Sad autumn

Xiao Bing turned around and said, "Xiao Bing has no clothes on!"

Li Lanxiu laughed out loud, and agreed: "That's right! Sister Xiaobing is naked!!"

The two girls laughed together, An Hao raised his head to look at them and smiled too, the raindrops floated in and stuck to his face like sweat.

All the smoke rushed out.

Xiao Bing's make-up was stained by the rain, Xiao Bing didn't care, just went on stage, the ghostly purple-blue stage lights hit her, she looked like a clown.They performed two other people's songs first, and then began to sing their own songs.

Every time she finished singing, Xiaobing would introduce who wrote the lyrics and composed the music for this song. She didn't mention the names of the members. She called Wen Yang "that office worker" and called Fu Jun "that musical instrument shop owner". I recommend everyone to go to Fu Jun's musical instrument store to join us. Ah Lang is "Chow Yun-Fat", An Hao is "Our Head", or "The Head of Labor Reform", or "Tattoo Man".At the end of the night's performance, Xiao Bing sang two songs written by An Hao, both of which were fast-paced, high-pitched, and difficult to pronounce. She broke her notes twice, sweating profusely and panting.Tuchun was close to the sound system. The two songs made him dizzy, and even his eyes were a little tired and uncomfortable. Looking at the stage again, except for Xiao Bing's face, everyone else became very hazy, but An Hao's face The sweat on the face is very clear.Tuchun suspected that it was the rain that he didn't wipe clean.

After the performance, An Hao called Li Lanxiu and Tuchun to have a supper together. The group went to the barbecue restaurant on Baita West Road. Li Lanxiu ate a few skewers and was about to leave. She claimed that her boyfriend came to pick her up after he got off work at night.

Tuchun was quite surprised, and sent her to the door, waited with her for the car, and asked, "Which young man or artist is it?"

Li Lanxiu said, "You are so annoying."

Tuchun said, "Then I'll go back too."

Li Lanxiu refused: "It won't matter if you go back later, what time is it?"

"Early shift tomorrow."

"That's up to you." Li Lanxiu hugged her arms, not very happy.

At this moment, An Hao came out and asked Tuchun, "What do you want to add?"

Li Lanxiu pushed Tuchun, pushed him into the bright light in front of the barbecue shop, and said loudly: "Help him add ten strings of sheep's eggs! Ten oysters!"

Tu Chun stared, turned to look at Li Lanxiu, she put on a strange face, ran to a red car parked by the side of the road, and got into the car.An Hao and Tu Chun were standing at the door staring wide-eyed, a girl squeezed into the store from beside them, and asked An Hao, "What are you doing standing there?"

An Hao smiled, and introduced to Tuchun: "Yuyou, Wen Yang's girlfriend."

A Lang said loudly: "Fiancee!"

Youyou smiled shyly, sat down beside Wen Yang, and said in a low voice, "What a guy..."

An Hao also went back and sat down. Yoyo brought two packing boxes and put them down on the empty space on the table. He called Tuchun over and said, "Haohao's friend? Come and eat together, spicy bullfrog!"

Wen Yang frowned and said, "Why did you bring this here?"

Yoyo said: "This restaurant is super famous, I brought it here for you to eat."

An Hao asked the boss to ask for another set of tableware, and unwrapped it for Yoyo. He changed a seat, sat next to Tuchun, and said, "Isn't it pretty good? It smells pretty good."

Youyou looked around: "Where's Xiaobing? Are you home?"

"I'm going to the toilet." Wen Yang said, holding both boxes of bullfrogs in front of him.

Yoyo said: "What are you doing, let's divide up."

Wen Yang said, "Put it over there and squeeze it."

A Lang asked Yoyo: "Ah, what do you want to add?"

Youyou raised her hand and said loudly, "Boss! Add two enoki mushrooms! Two leeks!"

"What kind of leeks do you eat in the middle of the night!" Wen Yang said, and complained in Suzhou dialect, "The taste is too heavy..."

