[Comprehensive martial arts] Zhilan Yushu

There is only one kind of true heroism in the world, which is to still love life after recognizing the truth of life.

--Romain Rolland

Lan Tingyu has always lived at her own pace.He likes to arrange his own life neatly and neatly. Those who accidentally appear in his life, if he is willing to accept it, he will accept it seriously, and if he does not accept it, he will ignore it.

The existence that is willing to accept: the mountains and rivers of Datang and the people of Datang.

Existences that are ignored: Yu Luocha and other people from the Western Demon Cult.

The contempt of others will not make him angry, and the flattery of others will not make him smug.

Life is good.This is not a lie. Of course, it is unrealistic to say that life is perfect, and there will be problems and defects. However, the reason why we work hard is to make our life better and more satisfying?

If you are born perfect and can't find any shortcomings, if you don't even have the direction and motivation to work hard, then in a certain sense, it is also a kind of despair and emptiness.

Of course, Lan Tingyu felt that this might also be because he had lived two lifetimes, and his life experience was so ups and downs that he seriously doubted that few people could compare with him.But with more experience and seeing more, you will naturally be able to face every bit of life calmly and calmly, and strive to make life more colorful and enjoyable.

Lan Tingyu still doesn't like Gong Jiu very much, but he doesn't hate him, especially when he finds out that Gong Jiu doesn't gamble, doesn't drink, and doesn't play with women (at least Lan Tingyu doesn't know or see it), and finds out that men like him. When he doesn't like things at all, he will more or less face up to this young man.

Although Lan Tingyu is a child, his soul is already an adult. The life experience in his previous life has firmly established a healthy and good living habit for him, so when facing many temptations, he can be very self-disciplined. A "no"———————— Sometimes Lan Tingyu also wonders, if she has no memory of her previous life, will "Yu Tianbao" be spoiled and become a useless person before she realizes Yu Luocha's sinister intentions? Rich playboy.The more he thought about it, the more he hated to see Yu Luocha.

It is too much to be a father who is also his own flesh and blood!

Cough cough, these are Lan Tingyu's own affairs, but what about Gong Jiu?As a real young man, he comes from a wealthy family (you can see it from basic necessities of life), but he is able to exercise strict self-discipline, which is already a pretty good advantage.And he also found that Gong Jiu also has very cute and confused attributes, such as Lu Chi, such as arithmetic.Generally speaking, although Gong Jiu gave him a dangerous feeling, Lan Tingyu felt that with his current appearance, he was actually quite cute.

Then, Lan Tingyu was quickly slapped in the face.

That day, in the middle of the night, Lan Tingyu opened her eyes.

For the first time in this life, Da Ming woke up in the middle of the night, not because he had fought again in Datang, but because of the confusion.

When he was in Datang, Lan Tingyu received a letter from his elder brother today, saying that they spent more than a year in Wanhua Valley, and now they finally researched the antidote to the corpse poison, and after he and Qinghan received the letter, He rode towards Luodao, ready to join Lan Tingshu and the others, and try their best to treat the corpse man.And Coulom also wrote a letter to contact the Five Poisons Sect, and notified the leader of the Five Poisons Sect, Qu Yun, about the research on the antidote to the corpse poison.

So when Lan Tingyu just woke up, looking at the dark room with no light at all, she was completely stunned.

Then he heard strange noises.

Wheezing, groaning, suppressed pain.

Lan Tingyu closed her eyes, but subconsciously "listened" with her heart, and the sound she "heard" made people get goosebumps and felt uncomfortable all over.

Nima, who is the person who loves S/M playing embarrassing games with people in the house?Don't you know there is a minor living next to him?

After a cup of tea, Lan Tingyu got up silently, her face turned dark and her expression was ugly.

You can't stop after being burned, can you?You don't want to make people sleep well, do you?

He got up from the bed and opened the door, but as he approached, the displeasure on Lan Tingyu's face disappeared, and her expression became serious.

This is not the sound of a man and woman making love, but a gasping sound with a groan/groan, like a dying beast struggling in pain.

This is clearly the sound of torture!

The one who fell asleep in the room was Gong Jiu!

Lan Tingyu pursed her lips, took a few steps forward, and opened the door.

There is no sadistic perversion, nor the imaginary large tracts of blood.

There was only one person in the room.

A young man with disheveled hair and a pale face was tearing and rolling on the ground half naked.The body exposed in the air was pale and thin, with blood stains, but those wounds were not caused by someone beating him, but by himself with the needles in his hand.

It's Gong Jiu.

Lan Tingyu finally understood why there was only one voice in the room, because the abuser and the victim were the same person.

