Koo Hee Jin

Li Shengxian began to believe that Zhilong's speculation was true, Xizhen really didn't believe that he loved her for real; he had a lot of things he wanted to tell her, and he even wanted to give her his whole heart Look, but when the words came to my lips, I could only say in the end: "Hee Jin, I don't like your tattoos, but I will treat you equally well whether you have tattoos or not."

Shouting her name out of Seunghyun's mouth is like the sweet taste of marshmallow chocolate, Xizhen pondered for a long time before asking in a low voice: "Why do you treat me so well? Seunghyun brother, in fact, I have been ignorant for a long time. I understand why you are so nice to me."

"I don't know, because you are beautiful and cute? Because you are excellent because you can act like a baby? Because you are like my fantasy sister?... I have thought about countless reasons during this time, but I know it is not like this, actually I always hope that you can not be so obedient, because I will feel distressed; I also hope that you can be more self-willed, because I like the feeling of pampering you; I hope that you can not be so independent, so I guess I can protect you like a man. I I hope you are not so beautiful and cute, not so outstanding and talented, so that there will not be too many men who will take you away from me. I don’t know why I treat you well, I don’t even know what I love you, I don’t know from When did I start loving you; Brother Zhilong asked me which you I love, but Hee Jin, you are you, there is no falsehood, am I really so stupid that I can’t see the true face of a person for seven years?" Li Shengxian said In the end, I felt so wronged. She didn't believe me even though I was so serious. He couldn't blame her or blame her, so he could only ask sadly and helplessly, "How can you believe that I'm serious?"

I don't know where it came from, but I am deeply in love.

Xizhen had a subconscious feeling of wanting to escape, but she ordered herself to be brave. If she hung up the phone, would Seunghyun ignore her forever?It wasn't until this time that Xizhen realized how afraid he was that Seunghyun would be angry and ignore her.After listening to Li Shengxian's words very quietly, she continued to remain silent.

Just when Li Shengxian was disappointed and wanted to avoid this matter and change the subject, he heard Xizhen say on the other side of the phone: "Brother Shengxian, if I say that I don't want to fall in love now, but I am very afraid that Brother Shengxian will ignore me , would it be selfish?"

Xi Zhen carefully expressed her thoughts, and after she finished speaking, she felt very complicated. She despised her own greed and selfishness, but she also looked forward to a good result, but she was also afraid of losing everything...

Li Shengxian was very happy to hear Hee Jin say this, he has never been so happy like this, he eagerly promised: "Hee Jin, I can wait, as long as you don't alienate me and don't ignore me, I am willing to wait as long as you want."

Hearing the overly gentle heart palpitations when he called his name, Xi Zhen summoned up all his courage and said to the person on the other side of the phone: "Okay, I won't hide from you or ignore you, and don't be angry with me. You promise to wait for me, and you are not allowed to go back on your word." Xizhen also showed a sweet smile after speaking, just this time, don't think so much, give each other a chance.

After returning to Seoul, Hee Jin shifted her focus to the MV shooting of the new album, because almost all the songs have new dances, and Hee Jin once again put all the time in the dance classroom, practicing every song repeatedly in front of the mirror and following the music. A dance move.Her physical condition is really improving, and the company treats her very well. They hired a professional nutritionist to recuperate her body. She drinks soup with nourishing effect every day, and the effect is obvious. Now Xizhen's face is much ruddy. , The weight that I lost before is coming back bit by bit. At the beginning of training for two hours, I will feel dizzy and dizzy. Now I can persist for four to five hours. Although I have not returned to the previous eight-hour continuous training, at least now The physical requirements for artists are qualified.

Hearing the knock on the door, Xizhen stopped and looked at the door. She saw the person coming and called out in surprise, "Brother Zhilong?"

Quan Zhilong entered the dance classroom without Xizhen's opening, and was not surprised to see Xizhen standing there panting with sweat on his forehead, ears, hair and collar; he raised his eyebrows and said : "Sit down first, how are the preparations for the new album? I have heard all the recorded sound sources, and they are very good, but the song "Cutebaby" you sang really does not feel like you, do you really care about it in private? It’s unbelievable to act like a baby?” Said Quan Zhilong and made an exaggerated expression of fear.