Youyou also spoke Suzhou dialect, and she was very puzzled: "Hey, why don't you turn to pour water into your mouth after eating?"

After she finished speaking, she saw a man come out of the toilet and sit down at their table.An Hao said: "Xiao Bing's boyfriend Cheng Ge also just arrived."

Yoyo and Brother Cheng smiled, Brother Cheng also wanted to add vegetables, he ordered mutton skewers, lamb kidneys, and leeks, Yoyo smiled, and said warmly: "Don't you eat it? Others want to eat crookedly, last time Barbecue, I see you don't have too much fun eating leeks!"

Wen Yang remained silent, poured the wine, and drank. After a while, Xiao Bing showed up, and the leeks were just on the table. There was only space in front of her. As soon as the boss put down the plate containing the leeks, Xiao Bing wrinkled her nose and looked at everyone: "Who ordered?" Leek? Take it and eat it..."

Brother Cheng said: "You don't eat leeks? You should have said it earlier, so I won't order it."

Xiao Bing said: "Eat it, don't worry about me."

Youyou took a plate of leeks, replaced the bullfrog with a smile all over her face: "Bullfrog, do you want to try it? You can eat spicy food, remember?"

Xiao Bing smiled and said, "Eat it."

She drank and drank half of the glass. A Lang took the wine bottle and refilled the glasses on the table.

Yoyo still smiled: "You don't want to eat bullfrogs, do you?"

Another batch of added dishes came up, Wen Yang saw it, and hurriedly picked it up and shared it with Yoyo: "Do you want to eat Flammulina velutipes?" (Didn't you want Flammulina velutipes?)

He gave her mutton skewers, enoki mushrooms, and bean curd.Yoyo folded her hands on the table, with a half-smile, she said gently: "I don't eat mutton, I don't know how many times I've said it." (I don't eat mutton, I don't know how many times I've said it.)

Fu Jun lit a cigarette, A Lang followed suit, the whole table was silent, Tu Chun couldn't sit still, got up and said, "I'm sorry, I have an early shift tomorrow...I'm leaving first..."

He left 100 yuan, and not long after he walked out, An Hao chased him out and said, "Send it to you, where do you live?"

An Hao drove a jeep, and the performance equipment was piled up from the trunk to the back seat. In addition to the effects unit and drum kit used tonight, there were also some cartons with stereos printed in English.An Hao said: "I'm sorry, there are too many things, I guess you can't adjust your position to the back."

Tuchun put his knees upright, didn't care, glanced back, and asked, "Are you still in the audio business?"

An Hao talked eloquently: "This set of speakers, the high pitch is sweet, the middle pitch is accurate, and the low pitch is strong. In a word, it is transparent."

Tuchun laughed out loud: "Isn't this a line from Infernal Affairs?"

An Hao laughed dumbly, tapped the steering wheel, lowered the car window, and played a song.

Tsai Chin sang "The Forgotten Time" with a rich and charming voice.

Tuchun looked at An Hao, An Hao was driving with one hand, and the other was resting on the car door. The breeze pressed his thin T-shirt, rolling out wrinkles. Tuchun still didn't know much about the tattoos on An Hao. He didn't bother to find out what the pattern was, and stretched out a hand to blow the air on the car door.

In a city that has rained, there is a refreshing and clean smell, but there is still a little wetness lurking in the aftertaste.

Tuchun said: "It is estimated that there will be more downloads."

An Hao nodded, listening to the radio, dreaming back at midnight, is the most popular time period for sad love songs, and the DJ's simulcast is all male singers singing, "It's raining..." "It's raining outside the Peony Pavilion... "

An Hao asked Tu Chun: "Are your ears okay?"

Tuchun sat covering his coat and looked at him: "My ears?"

An Hao said: "During the end of the show, I was talking to you, didn't you have trouble hearing me?"

Tuchun came to his senses, and said with a smile: "It's the first time I'm so close to the stereo, but now it's fine."

"First time there?"

Tuchun said: "It's the first time I heard a rock band live."

