Captain's Road to Attack

But he didn't know if Cheng Shou was guilty of being a thief, so he decided to slip away first.

"Well, I've been sneaking here for too long, and the people below have called me several times to urge me, so I'll be leaving first, you guys continue to stay with my brother well, bye~!"

Just as Cheng Shou had passed by Cheng Gong, Lu Feng suddenly remembered something and asked Cheng Shou urgently: "Hey, brother Cheng, I have a problem suddenly. The house where Cheng Shou and his predecessor live is the house he is now living in." Is that the house?"

Hearing what Lu Feng said, Cheng Gong immediately looked at Cheng Shou in shock and anger. Seeing this, Cheng Shou couldn't help complaining, and hurriedly planned to run away.

Cheng Gong gritted his teeth, picked up the teacup on the table, and threw it at Cheng Shou. Cheng Shou ducked his head and hit the pillar, smashing it to pieces with a bang.

"Do you want to kill relatives in the New Year?" Cheng Shou couldn't help complaining.

"Yes." Cheng Gong stared at Cheng Gong gloomyly, his eyes were so cold that Cheng Shou couldn't help swallowing.

"I...I..." Cheng Shou didn't come up with something for me for a long time, then pointed to Lu Feng and said, "You can clean up this mess yourself, you guys are really bad-hearted!"

So Cheng Shou left the pavilion in a state of embarrassment as everyone couldn't help holding back their laughter.

Cheng Gong glanced at Zhu Ci'an, seeing Cheng Shou's big mouth, he really wanted to call him hundreds of big mouths.

I don't know if it's a problem with Cheng Gong's aura. When Cheng Gong came, the surrounding air suddenly dropped several degrees. Lu Feng sneezed and sneezed. Due to ten thousand times.

After rubbing his nose, Lu Feng winked at everyone and said, "It's a bit cold outside, why don't we go inside to fight the landlord?"

Everyone naturally understood Lu Feng's meaning, echoed again and again, stood up and said goodbye to Zhu Ci'an and Cheng Gong, as if they didn't take Zhu Ci'an's calculations as a matter of course.

After everyone left, only Zhu Ci'an and Cheng Gong were left in the pavilion.

Seeing Zhu Ci'an's expression at this time, Cheng Gong felt a little bad, he had never seen Zhu Ci'an look so indifferent, the strangeness made people uneasy.

Zhu Ci'an looked sideways at the lake, and the setting sun shone on the lake with waves. If there is another row of birds flying over the water at this time, the scenery may be equivalent to Wang Bo's poem.

Luo Xia and Lone Frog fly together, the autumn water is always the same.

Under such a beautiful scenery, the mood has suddenly become much brighter.

After a long silence, Cheng Gongxian said, "Although I don't know what my brother told you, I don't want to see you like this."

Zhu Ci'an sighed softly and said: "I don't know why, it feels like a thorn in my heart, I want to fuck, but it hurts when I touch it."

"Tell me where the thorn is, and I'll pull it out for you." Cheng Gong replied.

Zhu Ci'an shook his head and said with a smile, "I dare not let you pull it out, that thorn is in the most unbearable position in my heart, I will pull it out slowly by myself."

Talking in riddles was not to show off on purpose, but he couldn't think of a better way to express his feelings at this time.

"Have you ever hated yourself?" Zhu Ci'an asked Cheng Gong.

Cheng Gong looked at Zhu Ci'an and thought for a while and said, "Yes."

Zhu Ci'an was a little surprised and said: "I thought that a person as confident as you would not have times of self-loathing."

"I am also a human being, and when I am unable to do what I want, I will naturally hate my own powerlessness." Cheng Gong said frankly.

Zhu Ci'an nodded and said, "I'm in this state now."

Cheng Gong blinked and said, "Self-loathing?"

Zhu Ci'an didn't speak, didn't look at Cheng Gong, just looked at the lake silently.

After a while, Zhu Ci'an said: "I hate my weakness now."

