliding down steep slopes are the things that "real men" play.

At that time, Xiao Li Shangshui was not popular, and no one wanted him to show his masculinity in public.He could only sneak a few glances when he went to the well to wash vegetables, and secretly kept their gameplay in mind, and when he was not busy in the afternoon, he went to the back mountain to practice alone.After falling down and eating mud a few times, Xiao Li Shangshui decided that this group of people were all strong-bodied and simple-minded people-do not study hard every day, and do such meaningless things!

So the smart little Li Shangshui went home damp, took his homework book and sat by the firepit to write questions honestly, determined to forget this shameful shame that others did not know with sufficient knowledge.When Li Shangshui grew up, he couldn't help laughing when he thought of this scene.

Ren Yang waited for Li Shangshui to continue. After waiting for a long time, there was no movement from the people around him. He thought that Li Shangshui had a lot of face, and he had to be flattered by himself before the other party would talk to him.Turning his head to look, the man had a smile on his lips, and he was enjoying himself happily alone.Seeing him happy, Ren Yang couldn't help being happy too: "Hey, Ah Shui, have you met your long-lost sister?"

Li Shangshui continued to smile: "No, I just thought of a fun old story."

Maybe he was in a particularly good mood today. Li Shangshui saw that he was about to go up the pedestrian bridge to the opposite side of the road, and dragged Ren Yang up the steps.Ren Yang was staggered by him, and hurriedly shouted: "Fuck, this floor is slippery, brother, can you slow down?"

Fortunately, Ren Yang caught Li Shangshui tightly, and Li Shangshui's footsteps were also very steady, and there was no situation where the two of them were on the street together.When he got on the overpass and was about to get off, Li Shangshui poked there, looked back at Ren Yang, pointed to the slide next to the walking ladder, and asked with a childish smile on his face, "Do you dare to slide down from here?"

Although the slide is not steep, it is very long, and it is specially used for pedestrians to carry their luggage. I don't know why Li Shangshui suddenly wanted to slide down here.

Ren Yang couldn't figure out the situation, and suspected that Li Shangshui would become stupid after eating a meal, so he reached out and touched Li Shangshui's forehead, with a worried expression on his face: "Ah Shui, are you stimulated? Or have a fever? Let's go." Hurry up and go back to the school hospital to have a look."

Li Shangshui was still laughing, and even wanted to laugh. He stuffed the umbrella into Ren Yang's hand: "Look at it." After speaking, he turned and walked to the side of the walking ladder, and stepped on the snow on the slide with his feet from top to bottom. He ran up to Ren Yang and nodded his chin, signaling him to be optimistic.

Ren Yang seemed to understand what he was going to do, and after looking around, he found that there were not many people who could stand by and watch Li Shangshui's performance calmly.I saw the man bent over, with his left and right feet moving forward and backward, exerting force, and slipped down the slide. After reaching the end, he turned around in a chic manner following the unfinished strength and the smooth snow, with a face full of tears. Always with a smile.

Ren Yang looked at his flowing movements and the conspicuous dimples on his face, and felt that if Li Shangshui could keep smiling like this, he would be willing to let him get out of here.He regretted not learning photography. No, even if he didn’t learn photography, he could just record it with his mobile phone—after all, painting can only record a certain movement and expression of him—it has to be said that this is really a huge regret .

It may be that Ren Yang was in a daze for too long. Seeing that he didn't even react, Li Shangshui couldn't help suspecting that he was too arrogant. Even such a small trick was too shameless to show his shame. The smile on his face gradually faded away, and he wanted to call Ren Yang back. , I couldn’t open my mouth again.

Over there, Ren Yang clapped his hands after seeing his smile fading away, and shouted from the air: "Handsome, Ah Shui, hurry up, show me one more time! I want to be handsome again!"

This time Li Shangshui learned how to be a good boy and stopped being brave, so he turned around and was about to leave.Ren Yang panicked when he saw it from behind, and hurried down to chase after him: "Hey, Shui, wait for me—oh fuck—!"

Li Shangshui turned around when he heard the sound, and immediately laughed out loud, not caring about the shameful idea in his heart, so he hurried forward to help.Ren Yang walked in a hurry, his foot slipped, his body fell to the ground, and he felt unlucky in his heart. He looked up and saw that although Li Shangshui was smiling heartily, his hands gently helped him up, and he couldn't help feeling that the fall was worth it.

"Oh, my old bones can't help but I can't help being handsome." Ren Yang stood up with Li Shangshui's hand, straightened his clothes, and said old-fashionedly while supporting his waist: "Ah Shui, to be honest, you Where did you learn this trick?"