An Hao laughed: "What kind of rock and roll are we, what kind of band are we?"

"It's pretty rock, it's not even considered slow rock. You guys have been in the group for a long time?"

"The high school group is just amateurs. If anyone asks us to perform, we will sing." An Hao said, "Xiao Bing spends most of his time in Hengdian."

Tuchun said: "She has a pretty small face, so she looks pretty good on camera."

An Hao didn't answer the call. After passing a crossroad, he asked Tu Chun, "Ah, it's near the subway entrance. I'm not very familiar with the new district."

Tuchun said: "You drive, I will show you the way, take Jinmen Road, it is so late, there will be no traffic jams."

When driving on Jinmen Road, Tuchun's cell phone rang, and he checked the caller ID: Shiyu.

I haven't seen her name for a long time, and Tuchun can hardly remember her appearance, she is about thin, is her hair curly or straight?

Shi Yu made a call, but Tu Chun didn't answer, she continued to call, An Hao glanced over, Tu Chun smiled, and answered the phone.Shi Yu asked him quietly on the other end of the phone: "Tuchun, where are you?"

Tuchun looked at An Hao, and replied in a low voice, "Outside, what's wrong?"

Shiyu said: "You can come to Shiquan Street to pick me up. Do you know that there is a house on Shiquan Street that cooks porridge?"

Her final voice was trembling and nasal.

Tuchun remembered her, and on their second date, she got out of his car, crying and worrying about her eyelashes.She may be going through the feminine mystical cycle again.Tu Chun signaled An Hao to pull over the car, and he said to Shi Yu: "Are you okay? Then wait for me, you can go to the porridge shop and wait for me, order a takeaway, and pack it. I will give you the money later, you don't want it." Standing alone on the road, it's too late, go to the store, I'm coming from the stone road now."

An Hao had already driven past Zhujiazhuang, and stopped at the entrance of a mahjong parlor.The mahjong hall is brightly lit, surrounded by smoke and clouds, like a fairyland outside the world.Tuchun hung up the phone and opened the car door to get out of the car. An Hao asked him, "Where are you going? I'll take you there. It's so late that it's hard to take a taxi."

Tuchun said: "A friend seemed to be in some trouble, and was waiting for me at Shiquan Street."

An Hao nuzzled his chin: "I'll take you there."

Tuchun said, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay." An Hao smiled, and raised his eyebrows at the mahjong parlor, "Close the door quickly, my mother has been playing mahjong here, and I'm annoyed when she sees it."

Tuchun hurriedly closed the door, An Hao turned around and drove on the motorway again.Tuchun fastened his seat belt and asked him, "Your mother still plays mahjong so late?"

"She stayed up all night."

"She doesn't know that you haven't come home so late? Or do you live together?"

An Hao smiled: "Live together. No, she stays up all night mahjong and only comes home in the morning. She's more annoying than me. Is she annoyed? The main reason is..." An Hao didn't continue, lit a cigarette with one hand, and ate a cigarette , and handed Tuchun one.

His smoke is still choking, stimulating and spicy.

Tuchun got used to it right away this time, his lungs were full of reckless gas, they still opened the car window to blow the wind, it was windy and sticky.

An Hao said, "Maybe it will really rain."

"It's like this before Huangmeitian."

"Suzhou, the south..."

An Hao laughed loudly: "It's a good thing I'm not from Guangzhou, otherwise I'd roll my eyes if you said the south."

Tuchun also laughed and was amused by him. When he was approaching Shiquan Street, he sent a text message to Shiyu, telling her to come down in 10 minutes and wait for him at the intersection of Shiquan Street and Fenghuang Street.He and An Hao drove to the intersection in 5 minutes. Unexpectedly, Shi Yu was already standing under the street sign. She didn't pack the takeaway, she was carrying a leather bag in her hand, wearing high heels, a long-sleeved dress that reached her knees, and her hair was shiny. , I don't know if it was rained or it hasn't been cleaned for a long time.When she saw Tuchun, she raised her right hand, and she saw An Hao again, her hands were frozen in the air, she took two steps back, and scratched her hair.

