Captain's Road to Attack

But Zhu Ci'an felt a little embarrassed, what he said was right, at this moment Zhu Ci'an felt that he was really like a deserter who had abandoned his helmet and armor, and was completely defeated in front of Cheng Gong.

"Why didn't you speak?" Cheng Gong asked.

"You have said that, what else can I say?" Zhu Ci'an really didn't know what to say.

What Cheng Gong said just now was so absolute, now Zhu Ci'an is really in a dilemma, he is actually a bit reluctant to leave, he feels too aggrieved if he doesn't leave.

This is a major decision. If he really leaves, he and Cheng Gong will basically break up, right?

Thinking of this, Zhu Ci'an couldn't help but think of the day when he was disheartened.

There were no points at that time, but now it's time to get points?

Thinking of such sarcasm, Zhu Ci'an wanted to laugh a little bit, not laughing at anything else, laughing at God's will to tease people.

Seeing Zhu Ci'an like this, Cheng Gong also felt very sad. He didn't understand why many things were clearly not related to feelings but could always be linked to feelings.

But Zhu Ci'an is such a sensitive person. He didn't give him a sense of security at the beginning, which led to the current situation.

Time passed by every minute and every second, Zhu Ci'an finally decided to leave, and he lost his dignity if he continued to stay.

Zhu Ci'an stood up and walked slowly to the side of the suitcase, put his hand on the handle, took a breath, turned around and smiled and said to Cheng Gong, "Then I'm leaving."

Cheng Gong really didn't understand why Zhu Ci'an was so decisive?Isn't it obvious what he means?If he leaves, their relationship will come to an end.

Is Zhu Ci'an really planning to break up with him?Just because of this little thing? ?

Cheng Gong walked up to Zhu Ci'an in a few steps, pressed Zhu Ci'an's hand and said, "Even if you really want to leave, I have to ask you, have you really thought it through?"

"You still don't understand? It's because I love you so much that I always want to compromise. If I don't want to compromise, the result is to hurt each other. I don't want to do this, but since you won't give me a way out, I can only bite the bullet I'm gone, I don't want to be too embarrassing when I leave, now is the best time."

Zhu Ci'an lowered his head, not daring to look directly at Cheng Gong's face, he was afraid that seeing Cheng Gong's face would make him unbearable again like last time.

Thinking of this, Zhu Ci'an still couldn't help being sad, because he didn't know that he was going to die in pain, but still couldn't help but feel sad for Cheng Gong.

Cheng Gong could see that Zhu Ci'an actually didn't want to leave, but his self-esteem made him afraid to stay. If he didn't express anything, Zhu Ci'an, who didn't want to be labeled as weak, would definitely leave.

Feelings sometimes become so insignificant in front of dignity.

In his eyes, principles are far superior to feelings.

It turned out that the real conflict between him and Zhu Ci'an was here.

In fact, they both know each other's feelings have not changed, but the things behind the feelings are only now gradually surfacing.

For the sake of principle, Cheng Gong didn't want to go against the law, and Zhu Ci'an didn't want to compromise and compromise for the sake of self-esteem.

In contrast, his persistence has turned into strength, and Zhu Ci'an's persistence has become a kind of resistance.

Cheng Gong couldn't help laughing wryly, what are they calling this!

Cheng Gong hugged Zhu Ci'an, Zhu Ci'an was a little surprised, but he breathed a sigh of relief in an instant.

The invisible ice wall in front of him and Cheng Gong collapsed at this moment.

While holding Zhu Ci'an's head tightly, Cheng Gong rubbed Zhu Ci'an's face and said, "Believe me, you think my strength is an illusion, don't leave, okay?"

Zhu Ci'an couldn't help being moved and a little angry when he heard the words, and said with a smile: "Illusion? Are you sure it's my illusion?!"

Cheng Gong pursed his lips and smiled slightly, "Maybe I didn't realize it before, but now I do."

When Zhu Ci'an heard this, most of his anger had disappeared.

It was not easy to hear Cheng Gong admitting this.

"Let's sit down and have a good talk, shall we?" Cheng Gong pulled Zhu Ci'an to the bedside, Zhu Ci'an sighed, and followed Cheng Gong over.

"First of all, I self-examined my own problems. I didn't realize the seriousness of the problem before. If I insisted on my own point of view, I might accidentally hurt your self-esteem. I sincerely apologize for this. I really didn't think so much, yes I didn't think it through, I'm sorry." Cheng Gong put his hands on both sides of his knees, looking like a soldier in self-criticism, which made Zhu Ci'an a little surprised, moreover he couldn't laugh or cry.

"You don't need to be so formal, I'm not your leader." Zhu Ci'an looked at Cheng Gong with a wry smile.

Cheng Gong replied: "No, I think in a sense, you are my leader in this family. Facts have proved that if you want a family, you must be treated as a leader. If the leader makes a small non-principle mistake, you must be considerate." , You can't hold on to it, just let it go, those who can play sloppy eyes are never serious, and those who can turn a blind eye and close one eye are never blind. You understand the mistakes of the leaders, and the leaders will be able to forgive them if they make mistakes in the future. As for wearing small shoes all day long."

