Sad autumn

morning.

Tuchun irrigated his mouth, wiped his face, shaved his beard, and went to the kitchen to drink water.Jasmine was also in the kitchen, spreading omelets with bean dregs. When she saw Tuchun, she sighed, turned the omelette over, and asked, "When is the time to cut my hair?" (When will I cut my hair? ?)

Tuchun poured cold water into the hot water for nothing, looked at the two pancakes stacked on the plate beside him, and asked Jasmine, "Would you like a pancake? Why don't you spread it yourself?" (Where is it? The batter pancake here? Couldn’t it be you who made it yourself?)

Jasmine shook her body, turned off the fire, and said in a high-pitched voice: "Hey, I really can think of it, I will make dough pancakes! Let's make soy milk, and I want to make omelettes. Look at the eggs in the refrigerator, Mengbai tsk, run down to buy eggs, Naan knows how to touch the door of the community, sell rice, rice, and the housewife, set up a stall, sell dough cakes, what day, I have seen noodles Yibing tsk, why don’t I buy two and bring them up.” (You really figured it out, how could I make dough pancakes! When I prepared soy milk and wanted to make omelets, I looked at There were no eggs in the refrigerator, so I went down to buy eggs. Who would have thought that the wife of the person who sold rice cakes at the entrance of the community had also set up a breakfast stall, selling dough cakes. I haven’t seen dough cakes in so many days. Just bought two back.)

Tuchun echoed: "Hey, Zhuhe Rijiafen has seen it." (Well, I haven't seen it for many days.)

As soon as he sniffed, he smelled the aroma of eggs, beans, and a faint aroma of fermented rice and glutinous rice.Tuchun took out the omelet and bread.Jasmine also cooked rice with boiling water, and brought out some fermented bean curd and pickles.The mother and son sat down at the dining table, Tuchun drank half a glass of water, and ate some omelets.

"Paofan, do you want something to eat?" Jasmine asked him.

Tuchun shook his head, Jasmine glanced at him, blinked her eyes, slapped her forehead, jumped up from the chair, ran into the kitchen, and said repeatedly: "Forget Te Tao Tizi tsk! Eat first, eat first! "(Forgot to wash the grapes! You eat first, eat first!)

Tuchun took a sip of the hot fresh soy milk and asked, "Ah, do you put some red beans in?" (Did you put some red beans in?)

"Hey! What a mouth!" Jasmine replied loudly, the sound of the water was even louder, and her voice was quite weak against the clattering.Tuchun looked at her, Jasmine was quick to pick up the water, rub the grapes, and wash one bed after another.Tuchun ate the omelette quietly, and picked two yellow mud snails to suck. The snail meat was salty and fragrant, and it slipped into his mouth, which was very fresh.Soon, Jasmine came out with a bowl of grapes, tasted one by herself, and smiled happily: "It's pretty sweet."

(Yes! Your mouth!) (Pretty sweet.)

She put down the bowl, sat down again, picked up the chopsticks, picked up the rice bowl and took two bites, and asked Tuchun: "The book is turned over?" (How is the book done?)

"Pretty good." Tuchun said.

Jasmine said: "If you want to stay too late at night, sleep early." (Don't stay too late at night, go to bed early.)

"I know." Tuchun finished drinking the soy milk and wiped his mouth with a paper towel.

Jasmine said again: "I'm going to come over to eat tonight, why don't you get something to eat yourself." After a pause, she said: "Do you want to take out, instant noodles, you know? There are wontons, spring rolls, hot pot in the refrigerator Mutton, beef, cabbage, Le Geti, hey, let’s cook some for ourselves.”

Tuchun nodded in agreement. Jasmine lowered her eyes and stopped looking at Tuchun. She raised her rice bowl so high that it almost covered her eyebrows. Going to the movies?" (Are you going to the movies by yourself again today?)

Tuchun smiled, lowered his head to eat the dough cake, the aroma of the wine melted into his mouth, and his lips and teeth were sweet. He said, "The Ning family has to go to work." (Everyone else has to go to work.)