An Hao stopped the car and asked Tuchun, "Is it her?"

Tuchun said: "Yes, thank you." He waved to Shiyu and got out of the car.

An Hao asked behind him: "Where are you going? I'll see you off."

Tuchun really didn't want to bother him anymore, but An Hao parked the car on the side of the road, called Shiyu into the car, bent over, looked at them from the car window, and said, "Hi, I'm Tuchun." My friends, where are you going, I will send you off."

Shi Yu looked at Tuchun, and Tuchun saw her haggard face, red eyes, pink nose and eye ends.Tu Chun stood in front of her, turned around and waved to An Hao: "No, no, no, I'm really sorry."

Shi Yu remained silent, looked at the parking lot across the road, and said, "Let's go to the Nanlin Hotel in front..."

Tuchun wanted to say, it's very close, and walked over, but he saw the high heels on Shiyu's feet, and his calf covered with water, swallowed this sentence, went to say hello to An Hao in apologetic way, and said, "I'm sorry to trouble you." ……Really sorry……"

An Hao made two circles with his hands, put them in front of his eyes, and said, "It's okay, I'm an owl, and I only come out at night."

Tuchun returned to Anhao's car again, he squeezed together with the imported stereo in the back row, Shiyu sat in the front, she had nothing to say after getting in the car, Tuchun could only see her hair and profile.She looked at the rearview mirror outside the car.

A gray car followed An Hao's car.

An Hao adjusted the angle of the mirror and asked, "Nanlin Hotel?"

Shi Yu responded: "Well, I'm sorry to trouble you, it's the middle of the night..."

An Hao is polite: "It's okay, it's okay."

Tuchun still wanted to say a few polite words, but his cell phone vibrated, and he received a new text message.It was sent by Shi Yu who was sitting in the front row less than half a meter away from him. She wrote: Do me a favor and accompany me to the hotel to open a room.

Tuchun put away her mobile phone, and said to An Hao, "I'll treat you to dinner next time, today is too much trouble for you."

Shi Yu sniffed and said, "I'm really sorry, thank you."

An Hao drove the car into Nanlin Hotel, and Tu Chun and Shi Yu went down together, I don't know how many times, how many times, Tu Chun said: "I'm really sorry."

An Hao didn't care, waved his hands, ate a cigarette, flicked ash, his eyes were covered by the smoke, he seemed to have narrowed his eyes a little, showing a playful look, but An Hao drove away without waiting for Tuchun to smack again up.The gray sedan came in soon after, but stopped in the parking lot for a while and drove away.Shiyu cried, and Tuchun handed her a tissue, and dragged her from the hotel entrance to a place where there was no light and no one could see.Shi Yu was crying in a bamboo forest.

Tuchun walked to the side and sent a text message to Jasmine. He didn't know when it would be until tonight, so he might not go back to sleep.Unexpectedly, Jasmine hadn't slept yet, so she immediately called and asked, "Are you ready? Do you want to help Gu Yun?" (Where are you? Not with Gu Yun?)

"Didn't I tell you, go out to the concert with your friends."

"Why is the concert ending so late? How quiet is it?" (Why is the concert so late? Why is it so quiet in your place?)

Tuchun said: "A friend came to talk to me."

"What kind of friend?"

"You can't deny it, but Chang Yuan can't touch it." Tu Chun said. (You don't recognize it, I haven't met it for a long time.)

"Oh, whatever you want, tomorrow is the morning shift? If you're sleepy, why don't you have a friend? Do you have to be late for work, or forget to take off your breakfast?" (Oh, it's up to you, is tomorrow Morning shift? You slept with that friend of yours? Don't be late for work and don't forget to eat breakfast.)

Tuchun said, "I know."

"Hey, do you think I'm annoying?" (Do you think I'm annoying?)

