[Pride and Prejudice] Becoming Katherine Bennett

April 6

Today is the fifth day of being married to Darcy.I decided early on that I would write a diary to record my life after marriage, but I didn't actually write it until now.

The past few days have been too busy, and my days and my mind are full of many things.I was busy visiting relatives and friends almost every second of every day, getting to know the servants and housework, watching Pemberley, cleaning up the room... I was a little free yesterday, but when I remembered it was past ten o'clock in the evening, I just sat at the desk When I was about to start writing the other day, Darcy took my pen away and told me it was too late to rest.

Therefore, it was all his fault that he waited until the fifth day to start writing.I told him this conclusion, and he said he could make up for it by showing me what I like in the room.I looked for a long time, but couldn't find what I wanted.

Why.It would be great if it was in modern times, I must pick up his mobile phone and order a Switch for me.

I'm such a clever little ghost.

April 6

I don't seem to have the qualifications to say that Darcy is a straight man.He told me last night that he thought I would choose him as a gift without hesitation, but he was a little bit aggrieved when he said it.

I:? ?

My whole body hurts.

It's another day of visiting Pemberley like a tourist and boasting about it, and Lizzie and my aunt should have come with me.

Darcy is the best private tour guide in the world. When introducing the scenery, there are continuous love words, which are very nice, hehe.

But even so, I still think Pemberley is too big, right?There are mountains, water and forests.

Is this a manor? This is clearly a park!

April 6

Looked at the diary of the previous two days.In my imagination, I thought I would write brilliantly.This will make me blush to read.Fortunately, I encrypted it in Chinese, so even if Darcy saw it by accident, he wouldn't be able to understand it.

But even if he understands it, he should only praise me for his efforts.I forgot which book I read. It said that communication between husband and wife is very important, and praise is more attractive than negation.

From this point of view, Darcy must be a loyal supporter of this book. He can find an angle to praise me for everything I do.The last time I knocked his glass away, he actually said he wanted to change it a long time ago.If it wasn't for the servant's face of "as if I didn't exist", I would definitely believe what he said was true.

God, this man really has no principles.

Actually my diary is not too bad.I have read some of Hu Shi's diaries when he was studying abroad. My diary is slightly better than his.My works are far less literary and ideological than Hu Shi's, but my diary is better than his.It makes sense.

As for why the diary is written in Chinese, with such a lack of depth in vernacular.

Because I am afraid that one day, I will forget who I am.

April 6

I haven't written a diary for three consecutive days, and this time I still have to blame Darcy!

I told him that I haven't written my diary yet, but he always said that I would write it tomorrow.It's also my fault, I'm always not firm in my will, and I'm easily bewitched by beauty.Color is a bone-scraping steel knife, the ancients did not deceive me.

But the ancients also said that there are few people on the colorless road.Darcy is so handsome, lying on the bed in pajamas and looking at me affectionately, his eyes are half-hearted, just like Colin Firth.

Who can stand this? !

Think about it, on the one hand, I was racking my brains trying to remember what I did today, and on the other was Darcy, who was waiting for me to sleep together. Do I need to think about what to choose?

You stomp you too!

April 6

I finally finished shopping around Pemberley Manor today, and I am gratified.A manor, I watched it for more than ten days.

If I am writing a travel note now, I must use a lot of gorgeous words to praise Pemberley Manor, such as "the sky is connected with mountains, the mountains are connected with water, and the water embraces the moonlight" or "the blue sky, the red myrtle and the rising sun, the deep Green mountains interweave into a colorful oil painting, reflected in the Yingying stream."

But I am writing a diary.

So, how beautiful is Pemberley! !

I think I must have been taken away by the stunning scenery, and I was so intoxicated several times that I couldn't speak.

But now that I think about it, it may be Darcy who has been with me all the time that makes me intoxicated.

Every inch of Pemberley has been walked with him holding my hand.

From now on, every frame and every scene here will be marked with his name in my world.

"Darcy kissed me here" garden, "Darcy walked over with my back" steps, "I said I would jump from here, Darcy said he jumped with me" mountain spring...

I love Pemberley so much.

April 6

Darcy came here suddenly on urgent business, so he has no time to travel with me.Fortunately I got him to sign the unequal treaty, promising to take me to the Scottish Highlands sometime.

During the discussion, I asked him when the scenery is the best in all seasons.He said they were all beautiful.I said choose the best-looking one, you can’t go to all of them.

As a result, he said: "Why not? It's okay to go four times in a season, as long as you want, I will go with you."

I:……

A certain straight man's unintentional and extremely touching words are so flirtatious, every time I hear it, my heart is pounding.