Xizhen sat across from Quan Zhilong, picked up a cup and took a sip of water, said: "Well, I really don't like singing this song very much, but the current fans like this tune, of course I can act like a baby, although it is not as good as Brother Shangzhilong."

Quan Zhilong was not ashamed of Xizhen's irony that he loves acting like a baby, instead he snorted proudly, then returned to the original topic and said: "This song "Cutebaby" is very well written, maybe you can combine "Cutebaby" with "idealtype" has been adapted into Chinese, Japanese, and English versions, and then a special mini-album will be released."

Xizhen bowed his head and thought for a while, and thought that this proposal was very good. In fact, if there were no accidents, a new version of the song "idealtype" would have been released long ago. Although there are several versions on the Internet, Xizhen looked up Quan Zhilong said: "Well, thank you Zhilong brother, I want to wait for the release of the new album before applying to the company to release a mini-album. I don't say that the schedule is busy now, even my own body is not good enough. Now I have four or five training sessions. You can't keep going after hours, there's no way you can make an album and do something else at the same time."

Quan Zhilong was also very surprised when he heard it. In fact, he didn’t know much about Xizhen’s news. It’s probably due to the company’s password ban. He didn't know such secret news until he heard Xizhen say it now.It's really bad that you can't continue after four or five hours of training. Although four or five hours of training intensity is passing for ordinary trainees, Xizhen is not an ordinary trainee. She has been in the company for the longest time and claims to be strong The strongest trainees say that girls are not as physically strong as boys, but before Xizhen was injured, she was a girl who could train like him until the first hour and still stand and talk without falling down.Thinking of this, Quan Zhilong can understand why Xizhen didn't make a single call to the maknae after he came back. No one would be able to accept that his strength is only half of what he used to be, and the gap between them is really hard to accept; In other words, he himself would probably live in the company and train until he was satisfied.

Heejin couldn't accept it at the beginning, especially when she knew that if there were no accidents, she would probably hold a concert this year and cried secretly; but now she has accepted the reality, so there is no I felt very sad, but said nervously: "Brother Zhilong, don't tell anyone. The company won't let me tell others. I went to ask the doctor, and they said that it will take at least half a year for me to fully recover. Now as long as I can recover I am satisfied."

Quan Zhilong also understands what physical fitness means to a solo singer. Xizhen has no teammates and most of her songs have a lot of dances that consume energy. Physical fitness is very important to her, whether it is dancing, singing or producing All albums need to consume energy for a long time, just one sentence: Without a good body, one cannot be a star.

"Well, it will get better. The company still values ​​you very much. The top management of the company will never do business at a loss, so there is no need to worry." Quan Xizhen comforted Xizhen and then asked: "Are you really determined?" Are you with the maknae?" Actually, when he heard the maknae talk about this that morning, he didn't mention Dong Yong Pei and Jiang Daecheng, even he who was always calm was surprised, although he had analyzed Hee Jin, but according to His analysis Xi Zhen is really not an impulsive girl who has the courage to make such a decision.

Hee Jin also knows that Brother Seunghyun will not hide from his brothers, so it is not surprising that Quan Zhilong will know; but being asked by Brother Zhilong like this still makes her feel very embarrassed, even if she wants to be stared at by Quan Zhilong When talking about these intimate matters, I can only bite the bullet and explain: "We are not together yet, maybe it can be said that we are just giving each other a chance. Brother Zhilong, you should know that Brother Shengxian and I have known each other for almost seven years. Being good relatives, good friends, good brothers and sisters doesn’t mean we can be in harmony when we’re in love. Ever since I found out that Seung Hyun likes me, my first feeling is fear. Only friends have no reason to separate. I’m afraid that he will leave me Ignore me; I dare not accept him, because I am worried that I will not get to the end, and I am afraid of being abandoned; I dare not refuse him, and I will be abandoned by him immediately if I refuse him; I have thought about this, I I once hoped to be his good sister and good friend for the rest of my life, but Brother Zhilong must think that this kind of me is disgusting, I only want others to care and take care of me, but I am not willing to give myself the same care and protection."

