My life in another world is up to me

But three days later, when Doctor Xiang Fu came again, Su Ziyi was still unconscious.

Now Bian Qing was completely panicked.In the past few days, he stayed by Su Ziyi's bed every day, watching the blood from his fingertips turn from black to black red, and finally turned into a deep red without a trace of shadow, which made him happy for the toxins in Su Ziyi's body to be removed Feeling happy, but also worried about Su Ziyi's delay in waking up.

So, as soon as the old doctor of the Xiangfu came today, he grabbed him and asked, "Doctor, my husband—" He didn't ask the latter because he was worried about offending the other party. After all, the other party is also the exclusive doctor of a rich family. If it weren't for the friendship with the supervisor, there would be no need for them to help them.

"This—let me take a closer look—" Looking at Su Ziyi who was still lying motionless on the bed, the old doctor actually felt troubled. According to his estimation, Su Ziyi should have woken up at this time, then Why didn't he wake up?Did something unexpected happen?He flicked his sleeves, sat in front of the bed, and took Su Ziyi's pulse again.

The black spider toxin in Su Ziyi's body had indeed been almost eliminated as he expected, but what made people a little worried was that the aura in the other party's body was still circulating at a fairly fast speed.The old doctor tried to introduce a little of his spiritual energy into Su Ziyi's body, then he frowned, and his face became grim.

Seeing the change in his complexion, Bian Qing couldn't help but "thump" in his heart.

But he didn't speak, just looked at the old doctor helplessly.After a while, the old doctor withdrew his hand, then raised his cloudy eyes to look at Bian Qing, with a heavy tone: "The toxin is almost gone, but—" he considered his words: "Hey, but the aura in this little brother's body is still running on its own at an extremely fast speed!"

The old doctor shook his head, and looked at Su Ziyi on the bed with some pity in his eyes: "I just took a look, and the inner wall of the tendons in his body has been severely damaged due to the overload of spiritual energy." I took out the acupuncture bag again from my medicine box: "I can only use the power of acupuncture to help him slow down the speed of spiritual energy and reduce the speed of damage to the tendons."

"If you want to get better, you have to wake up this little brother first."

"Then when will my husband wake up?" Bian Qing trembled when he said this.But his question did not make the old doctor hesitate, he answered him casually: "I see his pulse, it should be in the past few days." After speaking, he held the silver needle and began to administer it.

Judging from the situation of his diagnosis and treatment just now, this little brother's pulse condition is indeed okay. It may be because of the heavy influence of the toxin, so he didn't wake up within the predicted time, but it shouldn't be too long.But even if you wake up, the tendons in your body have been damaged, and your cultivation talent will also be damaged. Unless you can get the Baijiang Pill that can repair your tendons, you will only be able to stop at the sixth level of Qi Refining in this life, and you may even lose your ability. fall back.

However, Baijiang Pill is definitely not something such a small casual cultivator can get.

You must know that Baijiang Pill is already a mysterious pill, and the threshold requirements for alchemists are all in the late stage of foundation establishment, not to mention that the spiritual materials of pills themselves are relatively rare, and the price remains high every time they appear.For such a monk who still lives in a small dilapidated mountain village, that is an existence that is unimaginable!

Therefore, the life of the Su family may not be as easy as before.

Although I have feelings in my heart, but no matter how much, the old doctor is powerless, and this is the matter of the Su family after all, and it doesn't look like he is an outsider getting involved.So after he gave Su Ziyi a round of acupuncture, prescribed Bian Qing a prescription, and explained the precautions in detail, he said goodbye and left.

But Bian Qing saw the doctor away in a daze, and stood at the gate of the courtyard in a daze with the prescription in his hand.

"Em?" At this moment, Su Yulang, who had always been like an invisible man, half-hidden behind the bedroom door, called out.Bian Qing followed the prestige, with neither joy nor sorrow on his face. When he saw Su Yulang looking at him with his mouth pursed, his eyelids moved, and an ugly smile appeared on his face, and then he walked towards the bedroom with heavy steps. go.

"Em!" Bian Qing's reaction made Su Yulang a little anxious.