Jasmine responded, and said casually again: "Geri came to Hey Jiuguang, met Jinjin." (I met Jinjin in Jiuguang that day.)

Tuchun didn't make a sound, drinking water and eating cakes silently.

Only Jasmine was talking at the dinner table: "Well, what are you talking about? Geh, there is a little sister in the company who is not qualified. Hey, he is recruiting. I want to hire someone who is good at English. Is it time to have a meeting and translate the translation contract? grid."

(She said that she has a little sister whose company is foreign-funded and is recruiting. She wants to hire someone who speaks English better. She usually holds meetings and translates and translates contracts. "

Tu Chunwei responded, and Jasmine said again: "I can talk for you, whatever you want, if you want to go, I will translate and translate novels, it's good, why don't you have your own ideas, I will do it Oh, I translated Ge Hege's fairy tale book last time, um, the two little Gus are very happy."

(I told her, it’s up to you, you can go wherever you want, I think translating novels is also good, you have your own ideas, I can’t be your master. Oh, what fairy tale did you translate last time? Books, both of her children like it very much,)

Tuchun said: "Recently, I mainly look through magazines." (Recently, I mainly look through magazines and so on.)

"Ah? Ah, Geban Publishing House, Fu Xun, huh?" (Ah? That publishing house stopped looking for you?)

Tuchun smiled, but said nothing.Jasmine swallowed the yellow mud snails and ate three in a row. She used her chopsticks to push away the crystal clear shells and said, "Hey, it's quite refreshing to take a yellow mud snail." (The yellow mud snails I bought this time are quite clean. .)

Tuchun was still smiling, but still didn't answer.Jasmine said: "Tsk tsk again, the Ning family will definitely be embarrassed." (Besides, others may not necessarily invite you.)

Tuchun nodded again and again, he ate the grapes, one bite at a time, the seedless grapes, the skin was tightly attached, and his tongue was quite astringent.Jasmine looked at Tuchun, was silent for a while, and then said: "Anyway, whatever you want..." (Anyway, whatever you want...)

Tuchun said: "I have numbers." (I have numbers myself.)

Jasmine stopped talking, Tuchun ate grapes leisurely, looked at the kitchen occasionally, looked at the balcony, the weather was fine, the clouds were soft, the sky was a little light blue, and the sunlight was a bit hazy and dazzling.

When Jasmine had finished eating, the two of them cleared the table together.Tuchun washed the soya-bean milk machine and frying pan, and Jasmine washed the dishes and dishes. After standing in front of the sink for a while, Jasmine suddenly looked at Tuchun from the sidelines, and said sharply, "Hey, huh, so you're growing taller?" ( Have you grown taller again?)

Tuchun blinked, Jasmine snorted, turned her face away, rubbed her chopsticks under the faucet, and said, "I guess I'm shrinking." (I guess I'm shrinking.)

Tuchun laughed: "If you want to shrink, you need to shrink the wrinkles first." (If you want to shrink, you must shrink the wrinkles first.)

Jasmine rolled her eyelids, sneered twice, exhaled from her nose, and ignored Tuchun.Tuchun washed the soymilk machine, dried the parts, and took a rag to wipe the table.

Di Qiu transferred here in the first half of the second year of high school.At the end of the semester, the school arranged a physical examination. Di Qiu measured his height at 1.7 meters 1.7. In the second half of the second semester of senior high school, he had another physical examination, and he grew to [-] meters [-].

It seems that a person will not grow after high school, so even if he grows by one centimeter in half a year, rounded up, he may now look 1.8 meters [-].

It is also a very eye-catching height among the crowd in Suzhou.

He still can't get a tan.His hands and feet are not big, and the hair on his body is not strong. His legs are long. When he runs and jumps, he can be noticed immediately when he walks in school wearing basketball pants and sports shorts.

After Tuchun wiped the table, Jasmine went to change her clothes, put on makeup, asked Tuchun's staff for the coat and shoes she wanted to wear when she went out, and she went out.On Tuesday, she will learn calligraphy, practice dancing, and have dinner with a group of friends from the knitting class.

