[comprehensive] those bastards

I feel like my life so far has been a bit of a development game, working towards a seemingly unattainable goal.Every time after basketball practice, there seems to be a reminder sound like "waist strength +1, leg explosiveness +1, agility +1, shooting rate +1..." similar to this.

Well, how could there be such a thing.However, if there is, it is estimated that the group of guys from the Generation of Miracles should sound like +5+10+15, which is much better than my +1+1+1.This makes people feel a little uncomfortable, just like when playing online games to fight monsters, you obviously fight the same monster, but the dropped items and the experience points you get are not at the same level at all, how aggrieved it is, You don't have to wear it when you open it, okay?

Having said that, I don't seem to have ever doubted the authenticity of that innate memory.In fact, I have also thought about what will happen if that memory is false and it will never happen in the future.

If this memory is just a fiction, it would be too bad—for a long time, defeating the generation of miracles has become my obsession, and it is also the pillar that keeps me practicing, and it has become a goal in life.I don't dare to imagine what I will be like if there is no generation of miracles at all in the future, I guess I am confused.

Fortunately, Diguang Middle School really exists, and it is indeed a strong basketball school, which comforted my restless heart.

To be honest, I thought I was so stupid before, just headed towards a goal that might not exist, even if I hit my head badly, I gritted my teeth and persisted.I have never been so looking forward to the arrival of junior high school, I am eager to verify whether everything in my memory exists.It's a pity that I am only in the fourth grade of elementary school now, and I have to wait at least two years to get the answer. Thinking of this, I am extremely anxious.

Because my anxiety was obviously released, Lianji and Zhenzhi also noticed it, and wanted to know the reason why I became so anxious again, but I didn't tell them, and no one would believe this kind of thing.

There are still two years to wait, which is really a torment.This incident also made me reflect on whether I was being too paranoid.

I imagined that if I didn't have that memory, then I would be no different from the current primary school student-no definite goals, no pressure, not knowing what I want, living a life of laughing and joking, maybe I really will. Become the light tree that descends the flag in memory, and develop the same character.I may also lose my two young children because of this, and in the end it will only become the relationship of ordinary classmates.

Both Lian Er and Sadaharu are relatively precocious guys, both have clear goals, and they both know what they want to get, and they are also overly smart.So, if I don't have that memory, I might not get along with these two guys.Although I may have made other friends because of it, but now I can't let go of these two people, this bond is really precious to me, and we haven't even separated yet.

From this point of view, I have to thank my memory, which I don’t know whether it is true or not, and it has given me a lot.

Thinking of this, I calmed down and was no longer anxious.Even if the guys from the Generation of Miracles didn’t exist, I would still struggle in this direction—I’m used to living a fulfilling life with goals every day, but once it becomes empty, I feel like I’m going to collapse.

I don't know if this should be called the tacit understanding of Xiao Shuran, I just calmed down, but Lian Er started to get anxious again.It should be said that, these days, Lian Er is very wrong.Moreover, Renji was called to the principal's office today, and he always felt that he was hiding something from Sadaharu and me.

Turning my head slightly, I looked at Lian Er who was walking beside me and said, "Lian Er, what happened, you have been very strange lately."

Hearing my question, Lian Er was startled for a moment, then smiled and replied: "No, it's nothing."

"Is that so..." Since Lian Er was unwilling to answer, it would be useless for Sadaji and I to ask.But, Lian Er, do you know that you have an ugly smile?

Sadaharu, who was walking beside Lianji, adjusted his glasses, not knowing what he was thinking.

In this way, we walked home in silence all the way, just like going home together after school every day, there seemed to be no difference.

In the evening, I do my homework in my room like every Friday - I always finish my homework on Friday night, so that I can completely free up my own arrangements on weekends, of course, most of the time is still used Practice basketball.

"Guangshu, I have your call."

My mother's voice suddenly came from downstairs, which surprised me—no one has ever called me, and I have never told anyone my home number. I am curious who is looking for me.

When I walked down the stairs, I suddenly had a premonition in my heart—it was Lianji.

Because Lianji, Sadaharu and my house are very close, they are all on the same street, so there is no need to make a phone call, and we usually don’t have anything to call to communicate, so we don’t exchange home numbers with each other .But the adults should have exchanged numbers, so it's normal for Lianji to know my number.Besides, Lianji and Sadaharu are both data freaks, so they will definitely collect such basic data.

I took the phone from my mother, and before I could speak, I heard a familiar voice from the microphone.

"Guangshu, it's me, Lian Er."

It really was Lian Er.I looked at the wall clock on the wall, it was almost ten o'clock, I don't know what Lian Er wanted to talk to me at this time.

"What's the matter with me so late, Lian Er?"

After waiting for a long time, I didn't wait for Lian Er's response, so I tentatively said, "Lian Er, are you still there, Lian Er."

Through the microphone, I seemed to hear Lian Er sighing, and then I heard Lian Er's voice.

"It's nothing, I'm sorry, Guangshu, I'll hang up first."

"Hey, Lianji..."

Lian Er didn't speak again, replaced by the beeping sound of the phone being hung up, and even if she wanted to call back, she couldn't get through.

I was a little annoyed and put the microphone back to its original position, Lian Er, what are you doing.Such a sudden call, what on earth did he want to do, it's really abnormal!

After returning to the room, my thoughts have been confused and I can't do my homework at all.Ahhh... my mind is completely occupied by this guy Renji.I never knew that Lian Er could be so beaten up.

Tomorrow, I must ask this guy for clarification, and beat him up, as revenge for interrupting my homework.

So the next morning, I went to Lian Er's house to ask what happened, but he was not there.

Forget it, you can escape for a while, but you can't escape for a lifetime, if you are not here today, you can find him tomorrow.No matter how bad it is, we still have to go to school together on Monday, and there are plenty of opportunities to teach Lianji a lesson.

Depressed, I shot blue on the basketball court all day, and the backboard was hit by me with gray basketball marks, but I still couldn't vent my irritability.

Then, that night, I got another call—it was Sadaharu, not Renji.Even through the microphone, I can feel the solemnity and bewilderment in Zhenzhi's voice.

I heard him say: "Guangshu, Renji... moved."

Then, the two of us remained silent, and neither of us spoke.I don't even know how long I hung up on the phone.

I went upstairs in a daze and lay on the bed, shielding the glare of the light with the back of my hand.My mind went blank and I didn't even know what to do next.

He turned his head and looked at the diadorarebound sneakers in the corner. This was originally a birthday gift for that guy, but it seemed that he couldn't give it away.

This guy, let's leave after his birthday!

Taking a deep breath, and then exhaling heavily, I feel that my mood is surprisingly calm, and it is too peaceful.After a while, I walked to the desk, took out the textbooks from the bag again, and prepared to finish the unfinished homework before going to bed.

The days are still moving forward without any haste, and I have already thrown those sneakers into the warehouse at home and sealed them up.Sadaharu and I still go to school together and go home together after school.This guy Lian Er really walked cleanly, he changed schools and moved so quickly, and he didn't leave any contact information, which caught us off guard.When I was with Sadaharu Sadaharu, I always tacitly avoided talking about Renji.

Sadaharu was still at the tennis club and kept urging me to join.I've also been working on basketball practice and getting harder and harder.We who would have quarreled every day got along better and better, and this memory about Lian Er seemed to have been erased from our minds, as if it had never existed.The days are still calm, but some things can't go back.

We exchanged numbers as soon as we got our respective mobile phones.

In this way, Sadaharu and I entered the same junior high school - Youth Academy.