Sad autumn

In June, at the beginning of the month, it was like fighting a war. Meetings and mobilization training were held every day. On the [-]th, the battle officially started. The whole city's [-] young people dragged their families to the battlefield. Tuchun and Maotou were assigned to the battlefield of No. [-] Middle School in the new district. , Before the exam, there was chaos, and after the exam, the fallen leaves were silent, which only increased the loneliness.

Maotou wandered to the back door of the school to find Tuchun, who was guarding the back door, to eat cigarettes, and he gave out cigarettes. A parent appeared from nowhere, patted him, pointed at the examination room nervously and seriously, and said, "Sorry, don't eat it." Cigarettes, okay? The taste is too strong."

Maotou said, "You can't smell it inside..."

Parents said: "Don't eat it."

Maotou looked at Tuchun, and Tuchun looked under the shade of a tree, and said, "Go to Gatchet." (Let's get up there and rest for a while.)

Maotou put away the cigarette and lighter, leaned over to the parent, and said repeatedly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Then he followed Tuchun and walked away.

Tuchun went to a nearby convenience store to buy two popsicles. He ate the red bean flavored one, and Maotou ate the mung bean flavored one. He also bought two small benches, and Maotou sat down on one of them.

Maotou ate popsicles, talked about the account, and said, "Did you take the college entrance examination a long time ago? It's just a test, so I made it..." (The college entrance examination used to be done like this, but now it's done...)

Tuchun said: "The college entrance examination is still very important."

"Ah, don't you have to take it too seriously? Do I rely on my grades? I read the junior college, so I think it's pretty good. Did you do well in the exam..." Maotou glanced at Tuchun, smiled, and said nothing. Go on. (Don’t take it too seriously. How many points did I get in the exam? I went to a junior college, and now I think it’s pretty good. Did you do well in the exam...)

Tuchun laughed, and said: "It's a lecture, but if you have to pass it, it's better to take the exam... It's good to read more books." )

"How often do you meet your college classmates?" (Do your college classmates often meet?)

Tuchun took a big bite of the popsicle, and the red beans hit his teeth so hard, he half covered his mouth, looked around, and said, "Everyone is busy, get together at the end of the year, eh?" (Everyone is busy, the end of the year Juju, how about you?)

Maotou said with a smile: "Ah busy, during Chinese New Year, wechat Juju." (Also busy, during Chinese New Year, wechat Juju.)

Tuchun smiled: "Give out red envelopes, grab the red envelopes."

Maotou looked around, unable to rest his eyes, and said, "Reading is pretty good. I've been reading books for two days."

Tuchun propped his chin to bite the popsicle, and Maotou said, "Have you read "The Weakness of Human Nature"?"

Tuchun shook his head, but remained silent.Maotou opened his mouth, wanted to say something, but couldn't say anything, licked his lips, looked at the group of parents on the road who were looking forward to it with their benches and parasols, talked about something else, and said: Piaozituan comes and tsk, huh, you know?" (Did you know that Dongdong and Piaozituan are together?)

Tuchun said, "I heard tusk."

"It must be Xiao Zhao Wai." Maotou's Mandarin came out of nowhere, slightly harsh.Tuchun finished eating the popsicle, holding the popsicle and the bag, but smiled and said nothing.

Maotou began to comment, and said: "The conditions in the house of the bastard are pretty good, Mr. En Duo, hey, the demolition office, the demolition office, the demolition office is crooked, whether it is good to get in and out, Dongdong, what? Let’s talk about it, grandma and grandma are workers, so I always hold my head up when I talk about it.” (The condition of the house is very good, her father works in the demolition office, and the demolition office, you know, don’t go in and out too well, As for Dongdong, how should I put it, both parents are workers, so they are always weaker.)

Tuchun said: "The working class is powerful."

Maotou's voice climbed up: "Retirement salary is too little! Do you know how much Zhao Jiali's father's retirement salary is? Old revolutionaries, it's easy to get [-] a month! White-collar workers outside, Mengbaien, get a lot more !" (Retirement salary is low! Do you know how much Xiao Zhao's father can get in retirement salary? The old revolutionary can get [-] a month, which is not as much as white-collar workers outside!)

