unobtainable warmth

I wrote this story in a total of twelve days. In a novel, twelve days is a very short time for the author, but I used this short time to complete the story.

Let me tell you this story. This was told to me by a relative of mine. This is the story of his classmate.

At the beginning, he casually mentioned that I was interested, so I kept asking him. Although he told me, he was very general. He only said that they were together at the beginning, separated later, and finally, only Having said these general plots, he didn't mention the middle ones, but what I remember most is what he said about Xu Zhou's parents, who hated Xu Zhou to the extreme.I didn't believe it at first, but then he said a lot of things, so I believed it.In this story, I didn't focus on writing too much about Xu's parents, because I think it will make people uncomfortable.

I heard this story the year before last. At that time, I wanted to write it, but I was too busy with my studies, so I just thought about it.Now that I have some free time, I plan to write again.

When I was preparing to write it, I thought a lot about whether to write it out as it should be, or to turn it into a comedy. In the end, I struggled for a few days. I thought it would be better to write two endings, one sad and one happy.

When I was about to publish it, I contacted that relative and wanted him to ask Xu Zhou about it, and then I asked him about the result.I asked very clearly and asked many details, and he answered them one by one. He said that Xu Zhou agreed with me to write it, but he smiled and said that there is actually nothing to write about, just the most ordinary things.I specifically asked my relatives what Xu Zhou's expression was like at that time. The relatives said that Xu Zhou was just smiling lightly. In the end, he told me that Xu Zhou had a dog beside him, and he was touching Xu Zhou's leg very intimately.

So, I sorted out the approximate order of the things I had heard and started writing.I started writing in the form of a similar narrative, using the most plain language to write, without gorgeous decorations, and without bloody plot development.There are many small plots that I don't know, so I seldom write those detailed things, but I also thought about some, just thinking, but I don't know how to write, and I don't want to trouble Xu Zhou to think about these past events, so I don't wrote.

I also learned about the personalities of Yang Shan and Xu Zhou from relatives, of course I was the one who asked the question (⊙v⊙).

He said that Yang Shan is the best among boys, good-looking, good-natured, loves to laugh, sometimes like a child,

But he would take good care of Xu Zhou. Relatives said that feeling was strange, as if Yang Shan knew how to take care of Xu Zhou.

Then I talked about Xu Zhou. When the relatives said that they didn’t talk to Xu Zhou, they felt that he was cold and cold, even his appearance was cold, his face was pale, and he had thin phoenix eyes. He seemed difficult to get along with. Yang Shan and Xu Zhou When Zhou first met, he suffered a lot from Xu Zhou's silence.It was only when they finally got along that they realized that Xu Zhou was cute and often said all kinds of funny things.With Yang Shan, Xu Zhou smiled more and talked more, but without Yang Shan, Xu Zhou returned to his usual calmness.I feel that when relatives say these words, they seem to be deeply touched. (It seems that Xu Zhou has suffered a lot before, ╮(╯▽╰)╭)

I don’t know if anyone knows the story of the two of them like me, and I don’t know if anyone has written it like me, but Xu Zhou said that I am the only one he knows who wants to write his story people. 〒_〒

That’s all I wrote here, Xu Zhou proposed to watch it, but I was afraid that Xu Zhou’s memories of the past would hurt his body, so I didn’t dare to let him watch it (I think I am very good, I rejected the request of the protagonist of the story╭(╯^╰)╮ ).

The names of Xu Zhou, Yang Shan and the protagonists in the story are not real names, they are my own.

Finally, I would like to thank reader Junji Ito for his support and encouragement, which made me persevere and finish writing this story in such a short period of time. I am really grateful.I also thank other unknown readers for watching, thank you for reading this story.

And finally, when I write this story, I also hope that readers can understand some things, such as cherishing, cherishing everything around you, and really cherishing it. Everything around you always disappears and catches you off guard. Once it disappears, you will really find it. I am not coming back, so I hope that those who read this story can cherish the people or things around them.

This is the end of this story, and I will write down more stories when I hear them in the future.

ヾ(￣▽￣)Bye~Bye~

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