Tuchun opened all the windows of the house, went to the balcony to eat cigarettes, ate half of a cigarette, went back to the bedroom, found a leather jacket from the depths of the closet, carried it to the balcony, and hung it on the On the drying rack.He stood by the window and continued to eat cigarettes. He could see the side of the avenue in the community. A black car drove out of the parking space, and another gray car immediately filled the vacancy. The old man was carrying a vegetable basket, and the child followed the old man. Hurriedly walking on the road, the older child walked out with his schoolbag on his back.There are many takeaway battery cars parked at the entrance of the community, and there are businesses of all colors.

I heard that even breakfast can be delivered now.

Tuchun took out a small gadget from the coat of the leather jacket.The core sculpture he got from Guangfu Temple.He opened the nuclear carving and looked at it under the sunlight. The faceless Buddha, the formless enlightenment, as always, was sitting upright in meditation in this nuclear cage.

Tuchun eats cigarettes.The wind came, followed by the sun, he put the nub back, dusted his leather jacket, and a little dust fell loosely.

In the second half of the second semester of high school, winter is about to go on winter vacation. A girl broke up with Tuchun.His puppy love and first love.It was a Wednesday afternoon, and the girl texted him, saying, Tuchun, I don't understand you, I don't want to go on, I'm in too much pain.

In the afternoon, "Yilian Youmeng" in the theater has just finished broadcasting, and "Detective Conan" is about to be broadcast.

Tuchun came out of the house and went to look for Di Qiu.It was very cold that day, and Di Qiu didn't let him in. He never invited Tuchun to sit or play in his house. His house was like a mysterious cave, always dark and bottomless.

Di Qiu's eyes are also like two mysterious black holes, always dark and always full of attractive power, you have to, have no choice but to get closer and closer to him, and be drawn into the vortex of his eyes.

Di Qiu said, "Then let's go for a walk."

They walked out, out of the alley, out of the community, and walked to a river and a bridge.Di Qiu lit a cigarette.

He started to eat cigarettes very early, and his movements of lighting cigarettes are skillful and smooth.But he seldom smells of smoke, and occasionally a little gets on his clothes.

Tuchun approached the leather jacket.Sniffed.

He smelled sheepskin.

Di Qiu was wearing this leather jacket that day, and he didn't wear other clothes throughout the winter, he only wore this leather jacket.

It was too cold, Di Qiu took off his leather jacket and handed it to Tu Chun.

Di Qiu said: "Put it on, you're shaking like this from the cold, your heart is chilling and your body is chilling, you put it on quickly!"

He said again: "Tuchun! There is no fragrant grass anywhere in the world!"

Di Qiu made a face, opened his arms suddenly, and jumped onto the fence of the bridge. Tu Chun grabbed him, and the two fell to the ground at the same time. Di Qiu was so angry that he shouted: "What are you doing? I didn't mean to jump into the river ! My balance ability is not very good! I will perform for you to make you happy!"

Tuchun took Di Qiu back to her home. That night, Jasmine went outside to copy mutton soup. She also made braised paddles, braised pork with dried bamboo shoots, and they ate eight-treasure rice together after the meal, which was very Spring Festival. Taste it.

noon.

Tuchun went to Lubao by bicycle, and he exchanged the movie tickets. Looking at the time, he was still early.

The claw machine in the waiting area has changed to a new trick, SpongeBob SquarePants are gone, and there are piles of hellokittty in the glass cabinet, with buttocks crowding heads and arms squeezing short legs.

This is what Di Qiu said when he encouraged Tuchun to keep a cat. He said: "Look, girls like small animals. If you have a small animal, you can invite girls to play with it at your house. The point is You can invite them to play at home, once born and twice acquainted, and then, you can be the cat's father and mother."

Tuchun asked him back: "Then why don't you raise it? Don't you want to invite girls to play at your house?"

Di Qiu became impatient: "Tuchun, why are you talking so much nonsense! Don't keep it, don't watch it! Just let it freeze to death here! Let's go!"

