unobtainable warmth

The place where Yang Shan asked them to go was the biggest playground in the city.When we got there, there were already many people.Xu Zhou saw Yang Shan and Qiu Yan waiting for him at the ticket office from a distance, so he quickened his pace and walked towards them.

"Sorry, I'm late." Xu Zhou was full of apologies.

"It's me and Qiu Yan who came early." Yang Shan said with a smile.

Qiu Yan just looked at them, didn't say a word, but nodded his head, expressing his agreement with Yang Shan's statement.

Buying tickets, checking tickets, and entering the playground, the three of them were at a loss and just stayed where they were.In the end, it was Yang Shan who got the idea first, "Let's go ride the roller coaster first", then lowered his head to ask Xu Zhou's opinion, his eyebrows and eyes were full of tenderness, and then disappeared in an instant.Xu Zhou has been looking at this novel playground, so he didn't see Yang Shan's gentleness at that moment. He had never been to this kind of place, so he just nodded and followed Yang Shan obediently, like a child, Yang Shan walked away. Wherever he goes.Qiu Yan caught Yang Shan's expression at that moment, but he didn't say a word, he just frowned slightly, and then followed them away.

The roller coaster was already full of people. Xu Zhou looked at the people shouting above and the roller coaster passing by, and felt dizzy for a while. He watched Yang Shan and Qiu Yan buy tickets, and said that he couldn't participate in this.

Looking at Xu Zhou's slightly pale face, Yang Shan had the urge not to sit on it.

"You rest here first, Qiu Yan and I will come down to find you in a while."

Xu Zhou nodded and said yes, then found a bench and sat down.

On the roller coaster, Qiu Yan seemed to want to ask Yang Shan some questions, he hesitated a few times, but he didn't ask, he just lowered his head and thought silently.On the contrary, only Yang Shan is enjoying the fun of the game.

After the end, Yang Shan and Qiu Yan found Xu Qing who was doing nothing on the bench.

Xu Zhou just had a general look at the game items in the playground, all of which he could not participate in, and the fun of going out with his friends was also diluted a little.

The whole morning passed, and Xu Zhou didn't play a single game. He followed Yang Shan and Qiu Yan to stop and go. Wherever they played, he found a place to sit nearby, watched them play, and said no. Loneliness is fake.

At noon, Yang Shan took Xu Zhou and Qiu Yan to the reserved hotel. This is an antique hotel. It is more like an ancient inn than a restaurant. The simple wooden buildings have passed through time. , appearing more flavorful.Xu Zhou and Qiu Yan followed Yang Shan to the second floor of the inn. Although there were a lot of people eating, they were not noisy. It was rather quiet. People chatted and chewed food softly.Xu Zhou sat in their seats and found that although it was not a private room, it was surrounded by wooden screens, so he couldn't hear or see the people sitting next to him.

"This Zhaiman Pavilion has been open for a long time, and his dishes are among the best in the whole city, especially their drunken shrimp and homemade dim sum," Yang Shan introduced to Xu Zhou and Qiu Yan.

"Well, you can order." Xu Zhou replied.

After a while, all the food was on the table. Yang Shan and Qiu Yan had exhausted too much energy in the morning, and as soon as the food was served, they began to gobble it up. Xu Zhou couldn't help smiling, and the corners of his mouth rose a little.After eating a harmonious meal, Xu Zhou also ate a lot more than usual, and when he was finally full, he found that there was no food left.The three looked at each other, looked at each other and laughed.

"Xu Zhou, you can't play in the morning. I'll take you to a place you like in the afternoon." Yang Shan raised his eyebrows and said, with a smile in his eyes, like a child waiting for candy.

Xu Zhou nodded, and the three of them left the inn together.

Following Yang Shan, Xu Zhou and Qiu Yan saw where they were going in the afternoon, the largest library in the city.I heard that there are many out-of-print books and thread-bound books in it, which is one of the symbols of City C.

Xu Zhou looked up at Yang Shan and asked uncertainly, "Are we going to this library this afternoon?"

"Yes, I see that you like reading books very much, this place is just right for you."

The joy on Xu Zhou's face was palpable. He has always liked reading. He started looking through the collection of books at home since he was a child. After he went to school, he always spent time in the library.But the books in the library are limited, and there are almost no books that are too extreme.Xu Zhou actually liked Osamu Dazai quite a lot. When he was young, he only read a few short stories by him. After that, he could never find his books at home or at school.This time at the library, you should be able to see it.

Entering the library, Xu Zhou went to the Japanese literature area, Yang Shan followed behind him, and Qiu Yan went to find the books he liked to read.

Soon he found Osamu Dazai's book, Disqualification in the World, which was the last work of Osamu Dazai and the culmination of his life. Xu Zhou picked it up and slowly flipped through it.Yang Shan sat down beside him, and when she saw the book he was reading, she showed a bit of worry, and didn't say no to let him read it.Xu Zhou finished Disqualification in the World, and when he was about to watch the setting sun, Yang Shan took the book away.

"This kind of book, don't read too much, it's not good for your mood, it's easy to get depressed." Yang Shan looked at him worriedly.

"Well, I see." Looking at Yang Shan, the depression that rushed into my heart just now after reading a book disappeared a lot.

"Look at this, Edogawa Ranpo, also a Japanese writer, mystery novel, you should like it." Yang Shan asked tentatively.

Xu Zhou took the book and accepted Yang Shan's kindness.

Yang Shan breathed a sigh of relief, and continued to read his book.

The time for reading always passed quickly, and by the time they came out of the library, it was already dark, the stars were shining brightly in the sky, and the last quarter moon was also bright.

Qiu Yan said something to them and went home.

Yang Shan insisted on sending Xu Zhou home, but Xu Zhou couldn't refuse, so he agreed.

"Xu Zhou, I'm very happy today." Yang Shan's face was full of smiles.

"I'm also very happy." Xu Zhou also had a smile on his face that couldn't be concealed.

Many years later, Xu Zhou still remembers this day, the moon was shining brightly, the people around him were full of smiles, and he went home side by side with him, surrounded by a touch of warmth.

When Xu Zhou returned home, there was no one at home, and Xu Zhou didn't care. His usually lonely heart was wrapped in warmth at this moment, and he felt that those lonely things were nothing more than that.