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In the past two days, the temperature has dropped slightly, and the temperature difference between day and night is relatively large.The two got up a little early, Liu Bai saw Zhang Deng yawning, and agreed with him to drive for one hour.

Liu Bai drove first, and Zhang Deng took over after sleeping for an hour.

This arrangement is of course good. Zhang Deng didn't get enough sleep, so he fell asleep on the co-pilot when he got in the car.Liu Bai glanced at him and put down the seat for him.

An hour later, Zhang Deng felt the car stopped and woke up consciously.

The two came to a service area, Liu Bai got out of the car and poured hot water, and asked Zhang Deng if he wanted a drink.Zhang Deng waved his hand, went to the bathroom and smoked a cigarette, then sat on the driver's seat and steered the steering wheel.

There is still an hour's drive, whether it is long or short.Feeling bored, he rummaged around, trying to find some CDs.

Actually found it for him.A red ultimatum, like a gift.Zhang Deng picked it up and looked around, opened the lid and took out the white plate with a heart in the middle, and put it in the car player.

Surprisingly, most of the songs on this disc are soothing and sound good.Zhang Deng glanced at the song list in the box, thinking to get out of the car to search.

After shaking his head to the music for a while, he suddenly asked Liu Bai, "Where did you get this disc?"

This disc is pretty good, Zhang Deng wants to buy one in the future, and put it in the store when it opens.

But he waited for a while, but no one answered him.Zhang Deng looked back and found that Liu Bai had fallen asleep in the passenger seat.

Guan Xiaoyue listened carefully, and there was still a thin breathing sound from his lips.Zhang Deng couldn't bear to disturb him, so he sneaked a few glances at him and smiled himself.

Liu Bai had never been so defenseless.To be precise, he had never been so defenseless in front of Zhang Deng.

Zhang Deng suddenly realized that Liu Bai seemed to have let go of his guard.He suddenly felt a great honor and let out a long sigh of relief.He even had a sore nose, but tears shouldn't be so cheap, he just raised his hand, covered his nose, and covered his sad smile.

Perhaps Liu Bai's heart is what he has really fought for in the past few years.Although he already had it - he just didn't have the ability to hold it firmly.

He had a hunch that in the next few years, maybe even longer, he had the determination to accompany Liu Bai.

As long as Liu Bai doesn't drive him away, he won't leave.

This may contain many obsessions of predecessors, but the biggest share is still my own.Emotions do not need to be explained, and the most important thing is to take good care of them when they exist.

The car ran over a row of stones, and the car jerked up and down for a few seconds.

Zhang Deng subconsciously looked to his side and gripped the steering wheel in his hand.Liu Bai didn't wake up, he was still leaning against the car window with his lips tightly shut.Frowning slightly, as if pretending to sleep.

He thought so much that he couldn't even sleep well.Zhang Deng sighed, clicked the switch button, and changed to a soothing English song.

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Grandma Zhang Deng didn't want to make a fuss on her birthday this time. Firstly, she was still a few years away from turning 80, and secondly, she never thought that her grandson would come home.

Not only did he not expect that he would go home, but he also did not expect his grandson to bring a "granddaughter-in-law" back directly.

Still a man.

Grandma helped her reading glasses, and carefully looked at the short-haired young man in a light-colored casual jacket and light blue jeans standing in front of her three times. After confirming that he was not a tomboy, she said to Zhang Deng in a worried tone: "Leng Ah, you're sure it's him."

"It's him."

"Don't you want to find a more obedient girl? You can also hold a child for the elderly..."

"He's better than a girl. Besides, we don't worry about retirement. If you really worry about it, we can consider adoption."

Grandma was still very worried, and took another careful look at Liu Bai who was a little nervous.

"Grandma watches a lot of TV dramas, so I don't want to say anything... If you're just having fun, don't delay her. Xiao Liu looks like a good-looking talent, young man, and grandma also came here back then."

Seeing that both of them subconsciously wanted to say something, she made up her mind, raised her hand and continued, "Of course, grandma doesn't care what the people around her say. The Zhang family has few relatives and friends. Your mother's relatives and friends died after the old man passed away." I also gradually lost contact, and there is no one to chew on. I only have such a grandson, and I don’t want him to be lonely when he is old.”

"Don't worry," Liu Bai said, "I won't let him be lonely when he gets old." After thinking about it, he still didn't say the second part: I won't even let him grow old.

Zhang Deng's body has been reshaped by Huilunding, and his aptitude is much better than before. Liu Bai already has the idea of ​​letting him practice.

Seeing that the two of them sang together, the grandma was very harmonious, so she didn't want to talk too much. Seeing that Liu Bai was going well, she gave up preaching.

Most of the things the two brought back were selected by Liu Bai. Although grandma was a little reluctant, she still recognized Liu Bai's filial piety.Her lumbar spine is not very good recently, and the belt Liu Bai gave her is a good product that she is reluctant to pay for, so there is no reason not to accept it.This "granddaughter-in-law" is very good except for her gender, which made her feel embarrassed for a while.

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After eating, grandma put away the bowls and chopsticks, and asked Zhang Deng to take Liu Bai around.But it's raining outside, where can I go?The two of them still decided to wander around the old three-story house.

It's raining a little bit.