Tuchun didn't ring.Maotou said: "I heard that En Duo's father and mother are about to retire, right?"

Tuchun said: "Sent to Fu Duo Tut." (It's almost there.)

"Did you go on a blind date for dinner recently?" Maotou asked. (Why haven't you gone on a blind date for dinner recently?)

Tuchun looked at him and asked, "Ah, I heard that you are going to change houses?" (I heard that you are going to change houses?)

Maotou's eyes changed, his complexion became ugly, and he complained: "Ah, Dongdong's gang is talking about it? What a guy, do you want to tell me about your kindness? Alas, do you want to change the house...Xiao Maotou is going to study next time, After all, I’d better find a better school.” (Did Dong Dong tell you? Really, let him not say it, oh, the house, do you want to change, Xiao Maotou will study in the future, after all, find a better school School.)

Tuchun said, "Well, it's better to read more books."

He looked up at the teaching building in the school, and smiled at Maotou.The hair was silent, and I got up to throw the paper bag and popsicles.

After the first exam, when the bell for handing in the paper rang, Tuchun's eyelids jumped twice, he coughed, and patted his chest.His heart was beating hard too.

For some reason, at this very moment, he suddenly misses Di Qiu very much.

He misses Di Qiu's superb ability to solve math problems, misses his flexible mind, misses his flustered posture when he runs away, misses him riding a bicycle with one hand, devouring ice cream and fried chicken, misses the college entrance examination without him , the graduation ceremony without him, every song shared without him, every good or bad movie, I miss every inch, every minute, every second, every call, every time without him suck.

Tuchun changed his uniform and went to the No. [-] Middle School by bicycle. The No. [-] Middle School in the city was also the test center. There was a roadblock on the park road. Tuchun got off his bicycle after approaching the school. He pushed the bike past the school gate. It was not completely dark yet. , Tuchun took a look, and saw the square and gatehouse behind the door, and a five-star red flag rising high.

The school seems to have become smaller, more cramped and compact.

Tuchun stepped into the car again and almost returned to Zhangjiabang by the same route. He sneaked past the gate of the police station and circled the residential area back and forth.

Di Qiu lived here before, and so did he.There was a wall between them. They went to school together, entered the school gate, entered the class together, saw Xiao Ding together, and waved to him together.Then, they get out of school together, play basketball together, go swimming together in summer, and go roller skating together in winter.Hollyland's iced porridge has been popular for a while, and Di Qiu is always reluctant to stop talking about long-haired meaty mooncakes.Di Qiu would go to his house for dinner, Jasmine liked Di Qiu, and called him "Qiu Qiu" and "Qiu Qiu".Di Qiu likes to eat sweet and sour pork ribs roasted with jasmine flowers, five-spice pork, tomato crucian carp soup, tofu soup, and noodles with scallion oil.He eats very deliciously.

Tuchun stopped by the Zhangjiabang River, with his feet on the ground and his head bowed down.He couldn't find Di Qiu, he couldn't find him anywhere, and he couldn't wait for him to appear, no matter how patiently he couldn't wait.Doudou said that she never saw Di Qiu after that day, and Doudou also said that when Di Qiu mentioned you, she was really happy.

Tuchun rubbed his eyes, he had no choice but to search his memory desperately.I can only wait until night to find him in my dream.

That night, Tuchun dreamed of Di Qiu's tombstone.A motorcycle blocked in front of the tombstone. Tuchun pushed the motorcycle away vigorously. He saw a moving photo embedded on the tombstone, like a magic prop that would appear in "Harry Potter".

Di Qiu fell behind the curtain.

After fighting for four days in a row, Tuchun was physically and mentally exhausted. As soon as he received Gu Yun's message asking him to go to Guangfu, he agreed without thinking.

This time, Gu Yun didn't go to the old house, and took Tu Chun directly to live in Yunshui Building.The summer sitting between the monk and the layman is still going on, and the two of them still live in the two adjacent rooms, and the temple still has the same trees, the tower, and the two treasure halls, which are completely yellow and extremely black.Only the Vegetarian Cuisine has been changed, and the Malantou has been replaced with local broad beans.

