your country my king

Marry you, without love

Gao Xuan and the bright moon, falling flowers and the piano leader; persevering in the flowing water, I don’t know the fragrance.

Do you believe in love at first sight?I believe it.

A heart that has fallen in a dream is destined to be annihilated in a dream.

Everything in the dream is illusory, because the dream itself is like a dream.

I will dance in the depths of the smoke, while your heart is toward the dawn.

I'm not who I used to be.because of you.

--quiet

"Beautiful brother!"

In the early morning, the clear voice broke the ordinary silence. The girl in the goose yellow dress was as playful and beautiful as ever. in his arms.

Blinking, Jing let go of her hand, "Brother Beauty, thank you for saving my life yesterday, my God, I was so scared to death, Brother Wang is behind you..."

With a gentle smile, there was a pampering in his eyes that he didn't even realize. "Help? Li, I won't do anything excessive to you, will I?"

Jing Wenyan, with a bitter face, looked at him pitifully, "Brother beauty, you don't know, Brother Wang's cold face really scares me to death, every time he speaks, he is stiff and oppressive." I don't dare to speak with the aura...Brother Wang is good to me, but I'm still afraid!"

Touching her head, the soft hair deepened the pampering in his eyes, with intoxicating tenderness on the corners of his lips, he smiled and said: "Okay, girl Jing, I'll go to court first, let Mo accompany you first for a while?"

"Okay!" Jing immediately burst into a bright smile, as if the pain just now was an illusion, "It's much better than being bored in the prince's palace!"

"Jing girl, don't hold back your words." He shook his head helplessly, got into the carriage, opened the curtain, and said with a light smile, "Actually, Li also cares about you."

"Beauty brother is better. Come back soon!"

After seeing him off, Jing turned around, looked at the awkward young man beside her, blinked, and smiled sweetly: "Who are you? Are you a friend of Brother Beauty?"

friend?After thinking for a while, he shook his head: "No." Are they friends?

"Then let's be friends! It's the first time we meet, I'm Changsun Jing." Jing stretched out her hand and looked at Mo friendly, with a little bit of anticipation in her eyes.

Seeing such a pure smile, for some reason, Mo, who has always been wise, forgot to think, and held the girl's catkin blankly. For the first time, he simply answered a question: "I am Zhong Limo."

But why do I say, "Yes"?It's as if... I've been familiar with it all along.

For the first time, someone said to Mo, let's be friends.

"Amo, Amo..." chanting Mo's name, without any scruples about what is wrong with an unmarried woman calling you a man's name, quietly thinking, "So your name is really Amo. "

Mo looked at her with some puzzlement: "What really?"

"You are Amo!" With a sweet smile, Jing seemed confused by Mo's question.

She would not tell him that there was a man who called himself "Amo" who appeared in her dreams again and again, as if it was the past life and this life. Today, she met a man named "Amo".

Maybe I am suspicious.Looking at Jing's still innocent smile, she pursed her lips silently.

friend?It's just someone the Lord asked him to accompany temporarily, nothing more.

"Amo, I will come back to look for you next time. Stay with Brother Beauty, don't leave! Otherwise, I will be angry!"

Really, is that all?

It was also the first time that Mo began to doubt himself deeply.

--Do you believe in love at first sight?

——I believe it.

Jing gently touched her hot face.This is, what's going on?

September……

The morning of September was still bright and sunny, but it was a little bit chillier, but it didn't hinder the nature of some people running back and forth between the imperial palace and the prime minister's mansion.

"Beautiful brother!" Plopped into his arms habitually, Jing began to twist her head, looked around, and asked, seemingly unintentionally, "Where is Amo? Why didn't you see him today?"

Facing the lively silence, everyone in Xiangfu was used to it.

Mo's face was stained with joy, and Jing came again.It's nice to have friends.

Jing is a girl that Mo has never met. She is beautiful, lively, and generous, like a fire, but she will not burn those who are close to her, but give warmth to those who love her.

"Girl Jing, are you here to play with Mo again?" He hooked his lips and chuckled, and hugged Jing, the smile in his eyes made Jing feel cramped for the first time, "Just... let Mo go to your house as a guard Well, I will be angry if I use my name to find Mo early every day."

Jing's cheeks were blushing, her lips were tightly closed, her eyes flashed unnaturally, but she subconsciously looked at Mo, and looked away like a thief.

"Hmph, Brother Beauty knows how to make fun of me, just to see that I'm a bully! Brother Beauty is the same as Brother Wang..."

Putting Jing down, he rubbed her head, as if he fell in love with this action, he said with a smile: "So, girl Jing, what's the matter this time?"

Jing didn't speak, but just looked out of the courtyard door, following her gaze, he couldn't help holding his breath.

The expression in the pupils changed several times at that moment, and finally returned to calm. "Li, are you here?"

"The court didn't talk about it today." Wang rarely answered his words, and closed his eyes tiredly. "Next month, the emperor will come to visit. His purpose is to marry to strengthen overseas relations."

Jing's smile froze, she lowered her eyelids to cover the loneliness in her eyes, unwilling and resentful, Mo also looked at Jing worriedly.What Jing wants, Mo naturally knows clearly.

She is the only woman in the royal family. If there is a marriage, she is the only candidate.

If she wants to get married, then, she...would rather spend the rest of her life with Momo!No, maybe it's not her preference, it's her, hoping to stay with Mo Mo for a lifetime!