Later, Tuchun brought a cardboard box from home, and Di Qiu contributed a blanket to build a small house for the little white cat.They went to see it every day, fed it cat food, fed it water, and later, the cat disappeared and the small house was empty.It's very strange, I haven't heard that there are fierce dogs in the community, nor have I heard that there are overbearing stray dogs, and there are no organizations that specialize in catching stray animals, and there are no members.Di Qiu was sad for a while, but later he figured it out and realized some principles of life. He came to Tuchun and said, "I've only raised this cat for a few days, and it's not the flesh that fell from me. I'm very depressed when it's gone, Tuchun, tell me, our parents have raised us for so many years... Oh, don't be so impatient with your mother all the time, okay?"

Tuchun took out a few coins and stuffed them into a claw machine.The mechanical arm stretched out, and he manipulated the arm with concentration, turning, pointing, snap!Fall down, click!rise up.

Nothing was caught.

Tuchun tried several times, and one time it almost succeeded. The mechanical claw grabbed a hellokitty by its right ear and lifted it up, but it still fell back when it was close to the hole.

The ticket checking for the movie started, and Tu Chun let out a sigh of relief, and went to line up.He was watching a marine animal documentary. There was no one there, and the air conditioner was a little cold. After he came out, he sneezed twice and shivered.A group of young people surrounded the claw machine. Tuchun looked at it. A boy with good skills tapped the joystick twice and picked up a cat steadily. A girl applauded happily.The boy gave the cat to another girl.Another movie was about to start ticket checking, and the young people dispersed to line up and buy popcorn and soda.Tuchun came to the claw machine again. He took out the last remaining coins and counted them, but there was not enough money to play once.He thought for a while, then turned around and sat down in the waiting area, and took out his phone.

No new messages, no new text messages, no missed calls, ten updates on Moments, a promotional email from Amazon, and discounts on two books in his collection.Someone sent an email to Douban and asked him: Hello, can I chat with you.

That person has no avatar, an account registered just a day ago, the name is garbled, no books, no movies, no books, no movies, no photos, no favorites.

Tuchun flipped through the contact book.

Start with an A.

An Hao, Biaozituan, Dongdong, Fang Liang, Gu Xiaohao, Gu Yun, high school teacher Cen... Old Tu, Mom, Maotou... Reserved, Shiyu... Xiao Wang, Xiao Xu...

He flipped back and forth, stopped, and a new reminder popped up on the phone: Weibo reminds you to update to the latest version.Tuchun pinched his brows.

When he was in high school, when Nokia was still very fashionable, Di Qiu loved to hide in the Wisteria Garden to play Snake during lunch break.Di Qiu reacted quickly, a greedy snake could circle itself several times and still be alive and kicking. Di Qiu also typed very fast, sending and replying messages were instant.

He sent a message to Tuchun: Tuchun!Are you still in Nanjing?Damn, there are a few in the Internet cafe that are too good!

After a one-second pause, he posted again: Have fun in Nanjing!Xiaoding is free!Hahaha, look at our Ding Qiu combining together, killing all directions!

Tuchun replied to him: I am not here to play, but to visit the university.

He thought for a long time, created a new message, deleted and typed, typed and deleted, closed his eyes, took a tight breath, and pressed send.He sent a message to Di Qiu: Didn't you say you wanted to go to a university in Nanjing last time?

He received no reply.

no more.

An Hao, Biaozituan, Teacher Cen, Dongdong, Fang Liang, Gu Xiaohao...

Tuchun sent a message to Gu Yun.

Saturday.Tuchun and Gu Yun saw each other, and they met outside Guangfu Temple.Gu Yun was busy with chores and could only stay for one day and one night. Tuchun planned to stay for two days to take a look. The two of them went to Yunshui Building with a monk to put their luggage. It was almost noon. After they settled down, they went to the Zhaitang for lunch.At noon today, I ate big wontons in the temple, made with Malantou mushrooms and shiitake mushrooms, biting down, the mouth was full of fragrance.There were few people in the dining hall, and it was a bit hot, Xia Chan was noisy outside, and the electric fan hanging from the ceiling was old, and it creaked when it was turned on.

Tuchun lowered his voice and quietly talked to Gu Yun.He asked Gu Yun: "It's been fine recently?" (Is it fine recently?)

