My life in another world is up to me

Bian Qing was never a fool.

It may be said that no one from the family is simple, especially the servants at the bottom.In order to survive better, almost every servant has perfected the ability of observing words and expressions, lest one not pay attention, because of a small detail, his life will be ruined.

So when something happened to Su Ziyi, Bian Qing was the first to notice it.

But knowing it is one thing, saying it or not is another.Always relying on him, he continued to survive almost with a fluke attitude. During the period when Su Ziyi just woke up, he sewed his mouth tightly every day with trepidation, for fear of offending the other party and causing him and Su Yulang to suffer another disaster.But fortunately, this Su Ziyi is completely different from the previous Su Ziyi.

No, it should be said that this Su Ziyi was better than most of the people he had met.

Bian Qing could no longer remember what his parents looked like. The memory was so long ago that every time he thought about it, he could only think of the overwhelming fire and the screams that came from nowhere.It was so tragic that he didn't want to think about it. He didn't want to know what happened, and he never thought about what he was carrying. He just wanted to live like this.

In the Liu Mansion, the strict hierarchy made him experience the warmth and coldness of the world, and he no longer had any expectations for strangers.In particular, he has seen too many servants being shot by the master because of lack of care, which makes him extremely vigilant against others, for fear that his peaceful life will be ruined because of others or himself because of some unwarranted things.

And when he arrived at Luoshan Village, everything he encountered was even more unbearable. After ten years, he didn't know how he endured it with his perseverance.

It can be said that among the people he has met in his life, Su Ziyi is the one who makes his heart fluctuate the most.

Since Su Ziyi came, his life has undergone earth-shaking changes, which made him feel satisfied and at ease. He felt that as long as he can keep his current life, it doesn't matter what Su Ziyi wants to do.

But he obviously forgot one thing - the human heart is long.When a hungry person gets a bowl of rice, he will think about food and clothing, and when he is full, he will think about living a more luxurious life.

The same is true for Bian Qing.

At the beginning, he only hoped that Su Ziyi would not make life worse, but Su Ziyi made his and Su Yulang's quality of life soar. When he was following his heart, he began to expect other things in his heart.

Of course, he is not that greedy, he just has a little extravagant hope on the existing basis.However, when he discovered Su Ziyi's intention to leave, his desire was threatened and he had no choice but to resist passively.

So, who can say that Bian Qing doesn't understand?

Bian Qing understood very well and saw clearly.Knowing his status, he also weighed it in his heart, and finally understood that he could only choose to accept it silently.

Because there is too much difference between him and Su Ziyi.

However, if the distance between the two of them were no longer so far away, wouldn't Su Ziyi not leave?Bian Qing secretly thought.

The wind in the summer night was a little bit drunk, and the cool touch made people feel less dry and hot. Under the moonlight, Bian Qing could clearly see the expression on Su Ziyi's face—it was still the same face, but with a decadent expression on it. And the uselessness has long since disappeared, replaced by a mixture of strong self-confidence and steady temperament, as well as the confidence of absolute expectations for the future.

Such a person makes people feel reliable for no reason.

This made Bian Qing suddenly have a feeling that he had never felt before—he thought, he really wanted to know what Su Ziyi wanted to do, what the world looked like in the eyes of the other party, and how he could catch up with the other party. pace.

"Su Ziyi——" Maybe Xia Ye was intoxicated, or maybe he was confused by the expression on Su Ziyi's face, Bian Qing accidentally called Su Ziyi's full name, which he had never done in ten years.But what he did did not make Su Ziyi feel unhappy, on the contrary, he got the other party's seriousness. Su Ziyi turned his head and looked at him seriously: "What's the matter?"

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It seemed to be encouraging, making him eager to speak out his inner thoughts.

"You always want to know what it looks like outside, why? What is so attractive about the outside world? ——Perhaps, in the eyes of someone who can cultivate like you, what do you want to see?" Arrived When he really wanted to speak, Bian Qing was a little short of words. He couldn't find the real topic, and he was a little flustered. He looked at Su Ziyi eagerly, which made Su Ziyi feel a little cute.

It's just that the question Bian Qing asked shocked him.