Cheng Gong looked at Zhu Ci'an in a daze, frowned and said, "Because my brother told you about my past, but you feel that you are weak now?"

Zhu Ci'an felt that Cheng Gong seemed to have misunderstood something, and explained: "Don't get me wrong, I didn't intend to kick you to vomit blood."

Cheng Gong frowned even tighter, and said, "Then why do you feel weak?"

Zhu Ci'an stared at Cheng Gong and said: "Isn't it? I cried from the first day I went to bed with you, and I cried when I confessed to you, and I cried when I was kidnapped by Hao Ran. A big man cries all day long." What is not weakness?"

Cheng Gong's eyes sank, and he paused for a few seconds before saying, "I never thought you were weak, but I just thought you were too sensitive and occasionally vulnerable, that's different."

"It's the same, weakness and vulnerability are the same."

After Zhu Ci'an finished speaking, he looked at the lake, the sun was setting and the sun was getting less and less.

He won't cry anymore, never again, sometimes after thinking about it for a thousand years, some things change silently, but they can never change back.

There is no growth without awakening. From being able to laugh unscrupulously to now not daring to cry as he pleases, some things have changed after the pain.

Sometimes the happiness that seems to be within reach is actually so far away.

He still loves Cheng Gong, but Zhu Ci'an who loves him has changed.

No one can complain, maybe this change is so small that I can't notice it, and Zhu Ci'an will feel pain every time I want to cry in the future, and every time I feel pain, my heart will feel colder.

When his heart is so cold, he will no longer love, not anyone.

No one loves yourself, so love yourself.

It was the first time for Cheng Gong to see Zhu Ci'an with such an expression, and he felt a sense of sadness that was greater than his heart's death. He obviously didn't have a tear on his face, but it made him feel distressed and wanted to hug him.

"I'm sorry." Cheng Gong said.

Upon hearing this, Zhu Ci'an looked up at Cheng Gong, and said strangely, "Why did you say sorry to me?"

"I don't want you to leave me." Cheng Gong said.

Zhu Ci'an looked at Cheng Gong in astonishment and said, "I have no intention of leaving you."

Cheng Gong lowered his head and said, "Maybe sometimes I ignore your feelings inadvertently, but I don't want to lose you."

Zhu Ci'an looked at Cheng Gong in astonishment at this time, he looked like a child who did something wrong, it made people feel distressed.

Zhu Ci'an immediately sighed secretly again, he really couldn't hate Cheng Gong, even if he was injured, he would rather find the reason on himself.

"Then how much do you want to lose me? If I want to separate from you now, will you keep me?"

Although he can't hate him, but if he doesn't make up his mind, Zhu Ci'an feels that sooner or later he will break up because of this estrangement.

Cheng Gong looked up at Zhu Ci'an, his eyes were so clear that Zhu Ci'an couldn't help feeling pain.

"I will do my best to keep you..." Cheng Gong took a breath and said, "I love you, if this is what you want to hear, I am willing to tell you every day."

Zhu Ci'an couldn't help being taken aback when he heard this sentence, did it really come from Cheng Gong's mouth?If it was the past, hearing Cheng Gong's words would probably make him so moved that he couldn't sleep, but at this moment Zhu Ci'an responded to those words—there was no emotion in his heart and he couldn't help but want to laugh.

This kind of confession of apology is not rare for him.

Seeing Zhu Ci'an's calm and unmoved face, Cheng Gong's eyes darkened.

Wasn't what he did enough?In the end, Han Jun still died, so much so that he now doubts whether he loved Han Jun or not.

Exactly how to love someone makes him know, Cheng Gong still doesn’t know, it’s easy to be nice to someone, but in the face of love, just being nice doesn’t seem to be enough at all, he doesn’t understand, loving someone seems to be something he can never do Passing subject.

Cheng Gong looked at Zhu Ci'an with a rare wry smile, and said, "If there is still room for redemption, please tell me, and I will do my best to satisfy what you want."