Gu Yun's hair was disheveled. After eating wontons for a while, some bangs always wanted to be dipped into the soup bowl. She tied her hair with a rubber band around her wrist and replied, "It's pretty good, huh?" ( Pretty good, how about you?)

Tuchun said, "I saw you went to Tibet."

Gu Yun tied her head with a ball, lowered her hands, supported the bench, looked at Tuchun, and said: "A friend is going to climb Mount Everest, so I will go with him." "

"Are you going to climb too?" Tu Chun looked at Gu Yun, she was still dressed in plain clothes, her skin was a little tanned, her face was a little red, and there were silver jewelry on her ears, neck, and wrists. .She was not eating wontons anymore, she smiled slightly, and looked at Tuchun, she said: "No, they have been training for more than a year, more than half a year, I went to see the Potala Palace."

Tuchun ate wontons and fried sweet potato vines. He nodded and said, "Songtsan Gampo and Princess Wencheng."

Gu Yun said: "There were ten people in total when they went up the mountain. My friend said that one of them went up the mountain with the guide. When he came down, he went into shock and was sent to the hospital." Gu Yun spoke Suzhou dialect, softly and softly, "Spend hundreds of thousands to buy a photo." (Spend hundreds of thousands to buy a photo.)

Tuchun said: "It's good to be able to buy a photo of yourself." (It's also good to be able to buy a photo you like.)

Gu Yun agreed: "Yes, it is a kind of belief." (Yes, it is also a kind of belief.)

She asked Tuchun, "Are you on a blind date recently?" (Have you been on a blind date recently?)

Tuchun smiled, looked outside, scooped up a wonton, glanced at Gu Yun, and said, "Tut, sir." (No more.)

Gu Yun also looked out, but there was no sound.After a break, she turned back, smiled softly, and said to Tuchun, "Stepmother, tell me, why don't you want to help Haohao continue to make friends? Well, it might be a bit embarrassing to serve drinks when Chenguang gets married. "(Godmother told me, if you want to continue your relationship with Haohao, it may be a bit embarrassing to have a drink when you get married.)

Tuchun finished his meal, wiped his mouth, and said, "My aunt thinks quite far." (The aunt thinks far enough.)

The two laughed at the same time, and Tuchun said: "Divorce, ah, it's not a rare thing." (Divorce is not a rare thing.)

Gu Yun smiled back, but the smile became weaker, and he remained silent.

After returning the tableware, they came out of the dining hall and walked along a cobbled path.

Gu Yun mentioned the old house in Guangfu Town, and she said: "The house needs to be demolished, and real estate needs to be developed in a certain place." (The house is going to be demolished, and real estate needs to be developed in that place.)

Tuchun looked at her: "Why did you sell it to the developer?" (Then it was sold to the developer?)

"Well, Dad is the master, so it's really cool." Gu Yun stretched out his hand to push aside the pomegranate branches, and they walked from one shade to another. There were trees everywhere above their heads and under their feet, green, black, and sunny. Paint on the ground.

Tuchun made no sound, lowered his head, and walked silently.Gu Yun's voice suddenly rose, and he said, "Ah, I want to go to Talang to have a look?" (Do you want to go to the tower to have a look?)

She pointed to a cluster of towers not far away, and said: "Climb up to see Taihu Lake, have you been there before?" (If you climb up to see Taihu Lake, have you never been there?)

Tuchun shook his head, and Gu Yun then led him to the direction of Guangfu Pagoda.

After passing the meditation hall, the footsteps of 蛩蛩 approached. Tuchun peeked in, and it was another year of sitting in the summer. Devout believers gathered in the meditation hall. It was just a round of jogging. Some watched their noses, noses, and hearts, and sat like stone statues.Tuchun glimpsed some familiar monks and nuns, and more unfamiliar faces. People running incense followed their own rules, and there were disorderly and busy figures everywhere.

Gu Yun called Tu Chun, and asked him with a smile: "Oh, do you want to try again?"

Tuchun waved his hands, smiled and said nothing.Gu Yun clasped his palms together: "The Buddha keeps it in his heart."

Tuchun touched the back of his head, and quickly walked past the meditation hall.

