Captain's Road to Attack

"Sometimes the fate of people is really unclear. Anyway, when I saw him again, I was really surprised. I am not afraid to tell you a joke. I think he was gay in junior high school. I was stared at by him at that time. I always get hairy when I watch it, but I don’t know why but I don’t hate it.” Zhu Ci’an gave a wry smile when he thought of this.

"What happened later?" Cheng Gong asked.

Zhu Ci'an glanced at Cheng Gong and said: "He has changed a lot, which made me curious about his experience, and he seems to be very excited about this encounter, so we suddenly have a lot of topics that we can't finish talking about."

Cheng Gong heard the words, but did not speak.

"Li Zhuo was really nothing special when he was in junior high school. He was not very handsome and had pimples on his face, but I have a deep memory of him because he likes to pretend to be cool. He and other boys like to brag. It’s not the same. Others like to show off incessantly when they are bragging, but he likes to talk non-stop. Few people who are scolded can react immediately when he scolds, but I can every time I am happy when I understand it, and every time he looks at me and smiles at this time, I can’t be happy.”

When Zhu Ci'an recalled this place, he couldn't help but smile.

"and then?"

Although Zhu Ci'an's smile made Cheng Gong a little jealous, but you can't haggle over every detail with the people in the past, right?

"Then..." Zhu Ci'an pouted with a smile, "We quickly got to know each other roughly. Not only did we both work in the same city, he was studying for a Ph.D. in psychology, and I was a forensic doctor."

Having said this, Zhu Ci'an sighed.

"Some feelings stop at friendship. I think it's really good. If you cross that line, you can't be a friend or a lover. I regret it now. If I rejected him at the beginning, maybe he and I are still friends now."

"Why did you separate from him?" Cheng Gong asked.

"It's my problem. I've always had a problem. As soon as I got emotional, I agreed. I didn't even think about whether I loved the other person or not, and how deep I loved him. I was just dazzled by the passion of love. It is enough to be happy together, but that kind of happiness is only short-lived, and after a while, many problems will be discovered."

"I don't think you are the kind of person who will agree with others as soon as they chase after you. You still admire this person, right? It's just that you didn't distinguish the difference between liking and love at first." Cheng Gong said.

Zhu Ci'an smiled wryly: "Is there really an essential difference between liking and love? I think it's just the amount of emotional investment."

"You keep talking."

"Actually, the main problem I have with Li Zhuo is that we don't agree with each other. The more I got to know him, I found that he not only has great ambition and revenge, but also has a different way of thinking. At first, I thought it was very fresh, although I didn't agree with him. But I don’t object to his point of view, but gradually I can’t stand him. Whenever my ideas disagree with his ideas, he will try his best to persuade me. It’s even an exaggeration to say that he wants to be right I was brainwashed, and I was both helpless and disgusted by it, and in the end he gave up persuading me, and I drifted away from him."

Cheng Gong asked strangely: "It's normal for two people to have different opinions, just because of this point?"

"How should I put it, I belong to the kind of more popular ideas. I have been influenced by education and culture since I was a child. Things that I take for granted are unacceptable to him. For example, the views on the death penalty, I think people should reform themselves. Opportunity, but he thinks that some crimes are not worthy of forgiveness at all. I am not opposed to the death penalty, but I don’t think the death penalty is enough for some crimes. For example, he thinks that all mistresses and third parties who destroy families should be sentenced The death penalty, so that there will not be so many mistresses in society, and it is not enough to just stay in moral constraints."

"I think this is too biased. After all, there are many people who are mistresses without even knowing it. So what is the charge? He said that the person who lied should be sentenced to death. I asked why only mistresses were sentenced to death before that? He Those who say cheating and Xiaosan should both be sentenced to death."

"I felt very uncomfortable after hearing his words at the time. I even asked him if he had encountered similar emotional betrayal and was so extreme about this kind of thing? He asked me why I could tolerate such a betrayal so much. I was speechless when I asked. Afterwards, I thought, maybe this is due to the greed of human nature. Everyone who eats the bowl and looks at the pot will have such a heart. When there is no threat to personal safety, this kind of Mistakes are blamed, but not crimes."

"He said that my theory is a typical "law does not blame the public", just like those pedestrians who run a red light. Because his non-compliance caused traffic jams and disrupted social order, I think this kind of person not only should not receive any compensation, but should compensate the society. "

"There are not a few people with this kind of thinking in today's society, and they have overcorrected their mentality." Cheng Gong said.

