Hunting down the Northwest Wilderness

——We can all eat the fruit of the tree in the garden, but the fruit of the tree in the middle of the garden, God really said: "You must not eat it, and you must not touch it, or you will die."

— You shall not die, for God knows the day that you eat, and your eyes are opened.

——You are like God, you will know the difference between good and evil.

Luo Xiaoning has never read the "Bible", and would not know the meaning of the forbidden fruit to Adam and Eve.But if he could choose, and time could go backwards, he would rather be stupid all the time.

Going back to two or three years ago, Liang Xu would hold hands and correct his typos - he always forgot how to write them, and he couldn't pinyin, so he had to improvise with other words in a panic.

Liang Xu flicked his head: "I just said this yesterday, and you are wrong again."

He was unusually close to him, as if he was a pet he raised independently, and Luo Xiaoning didn't feel ashamed, he felt that this was a matter of course, as it should be, as it should be.

Liang Xu scolded him gently, and of course he felt ashamed, so they did the math again.Oddly enough, that day he seemed to suddenly get enlightened, and he did all the questions correctly.

This even includes a linear equation in one variable.

Liang Xu was overjoyed, picked him up and turned him around: "Why are you so smart?! My God!"

Liang Xu laughed, and he also laughed out loud. Ever since he was a child, he had no memory of being picked up in the air like this. At that time, he felt both exciting and extremely happy.The distant mountains in the spring breeze, the noisy wild birds, the translucent white gauze curtains, and the big cloth bear Liang Xu gave him—all the familiar scenery turned quickly in his eyes, turning into a gorgeous and beautiful landscape. hazy light.

He clasped Liang Xu's neck: "Brother, you are really strong."

Liang Xu smiled brightly at him: "Little fool, do you think that brother is good at everything?"

Luo Xiaoning looked at his white and neat teeth in a daze, and nodded vigorously.

"You gave that too." Liang Xu put him down and rubbed his head again: "And my dad."

He felt that he had grown up from that day, as if everyone's memory had a vague beginning, but childhood must have a clear and profound starting point, from ignorance to enlightenment.

He raised his face seriously: "Brother, I'm not stupid."

——This was not accurate enough. He wanted to emphasize his changes, so he corrected him: "I'm not stupid anymore."

Of course, Liang Xu agreed with his words unprincipled, Liang Xu smiled softly, and twisted the tip of his nose: "If you are smart, you are still our little fool."

He stretched his arms and stretched his long legs, and all his actions were extraordinarily chic. Luo Xiaoning watched the animal world on Liang Xu's mobile phone, saw wild horses galloping on the grassland, and eagles soaring in the sky, and unconsciously thought of his brother, Seeing the blooming summer flowers outside the window, I unconsciously think of my brother.

The broad steps on the ground, the wings stretched against the wind, and the vigorous posture, although they are different, Luo Xiaoning thinks they are very similar.

They are equally unfettered and graceful.

Yes, he is like a giant child, always doing things that make people laugh, although he seems to know it in his heart.He didn't say a word, but he could tell who was really laughing and who was laughing because he loved him——Liang Xu likes him like this, so he will be like this.

It would be nice if it didn't fall off the wall.

Luo Xiaoning often recalled the situation that day, he was holding the swallow on the wall, and Liang Xu was supporting him below.

It always felt like an invisible hand pushed him down.

The moment his head hit the ground, he remembered everything that happened more than ten years ago.

Dimly, he remembered that his father was different from others, Feng Cuiying would not let him call him father, but "uncle".

Uncle never entered the house, and only watched him from a distance from the outside. Luo Xiaoning often climbed up the wall, waiting for his uncle to come here.

Gradually, Feng Cuiying felt that this was too eye-catching, and he was not allowed to climb the wall anymore, so Luo Xiaoning had to climb the wall at night, no matter whether the other party appeared or not, Luo Xiaoning always waited, because he had no other entertainment.

His home is too desolate, with a crazy "father", a sick mother, and a bossy and noisy grandma.

Only meat and clothes are not in short supply.

At that time, he was also playing around in the village, and the adults told him to go home, because at that time there were often fights in the village, and many people fought together.Luo Xiaoning didn't know that it was a fight against demolition.

The only thing he knew was that a murder case had occurred in the village, and they were chatting after dinner, saying that a "hero" had appeared in Shachang Village and killed the dog official.

Luo Xiaoning found it very novel, and listened to this case many times like listening to a story.After listening to the story, it was getting dark, and he was lying on the wall waiting for his uncle—that is, because of climbing the wall, the family lunatic ran in from outside one day, and he laughed as always: "My son! My son!" Then Just grab his feet.

For a moment of fear, he fell off the wall and knew nothing after that.