No, I'm only 18 now!very excited!

April 7

After these days of personal experience, I have confirmed that every servant in Pemberley Manor is Darcy's brainless blow, referred to as Da blow.

Mrs. Reynolds always told me with pride and admiration that Darcy is the best lord and master in the world, and there is no tenant or servant who is not grateful to him.She also said Darcy never got mad at her and they had known each other for 24 years.

To be honest, I love to hear these words very much, and I smile every time I hear them.Although they are qua daxi, it makes me happy to compare me.

But what's embarrassing is that today, when she and I began to talk about Darcy again, he actually just came in!I heard it all!

What did I say?Oh yes, I'm saying some people say he's arrogant, but he's not at all, Darcy is just gifted and considerate and doesn't want to waste other people's time.

I swear this is a compliment from the bottom of my heart, no sarcasm at all.And it was Mrs. Reynolds who made the first move. She first said that Darcy was the kindest and gentlest person in the world, and then I answered.

But Darcy actually felt that I was mocking him, and explained to me all night, saying that he has changed now, and he is no longer arrogant or selfish.He also said that I brought them to him.

I wanted to tell him that I really didn't think he was arrogant, but after hearing that, there was only one thought in my mind.

My God, how can Darcy be so cute?

I really love him.

April 7

How did Hu Shi write that sentence?Hu Shizhi, Hu Shizhi, how can you be so depraved!Have you forgotten the study plan you made earlier?Can't go on like this! ②

Let me make a fake version.

Catherine, Catherine, how can you be so depraved?Previously set...

You didn't even make a study plan!

April 7

Well I'm really going to make a plan.

Everything is difficult at the beginning, so I will read the book first.Set up an fg: I must read the complete works of Shakespeare.

Darcy's bookcase has it. Last time I took a few books and looked through them. The paper of the books is very old, and many places are marked.

Ask Darcy, and he says he's seen it all.

ashamed.I am a great writer (not), and I am not as deep and educated as a big capitalist and big landowner covered in money.

Let's start with Othello.

April 7

Well, I'm really going to start reading tomorrow! !I don't care what Darcy says! !

April 7

Darcy is so cute.I love him.

April 7

I received a letter from Mr. Ben today asking when I will write the next chapter.I was going to reply when I finished my honeymoon, but when I looked at the calendar, it was already a month...

How about a new reason?I have to try my best to recall how the writers I chased before delayed the update.

Hey, Ruanrou Township is a tomb of heroes.No, no, I must start writing tomorrow.

April 7

Saw Lady Catherine's letter.

I was still wondering before, how could she be so calm this time, we are both married and still indifferent.It is now decrypted.It turned out that she heard about my marriage with Darcy many days ago, and wrote a letter specially for it.

The letter is of course not congratulations and compliments.She reprimanded Darcy very briefly, and then spent a large part of the letter scolding me.

In fact, I don't care, I have long given up the extravagant hope that everyone likes me.It's just that he was a little unhappy that Darcy kept it from me. Darcy said he was afraid that I would get angry when I read it, so he didn't give me the letter.

But then I found out that he said he was afraid that I would be angry, but in fact he was much more angry than me.When he re-read the letter with me, he didn't respond at all to the part that scolded him, but when it came to the part that scolded me, he was so angry that he kept furiously saying that he would cut off contact with his aunt.

I've never seen him so angry.

I'm not mad at him anymore.What reason do I have to be dissatisfied with a husband who loves me so much?

When I was studying in the past, I saw celebrities use all moving words to describe love. I couldn’t understand it. I wondered whether love was really so beautiful and worthy of these words.

Now I feel that what they said was too polite, with so many words and sentences, but they couldn't express one ten-thousandth of Darcy's love for me and my love for him.

This man is trying to do everything he says to me.Everything I said, he took to heart.

In contrast, I did too little for him.We must strengthen in the future!How about I also learn from Mr. Wang Xiaobo and write love letters to my partner every day?

I began to think about a philosophy of life, that is, how can I stop my love for him?

After thinking about it for a day, the answer is, it cannot be stopped.

If love is a disease, I think I am terminally ill.

And Darcy is my only medicine.I will definitely die earlier than him in the future.Otherwise I can't stand it.

No, he loves me so much, he probably can't stand me leaving first.I dare not expect that we can die in the same year, the same month and the same day, so if he lives to be 99 years old, I will live one year longer than him. In this case, I will bear the suffering of living alone.

Forget it, I live one more day than him.

I thought about it, let's die on the same day.

April 7

Darcy asked me what I was writing today.

I said, writing I love you.