"And he also thought that the crime rate in this society was so high that the supervision was not strong enough. I thought his thinking was very scary at the time. Wasn't it the case in the Dongchang of the Ming Dynasty, the Nazi period in Germany and the Cultural Revolution? ? Everyone is in danger, is this kind of life okay? In the end, guess what he said?"

"what?"

"Those three periods happened to be the periods with the best order and security. It is undeniable, right? At that time, who dared to rob and murder casually? Who dared to rape women casually? Who dared to steal chickens and dogs casually?"

Zhu Ci'an took a deep breath and said: "I was speechless at the time, because I had a cold war with him for two days, and I still think it's a bit ridiculous. I refuted him with what I knew. He felt that I was brainwashed since childhood. It’s too powerful, and there are so many villains running rampant in this society because there are too many people like me who are willing to endure.”

Zhu Ci'an spread his hands, "In the end, he couldn't make sense of me and attacked me. This is the most unbearable point for me, so... different ways are not conspiring with each other. I still remember breaking up with him. I remember what he said to me, he said that order is established by people, and one day he will establish a new order for me to see, I have always thought that was his rhetoric.”

Cheng Gong looked at Zhu Ci'an and said, "Have you been in touch with him since we broke up?"

Zhu Ci'an shook his head and said: "No, he has contacted me several times, but I have been perfunctory for various reasons. Maybe I am such a superficial person. I think there must be a suitable partner for him, but that person Definitely not me."

Then Cheng Gong grabbed Zhu Ci'an's waist and said, "Didn't you ask him what he liked about you before?"

Zhu Ci'an smiled wryly and said: "At that time, I didn't care about this matter anymore. I thought I wasn't that attractive, and I could still like me after he belittled my personality, so I didn't care why he liked me before. It’s caused by impulsiveness, if we get to know each other for a while before dating, maybe it won’t be like this.”

"Do you think he has connection with that killer organization?" Cheng Gong asked.

"Him? With that killer organization?" Zhu Ci'an was surprised, and then his expression became pensive again.

"I still think it's a fantasy. It's true that his thoughts are extreme, but he is still very kind in nature. Another point is that he cherishes his life. He has a strong sense of risk. Whether he is in the driver's seat or not, he will be in the driver's seat." Seat belts, never take buses or planes in bad weather, just now I suddenly remembered another one, when talking about sex workers once, he said that he didn’t understand why the country would treat prostitution as a crime, this kind of selling the body and using physical strength Is it any different to sell your body alive? I said that prostitution is not only the main group of sexually transmitted diseases, but also destroys family harmony.”

"He said that as long as prostitution/prostitution is standardized, these could have been avoided. There are already many countries in the world that have special medical examination and license systems for sex workers."

"At that time, I couldn't understand his thoughts and remarks more and more. He thought that mistresses should be killed, but felt that prostitution/prostitution should be legalized. It was completely contradictory, but he didn't think so. I won't show affection, and I won't destroy the family like a parasite like Xiaosan."

After Zhu Ci'an finished speaking, Cheng Gong said: "This person is cautious, has extreme thinking, and is a doctor of psychology. The more I listen to it, the more I feel that he has more connections with that killer organization."

"Well, even if he is really related to that killer organization, why would he make me lose my memory? I don't think it makes any sense at all." Zhu Ci'an asked back.

Cheng Gong thought for a while, but didn't answer right away, the fog was getting thicker and thicker, and he couldn't be 100% sure that what Zhu Ci'an said now was true, not because he didn't believe in Zhu Ci'an's character, but because he felt that Zhu Ci'an had lost his memory. Cheng Gong can no longer fully trust his memory itself, and now he even has a doubt whether this memory of Zhu Ci'an is real or not.

Why didn't Zhu Ci'an mention it before?If it is said that Zhu Ci'an's amnesia was not for amnesia, but for "transplanting" or "altering" memory, then the opponent is really terrible.

Regarding this aspect, Cheng Gong specifically checked relevant information when he was free these days, and he found that people's memories are really amazing, some memories are still fresh after a long time, and some memories will be forgotten just a few seconds ago.

Some people feel that what they have personally experienced may not be what they personally experienced, just like someone who said that he was abducted by aliens. The whole process is described in great detail, but in fact there is no evidence, and the memory of this person is also sparse Usually there is nothing outstanding, so many people don't believe this memory of him.

The author has something to say: come on, there is one more day, I really want to take a good rest...

I'm sorry!bow!