Chi Yan

White sheets, white quilt, white walls, white sunlight.

Yes, it was white sunlight. Lin Luo had always thought that sunlight was warm yellow, but now when he just woke up and struggled to open his eyes, he felt that the sunlight at ten o'clock in the morning was too dazzling for him.

He said "Oh" in his heart, as if he understood something, and then he made an answer in his heart: this is a hospital.

When the bursts of splitting pain hidden in the limbs and bones quietly woke up, Lin Luo smelled a slight smell of disinfectant. He turned his head and was quite surprised to see Han Ziqi sitting quietly beside his hospital bed. , bowed his head and looked down, silent.

"Morning, Brother Han." Lin Luo's pale face bloomed with a smile of the flower of the motherland, and his whole person was a little bit alive.

Han Ziqi looked up calmly at the hour hand pointing to ten o'clock, only glanced at him, and did not speak.

Lin Luo naturally saw the time, and unnaturally lowered his head and rubbed his nose, then changed the subject awkwardly and abruptly: "Where are the other two?"

"Find someone."

Han Ziqi's speech has always been concise and seldom redundant. It's not that Lin Luo doesn't understand this, but if he doesn't understand, he doesn't understand after all. For example, now, he can't understand what Han Ziqi is saying.

"Who are you looking for?" Lin Luo barely supported himself to sit up with his arms, but it was a bit difficult, Han Ziqi still gently supported him when he saw this, and helped him sit up and lean on the pillow.

It seems that Big Brother Han is not as unkind as he imagined, Lin Luo thought secretly.

"Someone took your things." Han Ziqi said calmly.

"Then... what about the beast?" Lin Luo scratched his head and asked.

Fortunately, he is in a single ward, otherwise this nonsensical sentence might attract people to watch.

"It's dealt with."

"It's been dealt with?" Lin Luo was taken aback, thinking that I just blinded its eyes, so it's time to stop cooking?

As if seeing Lin Luo's doubts, Han Ziqi continued to add, "Dead."

Lin Luo said "oh" a few times in a row, turned his gaze out of the window, and the scenery of the city remained the same, so he asked again: "How many days have I been lying down?"

"Three days."

"Can someone come to see me?"

"Have."

"What's their last name?"

This time Han Ziqi was silent and did not answer him.

It was only after Lin Luo asked that he felt that his question was extremely stupid, so he asked directly, "Is there anyone with the surname Gu?"

For some reason, he really wanted to know if Gu Wangchen had been here, but he felt that he shouldn't doubt this question. Based on the friendship between the two of them, how could it be possible that Gu Wangchen hadn't been here?This will be busy with other things, I must worry to death!

Unexpectedly, Han Ziqi replied indifferently: "No."

Lin Luo felt his head go numb, like a few bugs buzzing a few times, and his fingertips turned cold at some point.

"Who sent me here?" Lin Luo asked again.

"The surname is Qin."

Hearing this, Lin Luo suddenly wanted to laugh. He felt that Teacher Qin was doing too badly on Han Ziqi's side.

"What about Gu Wangchen?" Lin Luo couldn't help asking again, after a moment of silence, no one answered, and then he said to himself: "Oh, as you said just now, he went to find someone."

Who are you looking for?Looking for three days?My student fell into a coma for three days and didn't want to come and see?Haven't been home for three days?The dog didn't feed it either?

Thinking of this, Lin Luo tightly closed his eyes, and lay back down again.

Sleep for a few more days, he heard himself saying to himself, sleep for a few more days, and then you can take the naked test.When the grades come out, be angry with the head teacher who understands righteousness and works hard, then repeat the study, and harm him for another year.

When Qin Xuanjun came out of that antique room, he couldn't even walk steadily.

He was walking on the way to Han Ziqi's bamboo house, his feet were not heavy at all, he staggered and almost fell, he hurriedly supported a small tree next to him, and the scenes of the conversation with Zhu Yan just now were all played back in his mind: "Before When you recovered your consciousness, you asked me to seal it up, and now you are going to uncover this layer of scars that you didn't want to face again, have you really thought about it?"

"...Think about it, what happened in those days, I really want to know."

"I can help you remember, and I sincerely hope that you will remember, so that you can truly confirm your heart, and save Ah Huang from being attached to you."

"Do you know Ah Huang?"

Zhu Yan suddenly laughed, not some kind of sarcasm, nor some kind of joy, just that kind of unadulterated smile, and then she took off her lavender veil.

Qin Xuanjun immediately seemed to be struck by lightning, and stood there for a long time, unable to move.

Zhu Yan's face was nine points similar to Ah Huang's.

"Now that you know, are you sure you want to continue?"

"……Sure."

"Okay, don't regret it."

"……No regrets."