Tuchun was still thinking about the old master who invited him to drink tea. When Gu Yun went to the Zen room, he took the "Avatamsaka Sutra", sat in the old place, flipped through the scriptures, and counted the fallen leaves.After one afternoon, the old master didn't show up, but Gu Yun came over.She smiled and asked Tuchun: "Are you waiting for Master Shanyuan?"

Tuchun sighed: "Oh, it seems that fate can only be achieved by following fate."

Gu Yun sat down and faced Tu Chun face to face. She didn't have any makeup on, and her dark circles and sparse eyebrows made her look depressed, but she was quite excited and energetic when she spoke.She said: "Didn't I tell you last time? You can't be persistent."

Tuchun lowered his head and said softly, "I think it's good for us to be friends."

Gu Yun rested her chin and looked at Tu Chun: "Are you having a girlfriend?"

Tuchun didn't ring.Gu Yun said: "It's good to be friends. Some people heard that I was going to come to the temple and thought I was joking, but they really came and ran away when they arrived. You can stay calm and calm down."

Tuchun said: "I don't have anything to do. Anyway, I just think about things. It's the same wherever I think."

"Then what do you think about every day?" Gu Yun pursed her lips, guessed, and said, "Do you miss that friend you can't find?"

Tuchun didn't ring.Gu Yun smiled and said: "It must be pretty, otherwise I wouldn't be obsessed with it, my first love, right?"

Tuchun said, "It's not really..."

"Have you confessed?"

Tuchun said, "I didn't have time."

Gu Yun fiddled with her sleeves, her head turned towards Tuchun, her hair was black at the root, and her withered hair was half yellow and half black, nondescript.Gu Yun said: "People are also quite strange, like first love, maybe when you talk about it, you don't even understand what love is, just follow the trend, see other people have boyfriends, and want one too, it's embarrassing. After we separated, even after we became sensible, we still can't forget this muddled relationship."

Tuchun said: "Maybe it is because I am confused, I am confused about everything, and I can't remember clearly. Anyway, I am also confused about the advantages, and I try to remember them desperately, but I can't remember the disadvantages."

Gu Yun said: "It makes sense. You know why Master Shanyuan invited you to drink tea. You have roots of wisdom."

Tuchun said, "I can't fix it."

Gu Yun said, "How should I say it?"

Tuchun answered irrelevantly: "If people are not attached, there will be no paper and no electricity."

Gu Yun said: "The inventor was only cultivating bacteria, and later invented penicillin."

Tuchun laughed, Gu Yun also laughed, rolled his eyes, and said to himself: "Oh, it's meaningless to talk like this, I won't argue with you."

Tu Chun shrugged his shoulders, Gu Yun chirped and asked Tu Chun: "If you saw your first love, what would you say to her?"

Tuchun frowned, clenched his hands tightly, and then let go. He traced the trajectory of a leaf falling from a branch, and said, "I don't know, I haven't thought about it. If I don't think about it, I'd better see it first."

"When you see it, you will naturally blurt it out." Gu Yun patted the back of Tuchun's hand, which was cold to the touch. It turned out that Gu Yun was holding a jade in his hand. She showed Tuchun that it was a jade leaf, inlaid In Phnom Penh, she held the golden branches and jade leaves to meditate.This is her method.

Tuchun does not ring, the old monk once said that there are thousands of methods in the world.

All dharmas can become a Buddha, you must participate.Get to know your own story, your own secrets, and your own thoughts.

Same as last time, Tuchun and Gu Yun lived until Monday, but this time Gu Yun went back first in the morning, and Tu Chun took a bus back to Suzhou in the evening, and went directly to the police station for the night shift.He worked with Dongdong, and Dongdong grabbed a cell phone and never put it down. He used it when he was on patrol, and also when he was on duty downstairs. When the cell phone ran out of battery, he just nestled next to the power socket and plugged it in. .Tuchun eats cigarettes, slaps mosquitoes, does nothing, practices pen calligraphy, memorizes "Peach Blossom Spring"

In the morning, when the two of them finished their shifts, Tuchun just received a text message from An Hao. An Hao woke up early in the morning and asked Tuchun what shift he was in today and if he was free to watch a movie together tonight.

Tu Chunhui: I'm free in the afternoon, what movie do you want to watch?