Liu Bai walked beside Zhang Deng and walked through the corridor covered with a layer of green wool porcelain stickers. Hearing the sound of plastic slippers being pulled on the old-fashioned gray floor tiles, he felt 30 years younger again.

"Here, this is the study room. My grandfather and dad use it more." Zhang Deng pushed open a painted wooden door and said to Liu Bai.

Liu Bai immediately came back to his senses and looked inside.

There are bookshelves on three sides with glass doors.It seems that this family likes to read books, and they are from the older generation.

"I've seen you sitting here reading this book before." Liu Bai recognized the fairy tale in the corner, walked over with a smile, picked it up and flipped through it.Zhang Deng also looked on the bookshelf and found his father's complete set of pirated Jin Yong's complete works.Back then, he took the risk of failing the exam and finished scanning the entire set of books in two semesters. Now that he thinks about it, it is still a very good thing.

Zhang Deng has no obsession with books, and he no longer brings books home when he grows up.So there are only two shelves of his toddler books, and some juvenile periodicals.

He noticed that a martial arts magazine he liked was stuffed in the crack, so he pulled it hard and pulled the book out.

There was also a paper bag that was pulled out, dirty, with a lot of stains on the white shell.

Liu Bai put down the book in his hand and picked up the paper bag.Zhang Deng took it over, carefully read the writing on it, and suddenly said: "This seems to be a photo of my dad... Oh my god, I've never seen him when he was young!"

After speaking, he excitedly overturned the paper bag and took out the dozen or so photos inside.

In the photo, there is an 80s youth with thick hair and black-rimmed glasses.Wearing a white polo shirt with the hem tucked into the trousers.Doing all kinds of smirks at the camera.

Liu Bai took a few glances, and suddenly felt that the young man looked familiar.

After flipping through for a while, Zhang Deng took out a group photo.

"Graduation photo!" Zhang Deng said excitedly, and then looked up the photo, "Zhang Ying, Zhang Ying... here it is!"

He pointed to his father standing in the corner of the back row, and showed Liu Bai.

However, before Liu Bai saw Zhang Deng's father's expression clearly, Zhang Deng called out: "...Eh?"

"Liu Bai, this person..." He pointed to a man standing beside his father, "Why does this person look so similar to you...?"

Liu Bai looked along his fingers, and indeed he saw a young man in a white shirt with short-to-medium-length hair, with a serious expression and a calm expression.

At this time, he finally remembered.

"Oh, I was a lecturer at Tongzhou University 30 years ago." Liu Bai smiled and turned to look at Zhang Deng.

Zhang Deng, who was holding the photo, was stunned, and after a while he asked, "He, what kind of student is he?"

"Good boy," Liu Bai smiled again, "If you don't skip class or be late, you will bring breakfast to your female classmates. He works hard, and I even introduced him to the research institute in Binhai. It's a pity that he left early."

Hearing his lover talk about his father made Zhang Deng feel a strange feeling in his heart.He wanted to cry, but was very moved.It seemed that the person standing in front of him connected him with his relatives, rather than talking about it.

He loves the people in the photos, and he loves the people in front of him.It seems that Liu Bai is not just him, he bears the imprint of that era, and at the same time makes him perceive things that were impossible to perceive.

As if just yesterday, Liu Bai wore the clothes in the photo and took this photo with Zhang Ying.At this moment, the photo had just been printed out, and was taken by Zhang Deng.

He was very happy, but he couldn't say anything.I could only express it to Liu Bai with a comprehensible smile, and then said: "I want to take a nap, do you want to come and see my room?"

After speaking, he turned and left the study.

Liu Bai stuffed the photo back into the paper bag and put it on the bookshelf.He sighed, but still didn't tell Zhang Deng that it was also his father's soul that he went to Jinmen to collect back then.

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Zhang Deng's room is not big, more than ten square meters.Put a bed, a two-meter desk, and a row of wardrobes, and the small room is almost full.

Liu Bai looked at the small lamp under the glass, and couldn't help but smile.

And Zhang Deng, who grew up, jumped onto his slightly cramped bed, patted the position beside him: "Come on! Take a nap!"

Looking at it from another angle, in fact, he has not grown up.

Liu Bai withdrew his gaze, lay down next to Zhang Deng, and stared at him face to face for a while.

It was raining again, so the two of them didn't need to say much.

The heartbeat was loud, but it didn't speed up either.They silently counted each other's eyelashes for a while, and it felt like they were back many, many years ago, even though they had never lay down like this before.

Liu Bai stood up, covered Zhang Deng's lips, and kissed him slowly and carefully.The person under him put his arms around his waist, patiently tendering with him.

For a while, there was only a small and soft "chirp" in my ears, and the sound of rain outside the window gradually diminished.

A martial arts book on the bedside table suddenly fell to the floor. The sound of the landing disturbed a sleeping magpie in the green leaves outside the window. It croaked twice and flew into the light rain.

END.

The author has something to say:

Easter eggs.

That CD is the peripherals of Healer's Love, I posted pictures on weibo.

It's over.Fanwai will be updated this week, and it will be published together with weibo here.You can chase on both sides, and that side may start early.Anyway, this article doesn't have much to offer. If I want to write a review, I will wait. If I don't write a review, I can also support the business of buying this book.Recently, the cost of paper prices has skyrocketed, and it is also very difficult.