Jing was taken aback by her own thoughts, but she quickly regained her senses. Maybe, this has happened a long time ago, she... has already been tempted...

Naturally, he did not expect that the emperor would make such a request, but no matter what he thought in his heart, there was always a faint smile on his face.

Is this the first gift you gave me?

"This matter must be discussed in the long run." He still spoke gently, but with unprecedented firmness in his voice, "If girl Jing marries the emperor, her whole life will be over."

Jing, it's his sister...

He knows that there are already people in Di's heart, so the remaining people are just passers-by in Di's heart, and passers-by by Di's side are no different from playthings to Di.

"Jing, you can't marry Emperor, so within a month, she must choose someone to marry." His words were almost cruel, even though everything was for Jing.

Wang looked at him lightly.He seems to care too much about Jing...

For some reason, I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart. Because of this feeling of not being under the control of the king, a cold light flashed in Wang's eyes, and his tone became more and more cold: "Tomorrow, give me an answer." I will leave it to you first, so , must take good care of her!

He could read what Wang was trying to say, so he nodded.

Looking at Wang Yuanqu's figure, he smiled slightly, but there was attachment and sentimentality in his eyes.

Really, as long as the king has him in his eyes, as long as the king can come to see him, that's enough...

Emperor, do you want to remind him that he and the king will have this day sooner or later?That... is really like your style.He said silently in his heart.

Turning around, looking at Jing with her eyes closed, she could even see her eyelashes trembling slightly, and her complexion was a little pale, while Mo could only stare at her absent-mindedly, but unconsciously clenched her fists.

Really, I saw that day.His smile was a little more self-deprecating.

"Jing girl, come to me at night. Marry someone who suits you."

Leaving a faint sentence, he turned and walked towards the room.

"Brother beauty, I... will."

A trembling sigh drifted into his heart along with the fragrance of the flowers. In that voice, there was a distinct sense of unwillingness and powerlessness, but it was also like flowers floating in the sky, helpless but had to endure the shackles of fate.

Jing girl, you can understand.

Mo is just a bodyguard, and you are a princess.

However, even if the heart is like a mirror, if you can't get out of the maze, what's the use?

The figures in the courtyard gradually dispersed, leaving only the beauties sighing, and the lonely leaves facing the frost.

It was night, and the candlelight was still in the prime minister's mansion. He was sitting in the room with a face as calm as water.

The sadness in the eyes has long been precipitated by time, no matter what, it will no longer appear, but it does not mean that the sadness is no longer there, the sadness will only become deeper and deeper with the ups and downs of fate, until the pain is too painful to feel, it is still there .

"Squeak..." The sound of the door opening made him turn his gaze to the door naturally, and Jing's expression surprised him slightly.

Although Jing's complexion is pale, it is extremely indifferent, and the bright eyes that were full of brilliance in the past are now covered with a veil, without the slightest emotion.

This is not quiet anymore.

"Jing girl, you..." Are you okay?

After Huawei finished speaking, Jing spoke, although her voice was trembling, but it was firmer than ever before: "Brother Beauty, you like Brother Wang."

His eyes were as deep as ink, and seemed to be able to see into the depths of her soul. There was a slight murderous intent in the coldness, but it was well hidden by the lowered eyelids.

"Why do you think so?" If there is no satisfactory answer, I will, kill you...

His voice was flat, coercive, full of gentleness but involuntarily felt cold.

"Beauty brother—of course I still call you beauty brother, so I will bury this in my heart." Jing's tone was surprisingly calm, "Look at the look in Wang brother's eyes, you can't go wrong. You said, now Isn't it sad to find out that you love someone under certain impossible conditions?"

It's sad, she's sad, he's sad too.

Without waiting for him to speak, and not wanting his answer, she lowered her head quietly, seeming to ask, but also seemed to be talking to herself: "Are you willing? Are you really willing?"

Are you willing?Are you really willing?

"I'm not reconciled." He relaxed, closed his eyes, and the corners of his lips were filled with bitterness, "But then, so what? Protection is enough."

Jing girl, I never thought that one day, you will be like me, struggling for that sliver of hope in knowing despair, and can only choose to silently guard that person in the heartache.

God, this time, I am willing to bow down.

Opening her eyes again, her eyes were already blurred with tears.

Reaching out, holding Jing into her arms, Jing hugged him tightly, as if he would disappear after letting go of her hands, crying softly in his arms.

He couldn't say anything, he could only hug Jing tightly.

Why not comfort?

Ah, comforting Jing is like comforting myself, and how should I comfort myself?

When struggling in the heart-pounding pain, comfort is like a sharp knife, mercilessly piercing into the hearts of two people-just adding to the pain.

After an unknown amount of time, Jing let go of him, still calm as usual, wearing a smile somewhat similar to his, which was used to cover up her inner smile.

"Beauty brother, marry me."

"it is good."

She closed her eyes, and fell quietly in his arms like leaves falling.

Silent tears slid down the corners of his eyes.

fair enough.

At least, with someone.

Although that person is not what he wants.

The author has something to say:

Emmmmm I want to emphasize again, Xixi used the pseudonym "Menglixi" and published this novel on other novel websites a long time ago (yes, it is Xixi's debut novel) and that website is a little unstable, and I can't find it every time I log in. To the domain name, suspected to be harmonized, and then Xixi wanted to republish it in Jinjiang, this is what Xixi wrote qwq