Quan Zhilong also listened carefully to Xizhen's thoughts. Heezhen was very different from the girls he knew before. If it were any girl who had been taken care of by a man for seven years and listened to her thoughts for seven years, it would not matter. I will have great confidence in this relationship and think that it can last a lifetime. After all, what is there to be afraid of if a man can be so persistent and gentle and considerate to her?But Xizhen doesn't think so, she is very wary of the unknown, she almost doubts everything, especially love, she believes that the kindness of relatives and friends to her can last forever, but she refuses to believe that love can also Do this; of course, Quan Zhilong does not deny that most love affairs will not reach the end, but others are willing to believe and try, but Xizhen is obviously very resistant to try; thinking of this, Quan Zhilong has already understood that Hee Really intend to ask tentatively: "So you are testing him now, if you pass the test, you will accept it, if you don't pass the test, you will directly become a friend?"

Xizhen knew that he couldn't hide it from Quan Zhilong, and he didn't deny it.

Quan Zhilong wants to be angry but can't get angry. He can't force his feelings.After being silent for a while, he took a deep breath and said, "Do you know that he cried when you were hurt? He cried like a child and begged me to save you; you know how panicked he looks when you ignore him Helpless? Did you know that he laughed all day when you promised to give him a chance; you won, Hee Jin. Really, you don't need to worry about him leaving you at all, since he joined the company when he was 14 years old he never If you are so nervous about someone, don’t look at him who is always considerate and easy to talk on the surface, in fact, he is the most powerful person among all of us. The only person who can make him let go of his dignity and the airs he has always put on is you. "

Xizhen was silent, she didn't know Seunghyun would cry for her, because in her eyes, Seunghyun was always smiling, always so confident as if everything could be done, just like she didn't know her own The gradual estrangement she thought was so obvious in Brother Shengxian's eyes, she didn't know that he would be sad or happy because of his own affairs.She was very sad to hear this, obviously she didn't want to hurt Brother Shengxian, obviously he was a good man to her and said that she would treat him seriously and let him see the truest self, but why did she ignore him so much Woolen cloth?

"Xizhen, you are really a terrible girl. You have never been in love, but you can play with a man who loves you like a love player. Between applause, you want him to cry and want him to cry." I just need a word to laugh..." In the end, even Quan Zhilong felt powerless, because he saw the true face of this girl, so he couldn't fall in love with this girl like Li Shengxian, that fool, no matter where he came from. From the angle of view, she is an excellent girl, she looks really like the kind of girl I like: beautiful and well-behaved, with a little cunning but a sweet smile that is really hard to refuse; but Quan Zhilong met her for the first time When Xi Zhen was 13 years old, he could see the ambition behind her cute and cute mask. Although he understood the small thoughts of this little girl who was born in poverty and had to support the whole family by herself, a person who wears a mask all the time may analyze The girls around him really make him feel terrible. All women have ambitions, but as long as it takes a little time, almost all women will believe what men say, but Hee Jin is definitely not like this. Li Shengxian has been with Hee Jin for seven years. , I had two girlfriends during the period, but because Hee Jin was unhappy during the date, he left his girlfriend to be with Hee Jin. Except for the job that he couldn’t refuse, Li Shengxian could put down everything to be with this girl, but he didn’t let this girl Thinking of this, Quan Zhilong said with a sarcasm, "Only Li Shengxian can stand your character. May I ask who else can accompany you after seven years and wait for you because of your superfluous suspicions?"

The author has something to say: Did I whitewash Li Shengxian?Or smeared?

Did I whitewash Xizhen too?Or smeared?

everyone sees it differently

Maybe these two people are the wicked,

Except for each other, no one can hold back such two people;

I really feel sorry, I used to think I knew love very well, but at the end of every relationship, the other party told me that this is not love, so I really don’t know how to write about love...but I feel that compared to I love you, I prefer the person who said to me: I'll wait for you.Compared with the vigor and vitality, I hope that the plain and eternal persistence.....