So far, he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with him. When Liang Xu confessed his life experience to him, he was filled with joy in his heart—it turns out that they are so destined!This should be God wanting them to meet and let them be together again.

"Brother wants you to make a promise." Liang Xu wrapped him in his arms: "No matter what you think of, don't be impulsive. Let's live well and wait for the day when the police solve the case."

Never before, he suddenly felt an inexplicable shame. Liang Xu's chest was so close that he could hear his heart beating vigorously in his chest. It's strange, it's a longing, he hopes that Liang Xu will hold him like this forever, and never let go.

All the Tang poems and Song poems that he had unintentionally recited came to his mind at that moment. He didn't understand what they meant before, but now he seemed to understand them all at once.

He loved him so secretly, and feared that he would see the feelings in his heart, tremblingly, he didn't even dare to look into Liang Xu's eyes—like Adam and Eve who had eaten the forbidden fruit, unable to face God squarely.But the separation came so quickly, Feng Cuiying locked him up, and the "father" who came to pick him up from the hospital was completely different from what he remembered.

Luo Xiaoning looked at Feng Cuiying blankly: "This is not my father."

Luckily Liang Xu wasn't there, Feng Cuiying wiped off a cold sweat: "If you tell me to call you, then call me."

Then, he asked again: "Isn't my father Uncle Lu?"

Feng Cuiying suddenly became furious: "Nonsense!"

He was beaten.

Feng Cuiying locked him up. In order to intimidate him from "talking nonsense", he was forced to kneel on the ground to guarantee that he would eat food.

Luo Xiaoning didn't understand why she did this, but she didn't care what she wanted to do. Feng Cuiying asked him outside the door: "Will you still ask here and there in the future?"

Luo Xiaoning answered irrelevantly: "I want an older brother."

"Go away, brother of your mother! Said that you will never talk nonsense again!"

Luo Xiaoning can only say one sentence: "I want a brother."

No doubt he was beaten again.

Luo Xiaoning now understands why she beat him, and all the bubble-like mysteries in his life have been solved.

Yue Pingping's silence, Fang Lingshu's probing, and Fang Zhengjun's stern questioning tore the last bit of flesh from his chest, exposing his bones and heart, and bleeding out. He was completely withered and drained.

There is no need to ask for the answer anymore, what he does not want to face the most is the answer.

He didn't deserve and shouldn't fall in love with this brother in the first place, and nothing can restore his dirty identity.If he can still make a small sacrifice for him——Luo Xiaoning thought, what does his brother want to do, then he will do it.

No matter who is ahead, no matter where is ahead, no matter what is ahead.

As the Bible sings:

—The nations are angry, but your wrath of retribution has come, and the time of judgment for the dead has come.

Angels not only proclaim pure rites and music, but also send down lightning, noise, thunder, earthquake, and hail.

Punish all evil and those who conceal evil.

At this moment Feng Cuiying was standing in front of him, she woke up from a sound sleep, her face was full of anger, she came out of the ward reluctantly - seeing Luo Xiaoning suddenly, she was slightly stunned.

Luo Xiaoning looked at her as if nothing had happened, and looked at her harmlessly: "Grandma, you are sick."

Yue Pingping stood at the back, staring at the two of them in a serious manner—Luo Xiaoning was really in a bad condition, she wanted to call a doctor, but she greedily felt that he seemed to be dying—if she entered the emergency room at this entrance, what if she couldn't get out? manage?

He said he needed wind, so she put him on the stairs, where the air would circulate better.Luo Xiaoning sat down on the steps without her help.

Feng Cuiying also felt that something was wrong, but she didn't dare to scold her grandson in front of the police, so she had to act kindly: "Why did you come here, these policemen are bullying you again, Ningning, look, you've lost weight again."

Luo Xiaoning obediently let her stroke her head, and he held Feng Cuiying's clothes: "Grandma, I'm tired."

Feng Cuiying refused to sit beside him, but bent down next to him: "Grandma is also sick, why are you calling grandma?"

Luo Xiaoning raised his face, he looked at Feng Cuiying meekly and calmly, as if there was a flower on Feng Cuiying's face.

Feng Cuiying was taken aback by him. This grandson always made her feel very uncomfortable. He was born on the Ghost Festival. It's the same as who wronged him.

With a sin in his life, he came to collect debts.

At this stall, she still hasn't forgotten to blame the police: "You child, did this policewoman bully you? Why do you feel wronged? Tell me."

Luo Xiaoning timidly asked, "Do you...don't like brother."

"...What do I like or dislike about this, he is a murderer, you can stay away from him!"

Both policemen were disgusted.

Luo Xiaoning's face suddenly became natural, as if blood rushed to his face all of a sudden, it was an indescribable and strange beauty at that moment, like a black and white beauty suddenly turned pale.

Yue Pingping was a little caught off guard.