"Nah, sleepy early, what time is it, ah, yes, watching TV series? Sleepy, sleepy." (Why, go to bed early, what time is it, are you watching TV again? TV series? Go to sleep, go to sleep.)

After coaxing Jasmine, Shi Yu didn't cry so hard anymore. She came over and pulled La Tuchun, and said, "Have you brought your ID card?"

Tuchun took out his wallet, and went to the front desk with Shiyu to open a double room with twin beds.After arriving in the room, Shi Yu immediately opened the small refrigerator, took a small bottle of whiskey, opened it and drank it.After two bites, she walked to the window in a nonchalant manner, kicked off her high heels, sat on a sofa chair and rubbed her calves to look outside.

Tuchun asked Shiyu, "Do you want to eat something?"

Shi Yu shook his head, without saying a word, raised his neck and suffocated a whole bottle of whiskey in one breath.Tuchun said warmly, "It's not good to just drink..."

Shi Yu looked at him and smiled: "I'm so embarrassed today." (I'm so embarrassed today.)

Tuchun said: "Fudagage, Fudagage." (It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter.)

"My friend has quite a personality." Shi Yu put down the wine bottle, and Tuchun went to the bathroom to get a towel and handed it to her. (That friend of yours has quite a personality.)

"Thank you." Shi Yu took the towel and wiped the corners of his eyes, put one leg on the other, propped his elbows on his knees, brushed his eyelashes with his fingers, lowered his head, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's good to have a hoarse voice." Ge." (You are a very nice person.)

Tu Chun sat down on the bed near the door, Shi Yu took a deep breath, raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were moist: "It's because You Chenguang is so kind..." (It's just that sometimes people are too kind... )

Her lips trembled, as if she couldn't control her voice, let alone the trembling, she lowered her head again.

"I don't know..." She suddenly spoke Mandarin, "That car is not my little sister's car."

"Tuchun, don't look down on me..."

"He is my high school teacher. He got married a long time ago. I went to Dalian for college, and Suzhou is far enough away from Dalian. I think it will be better in a different environment. If I want to have a boyfriend or fall in love, I can't help it. , I will think of him, dream of him, he is not so good, so handsome, so gentle, so considerate, sometimes he is very fierce to me, I ask him if he will get a divorce, he will be fierce to me..."

Tuchun walked lightly to the small bar, opened a bottle of mineral water, and poured a glass of water.Shiyu was still saying: "I want to quit, so he came to me, and he came to Dalian to look for me. I said, what are you doing looking for me, don't you want to go back? He said, Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu, I won't Forget yours."

Shiyu seemed to be laughing, Tuchun looked back at her, she really smiled through tears, bit her lips, the corners of her mouth turned up, tears flowed quietly from her eyes, she clutched the towel, stared at the carpet, maybe stared at Focus on an unnecessary focus.

"It's really terrible, it's really terrible, you can look down on me, what are you and I, I just tell you this, I have nothing else to say to you. Tuchun, you can look down on me, I often think , I always comfort myself, me and him... We are for love, every time we watch TV, movies, novels, and see some love stories between the hero and heroine, it feels very touching, right? But in real life, Saying these two words makes me feel very unrealistic and exaggerated, do you know what I'm talking about?"

Tuchun took the water to Shiyu.Shi Yu said, "Tell me, what's the use of drinking water?"

"After drinking water, you should be angry and continue to be angry, should be sad and continue to be sad, and should be cheap and continue to be cheap." Shi Yu said, "But thank you for pouring me water. Maybe this action only has such a meaning. I am sad, can you Thinking of pouring me a glass of water..." Shi Yu smiled bleakly, she stood up, turned on the TV with the remote control, she kept changing channels and talking, the fluorescent lights of the TV kept flickering on her face.

"Thinking about those people, talking about friends, getting married, having children, maybe they don't have love, just to complete the task, you say blind date, isn't it just to complete a task in life? You have to find a wife, find a husband, you have to Find a partner, you have to reproduce, there are already enough people, are there not enough people in the world? Why do you continue to have children? Can you guarantee that the children born will do things that are beneficial to society in the future? If he changes It's broken, what if you are born bad? Tuchun...it's horrible..."