An Hao picked one and said: If you don't want to watch this, change to another one.

Tuchun didn't change it, bought movie tickets with An Hao, made an appointment, and then rode home.

Passing the Heshan Bridge, Tuchun tried his best to sprint towards the top of the bridge. He stood up and rode for a while, and finally climbed up the slope. Tuchun breathed a sigh of relief and looked to the side. There are willow trees and a huge blue-gray imperial tablet blocking the front of Hanshan Pagoda.

This imperial stele did not exist before. I don’t know when it was moved, and I don’t know which emperor wrote the inscription.

Qianlong or Kangxi?

Tuchun couldn't tell.

Which emperor returned to Beijing after touring the south of the Yangtze River and built the same small bridges, water lanes and river streets.

Tuchun couldn't tell either.

He has never been to Beijing, and he will come back after going out for an outing for at most two or three days.

Di Qiu told him, and he said: Tuchun, Suzhou is pretty good, I will stay here, and I won’t go anywhere.

Di Qiu never lied to him.

When he got home, Tuchun smelled the aroma of scallion oil when he entered the door. Jasmine steamed glutinous rice and siu mai, made soy milk, mixed with scallion oil for noodles, and fried the scallion oil by himself.

Tuchun drank a glass of warm water and sat down to eat breakfast.Jasmine ate it together, and asked him: "Help Gu Yun in white on Sunday?" (How did you play with Gu Yun on Sunday?)

Tuchun picked up a pair of chopsticks and stuffed the noodles into his mouth, and said vaguely, "It's pretty good."

Jasmine asked: "Gemo, why don't you take a look at the time? My red envelope is ready." (Then when will I bring it back for a look? My red envelope is ready.)

Tuchun bit the noodles, drank the soy milk, stretched out his arms and brought a bowl of strawberries to his face.Jasmine pursed her mouth: "Let's stop eating the fruit, let's wait for a week, what do you like to eat?" (The fruit will be eaten later, or just this week, what does she like to eat?)

Tu Chun was worried that he couldn't change the topic, so Tu Qing came in from the door with a newspaper and yogurt in one hand, put down his things, and came out with a bowl of rice.

Jasmine said: "It's just about inviting Gu Yun to the house for dinner." She poked Tu Qing and said, "Would you like to go to Zhejiang in a week? We'll see you in the house." Gu Yun went to eat at home.) (Don't go to Zhejiang this week, stay at home.)

Tu Qing said: "French, the French are here too." (No, the French are here again.)

Jasmine put down her job with a knock, and said, "Ask my son to help the little girl live in Guangfu for a night?" Woolen cloth?)

Tu Qing picks up his rice bowl and picks up rice, looks at the newspapers spread out, and says, "One by one...be careful." (This one...be careful.)

Jasmine opened her eyes wide and wanted to explode, but in the end she just shook her head, ate strawberries, and stopped talking.

Tu Chungan swallowed the siu mai in his mouth, hurried back to the room, took a bath, and rested.

Tuchun stayed in the room until after six o'clock in the evening, and only went out when he heard the sound of Jasmine coming downstairs.Tu Qing had dinner alone, and when he saw Tu Chun, he raised his eyelids.Tuchun said, "I'll go out to rest." (I'll go out for a while.)

Tu Qing lowered his eyes again, chewed the sauced beef, and said, "Be careful."

Tuchun responded with a smile, took the bicycle key and left.He and An Hao met outside Jiahe in Laikemao. An Hao wore a peaked cap and short sleeves, and a lip ring appeared on his lower lip.Tuchun bought Coke and popcorn, An Hao saw it, pointed to the lip ring and said, "I can't drink Coke, it will leak out."

Tuchun stuffed him with popcorn and said helplessly, "Then you eat this, eat this."

An Hao took a picture of him, gulped down his Coke, and laughed loudly: "Tuchun, why are you so funny!"

Tuchun didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and asked him, "Why do you sometimes wear it, and why don't you wear it?"

An Hao said: "It depends on the situation and on your mood." He blinked at Tuchun, took off his hat, squeezed it into a ball and stuffed it into the pocket behind his buttocks, and said, "I'm in a good mood today, let's play with it. "

What they watched were American movies and series of movies, and they bombarded them indiscriminately, but the hypnotic effect was excellent, and Tuchun almost fell asleep.After coming out, An Hao said angrily: "I didn't expect it to be so ugly, next time you choose the movie."