They live on Gong Jiu's boat today, and they are going to Jiangsu by boat.Lan Tingyu and Gong Jiu are on the top floor, and the others are on the lower floor.And Lan Tingyu finally understood why there were no crew members or guards around Gong Jiu's house.

His expression was extremely painful, and he was obviously taken aback when he saw Lan Tingyu at the door, but the shame of being seen by others was obviously nothing compared to the pain and longing in his body, which had completely lost him. reason.

"Whip... hit me with a whip..."

whip?

Following Gong Jiu's gaze, Lan Tingyu saw a whip hanging on the wooden frame beside the bed.

"Whip me... hit me hard."

Lan Tingyu shuddered and came back to her senses.I'm sorry to use a whip to whip someone, but Lan Tingyu has been doing his duty all his life, and a law-abiding person can't do it!

Pursing her lips, Lan Tingyu walked up to Gong Jiu, stretched out her hand, held Gong Jiu's hand holding the needle, tapped Gong Jiu's acupuncture points, and then took out a pack of pure Yangqingxinsan, squeezed his chin and poured it into his mouth, while explaining: "This is Qingxinsan, clearing the heart and smoothing the Qi, nourishing the body and mind."

"Come, come, orthodox Taoist... produced, pack it down, and keep you from going crazy." Emma almost said it was "produced by Chunyang Palace".Now in the Ming Dynasty, there is no Pure Yang Palace.

Gong Jiu: I am not crazy! ! !

"Hmmmm." Gong Jiu struggled, but didn't move.

Seeing that something was still wrong with Gong Jiu, Lan Tingyu took his pulse and found that Gong Jiu's condition was not insane. After thinking about it, she got up, ran back to her room quickly, and found the piano box , open it, and take out your own violin.

Calm down, Lan Tingyu started to play the violin.

He cut out the "knowledge" mentality, and didn't use any moves, and directly played Schubert's Serenade.

Schubert's serenade is known as the most beautiful serenade in history. Lan Tingyu has always felt that it is a very soothing and gentle piece, with the unique ethereal and clearness of Schubert's music. Under the action, it has a more calming effect.

Gong Jiu, who was lying on the ground, watched Lan Tingyu leave. Before he could untie the acupoints on his body, a strange but touching sound of the piano sounded. It calmed down the agitation in his body that longed for pain, and made him feel like his mother in his memory was by his side, looking at him tenderly and lovingly.

Mother.

Mother.

I miss you so much, Mother.

After the song, Lan Tingyu turned her head and looked at the person at the door.

In the darkness, the boy's jet-black hair and mane were unruffled, and there was not even a single wrinkle on his snow-white clothes. His face was as graceful as a sculpture, with a cold, conceited, and determined expression, and his eyes were as sharp as a blade. .

Lan Tingyu doesn't know what Gong Jiu has experienced, but he knows that Gong Jiu's state is actually masochism.Freud explained that if people live in a kind of pain that cannot be changed, they will turn to love this pain and regard it as a kind of pleasure, so that they can feel better.A masochist is someone who sees pain as a pleasure.

Therefore, Gong Jiu became like this only because he experienced the pain that he was unable to change and could not escape.

Painful?

The world is like purgatory, who doesn't suffer?

"Do you know what is the biggest difference between me and you?" Looking at Gong Jiu in this state, Lan Tingyu suddenly asked.

"What is it?" Gong Jiu's voice was slightly cold.

"That is, I know very well that the world is not worth it, but I will still choose to live hard and love life."

We all have to live in this world.

He set up the violin again and played a tune.

After he watched "Schindler's List", he fell in love with the violin piece "Theme from Schindler's List".

This time, the melody is more concise and gentle than the previous one, but it is as resentful as admiration, as weeping as a complaint. The sad melody seems to express a tragic fate, so hopeless and desolate that it makes people feel suffocated that the world is not worth it.

But after listening carefully, there is some soft brightness and hope in the depressing sadness, not complete sadness.

It's like a little candlelight in the dark, letting people know that no matter how weak the hope is, it always exists.

Gong Jiu looked at Lan Tingyu, the boy who was several years younger than himself was still a child, with the tenderness and innocence of a child in his eyebrows and eyes. At this time, he had a strange-looking piano on his shoulders, his expression was quiet and calm, and his eyes were full of mist. The desolation and soft warmth of white mountains and black waters.

He was right, they were different.

Gong Jiu is a person who is so proud of himself, because he is a genius with extraordinary talent.Because no matter how difficult martial arts are, he can learn them all at once.Of course, in addition to arithmetic, he can also learn piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, which can be easily learned.He has always been so proud to conceited to believe.

But at this moment, he realized, very clearly, that he would never reach, let alone surpass the boy in front of him in music.

He can pull it out like him, but only pull it out, because he can never reach the point of empathy like him.

He will never be able to play such a piece of music with soul.