Shi Yu sat on the bed near the window, put down the remote control, and she chose the late-night movie channel, but the TV station was still broadcasting advertisements.

Shi Yu supported her forehead, stopped speaking, and let out a sobbing sound. After a long time, the commercial ended and the movie started.

Shiyu watched TV and said, "Now I feel that I have no dignity at all, and I'm so cheap. My mother must not know that I have become so bad. She knows, what should she do... what should she do... "

Tuchun said, "Go to sleep for a while..."

"What class do you have tomorrow?"

"I'm fine." Tuchun said.

Shi Yu said: "Otherwise, let's go to bed."

Tuchun went to throw away the wine bottle, turned down the volume of the TV, and said, "Go to sleep."

Shi Yu looked at him helplessly with her eyelids open, Tu Chun sat back at the end of the bed and asked her, "What do you dream about him?"

Shi Yu said: "There are so many things, too many, I can't remember clearly." She turned to face the TV, and the screen of the movie was blue and green.

A long passage, probably an overpass.

Shi Yu said: "However, once, I remember it very clearly. I fell into the swimming pool and couldn't breathe. Isn't the dream supposed to be black and white? But what I saw was all in color. I saw trees, sky, clouds, He jumped into the water to save me..." She couldn't take her eyes off, "He... smokes, doesn't drink, I see you, sometimes I think of him, when you smoke, when you can't see your face, look When it comes time to smoke. There are other people... so many things, so many people who remind me of him, he becomes like... he becomes air, around me, everywhere."

In the movie, a woman walks down that passage.

The narration is also a woman's voice, saying: "He just has a way to find her and beg her to come back. Repeatedly, like a spell, like hypnosis."

Both Tuchun and Shiyu seemed to be stuck to the bed sheet by something, motionless and silent.

Shiyu couldn't bear it later, and fell asleep on the bed without seeing the end of the movie. Tuchun covered her with a quilt, took a room card and went downstairs.He went to the front desk to rent a bicycle, and the information book in the guest room said that the hotel provided bicycle rental services, but the front desk didn't understand, looked at Tuchun incredulously, and then looked at the wall clock behind him.Tuchun also looked at the wall clock and said, "New York time, it's afternoon, and it's time for exercise."

The front desk laughed and gave him a bicycle.Tuchun rode a bicycle, passed Fenghuang Street, Minzhi Road, detoured to Gongyuan Road, and came to the gate of No. [-] Middle School.

This distance is too short, and the lines of the movie are still echoing in Tuchun's ears.

It really became a curse.

Tuchun parked the car and sat for a while, then went back.

Its daybreak.When Tuchun returned to the room, Shiyu got up. She took a shower and was wiping her hair in front of the full-length mirror with a towel on. She and Tuchun raised their eyebrows.

Tuchun went to the bathroom to get some water to boil. When the water boiled, he mixed some mineral water and made two glasses of warm water.Shi Yu changed into yesterday's clothes, took a glass of water and stood by the window to drink, she folded her arms and sipped small sips.Tuchun stood at the door of the bathroom drinking water, looked inside and out, and reminded Shiyu: "Don't forget things."

Shi Yu said: "We are so close, let's go to Tong De Xing to have a bowl of noodles."

Tuchun readily agreed, took a shower, washed up, and went to the front desk with Shiyu to check out.While waiting for the ward rounds, the receptionist answered the phone and asked Shiyu, "I found a watch, is it yours?"

Shi Yu said, "I don't know, probably the previous guests stayed here."

Tuchun didn't ring, the two paid AA, paid the room fee, and Tong Dexing, who walked not far away, ordered a bowl of Fengzhen big meat noodles.

Tuchun was quite satisfied with the meal, and Shiyu said to him, "Let's have noodles together sometime."

Tuchun smiled and had a good meal, and the two broke up.