Tuchun asked, "You don't like it?"

An Hao looked at him, widened his eyes, and said, "You like it? Then I like it too."

Tuchun said: "My friend said last time that you have a personality, it seems she missed it."

An Hao laughed, and pushed Tuchun to the nearby supermarket. Closing time was approaching, and there were quite a few people in the supermarket, all of whom were buying discounted cooked food. The two of them took two bottles of beer and went to the cooked food area to pick and choose. Pick, just pick out a box of peanuts and a pack of cold dried shredded tofu.While waiting in line for the checkout, An Hao suddenly mentioned: "The loquat was quite sweet last time, and my mother also said it was delicious, but she has a very tricky mouth."

Tuchun said: "That's pretty good, I'll give it to you next time I buy it."

An Hao put on a serious face and said, "Then I don't want it anymore, just eat it once, and keep eating it, the impression is too deep, and I can't help it if I don't have to eat it in the future."

Tu Chun didn't make a sound, looking at him, An Hao's serious expression couldn't last long, and he laughed again.He smiled and took a box of condoms from the shelf next to the cash register.

At the parking lot, Tuchun went to get the bicycle locked on the side of the road. An Hao walked behind him and asked him, "Do you usually ride a bicycle?"

Tuchun said: "Sometimes faster than a car."

He unlocked the car, held the faucet of the car, and asked An Hao, "Did you drive here?"

An Hao put a package of cold dried tofu and a bottle of beer in his car basket, pointed to the distance, and said, "Stop there."

Tuchun stretched his neck, saw An Hao's jeep, nodded, and said softly, "I... have to go to work."

An Hao also nodded, put one hand into his trouser pocket, kicked the stones under his feet, and asked Tuchun, "Just walk around?"

He took out two pairs of disposable chopsticks from his pocket and threw them into Tuchun's car basket.Tuchun didn't say anything, and pushed the car across the road.An Hao followed him and walked along Tongjing North Road. He spoke casually: "I sold the stereo last time. I sold it to my mother's mahjong set. I made some money. I'll treat you to dinner next time."

Tuchun said: "Shouldn't you treat your mother to dinner?"

An Hao laughed, and said: "I have invited her, now I can invite someone else."

With that said, he turned into Lingering Garden Road.The Lingering Garden Road is narrow, but there are no cars at night, Tuchun and An Hao walked side by side, the ancient trees are dense, the Lingering Garden Road is quiet and peaceful, when no one is talking, Tuchun can even hear An Hao’s breathing, he glanced An Hao, with his hands in his pockets, was walking into a street light.The tattoo on his neck became clear for a moment, then dimmed and hard to discern.

The tattoo on An Hao's neck is a skeleton bound by chains.

An Hao said, "Sit down for a while."

They happened to arrive at the entrance of Lingering Garden, and there were only two of them at the entrance of the garden scenic spot at night.Tuchun and An Hao found a flower bed and sat down. An Hao hung a corkscrew on his key chain. He opened the beer and handed Tuchun a bottle.He asked Tuchun, "What time do you go to work?"

Tuchun said, "It's still early." He leaned the car against a locust tree, took a sip of beer.

An Hao unpacked the shredded tofu and peanuts, took a pair of chopsticks with Tuchun, drank a couple of sips of wine, and ate the appetizers.There is no wind on the road, but the canopy that stretches to a high place occasionally makes a rustling sound, and the wind is probably blown away by them.

An Hao asked Tu Chun: "What class do you have tomorrow?"

Tuchun said: "I still work the night shift, and I have a day off on Wednesday, and then I go to the morning shift."

An Hao looked at Tuchun leaning on the bushes planted in the flower beds, moved his chin slightly, said "oh", threw a peanut into the air, and opened his mouth to catch it.

Tuchun said, "Be careful of choking."

He said again: "Aren't you going to invite me to dinner? Are you free tomorrow?"

An Hao smiled and looked at Tuchun, that smile was directed at Tuchun, and the lip ring and bright eyes were also directed at him.An Hao went over and kissed Tu Chun.