"What's the matter, A-Lang?" Facing the child, Bian Qing always wanted to be optimistic.He knew that although the old doctor didn't say it clearly just now, in the future, Su Ziyi's cultivation talent might be rare, and even his own foundation would be damaged.These didn't make Bian Qing feel scared, he was just a little worried, worried that Su Ziyi would not be able to bear it when he woke up, and——

His eyes fell on the anxious Su Yulang——

He had already heard about the whole incident from A-Lang. Although he didn't say the whole thing, most of the reason was because of Su Ziyi's injuries in order to protect Su Yulang.This made him a little worried. When Su Ziyi woke up and found that his cultivation talent was damaged, would he turn his anger on Su Yulang?If so, then the child will have to be sad again?

And by then?What should I do?

Bian Qing squatted down clutching his heart, he felt a little uncomfortable.Why?Why did such a thing happen when the family situation was just getting better?Why?Why did such a change occur when he had already started to take this Su Ziyi to heart?Why?Why haven't there been any monsters in Luoshan Village for ten years, but they have appeared over and over again this year?

Bian Qing suddenly felt that he really hated him, hated the injustice of the heavens, hated the impermanence of the world, and even more hated himself for being powerless.

If he is more capable, perhaps a cultivator like Su Ziyi, then he doesn't have to let Su Ziyi carry all the burdens of the family. Even if something unexpected happens, the family won't be so helpless!At this moment, Bian Qing felt the helplessness and insignificance of life from the bottom of his heart. He intuitively had difficulty breathing, but he had to stand upright and stand in front of all the storms.

Now, this family can only rely on him.

After Dr. Xiang Fu left, the life of the Su family didn't change much. It was still the same as before. Bian Qing was doing housework, while Su Yulang was concentrating on her homework.However, whenever Bian Qing opened the door of the stove in the morning, the first thing he did was take off the lid of the pot to see if there was already warm porridge inside.And every time Su Yulang saw a word he didn't know, he would subconsciously turn his head and look to the side.

The entire Su family has become a little too quiet.

Recently, Bian Qing had an extra job, which was to give medicine and meals to the unconscious Su Ziyi.After all, although Su Ziyi was able to cultivate, he did not have bigu, so he still needed food to ensure the basic functions of his body; and the medicine was prescribed to Bian Qing by the doctor Xiangfu to remove the residual toxins in Su Ziyi's body.

This task was the most difficult, because Su Ziyi was completely unconscious and couldn't cooperate with Bian Qing's swallowing movements, so Bian Qing could only use the form of gulping, pouring medicine and liquid food into Su Ziyi's stomach.And this job is also the one that makes Bian Qing feel the most peaceful, because every time he helps Su Ziyi up, he can feel the other person's body temperature, knowing that the other person is still alive, as if he is just asleep.

Just like that, three days passed.

This day, as soon as Bian Qing gave Su Ziyi medicine, someone called him outside. He hurriedly put down the bowl and went out. After seeing the person, a tired smile appeared on his face: "Why are you here today?" Are you free? Yang Xu, Dr. Li." Yes, there were more than one person who came today, and there was also Dr. Li who Bian Qing searched for for a long time that day.

"I was away a few days ago. I just came back to the village and met Yang Xu and found out about it." Dr. Li shook his head and said.At this time, instead of carrying a medicine box, he carried a medicine basket full of herbs on his back. He looked dusty and haggard, making Bian Qing feel that the white hair on Dr. Li's head and the face on his face There are more creases on the skin, as if it has become older than before.

"You are determined." Bian Qing forced a smile.

"Hey, why are you all standing at the door and talking—" Yang Xu who stood between the two of them was a fine person, how could he not know the atmosphere?So he immediately smoothed things over, and greeted Dr. Li to Su Ziyi's bedroom like a hostess: "Bian Qing, you see that Dr. Li is here too, why don't you ask Dr. Li to take a look?"

"And you just happened to go with me to make a bowl of tea and entertain Dr. Li. You know, when I saw Dr. Li just now, he just came out of the mountain, and he must be very thirsty!" Not allowing Bian Qing to refuse, he grabbed Bian Qing's sleeve and dragged him into the kitchen: "Doctor Li, can I trouble you first?"