Li Shangshui picked up the umbrella and saw that the snow was getting thinner, so he put the umbrella away, and after hearing Ren Yang's question, he only glanced at him without saying a word.Ren Yang received his wink, and immediately froze: "Hero! I want to worship you as my teacher!"

Li Shangshui really couldn't bear the speed of his face-changing, so he said angrily: "I want to learn art from a teacher with my old bones, please do me a favor!"

Ren Yang didn't take it seriously, and leaned in shamelessly, and only after soft and hard work did he get out Li Shangshui's childhood "skating" memories.Ren Yang babbled and chased after him to ask, but Li Shangshui still uttered words like gold. Until the school, Ren Yang didn't think to ask Li Shangshui about today's dinner. Don't mention it in the back of your mind.

When the exam came on Monday, Li Shangshui didn't have to work, he didn't have to attend classes, and he didn't have to spend much time studying. He actually felt that it was easier than the holiday.After handing in the subject papers for the scattered exams, there were four concentrated exams left. Li Shangshui almost fell asleep happily in the library—the library is well-heated and quiet, and it is indeed a good place to take a nap.

Ren Yang didn't have the time to doze off. Although he wasn't worried about failing a course, he was very determined and wanted to try to get a scholarship.In the past six months, I only worked for one month, and for the rest of the time, I neither participated in clubs nor got a job in the class committee and youth committee, so my overall score would not be very high.So you can only pass the exam to get a high score, maybe there is still a glimmer of hope.

Thinking about it this way, he didn't know how he got here for the past six months.Under the influence of Li Shangshui, he never misses the class, even if the teacher is boring, he can sit there and listen to it.When Li Shangshui went to work, he would either stay in the dormitory and watch movies or play games, or wander around the school when he was tired. When he was tired, he would go to the library to draw.Such a day is simply uncontested.

More importantly, he himself lived a comfortable life without feeling bored—isn't the life of a student so simple?Or is the life of ordinary people not so dull?But he also remembered the college life that a few buddies imagined together in high school: all-powerful, famous everywhere, and finding a stunning beauty to be his girlfriend, life would be complete.

He sneered, it was really scary in the second year of middle school.Tortured by the endless test papers, this unrealistic idea came to me. I don’t know if it’s because I’ve read too many martial arts novels or something.Anyway, his current life is far away from his original fantasy. Not only is he unknown, but he also likes a boy with a weird personality.Fate made such a big joke on him, but he was able to accept this setting without any effort, without any struggle at all.

Unbelievable.

Ren Yang glanced at the drowsy Li Shangshui who was sitting across from him. Even if he dozed off, he could still doze very straightly. Seriously thinking about the problems in the book.It seems that with Li Shangshui by his side, he never feels bored.

After New Year's Day, Li Shangshui's attitude towards him seemed to have improved, and he no longer deliberately avoided him, and he didn't dare to take unnecessary actions, for fear that this hard-won reconciliation would be ruined by himself.Regarding the forced kiss and confession that day, the two also kept secrets and did not mention it again.

It wasn't until last night that Li Shangshui told Ren Yang that Su Yue's family invited him to be Su Mian's tutor. When Ren Yang heard about it, he also told Li Shangshui about Liu Zimo's summer training class, and wanted Li Shangshui to be with him. Let's go to be a teacher for a summer vacation together.Unexpectedly, Li Shangshui refused directly. The reason turned out to be that the S city where Ren Yang was located was completely unfamiliar to him. If he went there, he would definitely trouble Ren Yang and his friends.

Ren Yang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but he expressed his understanding. After all, if he agreed, it would not be Li Shangshui's style.It's still early for the summer vacation next year, so there's no telling what changes will happen in the middle.

Speaking of Su Yue and Lou Yu's identities as gays, Ren Yang also observed Li Shangshui's expression on purpose. Seeing that there was nothing unusual, he asked cautiously, "What do you think of the relationship between the two of them?"

Li Shangshui looked at Ren Yang in surprise: "What do you think?"

Ren Yang: "...that's homosexuality."

"Oh, I don't find it disgusting. The three of them are together, and I feel very harmonious. They are no different from ordinary families. They are even better than me..." Li Shangshui stopped when he said this.Ren Yang didn't care, only hearing him say that he didn't dislike homosexuality, the hope that was extinguished in his heart seemed to have a tendency to revive again.

Seeing Li Shangshui dozing off vigorously, Ren Yang immediately lost the desire to read.Looking at his phone, he found that there was still enough time, so he took out a new sketchbook and prepared to draw the scene of Li Shangshui taking a nap while holding his forehead.He has already recorded Li Shangshui's rare naughty actions a few days ago. Although he didn't take pictures with his mobile phone, if he can find this sketch many years later, that picture will definitely appear in his mind.