Tuchun panicked and looked around, but there was no one, and the trees didn't make any noise.The road was quiet.

An Hao laughed loudly, raised his head to drink, and spread his hands.Just when Tuchun was about to speak, An Hao leaned over again, put one hand on his right leg, rubbed his pants and kissed him.An Hao's mouth was full of the smell of alcohol, which was smoky but a little sweet.Tuchun's tongue touched his lip ring, which was cold at first, and then they joined hands to warm it up.After kissing softly for a while, An Hao's lips were pressed against Tu Chun's lips, and he talked to him lightly: "Let's take you to the place where we rehearse."

The place where the band rehearsed was in a warehouse, and it was almost time to drive to Wangting before An Hao stopped the car in a dark factory area.He led Tuchun away, and when he reached the door of the warehouse, Tuchun saw that there was a little light in the crack of the rolling shutter door, and he asked in a low voice, "Is your band here?"

An Hao checked the time, pulled up the shutter door, ducked in, and called out tentatively, "Xiao Bing?"

Tuchun also got in, the warehouse is not big, except for musical instruments and some simple decorations, the most piled up are the imported stereos he saw in Anhao's car last time.Xiaobing was sleeping on a sofa with earplugs in her ears and a blindfold in front of her eyes.All the lights in the warehouse are on.

An Hao patted Xiao Bing, Tu Chun tried to dissuade her, and whispered, "Let her sleep."

Xiao Bing muttered something, curled up, and made room for him. An Hao directed Chun to sit down. He turned on the TV and game console facing the sofa, picked out a game, and grabbed two handles. .

Xiaobing was still talking vaguely, but Tuchun couldn't hear clearly, so he wanted to ask, but when he saw Xiaobing's earplugs, he didn't ask.Xiaobing's hair just rubbed against the back of his hand at first, and then touched his trouser legs. Tuchun wanted to avoid it, but Xiaobing had already twisted onto him to sleep, with her head resting on his thigh, and her hands were holding onto his crotch. hand.Tuchun couldn't move anymore, An Hao came back and squeezed to sit on the other side of Tuchun, and Xiaobing grabbed Tuchun's hand even more firmly.An Hao looked at Xiao Bing, then at Tu Chun, laughed silently, and made a grimace.Tuchun was helpless, Xiaobing got even worse, and stretched out her hand to hug Tuchun's arm.An Hao laughed even more exaggeratedly, put the handle into Tuchun's hand, and said softly: "Let's play with us and leave her alone."

Tuchun's hands trembled, and he pressed something. The volume of the TV was loud, and Xiao Bing bounced. go to bed.

An Hao turned up the volume of the TV, and he dragged Tuchun behind a screen.

On the screen hung a woman's nightdress, bra, and a blanket.There was a round sofa stool inside the screen, An Hao hugged Tuchun, he got very close, and in a hurry, Tuchun's feet went limp, and he sat on the stool.An Hao knelt down, unbuttoned Tuchun's pants, and took off his underwear. He spat in his palms, rubbed his palms together, lowered his head, and took Tuchun's penis in his mouth.

An Hao's mouth is warm, his tongue is nimble, he knows how to measure, when to be aggressive and when to be lingering, he has mastered Tuchun's desire all at once.Tuchun couldn't refuse. He first looked at those speakers piled up like a hill, and then he could only look at An Hao. He could only see his earrings shining with silver light, his ears, the chain pattern on his neck, and the pattern on his back. There is the twig-like pattern that does not seem to exist.He saw An Hao raised his head and raised his neck to kiss him. An Hao didn't let him go, he made a cage with his hands, encircled his penis, masturbated him, gave him pleasure, and didn't let him go. He released it easily.Tuchun couldn't take it anymore, panted lowly, An Hao kissed more intensely, he raised his waist, sat up straight, some rough calluses in his palms rubbed against Tuchun's glans frequently, Tuchun hugged An Hao's neck, shot in his hand.

An Hao was still kneeling, he took a deep breath, sat on his heels, looked at the thick semen in his palm, and then at Tuchun.