Then the unacceptable picture appeared in his mind, scene after scene, chapter after chapter, the grievances and resentments of the previous life, love and debts, all emerged, without giving him the slightest space to breathe, he just let him go. The whole heart is filled to the brim.The bamboo house that the two men built together in the back mountain, the bamboo that the two transplanted together, the days and nights of the ordinary days of farming, the indirect self who went crazy, and the benefactor who has been silent but cared for him silently, He always thought that he really loved him enough, but when he saw his appearance when he was mad, he raised his hand and slapped himself hard.

He is a beast after all, even though it is a legendary auspicious beast.

Before he regained his consciousness, he really didn't know anything about his life experience.That's why he was randomly thrown at the foot of Futu Peak, was rescued by the kind Qin Jingyun, had the opportunity to be close to Qin Jingyun, and was able to live safely to this day step by step under his care, and gradually regained his consciousness.

Those years that he had never remembered in the past gradually impacted Qin Xuanjun's spirit with a strong return. If he had never known Qin Jingyun's feelings for him, then... how could such blushing and heartbeating scenes appear in his heart? In the memory screen?Even if there was a problem with his own memory, Han Ziqi's dream was not deceiving.

Without knowing the intentions of his savior, how many times he did such wrong things because of madness, but after he woke up, he didn't know it at all. Whoever it was would be heartbroken.

However, the last image frozen in his memory was Qin Jingyun, who was clearly bruised, but still protecting him who was extremely weak due to madness in the rain of arrows from Futu Peak disciples.

Then, he was pierced by thousands of arrows.

He saw Qin Jingyun kneeling in front of him, his arms still kept opening, but his body gradually sank.

And what about myself?But I chose to forget him after finally understanding it!Forget about this past.Qin Xuanjun suddenly felt chills all over his body. He would make such a cruel and inhuman decision. He must have been possessed by a demon. , is a jerk thing.

When he found Zhu Yan, he saw that Gu Wangchen was there too. He didn't know what he went there to ask, what he did, and he didn't know what friendship he had with Zhu Yan. He didn't want to care about these things anymore. He can't control it anymore, he can't handle his own affairs well, and he wants to disappear for a while.

After Qin Xuanjun stumbled away, Gu Wangchen wanted to go out to comfort him, but after thinking about it, he still felt that it was better to forget it. After all, it was more appropriate for him to untie his own knot.

"I've talked to him so much, why are you here?" Zhu Yan smiled slightly at Gu Wangchen, she had always had a good impression of Gu Wangchen for some reason.

"Thank you, if it wasn't for your instructions, maybe I wouldn't have rescued that child." Gu Wangchen also laughed.

"You don't have to thank me. I led you out on purpose."

Gu Wangchen was startled when he heard the words, and immediately understood what was going on, and smiled again: "So I still have to thank you, with your plan, at least Youchen didn't fall into the hands of evil people."

Zhu Yan smiled lightly, put a slender hand on a sandalwood box on the wooden table, and then said leisurely: "How do you judge that I am not a villain?"

"A man's intuition guarantees that you are definitely not a villain." Gu Wangchen half-jokingly said.

"Then your intuition is really good as a man." Zhu Yan gently stroked the sandalwood box, and suddenly said in a low voice: "I have brought back the dust from that girl, and now it is in this sandalwood box. , is already all the fragments of Youchen, just a drop of your student's blood, this peerless treasure can reappear in the world. But when Youchen is reborn, the monster will naturally be reborn, so when rebirth, It is also the time of annihilation."

Gu Wangchen understood the meaning of her words. It seems that she has settled the situation at Ye Wanting's place. She knew that she was going to merge with Youchen again, and she was worried that the black shadow would return to the matter and cause trouble for the common people, so she temporarily Youchen was brought back.

"I will have a way to bear the consequences." Gu Wangchen looked into her eyes and said firmly.

"Why must it be reborn?" Zhu Yan showed a puzzled look.

"Because it is not a simple treasure, it is related to the life and death of the people I cherish."

Zhu Yan frowned slightly, still didn't intend to return You Chen to Gu Wangchen, but just waved at him: "Go back and think about it for a few days, if you lose your life on this matter, everything Does it still make sense?"

"Of course it makes sense," Gu Wangchen replied without hesitation. "Of course I can be absent, but he can't. He still has a long way to go, many things to meet, and good people to love, so I can't just let him be here without knowing it. I want him to be brave enough to dream about his own future, to pursue his lover with peace of mind, and to live his life in peace and stability without restraint."

"Then what if he loves you?"

"If this is possible, I will risk my life to protect him."

Zhu Yan sighed, but still did not agree to his request, but said: "Go back and think about it for a few days."

Gu Wangchen thanked her again, knowing that no matter how much he said today, it would be fruitless, so he said goodbye and planned to come back another day.