He draws seriously, Li Shangshui's every move has been engraved in his heart, so he can capture it with his hands without looking up, so he doesn't notice when Li Shangshui wakes up, let alone the people in the reading room. Li Shangshui was standing behind him, watching him lower his head and paint.

After finishing the painting, Ren Yang breathed a sigh of relief, but he couldn't see the person opposite him when he raised his eyes. He only heard someone whispering behind him: "Are you infringing on my portrait rights?"

Li Shangshui knew that Ren Yang could draw, but he didn't know that he could secretly draw himself.He had no intention of peeking at other people's privacy, just as he couldn't stand others peeking at his diary, but He Ren Yang was too involved, he yelled a few times, but the other party didn't respond, so he got up to see what he was doing, unexpectedly he was in Draw yourself who just secretly fell asleep.

Li Shangshui's family is poor, and he vaguely remembers being taken to a photo studio by his grandma when he was one year old. Since then, except for graduation photos and ID photos, he has never had a decent photo.Even with a smartphone, he can't take a few selfies with confidence like Ren Yang.So the moment he saw himself on the paper, he didn't realize it was him, and after a few more glances he realized: Oh, it seems to be me.

The subsequent feelings are somewhat inexplicable, and it is not an exaggeration to say that I am flattered - no matter how slow the reaction is, when I see others describe myself stroke by stroke, surprise and touch will instantly occupy my heart.This reminded Li Shangshui of the first piece of candy he ate when he was a child, so sweet and so happy.

He wanted to walk away quietly, but Ren Yang suddenly raised his head, and he was the first to make such a joke with a smile like a blessing in his heart.A trace of panic flashed across the face of the man who turned around, and he closed the sketchbook with his hands instantly, and smiled on his face: "Isn't it because I'm tired of reading, so I draw casually to relieve boredom. And it's rare to see you doze off."

Li Shangshui took a deep look at him, noncommittal.Ren Yang looked at the time, only to realize that it was past ten o'clock.The two packed up their things and went back to the dormitory. Along the way, Ren Yang talked about all kinds of interesting things about his past paintings, as if trying to cover up something.Li Shangshui heard him talk about being forced by a girl to paint a portrait when he was in junior high school. He pretended to agree, and finally drew a Picasso-style abstract painting, which made the girl cry.

"You said you are not Wang Zhaojun, so why should I ask you to draw a portrait? You cried when you were not satisfied with the painting, and I confiscated her money." Every time Ren Yang thought of this matter, he was very angry.

Li Shangshui hadn't had much contact with the opposite sex, let alone been forced to do anything by the opposite sex, so he couldn't empathize with him, so he just found it funny.

Seeing him laughing, Ren Yang said angrily, "Laugh again and draw you as Mao Yanshou next time!"

Li Shangshui felt that he couldn't keep up with his rhythm, so he laughed.

Ren Yang: "..."

Has this kid been tapped for laughing today? !

After finishing the last criminal law exam, this semester will be considered as an end.Most of the dormitory people started to prepare to go home. Li Shangshui considered that it was only the beginning of the twelfth lunar month, there were still other departments that had not finished their exams, and there was at least a week before the school was closed, so he planned to stay for a few more days and work in a restaurant for a few days. Earn money for traveling home.

And Ren Yang didn't go home immediately because he had to wait for Xu Ruxin to finish the exam.As a result, only the two of them were left in the entire dormitory.For some reason, Ren Yang was a little excited. He had the feeling that he and Li Shangshui were living in a world of two.

In fact, because some of the surrounding schools were on vacation at the end of the term, the store was not too busy. Li Shangshui went to work late and returned early, and the two spent more time together than usual.But no matter how much time there is, Li Shangshui still reads his books quietly, gets up early for a run as usual, and will not take the initiative to tease Ren Yang out of boredom.

Ren Yang has been in the dormitory for three consecutive days, and Xu Ruxin and the others still have 3 subjects to pass.And Ren's mother called him in a row to take his sister home quickly - the kindergarten children are already on vacation - he was rushed into a hurry, and he developed a high fever in the evening of the third day. What's more, the dormitory The heating stopped at this moment!

When Li Shangshui went back at night, he saw that the dormitory was empty, and thought that Ren Yang had gone out, but when he looked up at his desk, he saw the man lying dead wrapped in a rice dumpling, with abnormally red cheeks.

The author has something to say:

Mina, I'm gaining weight!Strive for daily updates!

After practicing for a summer vacation, I feel that this article is very sloppy [hey you are enough], long-winded and out of order, but I still don’t want to give up. I want to finish writing before the National Day. I don’t know if it is possible.

When you write an article in the future, you must plan the outline in advance, um, make a fist!