The Guangfu Pagoda has seven floors and has been rebuilt several times. It looks quite new. The inside of the pagoda is shady and cool, with the smell of sour plums. The spiral wooden stairs and wooden handrails feel damp and sticky to the touch.

Tuchun couldn't help but said, "What should we do when we get to Huangmeitian?"

Gu Yun said: "It seems that they will burn incense on the first floor."

They climbed to the second floor and saw many Buddha statues head on. Gu Yun closed his eyes and bowed, and said to Tu Chun: "The Buddha doesn't care about Huang Meitian, he doesn't get wet."

Tuchun didn't make a sound, and looked at the Buddha statue whose paint had been peeled off, revealing the original color of the log. When a ray of sunlight approached, the calm and calm smile on the wooden Buddha's face was lit up.

As you go up, the smell of sour plums becomes heavier, but the wooden fence and handrails become drier. Gu Yun analyzed: "It may be because the humid air is heavy, and they all sank to the bottom."

Tuchun said: "It seems a little weird to talk about science in a temple."

Gu Yun laughed, turned her head and blinked at him, she stopped, stood by a small window, and said, "I can't go up anymore."

Tuchun saw that the stairs leading to the upper floor were indeed blocked by a yellow line, and the top was dark, and it was impossible to see what was enshrined.

Gu Yun was blowing air by the window, stroked her hair, and said, "What kind of baby is covered on the top, it's bad at the stage before the stairs, so I want to fix it." (There is no treasure on it, but the stairs were broken a while ago and haven't been fixed yet .)

She called Tuchun over, stretched her arm out of the window, and pointed as far as possible: "Here, Taihu Lake."

Tuchun walked over, the wooden floor creaked, he hooked his neck and looked, he did see a piece of clear water, sparkling, like a golden satin, like thousands of fish with golden scales rolling.

Gu Yun leaned against the small window and asked softly, "Why did you suddenly think of coming here?"

Both of them looked outside, the wind came in gusts and slipped away, and Tuchun's sweat from climbing the stairs before disappeared.He asked Gu Yun: "Do you mind if I eat a cigarette?"

"Eat it, remember to eat three sticks, as an offering."

Tuchun smiled, lowered his head, and turned his back to light a cigarette. When the cigarette was lit, he raised his eyes and saw a Tathagata Buddha sitting half a person tall. Tuchun said, "I want to see if I can meet again by chance." Living Buddha."

Gu Yun asked him: "Do you have something to ask the Buddha to ask?"

Tuchun scratched the center of his eyebrows with his little finger, feeling embarrassed: "Once you can't figure out something, if you can't figure it out, you will become a person of faith."

Gu Yun said: "Everyone is like this. The Buddha understands."

Tuchun leaned his back against the wall, looked at the floor, and said, "A while ago, I separated from a friend who had been with me for a while."

Gu Yun responded: "Oh, it's a relationship problem."

Tuchun chuckled, looked at her, and Gu Yun said: "It's understandable, I can't figure out my own emotional problems, and I don't listen to what others say, so I can only ask Buddha and God to ask and ask. "

Tuchun was taken aback: "Is that so?"

Gu Yun smiled, her coiled hair was a little loose, and a lot of strands kept falling down.Tuchun looked away, and he looked at the quiet and indifferent Tathagata.He said: "Is it true that everyone, as long as they get along for a while, their feelings will fade. It's not that they don't love him, don't like him, and don't feel happy with him anymore. It's just that for a moment, when he talks, you suddenly feel He is a stranger." Tuchun lowered his head, took a cigarette, and then continued after a break, sighing: "I don't know..."

Gu Yun didn't speak, and Tu Chun said again: "There is a person, I have always wanted to meet, but I have never met again, I don't know if I will treat him... fade away, become... I don't know, I became... no longer interested, no longer thinking about him all the time... I can't meet him, my life seems to be completely immersed in his life now."

Gu Yun spoke, and her voice was flat: "Did Abbot Shanyuan give you a nuclear carving last time, with a Buddha inside?"