Luo Xiaoning leaned on Feng Cuiying's lap, his weak voice echoed in the empty corridor: "Grandma, my father, it's Uncle Lu, you know that, right?"

Although the narration was interrupted and continued due to shortness of breath, the semantics were complete and fluent, and it even contained the sharpness of questioning that had never been seen before.

The hospital was silent, and it was a chilly autumn night. Everyone had a creepy feeling, as if some ghost was speaking through Luo Xiaoning's throat.

Feng Cuiying's face changed drastically, and Luo Xiaoning didn't wait for her to answer, and continued: "I asked you, so you hit me."

Feng Cuiying backed away in fear—it was the police, and she moved forward in a panic. At this time, she couldn't hit anyone, so she turned her back and glared at Luo Xiaoning: "What nonsense are you talking about? Your father died long ago!"

Luo Xiaoning trembled slightly when she yelled at her.

Yue Pingping couldn't help scolding Feng Cuiying: "Be honest! What do you want to do to him?!"

Feng Cuiying is in a dilemma right now, Luo Xiaoning seems to be easier to bully than Yue Pingping, so she unconsciously moves closer to Luo Xiaoning.

"Don't talk nonsense, I don't know anything, what does Lu Xiande have to do with me? I don't know him—"

As soon as the words came out of her mouth, she knew it was bad.

Luo Xiaoning only said that it was "Uncle Lu", but in a panic, she didn't tell herself, and gave out Luo Guishuang's pseudonym!

Feng Cuiying's legs were a little weak, and she habitually pinched Luo Xiaoning's shoulder: "Nonsense!"

Yue Pingping had been angry for a long time, and the two policemen went forward together to hold down Feng Cuiying, but Luo Xiaoning suddenly cast a wink at them——suddenly, the two policemen involuntarily sided with Luo Xiaoning, and he lost his wink, The two of them seemed to be possessed by an evil spirit, and they didn't go forward again.

At this moment, they completely forgot that Luo Xiaoning was mentally handicapped, and their eagerness to solve the case overwhelmed all reason. They wanted to know the name and address of the real murderer so much, and they all felt that Luo Xiaoning would definitely be able to find out!

Luo Xiaoning turned his gaze, he gently supported Feng Cuiying's leg: "Grandma, don't be angry... I just asked, when you hit me that time, it was the grandfather next to you who asked you, why did you go to Lintong again—is it Lintong?"

Feng Cuiying always thought that her grandson was stupid. She never dreamed that Luo Xiaoning would pay such careful attention to all her movements, let alone that he would ask such a question. She was already flustered when she said something wrong just now. In desperation, she looked helplessly at Yue Pingping: " Yes, I know he has changed his name, but I really don’t know where he lives! I went to Lintong twice to look for him, and I also asked Lu, but he refused to tell me!”

Before she could finish speaking, the two police officers were all focused on her, and no one saw Luo Xiaoning closing her eyes in despair.

Yue Pingping had always regretted that she hadn't been able to hold down Feng Cuiying earlier, or that she should have stood under the stairs.

Everything happened in the blink of an eye, Feng Cuiying's piercing defense hadn't landed yet, Luo Xiaoning suddenly pulled hard, Yue Pingping's eyes were sharp, she stepped forward - it was too late, Luo Xiaoning didn't push people, but fell backwards, who I didn't expect him to have such great strength, Feng Cuiying was dragged by his legs, screaming all the way down the stairs!

The two guards threw themselves down desperately, and they were both bruised and swollen—when they looked up again, there was blood on the steps.

The darkness fell, and it was blood-colored darkness. Many people shouted sharply: "Xiaoning! Xiaoning!" Men's voices, women's voices, voices without direction.They mixed together and spread to Luo Xiaoning's ears, turning into the most intimate and tender call, like when he first woke up, his god summoned him to wake up.

Dimly, he touches a new world.

Everything was chaotic, and everything in front of his eyes was like the world of creation, which was shaken into two parts—one part was the vast and gentle night, and the other part was the dawn that was about to dawn.

They will go out of the night, as Moses went out of Egypt, to the dawn of milk and honey.

I can't see anything in the night, but this night is warm and moist, like Liang Xu's broad shoulders and back, with breath and tenderness, so that he can love ignorantly and move forward.

Liang Xu led him in front, fearing that he would get lost, so he picked him up again.

That night was their last paradise, but they could not stay in it forever.

Just like God warned Adam and Eve, a voice warned them, don't open your eyes, and don't move forward, because the sun is about to come out.

The sun was in the distance, and the sharp golden light drove back the remaining night and cut it into countless fragments.

They retreated instinctively, wanting to return to the darkness, hesitated, Liang Xu held his hand tightly.

"We're moving forward," he said.

Go into the light.

—Even if Paradise is lost forever.