Tuchun wanted to wipe his hands for him, but An Hao smiled, his eyes rolled up, he brought his hand to his mouth, and licked it with his tongue.Tuchun just wanted to kiss him now, want to touch his back, want that orgasm to grab him again and hold him tightly.Tuchun stretched out his hand, but at this moment, the sound of the rolling shutter door being pulled up came from outside.An Hao leaned out to have a look, then turned to Tu Chun and said, "Fu Jun and the others are here."

Tu Chun pulled up his pants, he took off his coat and wiped An Hao's hands clean, rolled up the coat and hugged it in his arms.An Hao seemed happier, looked at him, walked out without saying a word.

The warehouse instantly became lively.The lights dimmed, electric guitars and electric basses were plugged in, effects pedals beeped, stereos were turned on, projectors were turned on, some people listened to music, some sang, and some watched movies on the wall.There was a burst of smoke, and Tuchun sneezed before getting up. When he looked up and saw Xiao Bing, he stared straight at his eyes, tongue-tied: "I...I...sit for a while..."

Xiaobing folded her arms and leaned against the screen, lit a cigarette, looked at him with a smile, and said nothing.

Tuchun stood up: "Sit down..."

When he passed by Xiao Bing, Xiao Bing sniffed his nose, chuckled, patted Tu Chun on the cheek, pushed him out, waved him goodbye, and said, "Hey! Be careful!"

Tuchun was embarrassed, looked around, the small warehouse was already full of people, cigarettes, alcohol, everywhere, the music was extremely loud, Fu Jun was biting a cigarette and playing the bass, An Hao was playing the drums, he played casually Sex, can't hear any tunes, just to match Fu Jun.He was also eating a cigarette, and during the gap of the bass solo, he threw the drumstick high, and the drumstick spun three times in the air before falling into his hand again, and whistles sounded from the crowd.The momentum of the bass gradually weakened, Fu Jun squinted his eyes to look at An Hao, An Hao nodded vigorously, and played a series of drum sounds, his body shook and swayed violently, a flash of gaudy red light hit him.He was biting his lip, still playing, Fu Jun didn't move at all, holding on to the bass to smoke, An Hao's arms were swinging irregularly in the air, sometimes stretched and brushed over the suspension, sometimes between the snare drum and the tom drum Back and forth, he knows how to measure, how to advance and retreat, and how to create a hearty performance.

Tuchun was sweating behind the screen earlier, and now he is sweating again.Many people were swaying and booing to the beat of the drum.Tuchun was pushed back and forth by the excited crowd, and finally got to the edge of the sofa. He heard a person ask him: "Are you An Hao's new boyfriend?"

He looked back to find someone to ask the question, but he couldn't find it. Many people were looking at him, as if many people had asked the same question.Their eyes were equally ambiguous, full of doubt and uncertainty.

Tuchun looked at An Hao again, he was playing the drum with one hand now, giving a beat, Fu Jun fiddled with the bass, Xiao Bing walked between them, she took a cigarette, took one bite, and handed An Hao another bite.An Hao completely relaxed, his face was dripping with sweat.Xiaobing sang a song without lyrics.

Tuchun pushed aside the crowd and walked outside the warehouse.He lit a cigarette, and the shutter door was lowered. The warehouse was filled with red light for a while, and yellow light for a while, sometimes red and yellow intertwined, and the edges blended.

The music is too loud.

Tuchun stepped aside.

An Hao came out to look for him, he held the rolling door with one hand, stood in the warehouse looking at Tuchun, smiled, and said, "You can smoke inside."

There was a different singer, and he roared manically, which sounded very harsh.

Tuchun pulled An Hao out, slammed the door shut, and pressed An Hao against the door to kiss him.The metal door shook, Tuchun kissed deeper, he touched An Hao's hair, it felt like the softest hair on the belly of an animal.He bit An Hao's lip ring, bit and pulled it closer, An Hao pushed him away, gasped, and went up to him again, pecking Tuchun's lips one after another, they leaned against the wall and kissed for a while, Tuchun said : "I have to go first."

An Hao ate the cigarettes that Tuchun hadn't finished, and said, "I'll give you a gift, your bicycle is still in my car."

He held Tuchun's hand, and Tuchun found that An Hao had indeed sweated a lot, and his palms were wet.