Dr. Li, who was standing at the door, nodded and did not speak.

"Why haven't you woken up yet?" As soon as he entered the kitchen, Yang Xu, who was just as enthusiastic as Little Sun, immediately lost his mood, and even drew his eyebrows together. He glanced at the silent man behind him. Bian Qing asked: "What did the doctor in Xiangfu say?" "The doctor said he would wake up in a few days." Bian Qing blinked in a low mood.

"Then it can't be wrong." Yang Xu smacked his mouth: "The doctor of a rich family must be good, but he has to rely on his craftsmanship to make a living in a rich family, so what he said must be spit. Nails!" As he spoke, he gently pushed Bian Qing with his elbow: "So, brother Bian Qing, relax your mind, maybe you will wake up later?"

"It's not that I don't believe what the doctor said." Speaking of this, Bian Qing was very upset. Su Ziyi's coma these days brought him too much psychological pressure, which made him especially want to find someone to confide in. , he said bitterly: "I just think I'm so useless!"

"It's useless? Who are you talking about?" When Yang Xu heard Bian Qing's words, he knew that Bian Qing was holding back. He deliberately pretended to make a fuss and said, "You say yourself? Brother Bian Qing, you want to do this Say, aren't we people not even going up?" As he spoke, he hung up his mouth, looking very dissatisfied.

"How can there be?" As a good friend, how could Bian Qing not know Yang Xu's plan, which made him feel comforted and sad at the same time, he pinched the root of his nose and said: "You know, my husband and the villagers It's different." Looking at Bian Qing's eyes floating towards the roof, Yang Xu knew how to interrupt him. "In the past, I thought that my husband just has a little more knowledge than the average person, but in fact those things are useless."

"After all, he is so incompetent." He almost gritted his teeth and said these words, "But it's different now, he has changed—" Bian Qing's eyes became very firm: "He seems to have found It's a good thing for him, and it's also a good thing for me and Yulang. It's just—"

"As time goes on, the gap between us and him is getting bigger and bigger, we—" There is endless loneliness in this sentence, and Bian Qing's eyes seem to be heartbroken: "—we just Like his burden!"

After saying this, he sniffed, and in order not to lose his composure, he turned his head to the other side.

"Something happened this time, and I really don't know what to do." Bian Qing turned around after sorting out his emotions, and Yang Xu, who didn't expect his friend's heart to be so complicated, was also shocked, and said in his mouth: " Isn't he about to wake up? Besides, you are a family, so there is no such thing as burdensome or not burdensome."

"Oh, you don't understand." Yang Xu's words made Bian Qing smile bitterly: "You don't understand." After speaking, he walked to the stove, took boiling water and poured it into the urn.

"I--"

"The doctor said that my husband's cultivation foundation is likely to be damaged this time." Yang Xu looked at Bian Qing's back and wanted to say something, but before he could finish, Bian Qing's words gave him the answer. In place, and then the whole person's brain exploded.

What?Will the foundation of cultivation be damaged?

In an instant, Yang Xu thought about the whole thing thoroughly, and knowing his friend's previous situation, he even thought the matter was even worse.He said incoherently: "Then——should—hasn't he improved now?" "But he will still be disappointed." "How can there be so many happy things in life? How many disappointments?" Things—" The words in his mouth stopped abruptly, Yang Xu looked at Bian Qing's back with an expression of seeing a ghost, and whispered in an unbelievable voice: "No way? Brother Bian Qing, you—"

"Yes!" Bian Qing, who had finished warming up the tea, turned around with the teacup in hand, and looked at Yang Xu with firm eyes: "I really care about it."

"How could it be?" Yang Xu felt that he was in a daze, but after seeing Bian Qing leaving with tea, he began to wake up slowly, and then he realized the truth after thinking about it.That's right, Su Ziyi has become so good, as long as he is not a cold-hearted person, he will gradually soften, let alone Brother Bian Qing, who is already soft-hearted?

And here, Bian Qing, who just walked into the bedroom with tea, just raised his head, and met a pair of eyes.

The teacup in his hand fell off uncontrollably, splashing tea and porcelain cup shards all over the floor; his eyes turned red, and his voice trembled: "You——finally woke up, husband. "