In his opinion, Bian Qing has always been a person who lives an ordinary life in a down-to-earth way. He doesn’t need much, but enough is enough. He never seems to be curious about what the outside looks like. He always looks like he wants nothing. appearance.Su Ziyi felt that such a person could be trusted, but he would not regard him as his partner.

Because he is a ray of wind that moves forward bravely, and cannot be a vine on a big tree that sticks to the ground.

As for Bian Qing's question, although it is not very clear, it clearly shows his desire for the outside world, his small mind to explore other affairs.Such a change made Su Ziyi feel surprised and relieved. Although Shuang'er is different from a man, but as a human being, there is always something to look forward to.

In particular, this person was someone Su Ziyi recognized.

"Well—how should I say it?" Su Ziyi never thought about this question systematically, but he never thought about perfunctory the other party. Instead, he thought about it seriously, and then asked a question first: "In your imagination, What should it be like?"

"In my eyes?" Bian Qing's eyes were a little erratic, and the expression on his face became a little strange, as if he was desperately thinking about something, but he was horrified to find that no matter how hard he tried to think, his mind was blank , which made him a little flustered—why?Why is there nothing in his mind?Had he never expected these things?

Su Ziyi could clearly see the struggle and hesitation on his face, and Su Ziyi sighed softly.Once upon a time, when I faced an unfamiliar field, I was so flustered and at a loss.But in fact, the most difficult thing is not the fear of the unknown, but the determination to take the first step.

Now that Bian Qing already has a choice in his mind, let's push it himself.

"Speaking of it, you may not believe it. In my opinion, the outside world is blank and uncertain—" Su Ziyi said seriously, but Bian Qing couldn't believe the content. "I've lived for almost 27 years, but the only places I've been to are near Chucheng and Luoshan Village, so I don't know anything about the outside world."

His words made Bian Qing panic.

"But—" Su Ziyi emphasized his tone: "Even if I don't know anything about the outside world, I still want to go out and have a look." He looked up at the moon in the sky: "It may not be so beautiful outside, but as long as you work hard After that, it will never be worse than now." He smiled: "I am now at the fifth level of Qi refining, if I stay here, I may at most reach the eighth level of Qi refining in my life, but going outside, the risk is high , but it is possible for me to climb to a higher position."

Speaking of this, he couldn't help feeling that he and Bian Qing were a little funny.

He knew that he was not willing to stay in Luoshan Village, but he never thought of telling Bian Qing or anyone else; and Bian Qing probably guessed what he was thinking, but he didn't ask himself straight-forward, instead he used this kind of roundabout method. way to ask yourself.

Both of them are awkward people.

However, Bian Qing is smarter than he imagined.

"Then what if it's worse than now?" Hearing Su Ziyi's words, Bian Qing was silent for a moment.But Su Ziyi said calmly: "The results of any choice are both good and bad, and this kind of choice not only happens outside, but also happens here—" He took a breath: "But the outside world is wider , to give more choices, so that when we face difficulties, we will have more opportunities instead of being trapped to death because of lack of choices—"

"Besides, people are always curious. We all want to know about the outside world, but we just can't make up our minds to explore it." He said this quite forcefully: "So it's not so much worry The outside world is too bad, it is better to say that I have doubts about my ability

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And afraid. "

Speaking of which, he tilted his head towards Bian Qing and smiled. This smile is very light, but it contains convincing power: "Of course, bad things do happen in the outside world, but in my opinion, it's worth it." !"

worth!

These two words knocked heavily on Bian Qing's heart, he looked at Su Ziyi silently, opened his mouth, but after a while he still didn't say a word, as if he was very convinced by Su Ziyi's words.

"Of course, everyone has their own preferences and choices. We shouldn't easily change our beliefs just because of what others think." Su Ziyi's words turned around. In his opinion, Bian Qing can ask questions today When a problem occurs, it is already very great. If you blindly stimulate it, it will cause bad results.

He put it another way: "You might as well think about it, what do you want? Is what you want what the current environment can give you? And once you go to the outside world, can you get what you want? need?"

At this time, the night dew was getting darker, and for the sake of Bian Qing's health, Su Ziyi broke up the conversation and asked Bian Qing to go back to his room to rest.

In fact, the conversation between the two didn't last long, but when Bian Qing returned to the bedroom, he looked a little dazed, but his heart was burning!

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