Tuchun nodded, and Gu Yun smiled: "Maybe that person is the Buddha in your heart." She added: "When you see him, it may be a relief, or it may be another obstacle."

Tuchun didn't ring, Gu Yun sighed, laughed again, and said, "Actually, any belief is nothing more than self-comfort, and Buddhas and gods don't care."

"If people don't do something because they don't know what the consequences will bring, and think of the consequences, they feel terrible, and technology may not progress. Stumbling, scrambling, and struggling are the true qualities of human beings, aren't they? "

Tuchun raised his head to look at Gu Jun, Gu Jun shrugged his shoulders aggressively, looked at him also, and said: "But I am timid, I only dare to seek the Buddha, I dare not seek relief by myself, I hope others will show me the way I'm free." She laughed at herself, "I'm a negative example."

Tuchun said, "Don't say that..."

Gu Yun blinked and asked Tuchun: "It still has nothing to do with the person you want to meet. When your relationship with others has come to an end, you just put it all on that mysterious person."

Tuchun said, "No."

He finished one cigarette, lit another, and said, "Some people are too free and don't care about anything, but some people... sometimes feel that they are too restrained and tight."

Gu Yun laughed loudly: "People who are not restrained give you excitement and freshness, but they also scare you. People who are too restrained give you rules and walk with you on a normal track, step by step. It's boring. That's how people are."

Tuchun was speechless. After finishing his second cigarette, he and Gu Yun came down from the tower.In the afternoon, Gu Yun went to meditate. Tu Chun took a nap and read a book after waking up. In the evening, he and Gu Yun went to Guangfu Town for dinner.They also went to the Gu family's old house for a stroll. The door of the old house had been sealed. Gu Yun tore off the seal, and the door was unlocked. She and Tu Chun walked in.They use mobile phones for lighting.There was nothing in the house. The ivy grew into the house through an open window. Most of the plantains were poured into the house. The leaves of the gemstone flowers in the white plastic box were plump and plump, and the buds of the morning glory were tightly twisted.

Gu Yun said: "It was only after the furniture was removed that I realized that this room is so big."

The empty old house is filled with the smell of the old days, sour.

Gu Yun left the next day, but Tu Chun was still living there. For several days in a row, he had the same dream.In the dream, it was still Di Qiu.

Di Qiu also came to Guangfu Temple, it was snowing, he was wearing thin clothes, walking around in the snow, sneezing and blowing his nose.He walked and walked, walked and walked, through bamboo forests, through yellow walls, through wintersweet, through overlapping mountains, green hills and emerald screens, over layers of demon barriers, anger, ignorance, sorrow and joy.

He came to Tuchun with a red nose, a red face, a pair of black eyes, and a pair of snow-white hands.

The ink in his eyes seemed to be waiting for someone to study it, and he seemed to hold Acacia in his hand, waiting for someone to startle him.

He didn't move, and neither did Tuchun.

He ran away, and Tuchun couldn't catch up.

where did he go.Tuchun didn't know.

Is he unrestrained and lawless? He still sticks to the rules and keeps his word. After so many years, who knows?

Tuchun paced back and forth in the snow, and when he got impatient, he woke up.He kept flipping through his contact book, refreshing his circle of friends, and syncing emails.In the early hours of Tuesday morning, he found an update, which was forwarded by Li Lanxiu. The band started again after changing the lead singer twice. On Thursday night at [-] o'clock, the old place and fans will see each other.

At 12:30 on Thursday night, Tuchun came to the back door of the livehouse.He lit a cigarette.

The livehouse is still very lively, the sound wave is higher than the wave, probably in Encore.Sooner or later, the back door opened, and staff came out one after another.Tuchun stood a little further away, and after a long time, he finally saw An Hao walking out.He still had short hair, lots of earrings, lots of tattoos, tall and thin, with strong arms.An Hao was wearing a sleeveless T-shirt, holding a drum in one hand, and an African tambourine hanging on his waist, with a piece of white tape stuck on the bridge of his nose.He stepped slowly out of the light of the back door.

"An Hao." Tu Chun waved his hand and called out.