Zhu Ci'an didn't expect Cheng Gong to be so slick in this officialdom cliché, and he was surprised: "You comrade can't see it usually, this small word is quite slick, I really can't see that you still have such a side, it's simply shocking." I was taken aback."

Cheng Gong sneered, shook his head and said, "I didn't say that, it was what Lu Feng once said, I'm easy to offend people, and I offended a leader before, so he often gave me small shoes and came to this police station to be the captain Before, I stayed in the special police for a period of time, and the honor was given to others despite my meritorious service. I don’t regret it, later that leader was reported by the masses and transferred away, and I was also transferred here as the captain of the serious crime team.”

Hearing Cheng Gong talk about his disgraceful past, Zhu Ci'an felt a sense of guilt in his heart.

When Cheng Gong said he was the leader just now, he still had a sense of intoxication. It was rare for Cheng Gong to praise him so much, Zhu Ci'an couldn't believe it.

Now Zhu Ci'an feels sorry for Cheng Gong, and finally understands why Cheng Gong is so strong. Maybe in his eyes, he really looks like a leader who can put on shoes for him, so the more Zhu Ci'an plays the emotional card, the more Cheng Gong feels that Zhu Ci'an Just like some leaders deliberately suppressed him, but what suppressed him was not his power, but his debt to Zhu Ci'an.

Now Zhu Ci'an understands that he was wrong so outrageously that he only found out now.

"I also want to criticize. I just think about myself blindly, but I don't really care about your feelings. When I quarreled with you before, I was in the wrong position. I didn't face up to my own problems. Instead, I pushed the problem on you. Today I almost made a big mistake at night, I was too impulsive, I'm sorry..."

Seeing Zhu Ci'an bowing his head and sincerely admitting his mistake, Cheng Gong felt distressed enough, he could not escape the responsibility for forcing Zhu Ci'an into such a situation.

Cheng Gong put his arms around Zhu Ci'an's shoulders and said: "I find that I can't leave you more and more, really, promise me, no matter how big the conflict between us will be in the future, don't just leave like this tonight okay?"

Zhu Ci'an buried her face in Cheng Gong's shoulder and nodded, "I'm sorry, I will never be so impulsive again..."

"You have to believe me. I have only loved you in my life. If I am not good enough, you can tell me what to do. Don't be disappointed with me every now and then. No matter how hard my heart is, it will hurt."

Hearing what Cheng Gong said, Zhu Ci'an nodded again, but he still kept his eyes on Cheng Gong's shoulder, even though Cheng Gong felt his shirt was a little wet.

Zhu Ci'an once swore to himself that he would never cry in front of Cheng Gong again, but he is an emotional person, so it is not easy for him not to cry.

But even so, he didn't want Cheng Gong to see him crying again, he just wanted to digest this sad emotion as soon as possible and return to normal.

Seeing Zhu Ci'an like this, Cheng Gong kept stroking Zhu Ci'an's head. Seeing Zhu Ci'an forcing himself to pretend to be strong, Cheng Gong felt distressed. He regretted it very much now. He shouldn't have said that at the beginning. Why didn't he want to see you cry? Now What an asshole to think about.

But in fact, what he meant at that time was that he didn't want to see Zhu Ci'an sad, not because he really didn't want to see Zhu Ci'an cry, especially seeing how he was forcing himself not to cry now made him feel even more distressed.

The problem is finally solved, and I don't know what will happen in the future, but at this moment, the hearts of the two are stuck together again. Even though the two hearts have scars, they are now covered with a Band-Aid by the other party. , will always heal slowly.

Just when Cheng Gong wanted to kiss Zhu Ci'an, Zhu Ci'an suddenly raised his head and almost knocked Cheng Gong's chin.

"No, those two children won't sleep together?" Zhu Ci'an looked terrified.

Cheng Gong sighed helplessly and said, "Why are you still thinking wildly? It's almost impossible for Han Fei to be with boys. Why don't you believe it?"

"Why is it impossible?" Zhu Ci'an tilted his head and asked.

After Cheng Gong briefly told Zhu Ci'an about Han Fei's almost being raped by that man, Zhu Ci'an finally knew why Cheng Gong was so sure of Han Fei.

"Then why didn't you tell me earlier?" Zhu Ci'an complained.

"Who knew you were such a gossip? If two boys have a good relationship together, you can still think it's puppy love. Don't you think it's a bit taken for granted?" Cheng Gong said.

Zhu Ci'an rolled his eyes and said: "I never said that I doubted Han Fei's puppy love, but I just thought that his appearance was naturally easy to cause trouble, and I was just worried that he would suffer. You are good, you always think of others so purely, and think of me. It's so nasty, if Han Fei is bullied by others, it's up to you!"

Seeing that Zhu Ci'an gave himself a hard look, Cheng Gong couldn't help but smiled, hugged Zhu Ci'an's waist and said, "Yes, yes, I was wrong again, I just said you took it for granted, so I took it for granted, the leader said That's right, everything must be prevented before it happens. Even if they talk about a pure friendship, they must relax their vigilance after eliminating suspicions. This time, I didn't realize the seriousness of the problem. Leader, you must be far-sighted and plan ahead. The issue of the safety of flowers for the motherland is deeper than I thought, and I will review, deeply review!"

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