Zhu Ci'an said with calm eyes: "You know, your attitude is very disturbing, and I finally understand why Han Jun treated you like that at the beginning."

Cheng Gong was still stung when he heard the words, and asked, "Why?"

"Your love is like charity. You give what you want, and you never want to ask for anything, as if it doesn't matter to you who is around you, they are all dispensable."

Zhu Ci'an himself didn't expect that what he said was right. After awakening, he suddenly saw many things clearly.

Cheng Gong looked at Zhu Ci'an in astonishment, his expression was a little confused, and he had an epiphany of being scolded.

"I'm sorry." Cheng Gong lowered his head slightly and said, "I really don't know how to ask for it. I'm easy to be satisfied. Being with you makes me calm down very easily. I like being with you very much." It feels like, even now that I know what you said is right, I still don’t know what to ask of you.”

When it came to root knot, the topic became a bit heavy and couldn't go on, Zhu Ci'an secretly sighed, let's just express all the grievances in my heart today.

"Have you ever wanted to hug me so far?"

Zhu Ci'an looked at Cheng Gong calmly, Cheng Gong lowered his eyelids and recalled for a while, really, every time Zhu Ci'an either expressed or hinted, but it was Zhu Ci'an who took the initiative.

For the first time at this moment, Cheng Gong felt a sense of powerlessness. It's not that he didn't want to love, and he didn't even want to wish Ci'an to leave.

Cheng Gong is like a normal person who has been sitting in a wheelchair. It's not that he can't walk, but he's used to sitting for a long time and has forgotten that he has legs.

Perhaps if Zhu Ci'an hadn't come to his senses, he would still push Cheng Gong to continue walking, but Cheng Gong wouldn't be moved, he would just take it for granted.

Cheng Gong's face changed again and again, Zhu Ci'an seemed to be pushing his wheelchair away, but now, Zhu Ci'an didn't want to be the one who pushed Cheng Gong away, as if implying Cheng Gong: If you don't go by yourself, I will go up.

At this moment, Zhu Ci'an was waiting for him to stand up, and either walked over or crawled over, even if he fell down in embarrassment, he had to be ruthless.

This kind of game is like gambling, all awakenings and changes are so silent, Cheng Gong stared at Zhu Ci'an with a calm face, and stood up.

Zhu Ci quietly watched Cheng Gong walking towards him, but didn't know what Cheng Gong was going to do.

Cheng Gong is now next to Zhu Ci'an, holding Zhu Ci'an's face in both hands, and kissing it forgetfully...

Zhu Ci'an was a little emotional. Although she was sincere, it was not enough.

Cheng Gong squatted together, and suddenly hugged Zhu Ci'an horizontally. Zhu Ci'an couldn't help being surprised, but his expression was still calm.

At this moment, Cheng Gong realized what he had lost.

When he hugged Zhu Ci'an for the first time, his face was flushed like a frightened deer, his moist eyes were flickering, his eyelashes were trembling, but at this moment he just lowered his head expressionlessly.

I used to think that I would not worry about the gains and losses of the lost things, but now, there is a kind of deep regret.

It is true that the old saying, this feeling can be regarded as a memory, but it was already at a loss at that time.

Zhu Ci'an's feelings for him made Cheng Gong feel lost in the "past tense". Although Zhu Ci'an said that he would not leave him, his heart was hidden, and that persistent and passionate love would never come back...

Zhu Ci'an raised his head and glanced at Cheng Gong. At this time, Cheng Gong's face showed a deep sense of loneliness, like a child abandoned by his playmates, staying alone in place.

At that moment, Zhu Ci'an felt a pain in his heart, and a warm electric current passed through his heart.

Zhu Ci'an slowly stretched his hands towards Cheng Gong's neck, and buried his face in Cheng Gong's shoulders.

Enough is enough.

There is no need for any promises, a heart-wrenching repentance is worth a thousand words.

The author has something to say: a new case will be opened soon, um.