An Hao raised his head, searched for a while, saw Tuchun, laughed, and walked over to meet Tuchun.Tu Chun also went up to meet An Hao, and gave An Hao a hand, and the two carried the drum to An Hao's car.

An Hao's face was covered with sweat, he closed the trunk door, panted and asked Tu Chun, "Why are you here?"

Tuchun pointed at the bridge of the nose: "I met an old dog a while ago, and I heard him say that your nose..."

An Hao laughed, and suddenly the laughter stopped. He shrank his shoulders, covered his nose, frowned and said, "It still hurts a little, don't make me laugh, yes, the old dog also said that you It looks like Brother Haonan in Causeway Bay, with disheveled hair, and punched him, which almost disfigured him." An Hao still put his hands on the tape, his nasal voice was a bit heavy, and he looked at Tuchun's hair.

He added, "I didn't expect you to come here."

Tuchun scratched his hair: "My hair is a bit long."

An Hao raised his chin and asked Tu Chun: "Do you want something to drink? Or something to eat? Supper?"

Tuchun didn't ring.An Hao said: "It's still a family bucket? There is a 24-hour KFC nearby."

Tuchun said, "I kind of want to drink Coke."

An Hao locked the car, and the two went to a nearby convenience store to buy drinks.Tuchun asked for Coke and a pack of Lay's Original Potato Chips, while An Hao took Sprite and a pack of chocolate beans. They returned to An Hao's car, drinking Coke, eating potato chips, and chocolate beans.

An Hao put down some car windows and lit a cigarette.He leaned on the car door to eat a cigarette, and asked Tuchun curiously: "The old dog said you want to rent a house? Have you moved out from home?"

Tuchun said: "I moved out to live with others for a while, and now I'm moving back."

An Hao looked at him and nodded: "Oh, is it the one who drove you to my house last time?"

Tu Chun echoed, but An Hao didn't ring, it was Tu Chun who said: "I separated from him recently."

An Hao raised his head to drink Sprite, Tuchun looked at him again, and asked him again: "Is your nose really okay?"

"It's okay, but if you don't know each other, forget it." An Hao shrugged his shoulders and smiled.

"Became friends?"

An Hao still shrugged his shoulders, he stopped talking, his breathing became softer and softer, and gradually became inaudible.Tuchun was still looking at him, An Hao smiled to himself, and turned his head to look at Tuchun, they saw each other, their eyes met, and they didn't make a sound, An Hao approached Tuchun quickly, a wave of young people cheered outside Running over, An Hao kissed Tu Chun's lips.Tuchun shivered and pushed An Hao away. He froze, and An Hao also froze for a moment, but soon he burst out laughing and waved his hands.Tuchun was embarrassed, but An Hao was very generous. He ate cigarettes and chatted with Tuchun naturally: "Have you seen that movie? It's called 1900 or something."

"The one directed by Bertolucci?" Tuchun took a sip of Coke, wiped the corners of his mouth, and asked with his head down.

"Ah? What? I'm talking about the male lead playing the piano on the boat." An Hao said with a cigarette in his mouth, gesticulating the movements of playing the piano with his fingers lightly.

His hands are also pretty, but they are not as long and skinny as Qiu Mingchuan's, and the nails are narrower than Shao Zhen's.

Tuchun realized: "You mean "Sea Pianist", right?"

"Yeah, yes." An Hao shook the ashes, looked at Tuchun with a smile, and said, "Tuchun, you will find your piece of land." He turned to the outside, and stretched out his hand, Said: "It's not me anyway."

Tuchun didn't ring, and he didn't know what to answer, so he just bowed his head in silence.

An Hao reached out to take potato chips to eat, there were only the sounds of chewing and swallowing in the car, and there were still occasional screams and horn honking outside the car.

Tuchun said, "I shouldn't have come to you."

An Hao threw away the cigarette butt: "I got it wrong, it's okay," he patted Tuchun, "Don't be so downcast, Tuchun, young man, you are a little bit energetic."

He laughed and patted Tuchun's shoulder harder.His fingers ran over Tuchun's long tied-up hair.

Tuchun murmured: "I don't know..."

An Hao grinned: "You are not an encyclopedia,